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&¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&&
¨¨&&&&¨¨¨& ¨&&&&&&¨¨&
¨¨¨&&¨¨&¨¨ always tears in my eyes when using the ¨¨&&&&¨¨¨¨
&&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ machine. ¨¨¨&&¨¨&&&
&¨¨&&&&&&& &&¨¨¨¨¨¨&&
¨¨¨¨&&&&&¨ i don't think it's hormonal overload. ¨¨¨&&&&¨¨&
¨&&¨¨&&&¨¨ there's no grief or joy as my water &&¨¨&&¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨& rolls down my face. i notice nothing ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&&&
¨&&&&¨¨¨¨¨ until my chin is wet. wipe it off with &&&&&&¨¨&¨
¨¨&&¨¨&&&¨ the back of my hand. but i usually keep ¨&&&&¨¨¨¨¨
&¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨ crying for a while. ¨¨&&¨¨&&&&
¨¨&&&&¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&&&
¨¨¨&&¨¨&&& i theorize some kind of resonance in &&&&&&¨¨&¨
&&¨¨¨¨¨¨&& the neural interface; some saturation ¨&&&&¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨&&&&¨¨& signal being tripped? the connection is ¨¨&&¨¨&&&¨
&&¨¨&&¨¨¨¨ imperfect and often induces &¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&&¨ single-sense hallucinations. acute but ¨¨&&&&¨¨¨¨
&&&&&&¨¨¨¨ hollow hunger. sand grains under my ¨¨¨&&¨¨&&&
&&&&&¨¨&&¨ fingertips. strange tastes and scents. &&¨¨¨¨¨¨&&
&&&&¨¨¨¨¨¨ &¨¨&&&&¨¨&
&&&¨¨&&&&¨ and i mean, maybe it isn't to far ¨¨¨¨&&¨¨¨¨
¨&¨¨¨¨&&¨¨ fetched that something like that can ¨&&¨¨¨¨&&¨
¨¨¨&&¨¨¨¨& cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth. ¨¨¨¨&&¨¨¨¨
&&¨¨¨¨&&¨¨ finger spasms. opened tear ducts. &&&¨¨¨¨&&&
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¨¨¨¨¨¨&&&& &¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&
¨&&&&¨¨&&¨ ¨¨&&&&&&¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨&&&&¨ ¨¨¨¨&&¨¨¨¨