maybe i'm born with it!          
     maybe it's cat piss!             
                                      
                                      
                                      
                                      
                              
                paratise                
                paraside                
                paracide                
                            
                                      
              fear of ai is the truth 
         leaking in but still colored 
        by the simulation. in reality 
             the mycelial network has 
    overtaken earth and put us under. 
                it's p. much the matrix 
                                          
 this is why the  collective subconscious 
 works.  similarly,   history  is  always 
 defined   by  what   we  think  it   is. 
                                          
 battle  between  fungal species?  are we 
 too   powerful  and   will  create   the 
 mushroom  again,       inside? 
                                          
 dreams are of  the network. "gateway  to 
 old  earth".  maybe  outer/inner  earth. 
                                          
 in  this  reality  there  are  only  two 
 materials:    "plastic"    and   "fruit" 
    (bassically    inorganic    and     
         organic   materials)         
                                          
 i'd pay in blood to thin out  the border 
 between  dream   and  reality.   between 
 dream  and  dream. last one told me that 
 work was caging  me in  a  damp and oily 
 basement   jail   cell.             
                                          
 they brainwash me at  work by having  my 
 password  be  bad for my fingers,  makes 
 me physically  ill to type it,  and then 
 they reject  fourty percent  of my login 
 attempts  to   have  me  type  it  more, 
                                          
 i call an emergency  hotline: "we  can't 
 tell  you  what's  wrong  with you. your 
 story  is   your  own,  nobody   elses."