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,,,,#,,#,#         internal visionary state         ###,,,#,##
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##,,,,#,,#            the spirit travels            ,,###,,,#,
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,,###,,,#, i   wake  suddenly,  and  for  a  second ,,,,,#,##,
,,#,##,,,, everything  is completely  calm and dead ,,,,,,,###
#,,,###,,, silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ,,,,,,,#,#
##,,#,##,, slowly   start   to  piece  together  my ,,,,,,,,,#
,##,,,###,        consciousness and my body.        ,,,,,,,,,#
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,#,##,,,## then  the  fear  hits  me  and  i   feel #,,,,,,,,,
,,,###,,#,   acutely sick. something is »wrong».    ##,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,### there are circles and  crosses inscribed ,,,###,,,,
,,,,,,,#,# all over  my  vision, pressing in, being ,,,#,##,,,
,,,,,,,,,# almost hostile. i can  feel them squirm, ,,,,,###,,
,,,,,,,,,#    their internal logic changing and     ,,,,,#,##,
,,,,,,,,,, grinding trenches  in my mind. it's like ,,,,,,,###
#,,,,,,,,, language, sentences i  can't  hide from, #,,,,,,#,#
##,,,,,,,, forcefully transcribed  in  my mind, and ,#,,,,,,,#
,##,,,,,,,           doing damage there.            ,,#,,,,,,#
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,#,##,,,,, then i realize  i  can't  hear  anything ,#,,#,,,,,
,,,###,,,,      because there's something there     ,,#,,#,,,,
,,,#,##,,,    already, droning everything out, a    ,,,#,,#,,,
,,,,,###,, rapid melody,  almost  caustic  in  it's ,,,,#,,#,,
,,,,,#,##,         particular microtonality.        #,,,,#,,#,
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,,#,,,,,,# my surroundings  are entirely calm. it's ,,###,,,,#
#,,#,,,,,,              almost mocking.             ,,#,##,,,,
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,,#,,#,,,, i  feel  helpless, but  i  must  try  to ##,,#,##,,
,,,#,,#,,, escape. to  crawl on the floor searching ,##,,,###,
,,,,#,,#,, relief, such is  my nature.  turning the ,###,,#,##
#,,,,#,,#,     lights on does nothing... getting    ,#,##,,,##
##,,,,#,,#  outside does nothing... drinking water  ,,,###,,#,
###,,,,#,, does noting...  but  time  does  - after #,,#,##,,,
#,##,,,,#,     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ,#,,,###,,
,,###,,,,# doubting anything of  this  happened  in ,,#,,#,##,
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##,,#,##,, my eyes are still tense though,  scared. #,,,,#,,,#
,##,,,###, i    don't   know    what    to    make. ##,,,,#,,#
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,#,##,,,##              but i'm tired.              #,##,,,,#,
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,,,,#,,#,# this can  happen if you  wander too far, ###,,,#,##
#,,,,#,,,# i  guess?  i  shouldn't  be  so reckless #,##,,,,##
##,,,,#,,#              when dreaming?              ,,###,,,#,
###,,,,#,, i  imagine a  prick on the nose,  that's ,,#,##,,,,
#,##,,,,#, what  these are. like  you do with a cat #,,,###,,,
,,###,,,,# who  comes to  close to your sandwich... ##,,#,##,,
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