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§§§¨§¨§§§§ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD ¨§¨§§§§¨¨§
¨¨§§§§¨¨¨¨ SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I §§§¨¨¨§¨§¨
¨§¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨ SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY ¨¨§¨¨§§§§¨
§§¨¨§§¨¨¨§ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. ¨§§¨§¨¨¨§¨
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§§§§§§¨§¨¨ THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL §§¨¨§¨§¨¨§
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¨§§§¨§§§¨§ THERE ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED §¨§§¨§§¨§¨
§¨¨§§¨¨§§¨ ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING §§¨§§¨§§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§§ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, ¨§§¨§§¨¨§§
§§§§§§§§¨¨ THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND §¨§§¨§¨§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE §§¨§§§§§¨§
¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§§ LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, ¨§§¨¨¨¨§§§
¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND §¨§¨¨¨§¨¨§
¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨ DOING DAMAGE THERE. §§§¨¨§§¨§§
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¨§¨¨¨§¨§¨§ BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE §¨¨¨¨§§¨¨§
§§¨¨§§§§§¨ ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A §¨¨¨§¨§¨§§
¨§¨§¨¨¨¨§¨ RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S §¨¨§§§§§¨¨
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¨¨§§§§§§§§ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING §¨¨§§§¨§¨§
¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE §¨§¨¨§§§§§
§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§ LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING §§§¨§¨¨¨¨§
¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨ OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER ¨¨§§§¨¨¨§¨
§§¨¨¨¨¨§§¨ DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER ¨§¨¨§¨¨§§¨
¨§¨¨¨¨§¨§¨ THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, §§¨§§¨§¨§§
§§¨¨¨§§§§¨ DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN ¨§§¨§§§§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§§ THE FIRST PLACE. §¨§§¨¨¨§§¨
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¨§§¨§¨§§§§ MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. ¨§§§¨§§§§§
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¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨ I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS ¨¨¨§§¨¨§§¨
§§§§¨§§§§¨ WHEN DREAMING? ¨¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
¨¨¨§§¨¨¨§¨ I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S ¨§§§§§§§§§
¨¨§¨§¨¨§§¨ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT §¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§
¨§§§§¨§¨§¨ WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... §¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§
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