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&....&&..& THERE WAS THIS PLACE THAT FOR TWO YEARS &.&&&&.&&&
&...&.&.&& I COULDN'T GO TO. REGARDLESS HOW MUCH &&...&&...
&..&&&&&.. DISCUSSED WITH OTHERS, OR POINTED OUT .&..&.&..&
&.&....&.. ON MAPS, I COULD NOT THINK OF IT WHEN &&.&&&&.&.
&&&...&&.. ALONE. I WOULD OFTEN TRAVEL PAST THE .&&...&&&&
..&..&.&.& FORK, WHERE A RIGHT TURN WOULD SURELY &.&..&....
.&&.&&&&&& TAKE ME THERE, BUT EVEN THEN, SOMETHING &&&.&&....
&.&&.....& KEPT ME AWAY. ..&&.&....
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.&&&...&.. WHEN I FINALLY GOT THERE, AFTER SOME &&&..&..&.
&..&..&&.& HEAVY SUBCONSCIOUS BATTLE I MUST ..&.&&.&&.
&.&&.&.&&& ASSUME, THE PLACE WAS SURREAL. AN .&&&.&&.&&
&&.&&&&... ESKER, LIKE A NEEDLE-THIN RIFT OUT IN &..&&.&&..
.&&...&..& THE LAKE, BUT TEN METERS HIGH AND &.&.&&.&.&
&.&..&&.&. ADORNED IN BIRCH, WILLOW, BRACKEN, AND &&&&.&&&&&
&&&.&.&&&. BLUEBERRIES. ...&&.....
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.&...&.&&. WALKING ATOP THAT SPINE, I CAME TO .&&&&...&&
&&..&&&.&. NOTICE THE VIEW TO EITHER SIDE. THERE &...&..&.&
.&.&..&&&. SHOULD BE SHORES, OF COURSE, BUT I &..&&.&&&.
&&&&.&..&& DIDN'T RECOGNIZE THEM. FIRST OFF, THEY &.&.&&..&.
...&&&.&.. WERE MUCH TOO CLOSE, AS THE LAKE SHOULD &&&&.&.&&&
..&..&&&.. STRETCH FOR A HUNDRED METERS MORE ON ...&&&&..&
.&&.&..&.& BOTH SIDES. BUT NOW I FELT I COULD ..&...&.&&
&.&&&.&&&. ALMOST REACH OUT AND TOUCH THEM. AND .&&..&&&.&
&&..&&..&& THEN, WHEN I REALIZED WHICH SHORES THEY &.&.&..&&.
.&.&.&.&.. WERE, I HAD TO STOP. &&&&&.&.&&
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.......&&& THEY WERE OF THE RIGHT LAKE. BUT THIS ...&...&&.
......&..& LAKE IS LARGE, FRACTURED, AND ..&&..&.&.
.....&&.&& BIPARTITE. LIKE A PAIR OF LUNGS CARVED .&.&.&&&&.
....&.&&.. INTO THE GRANITE, AND WITH NO LESS THAN &&&&&...&.
...&&&.&.& FIVE COMMUNITIES ANCHORED AT VARIOUS ....&..&&.
..&..&&&&. POINTS. AND SO, STUDYING THESE ...&&.&.&.
.&&.&...&& IMPOSSIBLY CLOSE SHORES, I SLOWLY ..&.&&&&&.
&.&&&..&.. UNDERSTOOD THEM AS BELONGING MANY MILES .&&&....&.
&&..&.&&.& AWAY. &..&...&&&
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&&&..&&..& I EXAMINED THE RIDGE, THE TREELINE &&.&.&&...
..&.&.&.&& ABOVE. WAS THIS WHAT YOU SAW OPPOSITE, .&&&&.&..&
.&&&&&&&.. FROM THOSE OTHER SHORES? I COULDN'T &...&&&.&&
&......&.& REMEMBER. &..&..&&.&
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&....&..&& CARRYING FORWARD, ON THE VERY TIP OF &&.&&&&.&&
&...&&.&.. THE ESKER, I FOUND THE RUINS OF SOME .&&...&&..
&..&.&&&.. OLD BUILDING. THERE WERE OVERGROWN &.&..&.&.&
&.&&&..&.& MARBLE STAIRCASES, STONE FLOORS BENEATH &&&.&&&&&.
&&..&.&&&& THE MOSS, AND STRANGE SLABS INSERTED ..&&....&&
.&.&&&...& INTO THE SLOPE LIKE DAMS AGAINST THE .&.&...&..
&&&..&..&. GROUND ITSELF. &&&&..&&..
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.&&&.&&..& SITTING THERE, I COULD SEE ACROSS THE ..&&&&&&&&
&..&&.&.&. NARROWED LAKE MY ENTIRE PATH TO WHERE I .&.......&
&.&.&&&&&& SAT: FROM THE STAIRWELL OF MY HOUSE, &&......&.
&&&&.....& THROUGH THE OLD WOODS BEHIND THE TILE .&.....&&&
...&....&. FACTORY, THE BRIDGE OVER ROUTE &&....&...
..&&...&&. TWENTY THREE AND THEN BACK UNDER IT, .&...&&...
.&.&..&.&& THROUGH THE FANCY VILLAS, OVER THE &&..&.&...
&&&&.&&&.. FIELDS, AND THEN THAT RIGHT TURN AT THE .&.&&&&...
...&&..&.. FORK. &&&...&..&
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.&&&&&.&&& AND THEN THE STAIRS UP ON THE RIDGE. .&&.&.&&.&
&....&&..& THINKING BACK, THIS WAS PROBABLY IT. &.&&&&.&&&
&...&.&.&& HIDDEN IN A GROVE, THERE WERE STAIRS &&...&&...
&..&&&&&.. MUCH LIKE THE ONES I CURRENTLY SAT ON, .&..&.&..&
&.&....&.. OLD AND WORN DOWN, THAT LEAD YOU UP &&.&&&&.&.
&&&...&&.. ONTO THE ESKER. THE POINT OF ENTRY. HAD .&&...&&&&
..&..&.&.& I INSTED OPTED TO WALK THE PATH AT ITS &.&..&....
.&&.&&&&&& FOOT, I'M SURE MY EXPERIENCE WOULD'VE &&&.&&....
&.&&.....& BEEN DIFFERENT INDEED. ..&&.&....
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&.&&.&.&&& ON THE LAKE, THERE WERE PEOPLE IN .&&&.&&.&&
&&.&&&&... BOATS. I WONDERED, COULD THEY EVEN SEE &..&&.&&..
.&&...&..& ME? IF I SHOUTED, WOULD THEY TURN TO &.&.&&.&.&
&.&..&&.&. STARE RIGHT THROUGH ME? &&&&.&&&&&
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