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&..&&&...& THERE WAS THIS PLACE THAT FOR TWO YEARS &&&&&&...&
&.&..&..&. I COULDN'T GO TO. REGARDLESS HOW MUCH .....&..&.
&&&.&&.&&. DISCUSSED WITH OTHERS, OR POINTED OUT ....&&.&&&
..&&.&&.&. ON MAPS, I COULD NOT THINK OF IT WHEN ...&.&&...
.&.&&.&&&& ALONE. I WOULD OFTEN TRAVEL PAST THE ..&&&.&...
&&&.&&.... FORK, WHERE A RIGHT TURN WOULD SURELY .&..&&&...
..&&.&...& TAKE ME THERE, BUT EVEN THEN, SOMETHING &&.&..&..&
.&.&&&..&& KEPT ME AWAY. .&&&.&&.&&
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..&.&&&&&. WHEN I FINALLY GOT THERE, AFTER SOME &.&.&&.&&.
.&&&....&& HEAVY SUBCONSCIOUS BATTLE I MUST &&&&.&&.&.
&..&...&.& ASSUME, THE PLACE WAS SURREAL. AN ...&&.&&&.
&.&&..&&&. ESKER, LIKE A NEEDLE-THIN RIFT OUT IN ..&.&&..&&
&&.&.&..&. THE LAKE, BUT TEN METERS HIGH AND .&&&.&.&..
.&&&&&.&&& ADORNED IN BIRCH, WILLOW, BRACKEN, AND &..&&&&&.&
&....&&..& BLUEBERRIES. &.&....&&&
&...&.&.&. &&&...&...
&..&&&&&&& WALKING ATOP THAT SPINE, I CAME TO ..&..&&..&
&.&....... NOTICE THE VIEW TO EITHER SIDE. THERE .&&.&.&.&.
&&&......& SHOULD BE SHORES, OF COURSE, BUT I &.&&&&&&&&
..&.....&. DIDN'T RECOGNIZE THEM. FIRST OFF, THEY &&........
.&&....&&& WERE MUCH TOO CLOSE, AS THE LAKE SHOULD .&........
&.&...&... STRETCH FOR A HUNDRED METERS MORE ON &&........
&&&..&&..& BOTH SIDES. BUT NOW I FELT I COULD .&.......&
..&.&.&.&& ALMOST REACH OUT AND TOUCH THEM. AND &&......&.
.&&&&&&&.& THEN, WHEN I REALIZED WHICH SHORES THEY .&.....&&.
&......&&. WERE, I HAD TO STOP. &&....&.&.
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&....&&&.. THEY WERE OF THE RIGHT LAKE. BUT THIS &&..&.....
&...&..&.& LAKE IS LARGE, FRACTURED, AND .&.&&....&
&..&&.&&&& BIPARTITE. LIKE A PAIR OF LUNGS CARVED &&&.&...&.
&.&.&&...& INTO THE GRANITE, AND WITH NO LESS THAN ..&&&..&&&
&&&&.&..&. FIVE COMMUNITIES ANCHORED AT VARIOUS .&..&.&...
...&&&.&&. POINTS. AND SO, STUDYING THESE &&.&&&&..&
..&..&&.&. IMPOSSIBLY CLOSE SHORES, I SLOWLY .&&...&.&&
.&&.&.&&&. UNDERSTOOD THEM AS BELONGING MANY MILES &.&..&&&.&
&.&&&&..&& AWAY. &&&.&..&&&
&&...&.&.& ..&&&.&...
.&..&&&&&. I EXAMINED THE RIDGE, THE TREELINE .&..&&&..&
&&.&....&& ABOVE. WAS THIS WHAT YOU SAW OPPOSITE, &&.&..&.&&
.&&&...&.. FROM THOSE OTHER SHORES? I COULDN'T .&&&.&&&..
&..&..&&.. REMEMBER. &..&&..&..
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&&.&&&&&&. CARRYING FORWARD, ON THE VERY TIP OF &&&&&&.&&.
.&&.....&& THE ESKER, I FOUND THE RUINS OF SOME .....&&.&&
&.&....&.& OLD BUILDING. THERE WERE OVERGROWN ....&.&&.&
&&&...&&&. MARBLE STAIRCASES, STONE FLOORS BENEATH ...&&&.&&.
..&..&..&. THE MOSS, AND STRANGE SLABS INSERTED ..&..&&.&&
.&&.&&.&&. INTO THE SLOPE LIKE DAMS AGAINST THE .&&.&.&&.&
&.&&.&&.&. GROUND ITSELF. &.&&&&.&&&
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.&&.&&.... SITTING THERE, I COULD SEE ACROSS THE .&..&.&..&
&.&&.&.... NARROWED LAKE MY ENTIRE PATH TO WHERE I &&.&&&&.&&
&&.&&&...& SAT: FROM THE STAIRWELL OF MY HOUSE, .&&...&&..
.&&..&..&& THROUGH THE OLD WOODS BEHIND THE TILE &.&..&.&.&
&.&.&&.&.. FACTORY, THE BRIDGE OVER ROUTE &&&.&&&&&&
&&&&.&&&.. TWENTY THREE AND THEN BACK UNDER IT, ..&&......
...&&..&.. THROUGH THE FANCY VILLAS, OVER THE .&.&.....&
..&.&.&&.& FIELDS, AND THEN THAT RIGHT TURN AT THE &&&&....&&
.&&&&&.&&. FORK. ...&...&.&
&....&&.&. ..&&..&&&&
&...&.&&&& AND THEN THE STAIRS UP ON THE RIDGE. .&.&.&....
&..&&&...& THINKING BACK, THIS WAS PROBABLY IT. &&&&&&...&
&.&..&..&. HIDDEN IN A GROVE, THERE WERE STAIRS .....&..&.
&&&.&&.&&. MUCH LIKE THE ONES I CURRENTLY SAT ON, ....&&.&&&
..&&.&&.&. OLD AND WORN DOWN, THAT LEAD YOU UP ...&.&&...
.&.&&.&&&& ONTO THE ESKER. THE POINT OF ENTRY. HAD ..&&&.&...
&&&.&&.... I INSTED OPTED TO WALK THE PATH AT ITS .&..&&&...
..&&.&...& FOOT, I'M SURE MY EXPERIENCE WOULD'VE &&.&..&..&
.&.&&&..&& BEEN DIFFERENT INDEED. .&&&.&&.&&
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&..&...&.& ON THE LAKE, THERE WERE PEOPLE IN ...&&.&&&.
&.&&..&&&. BOATS. I WONDERED, COULD THEY EVEN SEE ..&.&&..&&
&&.&.&..&. ME? IF I SHOUTED, WOULD THEY TURN TO .&&&.&.&..
.&&&&&.&&& STARE RIGHT THROUGH ME? &..&&&&&.&
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