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&&&&&&&&.. ...&..&..&
&&&&&&&..& .&........
.&&&&&.... ...&&&&&&.
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&..&....&. #&.....................................& &....&&..&
.....&&... . . ..&&......
&&&&....&& . the dream . &....&&&&&
&&&..&&..& . of being swallowed . ..&&..&&&&
&&........ . by the beast. . &......&&&
&..&&&&&&& . . ..&&&&..&&
....&&&&&& #&.....................................& &..&&....&
.&&..&&&&& ......&&..
......&&&& # inside ================ # .&&&&....&
.&&&&..&&& . an animal . as if . to be safe ..&&..&&..
..&&....&& .........&
.....&&..& ..######...###...###. &&&&&&&&..
&&&&...... =:.#### =:.###=:. ####=. .&&&&&&..&
&&&..&&&&& =:.#### =:.###=:. ####=. ..&&&&....
.&....&&&. the dream of resting inside another &..&&..&&.
...&&..&.. animal. thats how it starts, ..........
&&.......& =:. with the dream, .:= &&&&&&&&&&
&..&&&&&.. =:.####=:.###=:.####=. &&&&&&&&&&
....&&&... but this time i was curious of where it .&&&&&&&&&
.&&..&..&& was going, ..&&&&&&&.
.......... #:: ========== ::# &..&&&&&..
&&&&&&&&&& :: == == == == == == == == == == :: ....&&&..&
&&&&&&&&&. &&&..&....
.&&&&&&&.. the first gate is the lips &&.....&&.
..&&&&&..& ...&&&....
&..&&&.... . . to get at the throat. . &&..&..&&&
....&..&&. ........&&
.&&....... to be falling into the water, the &&&&&&&...
....&&&&&& ocean, the void, but it must be done in .&&&&&..&&
.&&..&&&&& the right way - in a very specific way. ..&&&.....
......&&&. &..&..&&&&
.&&&&..&.. ::::===========:::::::::::::====::::::: .......&&.
..&&.....& :::::::::::::::=: .&&&&&....
&....&&&.. ::::::===::=:::=::::====:::::::: ..&&&..&&&
..&&..&..& ::::::==:::::::::::::: ...&....&&
.......... ::::::::::::::::::::: ::::::::::::: &&...&&...
&&&&&&&&&& it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's &..&....&&
&&&&&&&&&& slow... graceful... but then it gets .....&&..&
&&&&&&&&&& too much and you faint. &&&&......
.&&&&&&&&& :#:::=::::=:===============::::::: &&&..&&&&.
..&&&&&&&. ::::::::::::: (you will feel very close &&....&&..
&..&&&&&.. to nature) &..&&....&
....&&&..& :#:::=::::=:===============::::::: ......&&..
&&&..&.... ::::::::::::: (you will feel very close &&&&&....&
&&.....&&& to the beast that is everything) .&&&..&&..
...&&&..&& :#:::=::::=:===============::::::: ..&.......
&&..&..... ::::::::::::: (only through its help) ....&&&&&&
&.....&&&& :#:::=::::=:===============:: (very &&&..&&&&&
..&&&..&&. hard to get here without the aid of the &&....&&&&
...&...... beast) ::: (state where the human is &..&&..&&.
&&...&&&&. submerged in the animal) ::: :: ..........
...&..&&.. (becoming the animal) ::: (forget .&&&&&&&&.
&&........ everything else) ::: :: (my soul is the ..&&&&&&..
...&&&&&&& beast's soul) ::: (a sludgy sense of ...&&&&...
&&..&&&&&& satisfaction. it's good) ::: (it's &&..&&..&&
&....&&&&& good) ::: :: (breathing heavily) ::: .........&
..&&..&&&. ::: :: (the two souls will move &&&&&&&&..
&......&.. together) ::: (merge and dissolve) ::: &&&&&&&..&
..&&&&.... (collective body) ::: (rearranged and &&&&&&....
&..&&..&&& reordered) ::: (the individual is not &&&&&..&&&
........&. so important) &&&&....&&
.&&&&&&... .&&..&&...
..&&&&..&& ........&&
...&&....& .&&&&&&...
&&....&&.. ..&&&&..&&
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