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&¨&&¨¨&¨&¨ always tears in my eyes when using the ¨&&¨&¨&&¨¨
&¨¨&¨&&¨&¨ machine. ¨¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
&¨&&¨¨&¨&¨ ¨&&¨&¨&&¨¨
&¨¨&¨&&¨&¨ i don't think it's hormonal overload. ¨¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
&¨&&¨¨&¨&¨ there's no grief or joy as my water ¨&&¨&¨&&¨¨
&¨¨&¨&&¨&¨ rolls down my face. i notice nothing ¨¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
&¨&&¨¨&¨&¨ until my chin is wet. wipe it off with ¨&&¨&¨&&¨¨
&¨¨&¨&&¨&¨ the back of my hand. but i usually keep ¨¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
&¨&&¨¨&¨&¨ crying for a while. ¨&&¨&¨&&¨¨
&¨¨&¨&&¨&¨ ¨¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
&¨&&¨¨&¨&¨ i theorize some kind of resonance in ¨&&¨&¨&&¨¨
&¨¨&¨&&¨&¨ the neural interface; some saturation ¨¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
&¨&&¨¨&¨&¨ signal being tripped? the connection is ¨&&¨&¨&&¨¨
&¨¨&¨&&¨&¨ imperfect and often induces ¨¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
&¨&&¨¨&¨&¨ single-sense hallucinations. acute but ¨&&¨&¨&&¨¨
&¨¨&¨&&¨&¨ hollow hunger. sand grains under my ¨¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
&¨&&¨¨&¨&¨ fingertips. strange tastes and scents. ¨&&¨&¨&&¨¨
&¨¨&¨&&¨&¨ ¨¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
&¨&&¨¨&¨&¨ and i mean, maybe it isn't to far ¨&&¨&¨&&¨¨
&¨¨&¨&&¨&¨ fetched that something like that can ¨¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
&¨&&¨¨&¨&¨ cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth. ¨&&¨&¨&&¨¨
&¨¨&¨&&¨&¨ finger spasms. opened tear ducts. ¨¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
&¨&&¨¨&¨&¨ ¨&&¨&¨&&¨¨
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&¨&&¨¨&¨&¨ ¨&&¨&¨&&¨¨
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