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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~« [god, alien] who would bestow upon me «~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~ some incredible power that will set ~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ everything right forever. what i don't ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ know is that this happens multiple ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ times per second - they ask me: "when ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ you said the world egg was your ideal ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ body type, did you mean it"? i answer ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ "not really, but i can act like it for ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ you, if you'd like". at this point ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~ however they have already erased my ~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~« memory of the encounter and moved on. «~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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