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,@@,@,,@,@                 ,,†#†,,                  ,@,,@,@@,@
,,@,@,@@,,             ,:^$########$^:,             ,@,@@,,@,@
,@@,@,,@,@         ,,,::»$# dreams #$»::,,,         ,@,,@,@@,@
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,@@,@,,@,@                  ,,†#†,,                 ,@,,@,@@,@
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,@@,@,,@,@                    ,:,                   ,@,,@,@@,@
,,@,@,@@,,                 ,†@###@†,                ,@,@@,,@,@
,@@,@,,@,@                    ,:,                   ,@,,@,@@,@
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,@@,@,,@,@         internal visionary state         ,@,,@,@@,@
,,@,@,@@,,                                          ,@,@@,,@,@
,@@,@,,@,@            the spirit travels            ,@,,@,@@,@
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,@@,@,,@,@             ,:^$########$^:,             ,@,,@,@@,@
,,@,@,@@,,                    ,»,                   ,@,@@,,@,@
,@@,@,,@,@                                          ,@,,@,@@,@
,,@,@,@@,,                  a cost                  ,@,@@,,@,@
,@@,@,,@,@                (anecdote)                ,@,,@,@@,@
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,@@,@,,@,@                    ::                    ,@,,@,@@,@
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,@@,@,,@,@ i  wake  suddenly,   and  for  a  second ,@,,@,@@,@
,,@,@,@@,, everything  is  completely calm and dead ,@,@@,,@,@
,@@,@,,@,@ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ,@,,@,@@,@
,,@,@,@@,, slowly   start   to  piece  together  my ,@,@@,,@,@
,@@,@,,@,@        consciousness and my body.        ,@,,@,@@,@
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,@@,@,,@,@ then  the  fear  hits  me   and  i  feel ,@,,@,@@,@
,,@,@,@@,,   acutely sick. something is »wrong».    ,@,@@,,@,@
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,,@,@,@@,, there are circles and  crosses inscribed ,@,@@,,@,@
,@@,@,,@,@ all over my vision,  pressing in,  being ,@,,@,@@,@
,,@,@,@@,, almost hostile. i can  feel them squirm, ,@,@@,,@,@
,@@,@,,@,@     their internal logic changing and    ,@,,@,@@,@
,,@,@,@@,, grinding trenches in  my mind. it's like ,@,@@,,@,@
,@@,@,,@,@ language,  sentences i  can't hide from, ,@,,@,@@,@
,,@,@,@@,, forcefully transcribed  in my  mind, and ,@,@@,,@,@
,@@,@,,@,@            doing damage there.           ,@,,@,@@,@
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,@@,@,,@,@ then i  realize  i can't  hear  anything ,@,,@,@@,@
,,@,@,@@,,      because there's something there     ,@,@@,,@,@
,@@,@,,@,@    already, droning everything out, a    ,@,,@,@@,@
,,@,@,@@,, rapid melody,  almost  caustic  in  it's ,@,@@,,@,@
,@@,@,,@,@        particular microtonality.         ,@,,@,@@,@
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,@@,@,,@,@                    ::                    ,@,,@,@@,@
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,@@,@,,@,@ my surroundings are entirely calm.  it's ,@,,@,@@,@
,,@,@,@@,,              almost mocking.             ,@,@@,,@,@
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,,@,@,@@,, i  feel  helpless, but  i  must  try  to ,@,@@,,@,@
,@@,@,,@,@ escape. to crawl on the  floor searching ,@,,@,@@,@
,,@,@,@@,, relief, such  is my nature. turning  the ,@,@@,,@,@
,@@,@,,@,@     lights on does nothing... getting    ,@,,@,@@,@
,,@,@,@@,,  outside does nothing... drinking water  ,@,@@,,@,@
,@@,@,,@,@ does noting...  but  time  does  - after ,@,,@,@@,@
,,@,@,@@,,     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ,@,@@,,@,@
,@@,@,,@,@ doubting anything  of  this  happened in ,@,,@,@@,@
,,@,@,@@,,             the first place.             ,@,@@,,@,@
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,,@,@,@@,, my eyes  are still tense though, scared. ,@,@@,,@,@
,@@,@,,@,@ i    don't    know   what    to    make. ,@,,@,@@,@
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,@@,@,,@,@              but i'm tired.              ,@,,@,@@,@
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,@@,@,,@,@                     ,                    ,@,,@,@@,@
,,@,@,@@,,                 ::»^»::                  ,@,@@,,@,@
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,@@,@,,@,@ this can happen if you  wander  too far, ,@,,@,@@,@
,,@,@,@@,, i  guess? i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless ,@,@@,,@,@
,@@,@,,@,@              when dreaming?              ,@,,@,@@,@
,,@,@,@@,, i  imagine  a prick on the  nose, that's ,@,@@,,@,@
,@@,@,,@,@ what these are. like you  do  with a cat ,@,,@,@@,@
,,@,@,@@,, who comes to close to  your  sandwich... ,@,@@,,@,@
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