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@¨@¨¨@¨@¨¨             ¨^\¤@######@¤\^¨             ¨@¨@¨@¨@@¨
@¨@¨@@¨@¨@         ¨¨¨^^-¤# dreams #¤-^^¨¨¨         ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
@¨@¨¨@¨@¨¨             ¨^\¤@######@¤\^¨             ¨@¨@¨@¨@@¨
@¨@¨@@¨@¨@                  ¨¨=@=¨¨                 ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
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@¨@¨@@¨@¨@                    ¨^¨                   ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
@¨@¨¨@¨@¨¨                ¨=@###@=¨                 ¨@¨@¨@¨@@¨
@¨@¨@@¨@¨@                    ¨^¨                   ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
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@¨@¨@@¨@¨@         internal visionary state         ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
@¨@¨¨@¨@¨¨                                          ¨@¨@¨@¨@@¨
@¨@¨@@¨@¨@            the spirit travels            ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
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@¨@¨@@¨@¨@             ¨^\¤@######@¤\^¨             ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
@¨@¨¨@¨@¨¨                   ¨-¨                    ¨@¨@¨@¨@@¨
@¨@¨@@¨@¨@                                          ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
@¨@¨¨@¨@¨¨                  a cost                  ¨@¨@¨@¨@@¨
@¨@¨@@¨@¨@                (anecdote)                ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
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@¨@¨@@¨@¨@                    ^^                    ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
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@¨@¨@@¨@¨@ i   wake  suddenly,  and  for  a  second ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
@¨@¨¨@¨@¨¨ everything is completely  calm and  dead ¨@¨@¨@¨@@¨
@¨@¨@@¨@¨@ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
@¨@¨¨@¨@¨¨ slowly  start  to   piece  together   my ¨@¨@¨@¨@@¨
@¨@¨@@¨@¨@        consciousness and my body.        ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
@¨@¨¨@¨@¨¨                                          ¨@¨@¨@¨@@¨
@¨@¨@@¨@¨@ then  the  fear  hits  me   and  i  feel ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
@¨@¨¨@¨@¨¨   acutely sick. something is -wrong-.    ¨@¨@¨@¨@@¨
@¨@¨@@¨@¨@                                          ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
@¨@¨¨@¨@¨¨                    ¨¨                    ¨@¨@¨@¨@@¨
@¨@¨@@¨@¨@                                          ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
@¨@¨¨@¨@¨¨ there are circles and crosses  inscribed ¨@¨@¨@¨@@¨
@¨@¨@@¨@¨@ all over my vision, pressing  in,  being ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
@¨@¨¨@¨@¨¨ almost hostile. i  can feel them squirm, ¨@¨@¨@¨@@¨
@¨@¨@@¨@¨@    their internal logic changing and     ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
@¨@¨¨@¨@¨¨ grinding trenches in my mind. it's  like ¨@¨@¨@¨@@¨
@¨@¨@@¨@¨@ language, sentences  i can't hide  from, ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
@¨@¨¨@¨@¨¨ forcefully  transcribed in my mind,  and ¨@¨@¨@¨@@¨
@¨@¨@@¨@¨@            doing damage there.           ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
@¨@¨¨@¨@¨¨                                          ¨@¨@¨@¨@@¨
@¨@¨@@¨@¨@ then i realize  i  can't  hear  anything ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
@¨@¨¨@¨@¨¨     because there's something there      ¨@¨@¨@¨@@¨
@¨@¨@@¨@¨@    already, droning everything out, a    ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
@¨@¨¨@¨@¨¨ rapid  melody,  almost caustic  in  it's ¨@¨@¨@¨@@¨
@¨@¨@@¨@¨@        particular microtonality.         ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
@¨@¨¨@¨@¨¨                                          ¨@¨@¨@¨@@¨
@¨@¨@@¨@¨@                    ^^                    ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
@¨@¨¨@¨@¨¨                                          ¨@¨@¨@¨@@¨
@¨@¨@@¨@¨@ my surroundings  are entirely calm. it's ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
@¨@¨¨@¨@¨¨              almost mocking.             ¨@¨@¨@¨@@¨
@¨@¨@@¨@¨@                                          ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
@¨@¨¨@¨@¨¨ i  feel  helpless,  but  i  must  try to ¨@¨@¨@¨@@¨
@¨@¨@@¨@¨@ escape. to crawl on the  floor searching ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
@¨@¨¨@¨@¨¨ relief, such is my  nature. turning  the ¨@¨@¨@¨@@¨
@¨@¨@@¨@¨@     lights on does nothing... getting    ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
@¨@¨¨@¨@¨¨  outside does nothing... drinking water  ¨@¨@¨@¨@@¨
@¨@¨@@¨@¨@ does  noting...  but time  does  - after ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
@¨@¨¨@¨@¨¨     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ¨@¨@¨@¨@@¨
@¨@¨@@¨@¨@ doubting  anything of this  happened  in ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
@¨@¨¨@¨@¨¨             the first place.             ¨@¨@¨@¨@@¨
@¨@¨@@¨@¨@                                          ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
@¨@¨¨@¨@¨¨ my eyes are still  tense though, scared. ¨@¨@¨@¨@@¨
@¨@¨@@¨@¨@ i   don't    know    what    to    make. ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
@¨@¨¨@¨@¨¨                                          ¨@¨@¨@¨@@¨
@¨@¨@@¨@¨@              but i'm tired.              ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
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@¨@¨@@¨@¨@                     ¨                    ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
@¨@¨¨@¨@¨¨                  ^^-\-^^                 ¨@¨@¨@¨@@¨
@¨@¨@@¨@¨@                     ¨                    ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
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@¨@¨@@¨@¨@ this  can happen if you  wander too far, ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
@¨@¨¨@¨@¨¨ i  guess?  i  shouldn't  be  so reckless ¨@¨@¨@¨@@¨
@¨@¨@@¨@¨@              when dreaming?              ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
@¨@¨¨@¨@¨¨ i  imagine  a prick  on the nose, that's ¨@¨@¨@¨@@¨
@¨@¨@@¨@¨@ what these  are. like you do with a  cat ¨@¨@¨@¨¨@¨
@¨@¨¨@¨@¨¨ who comes to  close to  your sandwich... ¨@¨@¨@¨@@¨
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