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@,@@,@,@@,         INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE         @,@,,,,,,,
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@,,@@,,,@@            THE SPIRIT TRAVELS            ,,,,@,,,,,
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@@,@@,,@@@                  A COST                  ,@@@,@,,@@
,,@@,@,@,,                (ANECDOTE)                ,@,,@@@,@,
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@,@@@,,,,@                    ~~                    @,,@@@,@,,
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@,,@,@@,,@ I  WAKE   SUDDENLY,  AND  FOR  A  SECOND @,@@@,@,,@
,@,@@@,@,@ EVERYTHING  IS COMPLETELY CALM  AND DEAD ,@@,,@@@,@
@@@@,,@@@@ SILENT.  IT'S  DARK,  AND  WARM,  AND  I ,@,@,@,,@@
,,,,@,@,,, SLOWLY  START  TO   PIECE  TOGETHER   MY ,@@@@@@,@,
,,,,@@@@,,        CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY.        @@,,,,,@@@
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@@,,@@,,@@ THEN  THE  FEAR  HITS  ME   AND  I  FEEL @@@@,,,@@,
@,@,@,@,@,   ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS ~WRONG~.    ,,,,@,,@,@
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@,@,,,,,,,                                          ,@@,@@@,@,
@@@@,,,,,, THERE ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES  INSCRIBED @@,@@,,@@@
,,,,@,,,,, ALL OVER MY  VISION, PRESSING  IN, BEING @,@@,@,@,,
,,,,@@,,,, ALMOST HOSTILE. I  CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, @@@,@@@@@,
,,,,@,@,,,    THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND     @,,@@,,,,@
@,,,@@@@,, GRINDING TRENCHES  IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE @@,@,@,,,@
,@,,@,,,@, LANGUAGE,  SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE  FROM, ,,@@@@@,,@
@@@,@@,,@@ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY  MIND,  AND @,@,,,,@,@
,,,@@,@,@,            DOING DAMAGE THERE.           ,@@@,,,@@@
@,,@,@@@@@                                          @@,,@,,@,,
@@,@@@,,,, THEN I  REALIZE  I  CAN'T  HEAR ANYTHING @,@,@@,@@,
@,@@,,@,,,      BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE     @@@@@,@@,@
,@@,@,@@,,    ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A    @,,,,@@,@@
@@,@@@@,@, RAPID  MELODY, ALMOST  CAUSTIC  IN  IT'S @@,,,@,@@,
@,@@,,,@@@        PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY.         @,@,,@@@,@
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,@@,@,@,@@ MY SURROUNDINGS  ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S @@@@@@,@,,
,@,@@@@@@,              ALMOST MOCKING.             ,,,,,,@@@,
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@@,,@,,,,@ I  FEEL  HELPLESS, BUT  I  MUST  TRY  TO ,@,,,,@@,@
,,@,@@,,,@ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON  THE FLOOR SEARCHING ,@@,,,@,@@
@,@@@,@,,@ RELIEF,  SUCH IS  MY NATURE. TURNING THE @@,@,,@@@,
@@@,,@@@,@    LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING     @,@@@,@,,@
,,,@,@,,@@  OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER  @@@,,@@@,@
@,,@@@@,@, DOES NOTING...  BUT  TIME  DOES -  AFTER @,,@,@,,@@
,@,@,,,@@@     THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN,     ,@,@@@@,@,
,@@@@,,@,, DOUBTING  ANYTHING  OF THIS HAPPENED  IN @@@@,,,@@@
@@,,,@,@@,             THE FIRST PLACE.             ,,,,@,,@,,
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@@@@,@,,@@ MY EYES ARE STILL  TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. ,@,,@,@@,@
,,,,@@@,@, I    DON'T   KNOW    WHAT    TO    MAKE. @@@,@@@,@@
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@@,,@@,@,,              BUT I'M TIRED.              ,@,@,@,@,@
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@@@,,,,@,@                  ~~~*~~~                 ,,,,,,,,,,
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@,@@,@,@@, THIS CAN HAPPEN  IF  YOU WANDER TOO FAR, @,@,,,,,,,
@@@,@@@@,@ I  GUESS?  I  SHOULDN'T  BE SO  RECKLESS @@@@,,,,,,
@,,@@,,,@@              WHEN DREAMING?              ,,,,@,,,,,
@@,@,@,,@, I IMAGINE  A  PRICK ON THE NOSE,  THAT'S @,,,@@,,,,
@,@@@@@,@@ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE  YOU  DO WITH A CAT ,@,,@,@,,,
@@@,,,,@@, WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO  YOUR  SANDWICH... ,@@,@@@@,,
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