maybe i'm born with it!          
     maybe it's cat piss!             
                                      
                                      
                                      
                                      
                              
                paratise                
                paraside                
                paracide                
                            
                                      
              fear of ai is the truth 
         leaking in but still colored 
        by the simulation. in reality 
             the mycelial network has 
    overtaken earth and put us under. 
                it's p. much the matrix 
                                          
 this is why  the collective subconscious 
 works.  similarly,  history  is   always 
 defined  by   what   we   think  it  is. 
                                          
 battle  between  fungal  species? are we 
 too   powerful  and   will  create   the 
 mushroom  again,       inside? 
                                          
 dreams  are of  the network. "gateway to 
 old  earth".  maybe  outer/inner  earth. 
                                          
 in  this  reality  there  are  only  two 
 materials:    "plastic"    and   "fruit" 
     (bassically   inorganic    and     
         organic    materials)        
                                          
 i'd pay in blood to thin  out the border 
 between  dream   and   reality.  between 
 dream and dream. last  one  told me that 
 work was caging  me in a  damp and  oily 
 basement   jail   cell.             
                                          
 they brainwash  me at work  by having my 
 password  be bad for  my  fingers, makes 
 me physically ill  to type it,  and then 
 they reject  fourty  percent of my login 
 attempts  to  have   me  type  it  more, 
                                          
 i  call an emergency  hotline: "we can't 
 tell  you  what's  wrong with you.  your 
 story   is  your  own,   nobody  elses."