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,,,,,,~~*§ §*~~,,,,,,
,,,,,~~*§§ ##,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,# §§*~~,,,,,
,,,,~~*§§@ , , @§§*~~,,,,
,,,~~*§§@# , the dream , #@§§*~~,,,
,,~~*§§@## , of being swallowed , ##@§§*~~,,
,~~*§§@### , by the beast. , ###@§§*~~,
,,~~*§§@## , , ##@§§*~~,,
,,,~~*§§@# ##,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,# #@§§*~~,,,
,,,,~~*§§@ @§§*~~,,,,
,,,,,~~*§§ # inside ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ # §§*~~,,,,,
,,,,,,~~*§ , an animal , as if , to be safe §*~~,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~~* *~~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,~~ ,,######,,,###,,,###, ~~,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,~ ~~,#### ~~,###~~, ####~, ~,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, ~~,#### ~~,###~~, ####~, ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, the dream of resting inside another ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, animal. thats how it starts, ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, ~~, with the dream, ,~~ ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, ~~,####~~,###~~,####~, ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, but this time i was curious of where it ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, was going, ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, #** ~~~~~~~~~~ **# ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, ** ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ** ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,~~ the first gate is the lips ~~,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~~* *~~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,~~*§ , , to get at the throat. , §*~~,,,,,,
,,,,,~~*§§ §§*~~,,,,,
,,,,~~*§§@ to be falling into the water, the @§§*~~,,,,
,,,~~*§§@# ocean, the void, but it must be done in #@§§*~~,,,
,,~~*§§@## the right way - in a very specific way. ##@§§*~~,,
,~~*§§@### ###@§§*~~,
,,~~*§§@## *~~~~~~~~~~~~~~****~~~~~~~*~~~~~~~~~~*~ ##@§§*~~,,
,,,~~*§§@# ~~~*******~~~~*~~ #@§§*~~,,,
,,,,~~*§§@ ~~~***~~~~*~***~~~~*~~~~*******~ @§§*~~,,,,
,,,,,~~*§§ ~~~~*~~~~**~********** §§*~~,,,,,
,,,,,,~~*§ ********************* ************* §*~~,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~~* it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's *~~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,~~ slow... graceful... but then it gets ~~,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,~ too much and you faint. ~,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, *#~~*~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~******* ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, ************* (you will feel very close ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, to nature) ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, *#~~*~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~******* ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, ************* (you will feel very close ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, to the beast that is everything) ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, *#~~*~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~******* ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, ************* (only through its help) ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, *#~~*~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~** (very ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,~ hard to get here without the aid of the ~,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,~~ beast) *** (state where the human is ~~,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~~* submerged in the animal) *** ** *~~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,~~*§ (becoming the animal) *** (forget §*~~,,,,,,
,,,,,~~*§§ everything else) *** ** (my soul is the §§*~~,,,,,
,,,,~~*§§@ beast's soul) *** (a sludgy sense of @§§*~~,,,,
,,,~~*§§@# satisfaction. it's good) *** (it's #@§§*~~,,,
,,~~*§§@## good) *** ** (breathing heavily) *** ##@§§*~~,,
,~~*§§@### *** ** (the two souls will move ###@§§*~~,
,,~~*§§@## together) *** (merge and dissolve) *** ##@§§*~~,,
,,,~~*§§@# (collective body) *** (rearranged and #@§§*~~,,,
,,,,~~*§§@ reordered) *** (the individual is not @§§*~~,,,,
,,,,,~~*§§ so important) §§*~~,,,,,
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