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#,#,#,#,#,         $^-----^^^,  ,^^^-----^$         #,##,#,#,,
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#,#,#,#,#,         $ mirage class goth gf $         #,##,#,#,,
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#,#,#,#,#,         $^-----^^^,  ,^^^-----^$         #,##,#,#,,
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#,#,#,#,#,                                          #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#,  i used to be a goth, in my youth, doing #,,#,#,#,#
#,#,#,#,#, crimes mostly from or in my beloved and  #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#,   trusted car, and sometimes my mothers  #,,#,#,#,#
#,#,#,#,#,    barn. we lived just outside town, a   #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#,   grove at the end of a dirt road, and   #,,#,#,#,#
#,#,#,#,#,   the barn was placed so you could just  #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#, make out the surrounding fields through  #,,#,#,#,#
#,#,#,#,#,                the trees.                #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#,                                          #,,#,#,#,#
#,#,#,#,#,    my car was black and loud, both the   #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#,   engine and the way the parts didn't    #,,#,#,#,#
#,#,#,#,#,     really stick together. i took my     #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#, crimefriend for rides, in the dark, the  #,,#,#,#,#
#,#,#,#,#,   eternal dark that seemed to surround   #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#,   us. she seemed to cast this veil over  #,,#,#,#,#
#,#,#,#,#,  everything. her black skirt reached to  #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#,   her knees but then somehow also back   #,,#,#,#,#
#,#,#,#,#,  around, enveloping all my memories of   #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#,            our time together.            #,,#,#,#,#
#,#,#,#,#,                                          #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#,  there was blood everywhere. sometimes   #,,#,#,#,#
#,#,#,#,#,  the blood was her red lipstick or her   #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#,  checkered shirt. she was on television. #,,#,#,#,#
#,#,#,#,#,     we did crime, and we made weird      #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#,  structures in the barn, tall pillars of #,,#,#,#,#
#,#,#,#,#,  dark wood, ladders and plateaus, fires  #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#,  and fairy lights. we would sleep there  #,,#,#,#,#
#,#,#,#,#, and drink there and she would go in the  #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#,                television.               #,,#,#,#,#
#,#,#,#,#,                                          #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#,  and then the sun came out, and she went #,,#,#,#,#
#,#,#,#,#,  away. everything changed... i yearned,  #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#,   and the world became dull around me.   #,,#,#,#,#
#,#,#,#,#,                                          #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#,    i stopped doing crime, except when    #,,#,#,#,#
#,#,#,#,#,  necessarry. things somehow seemed like  #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#,   they were allright, moulded in place,  #,,#,#,#,#
#,#,#,#,#,   and i loathed it ------ i missed her   #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#,                 so much.                 #,,#,#,#,#
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#,#,#,#,#,            -----^^, ,^^-----             #,##,#,#,,
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#,#,#,#,#,                                          #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#,  i searched for her, but nobody had any  #,,#,#,#,#
#,#,#,#,#,    memories of her. not so much of me    #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#,  either, from the time we were together. #,,#,#,#,#
#,#,#,#,#,  my mother said i kept to myself in the  #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#,           barn, or in the car.           #,,#,#,#,#
#,#,#,#,#,                                          #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#,     sometimes i could still see her      #,,#,#,#,#
#,#,#,#,#,    flashing by on the tv in the barn.    #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#,     everything was black then, for a     #,,#,#,#,#
#,#,#,#,#, moment. i remembered her laugh and knew  #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#,   we had done crimes together, that it   #,,#,#,#,#
#,#,#,#,#,             had been real...             #,##,#,#,,
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#,#,#,#,#,             -----^^, ,^^-----            #,,#,#,#,#
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#,#,#,#,#,    i died by getting shot in the head    #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#,  while ramming the fence to a military   #,,#,#,#,#
#,#,#,#,#,   facility. by this time they had been   #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#,   chasing me for days. i lost control    #,,#,#,#,#
#,#,#,#,#,   over the car, crashed it into a rock   #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#,    wall and flew out the windshield.     #,,#,#,#,#
#,#,#,#,#,                                          #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#,  and then i got up, and looked around.   #,,#,#,#,#
#,#,#,#,#,   it was dark, where it previously had   #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#,    been a bright day. around me where    #,,#,#,#,#
#,#,#,#,#,   dozens of crashed cars, all my car,    #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#,               some on fire.              #,,#,#,#,#
#,#,#,#,#,                                          #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#,        the ground was sticky, red.       #,,#,#,#,#
#,#,#,#,#,                                          #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#,   and then i realized that i knew this   #,,#,#,#,#
#,#,#,#,#,     darkness. i knew the way the sky     #,##,#,#,,
#,#,#,#,#,  touched the ground. this was her doing! #,,#,#,#,#
#,#,#,#,#,              she was here!               #,##,#,#,,
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