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#%%%~^,,,, ,,,^^~%@ dreams @%~^^,,, ,,,,^~%%%#
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#@#&%%:~^, internal visionary state ,^~:%%&#@#
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@@#&%%:~^, the spirit travels ,^~:%%&#@@
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&%%~~^^,,, ,^:%#@####@#%:^, ,,,^^~~%%&
#@#&%%:~^, ,~, ,^~:%%&#@#
#%%%:~~^,, ,,^~~:%%%#
#@#&%%:~^, a cost ,^~:%%&#@#
##%:^,,,,, (anecdote) ,,,,,^:%##
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&%::^,,,,, i wake suddenly, and for a second ,,,,,^::%&
@@#&%%:~^, everything is completely calm and dead ,^~:%%&#@@
&%%%%:^^^, silent. it's dark, and warm, and i ,^^^:%%%%&
&&&%:^^,,, slowly start to piece together my ,,,^^:%&&&
&%%:~~,,,, consciousness and my body. ,,,,~~:%%&
#@#&%%:~^, ,^~:%%&#@#
&%:::^^,,, then the fear hits me and i feel ,,,^^:::%&
@##&%%:~^, acutely sick. something is ~wrong~. ,^~:%%&##@
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#&&&%%:~^, ,, ,^~:%%&&&#
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##@#&%:~^, there are circles and crosses inscribed ,^~:%&#@##
###&%%:~^, all over my vision, pressing in, being ,^~:%%&###
#@#&%%:~^, almost hostile. i can feel them squirm, ,^~:%%&#@#
@##&%%:~^, their internal logic changing and ,^~:%%&##@
@&%:^,,,,, grinding trenches in my mind. it's like ,,,,,^:%&@
#@#&%%:~^, language, sentences i can't hide from, ,^~:%%&#@#
&%%::::~^, forcefully transcribed in my mind, and ,^~::::%%&
#@#&%%:~^, doing damage there. ,^~:%%&#@#
#%:::~^,,, ,,,^~:::%#
@#%%%%:~^, then i realize i can't hear anything ,^~:%%%%#@
##%:^,,,,, because there's something there ,,,,,^:%##
#&%:~~~~^, already, droning everything out, a ,^~~~~:%&#
#&%%:~~~^, rapid melody, almost caustic in it's ,^~~~:%%&#
#@#&%%:~^, particular microtonality. ,^~:%%&#@#
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###&%%:~^, my surroundings are entirely calm. it's ,^~:%%&###
@@#&%%:~^, almost mocking. ,^~:%%&#@@
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&%%:^,,,,, i feel helpless, but i must try to ,,,,,^:%%&
&%%%::~,,, escape. to crawl on the floor searching ,,,~::%%%&
@@#&%%:~^, relief, such is my nature. turning the ,^~:%%&#@@
&%::~,,,,, lights on does nothing... getting ,,,,,~::%&
#@#&%%:~^, outside does nothing... drinking water ,^~:%%&#@#
#@#&%%:~^, does noting... but time does - after ,^~:%%&#@#
#@#&%%:~^, thirty seconds i'm normal again, ,^~:%%&#@#
#@#&%%:~^, doubting anything of this happened in ,^~:%%&#@#
#&%:^,,,,, the first place. ,,,,,^:%&#
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&&%~~,,,,, my eyes are still tense though, scared. ,,,,,~~%&&
#@#&%%:~^, i don't know what to make. ,^~:%%&#@#
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#@#&%%:~^, but i'm tired. ,^~:%%&#@#
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#@#&%%:~^, ^^~:~^^ ,^~:%%&#@#
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#%%%%%:~^, this can happen if you wander too far, ,^~:%%%%%#
#@#&%%:~^, i guess? i shouldn't be so reckless ,^~:%%&#@#
&%~^,,,,,, when dreaming? ,,,,,,^~%&
@#%%%~~~^, i imagine a prick on the nose, that's ,^~~~%%%#@
#&%:^,,,,, what these are. like you do with a cat ,,,,,^:%&#
#%%%:^,,,, who comes to close to your sandwich... ,,,,^:%%%#
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