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&&&.&&.... THERE WAS THIS PLACE THAT FOR TWO YEARS ..&&..&..&
...&&.&... I COULDN'T GO TO. REGARDLESS HOW MUCH ..&.&.&&.&
&..&.&&&.. DISCUSSED WITH OTHERS, OR POINTED OUT ..&&&&&.&&
.&.&&&..&. ON MAPS, I COULD NOT THINK OF IT WHEN &.&....&&.
.&&&..&.&& ALONE. I WOULD OFTEN TRAVEL PAST THE &&&&...&.&
&&..&.&&&. FORK, WHERE A RIGHT TURN WOULD SURELY ....&..&&&
..&.&&&..& TAKE ME THERE, BUT EVEN THEN, SOMETHING ....&&.&..
..&&&..&.& KEPT ME AWAY. &...&.&&&.
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&.&&.&&&.. WHEN I FINALLY GOT THERE, AFTER SOME .&&.&..&.&
.&&.&&..&. HEAVY SUBCONSCIOUS BATTLE I MUST &&.&&&.&&&
&&.&&.&.&& ASSUME, THE PLACE WAS SURREAL. AN &.&&..&&..
&.&&.&&&&. ESKER, LIKE A NEEDLE-THIN RIFT OUT IN .&&.&.&.&.
&&&.&&...& THE LAKE, BUT TEN METERS HIGH AND &&.&&&&&&&
...&&.&..& ADORNED IN BIRCH, WILLOW, BRACKEN, AND &.&&......
...&.&&&.& BLUEBERRIES. &&&.&.....
...&&&..&& ...&&&....
...&..&.&. WALKING ATOP THAT SPINE, I CAME TO &..&..&...
...&&.&&&& NOTICE THE VIEW TO EITHER SIDE. THERE .&.&&.&&..
...&.&&... SHOULD BE SHORES, OF COURSE, BUT I &&&&.&&.&.
...&&&.&.. DIDN'T RECOGNIZE THEM. FIRST OFF, THEY ....&&.&&&
&..&..&&&. WERE MUCH TOO CLOSE, AS THE LAKE SHOULD &...&.&&..
&&.&&.&..& STRETCH FOR A HUNDRED METERS MORE ON &&..&&&.&.
&.&&.&&&.& BOTH SIDES. BUT NOW I FELT I COULD ..&.&..&&&
.&&.&&..&& ALMOST REACH OUT AND TOUCH THEM. AND ..&&&&.&..
.&.&&.&.&. THEN, WHEN I REALIZED WHICH SHORES THEY &.&...&&&.
.&&&.&&&&& WERE, I HAD TO STOP. .&&&..&..&
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..&.&.&... THEY WERE OF THE RIGHT LAKE. BUT THIS &.&.&&&.&&
&.&&&&&&.. LAKE IS LARGE, FRACTURED, AND .&&&&..&&.
&&&.....&. BIPARTITE. LIKE A PAIR OF LUNGS CARVED .&...&.&.&
...&....&& INTO THE GRANITE, AND WITH NO LESS THAN &&&..&&&&&
&..&&...&. FIVE COMMUNITIES ANCHORED AT VARIOUS ...&.&....
&&.&.&..&& POINTS. AND SO, STUDYING THESE ...&&&&...
&.&&&&&.&. IMPOSSIBLY CLOSE SHORES, I SLOWLY &..&...&..
&&&....&&& UNDERSTOOD THEM AS BELONGING MANY MILES &&.&&..&&.
&..&...&.. AWAY. ..&&.&.&.&
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&&&&.&.&.& I EXAMINED THE RIDGE, THE TREELINE &&&&&.....
&...&&&&&& ABOVE. WAS THIS WHAT YOU SAW OPPOSITE, .....&....
&&..&..... FROM THOSE OTHER SHORES? I COULDN'T .....&&...
&.&.&&.... REMEMBER. &....&.&..
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&....&&&.. CARRYING FORWARD, ON THE VERY TIP OF .&&..&...&
.&...&..&. THE ESKER, I FOUND THE RUINS OF SOME &&.&.&&..&
&&&..&&.&& OLD BUILDING. THERE WERE OVERGROWN &.&&&&.&.&
...&.&.&&. MARBLE STAIRCASES, STONE FLOORS BENEATH .&&...&&&&
&..&&&&&.& THE MOSS, AND STRANGE SLABS INSERTED .&.&..&...
&&.&....&& INTO THE SLOPE LIKE DAMS AGAINST THE &&&&&.&&..
&.&&&...&. GROUND ITSELF. .....&&.&.
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...&.&&.&. SITTING THERE, I COULD SEE ACROSS THE .&...&&&..
...&&&.&&& NARROWED LAKE MY ENTIRE PATH TO WHERE I &&&..&..&.
...&..&&.. SAT: FROM THE STAIRWELL OF MY HOUSE, &..&.&&.&&
&..&&.&.&. THROUGH THE OLD WOODS BEHIND THE TILE &&.&&&.&&.
&&.&.&&&&& FACTORY, THE BRIDGE OVER ROUTE ..&&..&&.&
..&&&&.... TWENTY THREE AND THEN BACK UNDER IT, ..&.&.&.&&
&.&...&... THROUGH THE FANCY VILLAS, OVER THE ..&&&&&&&.
&&&&..&&.. FIELDS, AND THEN THAT RIGHT TURN AT THE ..&......&
....&.&.&. FORK. &.&&.....&
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.&..&..... AND THEN THE STAIRS UP ON THE RIDGE. &&.&&&...&
&&&.&&.... THINKING BACK, THIS WAS PROBABLY IT. ..&&..&..&
...&&.&... HIDDEN IN A GROVE, THERE WERE STAIRS ..&.&.&&.&
&..&.&&&.. MUCH LIKE THE ONES I CURRENTLY SAT ON, ..&&&&&.&&
.&.&&&..&. OLD AND WORN DOWN, THAT LEAD YOU UP &.&....&&.
.&&&..&.&& ONTO THE ESKER. THE POINT OF ENTRY. HAD &&&&...&.&
&&..&.&&&. I INSTED OPTED TO WALK THE PATH AT ITS ....&..&&&
..&.&&&..& FOOT, I'M SURE MY EXPERIENCE WOULD'VE ....&&.&..
..&&&..&.& BEEN DIFFERENT INDEED. &...&.&&&.
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&&.&&.&.&& ON THE LAKE, THERE WERE PEOPLE IN &.&&..&&..
&.&&.&&&&. BOATS. I WONDERED, COULD THEY EVEN SEE .&&.&.&.&.
&&&.&&...& ME? IF I SHOUTED, WOULD THEY TURN TO &&.&&&&&&&
...&&.&..& STARE RIGHT THROUGH ME? &.&&......
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