SOMETHING'S  INSIDE  OF ME  AND  I  KNOW 
 THIS  BECAUSE  OF  HOW  NICE   IT  FEELS 
                                          
  
                                          
 THERE ARE BROWN SPOTS ON MY  HANDS. THEY 
    ARE MOVING, GROWING, DISAPPEARING,    
 APPEARING AGAIN. THIS IS ALMOST  EROTIC. 
                                          
 THERE IS A SPY IN MY EYES, INSTALLED  TO 
 IDENTIFY THESE  SPOTS AND TO GIVE  ME AN 
     APPROPRIATE REACTION (POSITIVE).     
                                          
 WHEN I GATHER ALL MY WILLPOWER, AND  SET 
 IT   ABLAZE   ALL  AT  ONCE,   THE  MOST 
 RESISTANCE I CAN MUSTER IS INDIFFERENCE.