¨~~†%*&@## ##@&*%†~~¨
¨¨¨~~†%%*@ @*%%†~~¨¨¨
¨~~††%%% #&%%%††~~¨
¨~~†%%%*&@ @&*%%%†~~¨
¨~~†%*&@## ##@&*%†~~¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~†*@ ¨¨%@%¨¨ @*†~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~%*@ ¨~†*@######@*†~¨ @*%~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨~~††††% ¨¨¨~~~*# dreams #*~~~¨¨¨ #&%††††~~¨
¨¨¨¨¨~%&@# ¨~†*@######@*†~¨ #@&%~¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨~†*&@# ¨¨%@%¨¨ #@&*†~¨¨¨¨
¨~~†%*&@## ##@&*%†~~¨
¨~~†%*&& ¨~¨ #&&&*%†~~¨
¨~~†%*** ¨%##&%¨ #&***%†~~¨
¨~~†%*&@@# ¨~¨ #@@&*%†~~¨
¨¨¨¨~~†**@ @**†~~¨¨¨¨
¨~~†%*&@@@ internal visionary state @@@&*%†~~¨
¨~~†%%** #&**%%†~~¨
¨~~†%*&@## the spirit travels ##@&*%†~~¨
¨~~†%*&@@@ @@@&*%†~~¨
¨~~†%%*&&& ¨~†*@######@*†~¨ &&&*%%†~~¨
¨~~~††***@ ¨~¨ @***††~~~¨
¨¨¨¨~††* #&*††~¨¨¨¨
¨~~†%*@### a cost ###@*%†~~¨
¨~~†%*&@## (anecdote) ##@&*%†~~¨
¨~~†%*&@## ##@&*%†~~¨
¨~~†%*&@## ~~ ##@&*%†~~¨
¨¨¨~††**&@ @&**††~¨¨¨
¨~~~†%***& i wake suddenly, and for a second &***%†~~~¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~%&@ everything is completely calm and dead @&%~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨~~†%%%**@ silent. it's dark, and warm, and i @**%%%†~~¨
¨~~~~†%%&& slowly start to piece together my &&%%†~~~~¨
¨~~†%*&@## consciousness and my body. ##@&*%†~~¨
¨~~†%*&@## ##@&*%†~~¨
¨~~†%*&@## then the fear hits me and i feel ##@&*%†~~¨
¨~~†%*&@## acutely sick. something is ~wrong~. ##@&*%†~~¨
¨~~†%*&& #&&&*%†~~¨
¨¨~~†%%&&@ ¨¨ @&&%%†~~¨¨
¨~~†%*&@## ##@&*%†~~¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~†*& there are circles and crosses inscribed &*†~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨~~†%*&@## all over my vision, pressing in, being ##@&*%†~~¨
¨¨¨¨¨~~†*& almost hostile. i can feel them squirm, &*†~~¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨~%%*&@ their internal logic changing and @&*%%~¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨~†**@# grinding trenches in my mind. it's like #@**†~¨¨¨¨
¨~~~~~†*&& language, sentences i can't hide from, &&*†~~~~~¨
¨~~†%*&@## forcefully transcribed in my mind, and ##@&*%†~~¨
¨~~†%*&&&@ doing damage there. @&&&*%†~~¨
¨¨¨¨¨~%&@@ @@&%~¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨~††*&@@ then i realize i can't hear anything @@&*††~¨¨¨
¨~~†%*&@## because there's something there ##@&*%†~~¨
¨~~†%***@# already, droning everything out, a #@***%†~~¨
¨~~†%*&@## rapid melody, almost caustic in it's ##@&*%†~~¨
¨~~†%*## particular microtonality. ###&*%†~~¨
¨~~†%%*&&@ @&&*%%†~~¨
¨¨¨¨~~††*@ ~~ @*††~~¨¨¨¨
¨~~†%*&@## ##@&*%†~~¨
¨¨¨¨¨~~†*@ my surroundings are entirely calm. it's @*†~~¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨~~††**@ almost mocking. @**††~~¨¨¨
¨~~†%*&@## ##@&*%†~~¨
¨~~†%*&@## i feel helpless, but i must try to ##@&*%†~~¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~%& escape. to crawl on the floor searching &%~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨~~†*&&& relief, such is my nature. turning the &&&*†~~¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨~~~%&@ lights on does nothing... getting @&%~~~¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨~%&&@ outside does nothing... drinking water @&&%~¨¨¨¨¨
¨~~†%*&@## does noting... but time does - after ##@&*%†~~¨
¨~~†%*&@## thirty seconds i'm normal again, ##@&*%†~~¨
¨¨¨¨~†%**& doubting anything of this happened in &**%†~¨¨¨¨
¨~~†%*&@## the first place. ##@&*%†~~¨
¨~~†%*## ###&*%†~~¨
¨~~†%*&@## my eyes are still tense though, scared. ##@&*%†~~¨
¨~~†%*&@## i don't know what to make. ##@&*%†~~¨
¨~~†%*&@## ##@&*%†~~¨
¨~~†%*@### but i'm tired. ###@*%†~~¨
¨~~†%*&@## ##@&*%†~~¨
¨¨¨¨~†*&@@ ¨ @@&*†~¨¨¨¨
¨~~†%*&@## ~~~†~~~ ##@&*%†~~¨
¨¨¨~~~†*&@ ¨ @&*†~~~¨¨¨
¨~~†%*&@## ##@&*%†~~¨
¨¨¨~†%%%*& this can happen if you wander too far, &*%%%†~¨¨¨
¨~~†%%**@@ i guess? i shouldn't be so reckless @@**%%†~~¨
¨¨¨~~%%&@# when dreaming? #@&%%~~¨¨¨
¨~~†%*&@## i imagine a prick on the nose, that's ##@&*%†~~¨
¨~~†%*&@## what these are. like you do with a cat ##@&*%†~~¨
¨¨¨~~~%%*& who comes to close to your sandwich... &*%%~~~¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨~††%%& &%%††~¨¨¨¨
¨~~†%*&@## ##@&*%†~~¨
¨¨¨¨~~†*@@ @@*†~~¨¨¨¨
¨~~%*&@### ###@&*%~~¨
¨~~†%*&@@@ @@@&*%†~~¨
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