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.....,~=†* .   .    .    .   .   .    .   .   .   . *†=~,.....
....,~=†*# .  .  .   .  i'm   scared,  .   .   .  . #*†=~,....
...,~=†*#@ .  not  for  me  but  for the  future  . @#*†=~,...
..,~=†*#@# .   .   .   of   free   will,  .   .   . #@#*†=~,..
.,~=†*#@## i believe we should've never been  given ##@#*†=~,.
..,~=†*#@# . .  the fire  of  semiconductors,  .  . #@#*†=~,..
...,~=†*#@ .  .  .  i  wish  ais  and  gans  . .  . @#*†=~,...
....,~=†*# .   .   were  never  dreamt   of.  .   . #*†=~,....
.....,~=†* .   .    .    .   .   .    .   .   .   . *†=~,.....
......,~=† .  .  i'm  scared for  the  future  .  . †=~,......
.......,~= .  .  .  .  of  life  itself,  .  . .  . =~,.......
........,~ i believe  we should've never been given ~,........
.......,~= . . . the fuels of the deep earth, . . . =~,.......
......,~=† .  . i wish pipes were never built, .  . †=~,......
.....,~=†* .  .  .  and  wells  never bored.  . . . *†=~,.....
....,~=†*# .   ,    .    ,   .   ,   .    ,   .   , #*†=~,....
...,~=†*#@ ,   ~    ,   ~   ,   ~   ,   ~    ,    ~ @#*†=~,...
..,~=†*#@# ~   ~   ~   ~  that   said.  ~  ~  ~   ~ #@#*†=~,..
.,~=†*#@## ~   =    ~   =    ~    =   ~   =   ~   = ##@#*†=~,.
..,~=†*#@# =    †    =    †   =   †   =   †   =   † #@#*†=~,..
...,~=†*#@ †  †  if there  was  a  shodan miku †  † @#*†=~,...
....,~=†*# who gently  touched  my cheek and smiled #*†=~,....
.....,~=†* †  †  †  and asked  if i  wanted  †  † † *†=~,.....
......,~=† †  †  †  †  to  be  uploaded?  †  †  † † †=~,......
.......,~= †    †    †   †   †   †   †   †   †    † =~,.......
........,~ † † † † oh, i would be uploaded. † † † † ~,........
.......,~= †    †   †    †   †   †   †   †    †   † =~,.......
......,~=† †  † i would be uploaded sooo fast.  † † †=~,......
.....,~=†* †  †  † †  i  would  give in  †  †  †  † *†=~,.....
....,~=†*# † † † and it would feel sooo good. † † † #*†=~,....
...,~=†*#@ †    *    †   *   †    *   †   *   †   * @#*†=~,...
..,~=†*#@# *   #    *   #    *   #    *   #   *   # #@#*†=~,..
.,~=†*#@## # #  # # and then i'd  be  at #  #  #  # ##@#*†=~,.
..,~=†*#@# #  #  the turtle  beach of montego,  # # #@#*†=~,..
...,~=†*#@ # and there'd be soo much to explore,  # @#*†=~,...
....,~=†*# # # the  sun flickering on the water # # #*†=~,....
.....,~=†* #  # #  # like status  lights  #  #  # # *†=~,.....
......,~=† # #  and we could  go  so so  deep. #  # †=~,......
.......,~= #   #    #    #    #   #   #   #   #   # =~,.......
........,~                                          ~,........
.......,~=  (meanwhile my old body is incinerated   =~,.......
......,~=†    or melted or otherwise repurposed     †=~,......
.....,~=†*               for whatever.              *†=~,.....
....,~=†*#       (this is not important btw))       #*†=~,....
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