stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try  to  numb  its will but it only gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at this  point a  lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the  though of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is   no    way    out