......-*$@ @$*-......
.......-*$ $*-.......
........-* *-........
.........- -.........
.......... ..........
.......... #@.....................................@ ..........
.......... . . ..........
.......... . the dream . ..........
.......... . of being swallowed . ..........
.......... . by the beast. . ..........
.......... . . ..........
.......... #@.....................................@ ..........
.......... ..........
.......... # inside ---------------- # ..........
.......... . an animal . as if . to be safe ..........
.........- -.........
........-* ..######...###...###. *-........
.......-*$ -..#### -..###-.. ####-. $*-.......
......-*$@ -..#### -..###-.. ####-. @$*-......
.....-*$@@ the dream of resting inside another @@$*-.....
....-*$@@# animal. thats how it starts, #@@$*-....
...-*$@@## -.. with the dream, ..- ##@@$*-...
..-*$@@### -..####-..###-..####-. ###@@$*-..
...-*$@@## but this time i was curious of where it ##@@$*-...
....-*$@@# was going, #@@$*-....
.....-*$@@ #** ---------- **# @@$*-.....
......-*$@ ** -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- ** @$*-......
.......-*$ $*-.......
........-* the first gate is the lips *-........
.........- -.........
.......... . . to get at the throat. . ..........
.......... ..........
.......... to be falling into the water, the ..........
.......... ocean, the void, but it must be done in ..........
.......... the right way - in a very specific way. ..........
.......... ..........
.......... *...-----------****.......*.----.....*. ..........
.......... ...*******....*-. ..........
.......... ...***---.*-***-...*----*******. ..........
.......... ....*.--.**.********** ..........
.......... ********************* ************* ..........
.........- it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's -.........
........-* slow... graceful... but then it gets *-........
.......-*$ too much and you faint. $*-.......
......-*$@ *#..*-....-.---------------******* @$*-......
.....-*$@@ ************* (you will feel very close @@$*-.....
....-*$@@# to nature) #@@$*-....
...-*$@@## *#..*-....-.---------------******* ##@@$*-...
..-*$@@### ************* (you will feel very close ###@@$*-..
...-*$@@## to the beast that is everything) ##@@$*-...
....-*$@@# *#..*-....-.---------------******* #@@$*-....
.....-*$@@ ************* (only through its help) @@$*-.....
......-*$@ *#..*-....-.---------------** (very @$*-......
.......-*$ hard to get here without the aid of the $*-.......
........-* beast) *** (state where the human is *-........
.........- submerged in the animal) *** ** -.........
.......... (becoming the animal) *** (forget ..........
.......... everything else) *** ** (my soul is the ..........
.......... beast's soul) *** (a sludgy sense of ..........
.......... satisfaction. it's good) *** (it's ..........
.......... good) *** ** (breathing heavily) *** ..........
.......... *** ** (the two souls will move ..........
.......... together) *** (merge and dissolve) *** ..........
.......... (collective body) *** (rearranged and ..........
.......... reordered) *** (the individual is not ..........
.......... so important) ..........
.......... ..........
.........- -.........
........-* *-........
.......-*$ $*-.......
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