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,@@,@@@,,@                 ,,†#†,,                  ,,@@@,,@,,
@,@@,,@,@,             ,,^$########$^,,             ,@,,@,@@,,
@@,@,@@@@@         ,,,,,~$# Dreams #$~,,,,,         @@,@@@,@,@
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@,,,@,,,@@                 ,,†#†,,                  @,@,@,,,@,
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@,@,@,@@,@                   ,,,                    ,,,,@,@,,,
@@@@@@,@@@                ,†@###@†,                 ,,,@@@@,,@
,,,,,@@,,@                   ,,,                    ,,@,,,@,@,
,,,,@,@,@,                                          ,@@,,@@@@,
,,,@@@@@@@         Internal Visionary State         @,@,@,,,@,
,,@,,,,,,,                                          @@@@@,,@@,
,@@,,,,,,@            The Spirit Travels            ,,,,@,@,@,
@,@,,,,,@,                                          ,,,@@@@@@,
@@@,,,,@@@             ,,^$########$^,,             ,,@,,,,,@@
,,@,,,@,,@                   ,~,                    ,@@,,,,@,,
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@,@,@,@@,,                  A Cost                  @@@,,@,@,,
@@@@@@,@,,                (Anecdote)                ,,@,@@@@,@
,,,,,@@@,,                                          ,@@@,,,@@,
,,,,@,,@,@                    ,,                    @,,@,,@,@,
,,,@@,@@@@                                          @,@@,@@@@,
,,@,@@,,,@ I  Wake   Suddenly,  And  For  A  Second @@,@@,,,@,
,@@@,@,,@@ Everything Is Completely  Calm And  Dead ,@@,@,,@@,
@,,@@@,@,, Silent.  It'S  Dark,  And  Warm,  And  I @,@@@,@,@,
@,@,,@@@,@ Slowly  Start   To  Piece   Together  My @@,,@@@@@@
@@@,@,,@@,        Consciousness And My Body.        ,@,@,,,,,,
,,@@@,@,@@                                          @@@@,,,,,@
,@,,@@@@,@ Then  The   Fear  Hits  Me  And  I  Feel ,,,@,,,,@@
@@,@,,,@@@   Acutely Sick. Something Is ~Wrong~.    ,,@@,,,@,@
,@@@,,@,,,                                          ,@,@,,@@@,
@,,@,@@,,,                    ,,                    @@@@,@,,@,
@,@@@,@,,@                                          ,,,@@@,@@@
@@,,@@@,@@ There Are Circles  And Crosses Inscribed ,,@,,@@,,,
,@,@,,@@,, All Over  My  Vision, Pressing In, Being ,@@,@,@,,@
@@@@,@,@,@ Almost Hostile. I Can Feel  Them Squirm, @,@@@@@,@@
,,,@@@@@@@    Their Internal Logic Changing And     @@,,,,@@,,
,,@,,,,,,, Grinding  Trenches In My Mind. It'S Like ,@,,,@,@,,
,@@,,,,,,, Language,  Sentences I  Can'T Hide From, @@,,@@@@,,
@,@,,,,,,@ Forcefully  Transcribed  In My Mind, And ,@,@,,,@,,
@@@,,,,,@,           Doing Damage There.            @@@@,,@@,@
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,@@,,,@,@@ Then I Realize  I  Can'T  Hear  Anything ,,@@@@@,@,
@,@,,@@@,@      Because There'S Something There     ,@,,,,@@@,
@@@,@,,@@,    Already, Droning Everything Out, A    @@,,,@,,@@
,,@@@,@,@, Rapid Melody,  Almost  Caustic  In  It'S ,@,,@@,@,,
,@,,@@@@@,        Particular Microtonality.         @@,@,@@@,,
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,@@@,,,@,@                    ,,                    @,,,@,@@,@
@,,@,,@@@@                                          @,,@@@,@@@
@,@@,@,,,, My Surroundings Are Entirely Calm.  It'S @,@,,@@,,,
@@,@@@,,,@             Almost Mocking.              @@@,@,@,,@
,@@,,@,,@@                                          ,,@@@@@,@,
@,@,@@,@,@ I  Feel  Helpless,  But  I  Must  Try To ,@,,,,@@@,
@@@@,@@@@, Escape. To  Crawl On The Floor Searching @@,,,@,,@@
,,,@@,,,@, Relief, Such  Is My Nature. Turning  The ,@,,@@,@,,
,,@,@,,@@@     Lights On Does Nothing... Getting    @@,@,@@@,,
,@@@@,@,,,  Outside Does Nothing... Drinking Water  ,@@@@,,@,,
@,,,@@@,,, Does  Noting... But  Time  Does -  After @,,,@,@@,,
@,,@,,@,,,     Thirty Seconds I'M Normal Again,     @,,@@@,@,@
@,@@,@@,,, Doubting  Anything  Of This Happened  In @,@,,@@@@,
@@,@@,@,,,             The First Place.             @@@,@,,,@@
,@@,@@@,,@                                          ,,@@@,,@,,
@,@@,,@,@, My Eyes Are  Still Tense Though, Scared. ,@,,@,@@,,
@@,@,@@@@@ I    Don'T   Know    What    To    Make. @@,@@@,@,@
,@@@@,,,,@                                          ,@@,,@@@@,
@,,,@,,,@@              But I'M Tired.              @,@,@,,,@,
@,,@@,,@,,                                          @@@@@,,@@@
@,@,@,@@,@                     ,                    ,,,,@,@,,,
@@@@@@,@@@                  ,,~^~,,                 ,,,@@@@,,@
,,,,,@@,,@                    ,                     ,,@,,,@,@,
,,,,@,@,@,                                          ,@@,,@@@@,
,,,@@@@@@@ This Can  Happen  If You Wander Too Far, @,@,@,,,@,
,,@,,,,,,, I  Guess?  I  Shouldn'T  Be  So Reckless @@@@@,,@@,
,@@,,,,,,@              When Dreaming?              ,,,,@,@,@,
@,@,,,,,@, I Imagine  A Prick On The  Nose,  That'S ,,,@@@@@@,
@@@,,,,@@@ What  These Are.  Like You Do With A Cat ,,@,,,,,@@
,,@,,,@,,@ Who  Comes To  Close To Your Sandwich... ,@@,,,,@,,
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