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,,&&&,&,,, WINDS ESKER ,&&,&,&,,&
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&&,,&&&,&& THERE WAS THIS PLACE THAT FOR TWO YEARS ,&,,&,,,&,
&,&,&,,&&, I COULDN'T GO TO. REGARDLESS HOW MUCH ,&&,&&,,&&
,&&&&&,&,& DISCUSSED WITH OTHERS, OR POINTED OUT &&,&&,&,&,
,&,,,,&&&& ON MAPS, I COULD NOT THINK OF IT WHEN &,&&,&&&&&
&&&,,,&,,, ALONE. I WOULD OFTEN TRAVEL PAST THE ,&&,&&,,,,
&,,&,,&&,, FORK, WHERE A RIGHT TURN WOULD SURELY ,&,&&,&,,,
&&,&&,&,&, TAKE ME THERE, BUT EVEN THEN, SOMETHING &&&&,&&&,,
&,&&,&&&&& KEPT ME AWAY. ,,,,&&,,&,
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,,,&&,&,,, WHEN I FINALLY GOT THERE, AFTER SOME ,&,,&&&&&,
,,,&,&&&,, HEAVY SUBCONSCIOUS BATTLE I MUST ,&&,&,,,,&
&,,&&&,,&, ASSUME, THE PLACE WAS SURREAL. AN ,&,&&&,,,&
,&,&,,&,&& ESKER, LIKE A NEEDLE-THIN RIFT OUT IN ,&&&,,&,,&
&&&&&,&&&, THE LAKE, BUT TEN METERS HIGH AND &&,,&,&&,&
,,,,,&&,,& ADORNED IN BIRCH, WILLOW, BRACKEN, AND ,,&,&&&,&&
&,,,,&,&,& BLUEBERRIES. &,&&&,,&&,
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,,&,,&,,,, WALKING ATOP THAT SPINE, I CAME TO &&,&,&&&&&
&,&&,&&,,, NOTICE THE VIEW TO EITHER SIDE. THERE &,&&&&,,,,
&&&,&&,&,, SHOULD BE SHORES, OF COURSE, BUT I &&&,,,&,,,
&,,&&,&&&, DIDN'T RECOGNIZE THEM. FIRST OFF, THEY &,,&,,&&,,
&&,&,&&,,& WERE MUCH TOO CLOSE, AS THE LAKE SHOULD ,&,&&,&,&,
&,&&&&,&,& STRETCH FOR A HUNDRED METERS MORE ON &&&&,&&&&&
,&&,,,&&&& BOTH SIDES. BUT NOW I FELT I COULD ,,,,&&,,,,
,&,&,,&,,, ALMOST REACH OUT AND TOUCH THEM. AND &,,,&,&,,,
,&&&&,&&,, THEN, WHEN I REALIZED WHICH SHORES THEY ,&,,&&&&,,
,&,,,&&,&, WERE, I HAD TO STOP. &&&,&,,,&,
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&&,&,&&&,, THEY WERE OF THE RIGHT LAKE. BUT THIS ,&,&,,&,&,
&,&&&&,,&, LAKE IS LARGE, FRACTURED, AND &&&&&,&&&&
,&&,,,&,&& BIPARTITE. LIKE A PAIR OF LUNGS CARVED &,,,,&&,,,
,&,&,,&&&, INTO THE GRANITE, AND WITH NO LESS THAN ,&,,,&,&,,
,&&&&,&,,& FIVE COMMUNITIES ANCHORED AT VARIOUS ,&&,,&&&&,
,&,,,&&&,& POINTS. AND SO, STUDYING THESE &&,&,&,,,&
&&&,,&,,&& IMPOSSIBLY CLOSE SHORES, I SLOWLY ,,&&&&&,,&
,,,&,&&,&, UNDERSTOOD THEM AS BELONGING MANY MILES ,,&,,,,&,&
&,,&&&,&&& AWAY. &,&&,,,&&&
