växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how  i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid?  if i really  want to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?