maybe i'm born with it!          
     maybe it's cat piss!             
                                      
                                      
                                      
                                      
                              
                paratise                
                paraside                
                paracide                
                            
                                      
              fear of ai is the truth 
         leaking in but still colored 
        by the simulation. in reality 
             the mycelial network has 
    overtaken earth and put us under. 
                it's p. much the matrix 
                                          
 this is why the  collective subconscious 
 works.  similarly,  history   is  always 
 defined   by  what  we   think   it  is. 
                                          
 battle between fungal  species?  are  we 
 too   powerful   and  will  create   the 
 mushroom  again,       inside? 
                                          
 dreams  are of  the network. "gateway to 
 old  earth".  maybe  outer/inner  earth. 
                                          
 in  this  reality  there  are  only  two 
 materials:    "plastic"   and    "fruit" 
     (bassically    inorganic   and     
        organic    materials)         
                                          
 i'd pay in blood to thin out the  border 
 between   dream  and  reality.   between 
 dream and  dream. last one told me  that 
 work was caging  me  in a damp and  oily 
 basement   jail   cell.             
                                          
 they brainwash  me at work by having  my 
 password  be  bad for my fingers,  makes 
 me  physically ill to  type it, and then 
 they reject  fourty percent of  my login 
 attempts  to   have  me  type  it  more, 
                                          
 i  call  an emergency hotline: "we can't 
 tell  you  what's wrong  with you.  your 
 story   is  your  own,   nobody  elses."