stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow for my  taste?  i 
 try to numb  its will  but it only  gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at  this point a  lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though  of sedating it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is   no    way    out