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@,@,@,@,,@                  ,,=#=,,                 ,,@,@@,,@,
@,@,@,@,@@             ,:*$#@####@#$*:,             ,@@,,@,@@,
@,@,@,@,,@         ,,,::»$@ dreams @$»::,,,         ,,@,@@,,@,
@,@,@,@,@@             ,:*$#@####@#$*:,             ,@@,,@,@@,
@,@,@,@,,@                 ,,=#=,,                  ,,@,@@,,@,
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@,@,@,@,,@                   ,:,                    ,,@,@@,,@,
@,@,@,@,@@                 ,=@@#@@=,                ,@@,,@,@@,
@,@,@,@,,@                    ,:,                   ,,@,@@,,@,
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@,@,@,@,,@         internal visionary state         ,,@,@@,,@,
@,@,@,@,@@                                          ,@@,,@,@@,
@,@,@,@,,@            the spirit travels            ,,@,@@,,@,
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@,@,@,@,,@             ,:*$#@####@#$*:,             ,,@,@@,,@,
@,@,@,@,@@                   ,»,                    ,@@,,@,@@,
@,@,@,@,,@                                          ,,@,@@,,@,
@,@,@,@,@@                  a cost                  ,@@,,@,@@,
@,@,@,@,,@                (anecdote)                ,,@,@@,,@,
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@,@,@,@,,@                    ::                    ,,@,@@,,@,
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@,@,@,@,,@ i   wake  suddenly,  and  for  a  second ,,@,@@,,@,
@,@,@,@,@@ everything is completely  calm and  dead ,@@,,@,@@,
@,@,@,@,,@ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ,,@,@@,,@,
@,@,@,@,@@ slowly  start   to  piece   together  my ,@@,,@,@@,
@,@,@,@,,@        consciousness and my body.        ,,@,@@,,@,
@,@,@,@,@@                                          ,@@,,@,@@,
@,@,@,@,,@ then  the  fear   hits  me  and  i  feel ,,@,@@,,@,
@,@,@,@,@@   acutely sick. something is »wrong».    ,@@,,@,@@,
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@,@,@,@,@@                    ,,                    ,@@,,@,@@,
@,@,@,@,,@                                          ,,@,@@,,@,
@,@,@,@,@@ there are circles and  crosses inscribed ,@@,,@,@@,
@,@,@,@,,@ all over my  vision,  pressing in, being ,,@,@@,,@,
@,@,@,@,@@ almost hostile. i can  feel them squirm, ,@@,,@,@@,
@,@,@,@,,@    their internal logic changing and     ,,@,@@,,@,
@,@,@,@,@@ grinding trenches in my  mind. it's like ,@@,,@,@@,
@,@,@,@,,@ language, sentences i can't  hide  from, ,,@,@@,,@,
@,@,@,@,@@ forcefully  transcribed  in my mind, and ,@@,,@,@@,
@,@,@,@,,@            doing damage there.           ,,@,@@,,@,
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@,@,@,@,,@ then i  realize  i  can't  hear anything ,,@,@@,,@,
@,@,@,@,@@      because there's something there     ,@@,,@,@@,
@,@,@,@,,@    already, droning everything out, a    ,,@,@@,,@,
@,@,@,@,@@ rapid  melody, almost  caustic  in  it's ,@@,,@,@@,
@,@,@,@,,@         particular microtonality.        ,,@,@@,,@,
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@,@,@,@,,@                    ::                    ,,@,@@,,@,
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@,@,@,@,,@ my surroundings are  entirely calm. it's ,,@,@@,,@,
@,@,@,@,@@             almost mocking.              ,@@,,@,@@,
@,@,@,@,,@                                          ,,@,@@,,@,
@,@,@,@,@@ i  feel  helpless,  but  i  must  try to ,@@,,@,@@,
@,@,@,@,,@ escape.  to crawl on the floor searching ,,@,@@,,@,
@,@,@,@,@@ relief,  such is my nature. turning  the ,@@,,@,@@,
@,@,@,@,,@     lights on does nothing... getting    ,,@,@@,,@,
@,@,@,@,@@  outside does nothing... drinking water  ,@@,,@,@@,
@,@,@,@,,@ does  noting...  but time  does -  after ,,@,@@,,@,
@,@,@,@,@@     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ,@@,,@,@@,
@,@,@,@,,@ doubting  anything of  this  happened in ,,@,@@,,@,
@,@,@,@,@@             the first place.             ,@@,,@,@@,
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@,@,@,@,@@ my eyes are still tense  though, scared. ,@@,,@,@@,
@,@,@,@,,@ i    don't    know    what    to   make. ,,@,@@,,@,
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@,@,@,@,,@              but i'm tired.              ,,@,@@,,@,
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@,@,@,@,,@                    ,                     ,,@,@@,,@,
@,@,@,@,@@                  ::»*»::                 ,@@,,@,@@,
@,@,@,@,,@                    ,                     ,,@,@@,,@,
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@,@,@,@,,@ this can happen if you  wander too  far, ,,@,@@,,@,
@,@,@,@,@@ i  guess?  i shouldn't  be  so  reckless ,@@,,@,@@,
@,@,@,@,,@              when dreaming?              ,,@,@@,,@,
@,@,@,@,@@ i imagine  a  prick on  the nose, that's ,@@,,@,@@,
@,@,@,@,,@ what these are.  like  you do with a cat ,,@,@@,,@,
@,@,@,@,@@ who comes to close  to your  sandwich... ,@@,,@,@@,
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