¨&¨¨¨¨&&&¨ ¨¨&¨&&¨¨¨&
&&&¨¨¨&¨¨& ¨¨&&&¨&¨¨&
¨¨¨&¨¨&&¨& ¨¨&¨¨&&&¨&
&¨¨&&¨&¨&& ¨¨&&¨&¨¨&&
¨&¨&¨&&&&¨ ¨¨&¨&&&¨&¨
¨&&&&&¨¨¨& WINDS ESKER &¨&&&¨¨&&&
&&¨¨¨¨&¨¨& »»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»» ¨&&¨¨&¨&¨¨
&¨&¨¨¨&&¨& ¨&¨&¨&&&&¨
&&&&¨¨&¨&& THERE WAS THIS PLACE THAT FOR TWO YEARS &&&&&&¨¨¨&
¨¨¨¨&¨&&&¨ I COULDN'T GO TO. REGARDLESS HOW MUCH ¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨&
&¨¨¨&&&¨¨& DISCUSSED WITH OTHERS, OR POINTED OUT &¨¨¨¨¨&&¨&
¨&¨¨&¨¨&¨& ON MAPS, I COULD NOT THINK OF IT WHEN &&¨¨¨¨&¨&&
&&&¨&&¨&&& ALONE. I WOULD OFTEN TRAVEL PAST THE ¨¨&¨¨¨&&&¨
&¨¨&&¨&&¨¨ FORK, WHERE A RIGHT TURN WOULD SURELY ¨¨&&¨¨&¨¨&
¨&¨&¨&&¨&¨ TAKE ME THERE, BUT EVEN THEN, SOMETHING &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
&&&&&&¨&&& KEPT ME AWAY. &&&&&&&¨&&
¨¨¨¨¨¨&&¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&&¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨&¨ WHEN I FINALLY GOT THERE, AFTER SOME ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨&
&¨¨¨¨¨&&&& HEAVY SUBCONSCIOUS BATTLE I MUST &¨¨¨¨¨¨&&&
¨&¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨ ASSUME, THE PLACE WAS SURREAL. AN ¨&¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨
¨&&¨¨¨&&¨¨ ESKER, LIKE A NEEDLE-THIN RIFT OUT IN ¨&&¨¨¨¨&&¨
¨&¨&¨¨&¨&¨ THE LAKE, BUT TEN METERS HIGH AND ¨&¨&¨¨¨&¨&
&&&&&¨&&&& ADORNED IN BIRCH, WILLOW, BRACKEN, AND ¨&&&&¨¨&&&
¨¨¨¨¨&&¨¨¨ BLUEBERRIES. &&¨¨¨&¨&¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨&¨&¨¨ ¨¨&¨¨&&&&¨
¨¨¨¨¨&&&&¨ WALKING ATOP THAT SPINE, I CAME TO &¨&&¨&¨¨¨&
&¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨& NOTICE THE VIEW TO EITHER SIDE. THERE ¨&&¨&&&¨¨&
¨&¨¨¨&&¨¨& SHOULD BE SHORES, OF COURSE, BUT I ¨&¨&&¨¨&¨&
&&&¨¨&¨&¨& DIDN'T RECOGNIZE THEM. FIRST OFF, THEY ¨&&&¨&¨&&&
¨¨¨&¨&&&&& WERE MUCH TOO CLOSE, AS THE LAKE SHOULD &&¨¨&&&&¨¨
¨¨¨&&&¨¨¨¨ STRETCH FOR A HUNDRED METERS MORE ON ¨¨&¨&¨¨¨&¨
¨¨¨&¨¨&¨¨¨ BOTH SIDES. BUT NOW I FELT I COULD &¨&&&&¨¨&&
&¨¨&&¨&&¨¨ ALMOST REACH OUT AND TOUCH THEM. AND &&&¨¨¨&¨&¨
&&¨&¨&&¨&¨ THEN, WHEN I REALIZED WHICH SHORES THEY &¨¨&¨¨&&&&
¨¨&&&&¨&&& WERE, I HAD TO STOP. ¨&¨&&¨&¨¨¨
¨¨&¨¨¨&&¨¨ ¨&&&¨&&&¨¨
¨¨&&¨¨&¨&¨ THEY WERE OF THE RIGHT LAKE. BUT THIS ¨&¨¨&&¨¨&¨
¨¨&¨&¨&&&& LAKE IS LARGE, FRACTURED, AND &&&¨&¨&¨&&
&¨&&&&&¨¨¨ BIPARTITE. LIKE A PAIR OF LUNGS CARVED ¨¨¨&&&&&&¨
&&&¨¨¨¨&¨¨ INTO THE GRANITE, AND WITH NO LESS THAN ¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨&
¨¨¨&¨¨¨&&¨ FIVE COMMUNITIES ANCHORED AT VARIOUS &¨¨&&¨¨¨¨&
&¨¨&&¨¨&¨& POINTS. AND SO, STUDYING THESE ¨&¨&¨&¨¨¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&&& IMPOSSIBLY CLOSE SHORES, I SLOWLY ¨&&&&&&¨¨&
&&&&&&&&¨¨ UNDERSTOOD THEM AS BELONGING MANY MILES ¨&¨¨¨¨¨&¨&
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨ AWAY. ¨&&¨¨¨¨&&&
