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&&&&&&.&&. WINDS ESKER ..&&.&.&&.
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&&&...&&&. THERE WAS THIS PLACE THAT FOR TWO YEARS &.&..&..&.
&..&..&..& I COULDN'T GO TO. REGARDLESS HOW MUCH &&&&.&&.&&
.&.&&.&&.& DISCUSSED WITH OTHERS, OR POINTED OUT &...&&.&&.
.&&&.&&.&& ON MAPS, I COULD NOT THINK OF IT WHEN &&..&.&&.&
&&..&&.&&. ALONE. I WOULD OFTEN TRAVEL PAST THE ..&.&&&.&&
..&.&.&&.& FORK, WHERE A RIGHT TURN WOULD SURELY ..&&&..&&.
..&&&&&.&& TAKE ME THERE, BUT EVEN THEN, SOMETHING ..&..&.&.&
&.&....&&. KEPT ME AWAY. ..&&.&&&&&
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.&..&..&&& WHEN I FINALLY GOT THERE, AFTER SOME &.&&&.&...
.&&.&&.&.. HEAVY SUBCONSCIOUS BATTLE I MUST &&&..&&&..
.&.&&.&&&. ASSUME, THE PLACE WAS SURREAL. AN &..&.&..&.
.&&&.&&..& ESKER, LIKE A NEEDLE-THIN RIFT OUT IN .&.&&&&.&&
&&..&&.&.& THE LAKE, BUT TEN METERS HIGH AND &&&&...&&.
&.&.&.&&&& ADORNED IN BIRCH, WILLOW, BRACKEN, AND &...&..&.&
.&&&&&&... BLUEBERRIES. &&..&&.&&&
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&.&....&&. WALKING ATOP THAT SPINE, I CAME TO .&&&&&&.&.
&&&&...&.& NOTICE THE VIEW TO EITHER SIDE. THERE .&.....&&&
....&..&&& SHOULD BE SHORES, OF COURSE, BUT I .&&....&..
....&&.&.. DIDN'T RECOGNIZE THEM. FIRST OFF, THEY &&.&...&&.
....&.&&&. WERE MUCH TOO CLOSE, AS THE LAKE SHOULD &.&&&..&.&
&...&&&..& STRETCH FOR A HUNDRED METERS MORE ON &&&..&.&&&
.&..&..&.& BOTH SIDES. BUT NOW I FELT I COULD ...&.&&&..
.&&.&&.&&& ALMOST REACH OUT AND TOUCH THEM. AND &..&&&..&.
.&.&&.&&.. THEN, WHEN I REALIZED WHICH SHORES THEY .&.&..&.&&
&&&&.&&.&. WERE, I HAD TO STOP. &&&&&.&&&.
&...&&.&&& &....&&..&
.&..&.&&.. THEY WERE OF THE RIGHT LAKE. BUT THIS .&...&.&.&
&&&.&&&.&. LAKE IS LARGE, FRACTURED, AND &&&..&&&&&
...&&..&&& BIPARTITE. LIKE A PAIR OF LUNGS CARVED ...&.&....
...&.&.&.. INTO THE GRANITE, AND WITH NO LESS THAN ...&&&&...
...&&&&&&. FIVE COMMUNITIES ANCHORED AT VARIOUS &..&...&..
...&.....& POINTS. AND SO, STUDYING THESE .&.&&..&&.
...&&....& IMPOSSIBLY CLOSE SHORES, I SLOWLY &&&&.&.&.&
&..&.&...& UNDERSTOOD THEM AS BELONGING MANY MILES ....&&&&&&
.&.&&&&..& AWAY. ....&.....
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.&..&..&&& I EXAMINED THE RIDGE, THE TREELINE ....&.&...
.&&.&&.&.. ABOVE. WAS THIS WHAT YOU SAW OPPOSITE, ....&&&&..
.&.&&.&&&. FROM THOSE OTHER SHORES? I COULDN'T &...&...&.
.&&&.&&..& REMEMBER. .&..&&..&&
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&.&.&.&&&& CARRYING FORWARD, ON THE VERY TIP OF &..&&&&&&&
.&&&&&&... THE ESKER, I FOUND THE RUINS OF SOME .&.&......
.&.....&.. OLD BUILDING. THERE WERE OVERGROWN &&&&&.....
.&&....&&. MARBLE STAIRCASES, STONE FLOORS BENEATH &....&....
.&.&...&.& THE MOSS, AND STRANGE SLABS INSERTED &&...&&...
.&&&&..&&& INTO THE SLOPE LIKE DAMS AGAINST THE &.&..&.&..
.&...&.&.. GROUND ITSELF. &&&&.&&&&.
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&&.&.&...& SITTING THERE, I COULD SEE ACROSS THE &&..&.&..&
..&&&&&..& NARROWED LAKE MY ENTIRE PATH TO WHERE I ..&.&&&&.&
&.&....&.& SAT: FROM THE STAIRWELL OF MY HOUSE, ..&&&...&&
.&&&...&&& THROUGH THE OLD WOODS BEHIND THE TILE ..&..&..&.
.&..&..&.. FACTORY, THE BRIDGE OVER ROUTE ..&&.&&.&&
&&&.&&.&&. TWENTY THREE AND THEN BACK UNDER IT, ..&.&&.&&.
&..&&.&&.& THROUGH THE FANCY VILLAS, OVER THE ..&&&.&&.&
.&.&.&&.&& FIELDS, AND THEN THAT RIGHT TURN AT THE ..&..&&.&&
&&&&&&.&&. FORK. ..&&.&.&&.
&.....&&.& ..&.&&&&.&
.&....&.&& AND THEN THE STAIRS UP ON THE RIDGE. ..&&&...&&
&&&...&&&. THINKING BACK, THIS WAS PROBABLY IT. &.&..&..&.
&..&..&..& HIDDEN IN A GROVE, THERE WERE STAIRS &&&&.&&.&&
.&.&&.&&.& MUCH LIKE THE ONES I CURRENTLY SAT ON, &...&&.&&.
.&&&.&&.&& OLD AND WORN DOWN, THAT LEAD YOU UP &&..&.&&.&
&&..&&.&&. ONTO THE ESKER. THE POINT OF ENTRY. HAD ..&.&&&.&&
..&.&.&&.& I INSTED OPTED TO WALK THE PATH AT ITS ..&&&..&&.
..&&&&&.&& FOOT, I'M SURE MY EXPERIENCE WOULD'VE ..&..&.&.&
&.&....&&. BEEN DIFFERENT INDEED. ..&&.&&&&&
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.&&.&&.&.. &&&..&&&..
.&.&&.&&&. ON THE LAKE, THERE WERE PEOPLE IN &..&.&..&.
.&&&.&&..& BOATS. I WONDERED, COULD THEY EVEN SEE .&.&&&&.&&
&&..&&.&.& ME? IF I SHOUTED, WOULD THEY TURN TO &&&&...&&.
&.&.&.&&&& STARE RIGHT THROUGH ME? &...&..&.&
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