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&.......&& &&&...&&.&
.&......&. THERE WAS THIS PLACE THAT FOR TWO YEARS &..&..&.&&
&&&.....&& I COULDN'T GO TO. REGARDLESS HOW MUCH .&.&&.&&&.
&..&....&. DISCUSSED WITH OTHERS, OR POINTED OUT .&&&.&&..&
.&.&&...&& ON MAPS, I COULD NOT THINK OF IT WHEN .&..&&.&.&
&&&&.&..&. ALONE. I WOULD OFTEN TRAVEL PAST THE &&&.&.&&&&
....&&&.&& FORK, WHERE A RIGHT TURN WOULD SURELY &..&&&&...
....&..&&. TAKE ME THERE, BUT EVEN THEN, SOMETHING .&.&...&..
....&&.&.& KEPT ME AWAY. .&&&&..&&.
....&.&&&& &&...&.&.&
&...&&&... WHEN I FINALLY GOT THERE, AFTER SOME &.&..&&&&&
.&..&..&.. HEAVY SUBCONSCIOUS BATTLE I MUST &&&&.&....
.&&.&&.&&. ASSUME, THE PLACE WAS SURREAL. AN &...&&&...
.&.&&.&&.& ESKER, LIKE A NEEDLE-THIN RIFT OUT IN &&..&..&..
.&&&.&&.&& THE LAKE, BUT TEN METERS HIGH AND &.&.&&.&&.
.&..&&.&&. ADORNED IN BIRCH, WILLOW, BRACKEN, AND .&&&&.&&.&
&&&.&.&&.& BLUEBERRIES. .&...&&.&&
...&&&&.&& &&&..&.&&.
...&...&&. WALKING ATOP THAT SPINE, I CAME TO ...&.&&&.&
&..&&..&.& NOTICE THE VIEW TO EITHER SIDE. THERE ...&&&..&&
.&.&.&.&&& SHOULD BE SHORES, OF COURSE, BUT I &..&..&.&.
.&&&&&&&.. DIDN'T RECOGNIZE THEM. FIRST OFF, THEY &&.&&.&&&&
&&......&. WERE MUCH TOO CLOSE, AS THE LAKE SHOULD ..&&.&&...
&.&.....&& STRETCH FOR A HUNDRED METERS MORE ON &.&.&&.&..
&&&&....&. BOTH SIDES. BUT NOW I FELT I COULD .&&&&.&&&.
&...&...&& ALMOST REACH OUT AND TOUCH THEM. AND &&...&&..&
.&..&&..&. THEN, WHEN I REALIZED WHICH SHORES THEY ..&..&.&.&
&&&.&.&.&& WERE, I HAD TO STOP. &.&&.&&&&&
...&&&&&&. .&&.&&....
...&.....& THEY WERE OF THE RIGHT LAKE. BUT THIS .&.&&.&...
...&&....& LAKE IS LARGE, FRACTURED, AND .&&&.&&&..
...&.&...& BIPARTITE. LIKE A PAIR OF LUNGS CARVED &&..&&..&.
...&&&&..& INTO THE GRANITE, AND WITH NO LESS THAN ..&.&.&.&&
&..&...&.& FIVE COMMUNITIES ANCHORED AT VARIOUS &.&&&&&&&.
&&.&&..&&& POINTS. AND SO, STUDYING THESE &&&......&
..&&.&.&.. IMPOSSIBLY CLOSE SHORES, I SLOWLY ...&.....&
&.&.&&&&&. UNDERSTOOD THEM AS BELONGING MANY MILES ...&&....&
.&&&&....& AWAY. ...&.&...&
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..&..&&..& I EXAMINED THE RIDGE, THE TREELINE ...&...&.&
&.&&.&.&.& ABOVE. WAS THIS WHAT YOU SAW OPPOSITE, ...&&..&&&
.&&.&&&&&& FROM THOSE OTHER SHORES? I COULDN'T ...&.&.&..
.&.&&..... REMEMBER. &..&&&&&&.
.&&&.&.... &&.&.....&
&&..&&&... CARRYING FORWARD, ON THE VERY TIP OF &.&&&....&
..&.&..&.. THE ESKER, I FOUND THE RUINS OF SOME .&&..&...&
&.&&&&.&&. OLD BUILDING. THERE WERE OVERGROWN .&.&.&&..&
.&&...&&.& MARBLE STAIRCASES, STONE FLOORS BENEATH &&&&&&.&.&
&&.&..&.&& THE MOSS, AND STRANGE SLABS INSERTED &.....&&&&
..&&&.&&&. INTO THE SLOPE LIKE DAMS AGAINST THE &&....&...
..&..&&..& GROUND ITSELF. &.&...&&..
..&&.&.&.& .&&&..&.&.
..&.&&&&&& SITTING THERE, I COULD SEE ACROSS THE .&..&.&&&&
&.&&&..... NARROWED LAKE MY ENTIRE PATH TO WHERE I .&&.&&&...
&&&..&.... SAT: FROM THE STAIRWELL OF MY HOUSE, .&.&&..&..
&..&.&&... THROUGH THE OLD WOODS BEHIND THE TILE .&&&.&.&&.
&&.&&&.&.. FACTORY, THE BRIDGE OVER ROUTE &&..&&&&.&
..&&..&&&. TWENTY THREE AND THEN BACK UNDER IT, &.&.&...&&
&.&.&.&..& THROUGH THE FANCY VILLAS, OVER THE &&&&&&..&.
&&&&&&&&.& FIELDS, AND THEN THAT RIGHT TURN AT THE ......&.&&
........&& FORK. &.....&&&.
........&. .&....&..&
&.......&& AND THEN THE STAIRS UP ON THE RIDGE. &&&...&&.&
.&......&. THINKING BACK, THIS WAS PROBABLY IT. &..&..&.&&
&&&.....&& HIDDEN IN A GROVE, THERE WERE STAIRS .&.&&.&&&.
&..&....&. MUCH LIKE THE ONES I CURRENTLY SAT ON, .&&&.&&..&
.&.&&...&& OLD AND WORN DOWN, THAT LEAD YOU UP .&..&&.&.&
&&&&.&..&. ONTO THE ESKER. THE POINT OF ENTRY. HAD &&&.&.&&&&
....&&&.&& I INSTED OPTED TO WALK THE PATH AT ITS &..&&&&...
....&..&&. FOOT, I'M SURE MY EXPERIENCE WOULD'VE .&.&...&..
....&&.&.& BEEN DIFFERENT INDEED. .&&&&..&&.
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.&..&..&.. &&&&.&....
.&&.&&.&&. ON THE LAKE, THERE WERE PEOPLE IN &...&&&...
.&.&&.&&.& BOATS. I WONDERED, COULD THEY EVEN SEE &&..&..&..
.&&&.&&.&& ME? IF I SHOUTED, WOULD THEY TURN TO &.&.&&.&&.
.&..&&.&&. STARE RIGHT THROUGH ME? .&&&&.&&.&
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