,&,&,,&&,, &&&,&,,&,,
,&&&&,&,&, I EXAMINED THE RIDGE, THE TREELINE ,,,&&&,&&,
,&,,,&&&&& ABOVE. WAS THIS WHAT YOU SAW OPPOSITE, ,,,&,,&&,&
&&&,,&,,,, FROM THOSE OTHER SHORES? I COULDN'T &,,&&,&,&&
,,,&,&&,,, REMEMBER. &&,&,&&&&,
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&,,&,,&&&, CARRYING FORWARD, ON THE VERY TIP OF ,&&,,,&,,&
,&,&&,&,,& THE ESKER, I FOUND THE RUINS OF SOME ,&,&,,&&,&
&&&&,&&&,& OLD BUILDING. THERE WERE OVERGROWN &&&&&,&,&&
,,,,&&,,&& MARBLE STAIRCASES, STONE FLOORS BENEATH &,,,,&&&&,
,,,,&,&,&, THE MOSS, AND STRANGE SLABS INSERTED &&,,,&,,,&
&,,,&&&&&& INTO THE SLOPE LIKE DAMS AGAINST THE &,&,,&&,,&
,&,,&,,,,, GROUND ITSELF. &&&&,&,&,&
&&&,&&,,,, &,,,&&&&&&
,,,&&,&,,, SITTING THERE, I COULD SEE ACROSS THE ,&,,&,,,,,
,,,&,&&&,, NARROWED LAKE MY ENTIRE PATH TO WHERE I ,&&,&&,,,,
,,,&&&,,&, SAT: FROM THE STAIRWELL OF MY HOUSE, &&,&&,&,,,
,,,&,,&,&& THROUGH THE OLD WOODS BEHIND THE TILE &,&&,&&&,,
,,,&&,&&&, FACTORY, THE BRIDGE OVER ROUTE ,&&,&&,,&,
,,,&,&&,,& TWENTY THREE AND THEN BACK UNDER IT, ,&,&&,&,&&
&,,&&&,&,& THROUGH THE FANCY VILLAS, OVER THE ,&&&,&&&&,
&&,&,,&&&& FIELDS, AND THEN THAT RIGHT TURN AT THE ,&,,&&,,,&
,,&&&,&,,, FORK. ,&&,&,&,,&
&,&,,&&&,, ,&,&&&&&,&
,&&&,&,,&, AND THEN THE STAIRS UP ON THE RIDGE. ,&&&,,,,&&
&&,,&&&,&& THINKING BACK, THIS WAS PROBABLY IT. ,&,,&,,,&,
&,&,&,,&&, HIDDEN IN A GROVE, THERE WERE STAIRS ,&&,&&,,&&
,&&&&&,&,& MUCH LIKE THE ONES I CURRENTLY SAT ON, &&,&&,&,&,
,&,,,,&&&& OLD AND WORN DOWN, THAT LEAD YOU UP &,&&,&&&&&
&&&,,,&,,, ONTO THE ESKER. THE POINT OF ENTRY. HAD ,&&,&&,,,,
&,,&,,&&,, I INSTED OPTED TO WALK THE PATH AT ITS ,&,&&,&,,,
&&,&&,&,&, FOOT, I'M SURE MY EXPERIENCE WOULD'VE &&&&,&&&,,
&,&&,&&&&& BEEN DIFFERENT INDEED. ,,,,&&,,&,
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,,,&&,&,,, ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ,&,,&&&&&,
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&,,&&&,,&, ON THE LAKE, THERE WERE PEOPLE IN ,&,&&&,,,&
,&,&,,&,&& BOATS. I WONDERED, COULD THEY EVEN SEE ,&&&,,&,,&
&&&&&,&&&, ME? IF I SHOUTED, WOULD THEY TURN TO &&,,&,&&,&
,,,,,&&,,& STARE RIGHT THROUGH ME? ,,&,&&&,&&
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