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,,,,,,,:=† winds esker †=:,,,,,,,
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,,,,:=†^£§ there was this place that for two years §£^†=:,,,,
,,,:=†^£§@ i couldn't go to. regardless how much @§£^†=:,,,
,,:=†^£§@# discussed with others, or pointed out #@§£^†=:,,
,:=†^£§@## on maps, i could not think of it when ##@§£^†=:,
,,:=†^£§@# alone. i would often travel past the #@§£^†=:,,
,,,:=†^£§@ fork, where a right turn would surely @§£^†=:,,,
,,,,:=†^£§ take me there, but even then, something §£^†=:,,,,
,,,,,:=†^£ kept me away. £^†=:,,,,,
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,,,,,,,:=† when i finally got there, after some †=:,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,:= heavy subconscious battle i must =:,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,: assume, the place was surreal. an :,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, esker, like a needle-thin rift out in ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, the lake, but ten meters high and ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, adorned in birch, willow, bracken, and ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, blueberries. ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, walking atop that spine, i came to ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, notice the view to either side. there ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,: should be shores, of course, but i :,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,:= didn't recognize them. first off, they =:,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,:=† were much too close, as the lake should †=:,,,,,,,
,,,,,,:=†^ stretch for a hundred meters more on ^†=:,,,,,,
,,,,,:=†^£ both sides. but now i felt i could £^†=:,,,,,
,,,,:=†^£§ almost reach out and touch them. and §£^†=:,,,,
,,,:=†^£§@ then, when i realized which shores they @§£^†=:,,,
,,:=†^£§@# were, i had to stop. #@§£^†=:,,
,:=†^£§@## ##@§£^†=:,
,,:=†^£§@# they were of the right lake. but this #@§£^†=:,,
,,,:=†^£§@ lake is large, fractured, and @§£^†=:,,,
,,,,:=†^£§ bipartite. like a pair of lungs carved §£^†=:,,,,
,,,,,:=†^£ into the granite, and with no less than £^†=:,,,,,
,,,,,,:=†^ five communities anchored at various ^†=:,,,,,,
,,,,,,,:=† points. and so, studying these †=:,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,:= impossibly close shores, i slowly =:,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,: understood them as belonging many miles :,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, away. ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, i examined the ridge, the treeline ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, above. was this what you saw opposite, ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, from those other shores? i couldn't ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, remember. ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,: carrying forward, on the very tip of :,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,:= the esker, i found the ruins of some =:,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,:=† old building. there were overgrown †=:,,,,,,,
,,,,,,:=†^ marble staircases, stone floors beneath ^†=:,,,,,,
,,,,,:=†^£ the moss, and strange slabs inserted £^†=:,,,,,
,,,,:=†^£§ into the slope like dams against the §£^†=:,,,,
,,,:=†^£§@ ground itself. @§£^†=:,,,
,,:=†^£§@# #@§£^†=:,,
,:=†^£§@## sitting there, i could see across the ##@§£^†=:,
,,:=†^£§@# narrowed lake my entire path to where i #@§£^†=:,,
,,,:=†^£§@ sat: from the stairwell of my house, @§£^†=:,,,
,,,,:=†^£§ through the old woods behind the tile §£^†=:,,,,
,,,,,:=†^£ factory, the bridge over route £^†=:,,,,,
,,,,,,:=†^ twenty three and then back under it, ^†=:,,,,,,
,,,,,,,:=† through the fancy villas, over the †=:,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,:= fields, and then that right turn at the =:,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,: fork. :,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, and then the stairs up on the ridge. ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, thinking back, this was probably it. ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, hidden in a grove, there were stairs ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, much like the ones i currently sat on, ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, old and worn down, that lead you up ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, onto the esker. the point of entry. had ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,: i insted opted to walk the path at its :,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,:= foot, i'm sure my experience would've =:,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,:=† been different indeed. †=:,,,,,,,
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,,,,,:=†^£ ======================================== £^†=:,,,,,
,,,,:=†^£§ §£^†=:,,,,
,,,:=†^£§@ on the lake, there were people in @§£^†=:,,,
,,:=†^£§@# boats. i wondered, could they even see #@§£^†=:,,
,:=†^£§@## me? if i shouted, would they turn to ##@§£^†=:,
,,:=†^£§@# stare right through me? #@§£^†=:,,
,,,:=†^£§@ @§£^†=:,,,
,,,,:=†^£§ §£^†=:,,,,
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