&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&& &&¨&¨¨¨&¨¨
&&¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨ I EXAMINED THE RIDGE, THE TREELINE ¨¨&&&¨¨&&¨
&¨&¨¨¨¨¨&& ABOVE. WAS THIS WHAT YOU SAW OPPOSITE, &¨&¨¨&¨&¨&
¨&&&¨¨¨¨&¨ FROM THOSE OTHER SHORES? I COULDN'T &&&&¨&&&&&
&&¨¨&¨¨¨&& REMEMBER. &¨¨¨&&¨¨¨¨
&¨&¨&&¨¨&¨ &&¨¨&¨&¨¨¨
&&&&&¨&¨&& CARRYING FORWARD, ON THE VERY TIP OF &¨&¨&&&&¨¨
&¨¨¨¨&&&&¨ THE ESKER, I FOUND THE RUINS OF SOME ¨&&&&¨¨¨&¨
&&¨¨¨&¨¨¨& OLD BUILDING. THERE WERE OVERGROWN &&¨¨¨&¨¨&&
¨¨&¨¨&&¨¨& MARBLE STAIRCASES, STONE FLOORS BENEATH ¨¨&¨¨&&¨&¨
¨¨&&¨&¨&¨& THE MOSS, AND STRANGE SLABS INSERTED &¨&&¨&¨&&&
&¨&¨&&&&&& INTO THE SLOPE LIKE DAMS AGAINST THE ¨&&¨&&&&¨¨
&&&&&¨¨¨¨¨ GROUND ITSELF. ¨&¨&&¨¨¨&¨
&¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨ ¨&&&¨&¨¨&&
¨&¨¨¨&&¨¨¨ SITTING THERE, I COULD SEE ACROSS THE ¨&¨¨&&&¨&¨
¨&&¨¨&¨&¨¨ NARROWED LAKE MY ENTIRE PATH TO WHERE I &&&¨&¨¨&&&
&&¨&¨&&&&¨ SAT: FROM THE STAIRWELL OF MY HOUSE, &¨¨&&&¨&¨¨
&¨&&&&¨¨¨& THROUGH THE OLD WOODS BEHIND THE TILE &&¨&¨¨&&&¨
&&&¨¨¨&¨¨& FACTORY, THE BRIDGE OVER ROUTE ¨¨&&&¨&¨¨&
¨¨¨&¨¨&&¨& TWENTY THREE AND THEN BACK UNDER IT, ¨¨&¨¨&&&¨&
&¨¨&&¨&¨&& THROUGH THE FANCY VILLAS, OVER THE ¨¨&&¨&¨¨&&
¨&¨&¨&&&&¨ FIELDS, AND THEN THAT RIGHT TURN AT THE ¨¨&¨&&&¨&¨
¨&&&&&¨¨¨& FORK. &¨&&&¨¨&&&
&&¨¨¨¨&¨¨& ¨&&¨¨&¨&¨¨
&¨&¨¨¨&&¨& AND THEN THE STAIRS UP ON THE RIDGE. ¨&¨&¨&&&&¨
&&&&¨¨&¨&& THINKING BACK, THIS WAS PROBABLY IT. &&&&&&¨¨¨&
¨¨¨¨&¨&&&¨ HIDDEN IN A GROVE, THERE WERE STAIRS ¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨&
&¨¨¨&&&¨¨& MUCH LIKE THE ONES I CURRENTLY SAT ON, &¨¨¨¨¨&&¨&
¨&¨¨&¨¨&¨& OLD AND WORN DOWN, THAT LEAD YOU UP &&¨¨¨¨&¨&&
&&&¨&&¨&&& ONTO THE ESKER. THE POINT OF ENTRY. HAD ¨¨&¨¨¨&&&¨
&¨¨&&¨&&¨¨ I INSTED OPTED TO WALK THE PATH AT ITS ¨¨&&¨¨&¨¨&
¨&¨&¨&&¨&¨ FOOT, I'M SURE MY EXPERIENCE WOULD'VE &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
&&&&&&¨&&& BEEN DIFFERENT INDEED. &&&&&&&¨&&
¨¨¨¨¨¨&&¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&&¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨&¨ »»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»» ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨&
&¨¨¨¨¨&&&& &¨¨¨¨¨¨&&&
¨&¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨ ON THE LAKE, THERE WERE PEOPLE IN ¨&¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨
¨&&¨¨¨&&¨¨ BOATS. I WONDERED, COULD THEY EVEN SEE ¨&&¨¨¨¨&&¨
¨&¨&¨¨&¨&¨ ME? IF I SHOUTED, WOULD THEY TURN TO ¨&¨&¨¨¨&¨&
&&&&&¨&&&& STARE RIGHT THROUGH ME? ¨&&&&¨¨&&&
¨¨¨¨¨&&¨¨¨ &&¨¨¨&¨&¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨&¨&¨¨ ¨¨&¨¨&&&&¨
¨¨¨¨¨&&&&¨ &¨&&¨&¨¨¨&
&¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨& ¨&&¨&&&¨¨&
¨&¨¨¨&&¨¨& ¨&¨&&¨¨&¨&