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.&..&&.&&& #&.....................................& &&&...&.&&
&&.&.&&..& . . ..&..&&&.&
.&&&&.&.&. . the dream . .&&.&..&&.
&...&&&&&. . of being swallowed . &.&&&.&.&.
&..&....&. . by the beast. . &&..&&&&&&
&.&&...&&. . . .&.&......
&&.&..&.&& #&.....................................& &&&&.....&
.&&&.&&&.. ...&....&.
&..&&..&.. # inside ================ # ..&&...&&.
&.&.&.&&.& . an animal . as if . to be safe .&.&..&.&&
&&&&&&.&&& &&&&.&&&..
.....&&..& ..######...###...###. ...&&..&.&
....&.&.&& =,.#### =,.###=,. ####=. ..&.&.&&&&
...&&&&&.. =,.#### =,.###=,. ####=. .&&&&&...&
..&....&.. the dream of resting inside another &....&..&&
.&&...&&.& animal. thats how it starts, &...&&.&.&
&.&..&.&&. =,. with the dream, .,= &..&.&&&&&
&&&.&&&.&. =,.####=,.###=,.####=. &.&&&.....
..&&..&&&& but this time i was curious of where it &&..&....&
.&.&.&.... was going, .&.&&...&&
&&&&&&.... #** ========== **# &&&.&..&.&
.....&...& ** == == == == == == == == == == ** ..&&&.&&&.
....&&..&. .&..&&..&.
...&.&.&&. the first gate is the lips &&.&.&.&&.
..&&&&&.&& .&&&&&&.&.
.&....&&.. . . to get at the throat. . &.....&&&.
&&...&.&.& &....&..&.
.&..&&&&&. to be falling into the water, the &...&&.&&&
&&.&....&& ocean, the void, but it must be done in &..&.&&..&
.&&&...&.. the right way - in a very specific way. &.&&&.&.&.
&..&..&&.. &&..&&&&&.
&.&&.&.&.. *,,,===========****,,,,,,,*,====,,,,,*, .&.&....&&
&&.&&&&&.& ,,,*******,,,,*=, &&&&...&..
.&&....&&. ,,,***===,*=***=,,,*====*******, ...&..&&.&
&.&...&.&& ,,,,*,==,**,********** ..&&.&.&&&
&&&..&&&.. ********************* ************* .&.&&&&...
..&.&..&.. it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's &&&...&..&
.&&&&.&&.& slow... graceful... but then it gets ..&..&&.&&
&...&&.&&. too much and you faint. .&&.&.&&.&
&..&.&&.&& *#,,*=,,,,=,===============******* &.&&&&.&&.
&.&&&.&&.. ************* (you will feel very close &&...&&.&&
&&..&&.&.. to nature) .&..&.&&..
.&.&.&&&.. *#,,*=,,,,=,===============******* &&.&&&.&.&
&&&&&..&.. ************* (you will feel very close .&&..&&&&&
....&.&&.. to the beast that is everything) &.&.&.....
...&&&.&.& *#,,*=,,,,=,===============******* &&&&&.....
..&..&&&&. ************* (only through its help) ....&.....
.&&.&...&& *#,,*=,,,,=,===============** (very ...&&.....
&.&&&..&.. hard to get here without the aid of the ..&.&.....
&&..&.&&.. beast) *** (state where the human is .&&&&....&
.&.&&&.&.. submerged in the animal) *** ** &...&...&.
&&&..&&&.. (becoming the animal) *** (forget &..&&..&&.
..&.&..&.& everything else) *** ** (my soul is the &.&.&.&.&&
.&&&&.&&&. beast's soul) *** (a sludgy sense of &&&&&&&&.&
&...&&..&& satisfaction. it's good) *** (it's .......&&&
&..&.&.&.& good) *** ** (breathing heavily) *** ......&...
&.&&&&&&&& *** ** (the two souls will move .....&&..&
&&.......& together) *** (merge and dissolve) *** ....&.&.&.
.&......&& (collective body) *** (rearranged and ...&&&&&&&
&&.....&.& reordered) *** (the individual is not ..&......&
.&....&&&. so important) .&&.....&.
&&...&..&. &.&....&&.
.&..&&.&&& &&&...&.&&
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