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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD ¨¨¨¨§§¨§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨ SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I ¨¨¨§¨§§§¨¨
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¨¨¨¨§¨§¨§§ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨¨
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¨¨§¨§¨¨¨§¨ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, §§¨§§¨§¨§§
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¨§§§§¨¨§§§ DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER §¨§¨§¨§§¨§
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