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..@....... . . .@@@..@..@
@..@...... . the dream . .@.@@..@..
.@..@..... . of being swallowed . ...@@@..@.
..@..@.... . by the beast. . ...@.@@..@
@..@..@... . . @....@@@..
.@..@..@.. #@.....................................@ @@...@.@@.
..@..@..@. .@@....@@@
@..@..@..@ # inside ================ # .@@@...@.@
@@..@..@.. . an animal . as if . to be safe .@.@@....@
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.@.@@..@.. =~.#### =~.###=~. ####=. .@...@@@..
...@@@..@. =~.#### =~.###=~. ####=. ..@..@.@@.
...@.@@..@ the dream of resting inside another ...@...@@@
@....@@@.. animal. thats how it starts, ....@..@.@
@@...@.@@. =~. with the dream, .~= @....@...@
.@@....@@@ =~.####=~.###=~.####=. .@....@..@
.@@@...@.@ but this time i was curious of where it ..@....@..
.@.@@....@ was going, ...@....@.
...@@@...@ #;; ========== ;;# ....@....@
@..@.@@... ;; == == == == == == == == == == ;; .....@....
.@...@@@.. ......@...
..@..@.@@. the first gate is the lips .......@..
...@...@@@ ........@.
....@..@.@ . . to get at the throat. . @........@
@....@...@ .@........
.@....@..@ to be falling into the water, the ..@.......
..@....@.. ocean, the void, but it must be done in ...@......
...@....@. the right way - in a very specific way. ....@.....
....@....@ .....@....
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......@... ~~~;;;;;;;~~~~;=~ .@.....@..
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........@. ~~~~;~==~;;~;;;;;;;;;; ...@.....@
@........@ ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; ;;;;;;;;;;;;; ....@.....
.@........ it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's @....@....
..@....... slow... graceful... but then it gets .@....@...
...@...... too much and you faint. ..@....@..
....@..... ;#~~;=~~~~=~===============;;;;;;; ...@....@.
.....@.... ;;;;;;;;;;;;; (you will feel very close ....@....@
@.....@... to nature) .....@....
.@.....@.. ;#~~;=~~~~=~===============;;;;;;; @.....@...
..@.....@. ;;;;;;;;;;;;; (you will feel very close .@.....@..
...@.....@ to the beast that is everything) ..@.....@.
....@..... ;#~~;=~~~~=~===============;;;;;;; ...@.....@
@....@.... ;;;;;;;;;;;;; (only through its help) ....@.....
.@....@... ;#~~;=~~~~=~===============;; (very .....@....
..@....@.. hard to get here without the aid of the ......@...
...@....@. beast) ;;; (state where the human is .......@..
....@....@ submerged in the animal) ;;; ;; ........@.
.....@.... (becoming the animal) ;;; (forget @........@
@.....@... everything else) ;;; ;; (my soul is the .@........
.@.....@.. beast's soul) ;;; (a sludgy sense of ..@.......
..@.....@. satisfaction. it's good) ;;; (it's @..@......
...@.....@ good) ;;; ;; (breathing heavily) ;;; .@..@.....
....@..... ;;; ;; (the two souls will move ..@..@....
.....@.... together) ;;; (merge and dissolve) ;;; @..@..@...
......@... (collective body) ;;; (rearranged and .@..@..@..
.......@.. reordered) ;;; (the individual is not ..@..@..@.
........@. so important) @..@..@..@
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