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.......... off, shower curtains drawn. floor full ..........
.......... of dirty clothes, of garbage, and as i ..........
.......... start to unzip my pants, she steps out ..........
.........^ of the shower and pushes me to ^.........
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....^-†*&£ some incredible power that will set £&*†-^....
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.....^-†*& you, if you'd like". at this point &*†-^.....
......^-†* however they have already erased my *†-^......
.......^-† memory of the encounter and moved on. †-^.......
........^- subconsciously, this is where my -^........
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