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,,,,&,,,,, , the dream , ,,&&&,,&,,
,,,,,&,,,, , of being swallowed , ,,&,&&,,&,
,,,,,,&,,, , by the beast. , ,,,,&&&,,&
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&,,&,,,,,, # inside ================ # ,,&,,,,,&&
&&,,&,,,,, , an animal , as if , to be safe &,,&,,,,&,
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,,&,&&,,&, =^,#### =^,###=^, ####=, ,,&&&,,&,,
,,,,&&&,,& the dream of resting inside another ,,&,&&,,&,
,,,,&,&&,, animal. thats how it starts, &,,,&&&,,&
&,,,,,&&&, =^, with the dream, ,^= ,&,,&,&&,,
,&,,,,&,&& =^,####=^,###=^,####=, ,,&,,,&&&,
,,&,,,,,&& but this time i was curious of where it ,,,&,,&,&&
&,,&,,,,&, was going, ,,,,&,,,&&
&&,,&,,,,, #== ========== ==# &,,,,&,,&,
&&&,,&,,,, == == == == == == == == == == == == ,&,,,,&,,,
&,&&,,&,,, ,,&,,,,&,,
,,&&&,,&,, the first gate is the lips ,,,&,,,,&,
,,&,&&,,&, ,,,,&,,,,&
&,,,&&&,,& , , to get at the throat. , ,,,,,&,,,,
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,,&,,,&&&, to be falling into the water, the ,&,,,,,&,,
,,,&,,&,&& ocean, the void, but it must be done in ,,&,,,,,&,
,,,,&,,,&& the right way - in a very specific way. ,,,&,,,,,&
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,&,,,,&,,, =^^^===============^^^^^^^=^====^^^^^=^ ,&,,,&,,,,
,,&,,,,&,, ^^^=======^^^^==^ ,,&,,,&,,,
,,,&,,,,&, ^^^======^======^^^============^ ,,,&,,,&,,
,,,,&,,,,& ^^^^=^==^==^========== ,,,,&,,,&,
,,,,,&,,,, ===================== ============= &,,,,&,,,&
&,,,,,&,,, it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's ,&,,,,&,,,
,&,,,,,&,, slow... graceful... but then it gets ,,&,,,,&,,
,,&,,,,,&, too much and you faint. ,,,&,,,,&,
,,,&,,,,,& =#^^==^^^^=^====================== &,,,&,,,,&
&,,,&,,,,, ============= (you will feel very close ,&,,,&,,,,
,&,,,&,,,, to nature) ,,&,,,&,,,
,,&,,,&,,, =#^^==^^^^=^====================== ,,,&,,,&,,
,,,&,,,&,, ============= (you will feel very close ,,,,&,,,&,
,,,,&,,,&, to the beast that is everything) &,,,,&,,,&
&,,,,&,,,& =#^^==^^^^=^====================== ,&,,,,&,,,
,&,,,,&,,, ============= (only through its help) ,,&,,,,&,,
,,&,,,,&,, =#^^==^^^^=^================= (very ,,,&,,,,&,
,,,&,,,,&, hard to get here without the aid of the ,,,,&,,,,&
&,,,&,,,,& beast) === (state where the human is ,,,,,&,,,,
,&,,,&,,,, submerged in the animal) === == &,,,,,&,,,
,,&,,,&,,, (becoming the animal) === (forget ,&,,,,,&,,
,,,&,,,&,, everything else) === == (my soul is the ,,&,,,,,&,
,,,,&,,,&, beast's soul) === (a sludgy sense of ,,,&,,,,,&
&,,,,&,,,& satisfaction. it's good) === (it's ,,,,&,,,,,
,&,,,,&,,, good) === == (breathing heavily) === ,,,,,&,,,,
,,&,,,,&,, === == (the two souls will move ,,,,,,&,,,
,,,&,,,,&, together) === (merge and dissolve) === &,,,,,,&,,
,,,,&,,,,& (collective body) === (rearranged and ,&,,,,,,&,
,,,,,&,,,, reordered) === (the individual is not ,,&,,,,,,&
&,,,,,&,,, so important) &,,&,,,,,,
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