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@¤%†;-,... everything is completely calm and dead ...,-;†%¤@
#@¤%†;-,.. silent. it's dark, and warm, and i ..,-;†%¤@#
##@¤%†;-,. slowly start to piece together my .,-;†%¤@##
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¤%†;-,.... then the fear hits me and i feel ....,-;†%¤
%†;-,..... acutely sick. something is -wrong-. .....,-;†%
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†;-,...... all over my vision, pressing in, being ......,-;†
%†;-,..... almost hostile. i can feel them squirm, .....,-;†%
¤%†;-,.... their internal logic changing and ....,-;†%¤
@¤%†;-,... grinding trenches in my mind. it's like ...,-;†%¤@
#@¤%†;-,.. language, sentences i can't hide from, ..,-;†%¤@#
##@¤%†;-,. forcefully transcribed in my mind, and .,-;†%¤@##
#@¤%†;-,.. doing damage there. ..,-;†%¤@#
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¤%†;-,.... then i realize i can't hear anything ....,-;†%¤
%†;-,..... because there's something there .....,-;†%
†;-,...... already, droning everything out, a ......,-;†
;-,....... rapid melody, almost caustic in it's .......,-;
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¤%†;-,.... my surroundings are entirely calm. it's ....,-;†%¤
@¤%†;-,... almost mocking. ...,-;†%¤@
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##@¤%†;-,. i feel helpless, but i must try to .,-;†%¤@##
#@¤%†;-,.. escape. to crawl on the floor searching ..,-;†%¤@#
@¤%†;-,... relief, such is my nature. turning the ...,-;†%¤@
¤%†;-,.... lights on does nothing... getting ....,-;†%¤
%†;-,..... outside does nothing... drinking water .....,-;†%
†;-,...... does noting... but time does - after ......,-;†
;-,....... thirty seconds i'm normal again, .......,-;
-,........ doubting anything of this happened in ........,-
;-,....... the first place. .......,-;
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%†;-,..... my eyes are still tense though, scared. .....,-;†%
¤%†;-,.... i don't know what to make. ....,-;†%¤
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†;-,...... this can happen if you wander too far, ......,-;†
;-,....... i guess? i shouldn't be so reckless .......,-;
-,........ when dreaming? ........,-
;-,....... i imagine a prick on the nose, that's .......,-;
†;-,...... what these are. like you do with a cat ......,-;†
%†;-,..... who comes to close to your sandwich... .....,-;†%
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