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&.&&.&&&&. WINDS ESKER &&&&...&..
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.&.&.&&&.& THERE WAS THIS PLACE THAT FOR TWO YEARS .&..&.&&&&
&&&&&&..&& I COULDN'T GO TO. REGARDLESS HOW MUCH &&&.&&&...
&.....&.&. DISCUSSED WITH OTHERS, OR POINTED OUT &..&&..&..
&&....&&&& ON MAPS, I COULD NOT THINK OF IT WHEN &&.&.&.&&.
&.&...&... ALONE. I WOULD OFTEN TRAVEL PAST THE &.&&&&&&.&
.&&&..&&.. FORK, WHERE A RIGHT TURN WOULD SURELY .&&.....&&
&&..&.&.&. TAKE ME THERE, BUT EVEN THEN, SOMETHING .&.&....&.
&.&.&&&&&& KEPT ME AWAY. &&&&&...&&
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.&...&.... WHEN I FINALLY GOT THERE, AFTER SOME .....&&.&&
&&&..&&... HEAVY SUBCONSCIOUS BATTLE I MUST &....&.&&.
&..&.&.&.. ASSUME, THE PLACE WAS SURREAL. AN &&...&&&.&
.&.&&&&&&. ESKER, LIKE A NEEDLE-THIN RIFT OUT IN &.&..&..&&
&&&&.....& THE LAKE, BUT TEN METERS HIGH AND &&&&.&&.&.
&...&....& ADORNED IN BIRCH, WILLOW, BRACKEN, AND ....&&.&&&
.&..&&...& BLUEBERRIES. &...&.&&..
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.&.&&&&&.& WALKING ATOP THAT SPINE, I CAME TO ..&.&..&&&
&&&&....&& NOTICE THE VIEW TO EITHER SIDE. THERE &.&&&&.&..
&...&...&. SHOULD BE SHORES, OF COURSE, BUT I &&&...&&&.
&&..&&..&& DIDN'T RECOGNIZE THEM. FIRST OFF, THEY &..&..&..&
..&.&.&.&. WERE MUCH TOO CLOSE, AS THE LAKE SHOULD &&.&&.&&.&
&.&&&&&&&& STRETCH FOR A HUNDRED METERS MORE ON &.&&.&&.&&
.&&....... BOTH SIDES. BUT NOW I FELT I COULD .&&.&&.&&.
.&.&...... ALMOST REACH OUT AND TOUCH THEM. AND &&.&&.&&.&
&&&&&..... THEN, WHEN I REALIZED WHICH SHORES THEY &.&&.&&.&&
.....&.... WERE, I HAD TO STOP. .&&.&&.&&.
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&....&.&.. THEY WERE OF THE RIGHT LAKE. BUT THIS &&&&.&&.&&
.&...&&&&. LAKE IS LARGE, FRACTURED, AND &...&&.&&.
.&&..&...& BIPARTITE. LIKE A PAIR OF LUNGS CARVED .&..&.&&.&
&&.&.&&..& INTO THE GRANITE, AND WITH NO LESS THAN &&&.&&&.&&
..&&&&.&.& FIVE COMMUNITIES ANCHORED AT VARIOUS &..&&..&&.
..&...&&&& POINTS. AND SO, STUDYING THESE .&.&.&.&.&
&.&&..&... IMPOSSIBLY CLOSE SHORES, I SLOWLY .&&&&&&&&&
.&&.&.&&.. UNDERSTOOD THEM AS BELONGING MANY MILES &&........
.&.&&&&.&. AWAY. ..&.......
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.&..&..&.. I EXAMINED THE RIDGE, THE TREELINE ..&.&.....
.&&.&&.&&. ABOVE. WAS THIS WHAT YOU SAW OPPOSITE, ..&&&&....
.&.&&.&&.& FROM THOSE OTHER SHORES? I COULDN'T ..&...&...
.&&&.&&.&& REMEMBER. ..&&..&&..
.&..&&.&&. ..&.&.&.&.
.&&.&.&&.& CARRYING FORWARD, ON THE VERY TIP OF ..&&&&&&&&
&&.&&&&.&& THE ESKER, I FOUND THE RUINS OF SOME &.&.......
&.&&...&&. OLD BUILDING. THERE WERE OVERGROWN &&&&......
&&&.&..&.& MARBLE STAIRCASES, STONE FLOORS BENEATH &...&.....
&..&&&.&&& THE MOSS, AND STRANGE SLABS INSERTED .&..&&....
&&.&..&&.. INTO THE SLOPE LIKE DAMS AGAINST THE .&&.&.&...
&.&&&.&.&. GROUND ITSELF. .&.&&&&&..
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&..&.&.... SITTING THERE, I COULD SEE ACROSS THE &&..&...&&
.&.&&&&... NARROWED LAKE MY ENTIRE PATH TO WHERE I ..&.&&..&.
.&&&...&.. SAT: FROM THE STAIRWELL OF MY HOUSE, &.&&&.&.&&
&&..&..&&. THROUGH THE OLD WOODS BEHIND THE TILE .&&..&&&&.
&.&.&&.&.& FACTORY, THE BRIDGE OVER ROUTE .&.&.&...&
.&&&&.&&&& TWENTY THREE AND THEN BACK UNDER IT, .&&&&&&..&
&&...&&... THROUGH THE FANCY VILLAS, OVER THE &&.....&.&
..&..&.&.. FIELDS, AND THEN THAT RIGHT TURN AT THE &.&....&&&
&.&&.&&&&. FORK. &&&&...&..
&&&.&&...& ....&..&&.
&..&&.&..& AND THEN THE STAIRS UP ON THE RIDGE. &...&&.&.&
.&.&.&&&.& THINKING BACK, THIS WAS PROBABLY IT. .&..&.&&&&
&&&&&&..&& HIDDEN IN A GROVE, THERE WERE STAIRS &&&.&&&...
&.....&.&. MUCH LIKE THE ONES I CURRENTLY SAT ON, &..&&..&..
&&....&&&& OLD AND WORN DOWN, THAT LEAD YOU UP &&.&.&.&&.
&.&...&... ONTO THE ESKER. THE POINT OF ENTRY. HAD &.&&&&&&.&
.&&&..&&.. I INSTED OPTED TO WALK THE PATH AT ITS .&&.....&&
&&..&.&.&. FOOT, I'M SURE MY EXPERIENCE WOULD'VE .&.&....&.
&.&.&&&&&& BEEN DIFFERENT INDEED. &&&&&...&&
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&..&.&.&.. ON THE LAKE, THERE WERE PEOPLE IN &&...&&&.&
.&.&&&&&&. BOATS. I WONDERED, COULD THEY EVEN SEE &.&..&..&&
&&&&.....& ME? IF I SHOUTED, WOULD THEY TURN TO &&&&.&&.&.
&...&....& STARE RIGHT THROUGH ME? ....&&.&&&
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