&&&&&,,,,&                                          ,,,&,,,,&,
,,,,&,,,&&                                          ,,&&,,,&&&
,,,&&,,&,,                                          ,&,&,,&,,&
,,&,&,&&,,                                          &&&&,&&,&&
,&&&&&,&,&                                          ,,,&&,&&,&
&,,,,&&&&, #&,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,& ,,&,&&,&&&
&,,,&,,,&&              ,             ,             ,&&&,&&,,,
&,,&&,,&,,              , the dream  ,              &,,&&,&,,&
&,&,&,&&,,          , of being swallowed ,          &,&,&&&,&,
&&&&&&,&,&             , by the beast. ,            &&&&,,&&&&
,,,,,&&&&&                  ,   ,                   ,,,&,&,,,,
,,,,&,,,,, #&,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,& ,,&&&&,,,,
,,,&&,,,,&                                          ,&,,,&,,,,
,,&,&,,,&& #     inside      ================     # &&,,&&,,,,
,&&&&,,&,& ,  an  animal  ,  as  if ,  to  be  safe ,&,&,&,,,,
&,,,&,&&&,                                          &&&&&&,,,,
&,,&&&,,&,           ,,######,,,###,,,###,          ,,,,,&,,,&
&,&,,&,&&, =^,####         =^,###=^,         ####=, ,,,,&&,,&,
&&&,&&&,&& =^,####         =^,###=^,         ####=, ,,,&,&,&&&
,,&&,,&&,& the  dream  of  resting  inside  another ,,&&&&&,,,
,&,&,&,&&, animal.    thats    how    it    starts, ,&,,,,&,,,
&&&&&&&,&, =^,     with     the      dream,     ,^= &&,,,&&,,,
,,,,,,&&&&          =^,####=^,###=^,####=,          ,&,,&,&,,&
,,,,,&,,,& but this time i was curious of where  it &&,&&&&,&&
,,,,&&,,&& was                               going, ,&&,,,&&,&
,,,&,&,&,, #//            ==========            //# &,&,,&,&&&
,,&&&&&&,& // == ==  == ==  ==  == == == ==  ==  // &&&,&&&,,&
,&,,,,,&&,                                          ,,&&,,&,&&
&&,,,,&,&, the   first    gate    is    the    lips ,&,&,&&&,&
,&,,,&&&&&                                          &&&&&,,&&,
&&,,&,,,,& ,   ,  to   get   at   the   throat.   , ,,,,&,&,&,
,&,&&,,,&&                                          ,,,&&&&&&&
&&&,&,,&,, to  be  falling  into   the  water,  the ,,&,,,,,,&
,,&&&,&&,& ocean, the void, but it must be  done in ,&&,,,,,&,
,&,,&&,&&, the right  way - in a very specific way. &,&,,,,&&,
&&,&,&&,&&                                          &&&,,,&,&,
,&&&&,&&,, /^^^===========////^^^^^^^/^====^^^^^/^  ,,&,,&&&&&
&,,,&&,&,,             ^^^///////^^^^/=^            ,&&,&,,,,&
&,,&,&&&,&     ^^^///===^/=///=^^^/====///////^     &,&&&,,,&,
&,&&&,,&&,          ^^^^/^==^//^//////////          &&,,&,,&&&
&&,,&,&,&& /////////////////////      ///////////// ,&,&&,&,,,
,&,&&&&&,,  it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's  &&&,&&&,,&
&&&,,,,&,,   slow... graceful... but then it gets   ,,&&,,&,&&
,,&,,,&&,&          too much and you faint.         ,&,&,&&&,,
,&&,,&,&&,    /#^^/=^^^^=^===============///////    &&&&&,,&,,
&,&,&&&,&, ///////////// (you will feel very close  ,,,,&,&&,,
&&&&,,&&&&                to nature)                ,,,&&&,&,&
,,,&,&,,,&    /#^^/=^^^^=^===============///////    ,,&,,&&&&,
,,&&&&,,&&  ///////////// (you will feel very close ,&&,&,,,&,
,&,,,&,&,,     to the beast that is everything)     &,&&&,,&&,
&&,,&&&&,&    /#^^/=^^^^=^===============///////    &&,,&,&,&,
,&,&,,,&&&   ///////////// (only through its help)  ,&,&&&&&&&
&&&&,,&,,&   /#^^/=^^^^=^===============// (very    &&&,,,,,,&
,,,&,&&,&&  hard to get here without the aid of the ,,&,,,,,&,
,,&&&,&&,,   beast) /// (state where the human is   ,&&,,,,&&,
,&,,&&,&,&     submerged in the animal) /// //      &,&,,,&,&,
&&,&,&&&&&    (becoming the animal) /// (forget     &&&,,&&&&,
,&&&&,,,,& everything else) /// // (my soul is the  ,,&,&,,,&&
&,,,&,,,&&   beast's soul) /// (a sludgy sense of   ,&&&&,,&,&
&,,&&,,&,,    satisfaction. it's good) /// (it's    &,,,&,&&&,
&,&,&,&&,,   good) /// // (breathing heavily) ///   &,,&&&,,&&
&&&&&&,&,&      /// // (the two souls will move     &,&,,&,&,,
,,,,,&&&&,  together) /// (merge and dissolve) ///  &&&,&&&&,&
,,,,&,,,&&  (collective body) /// (rearranged and   ,,&&,,,&&&
,,,&&,,&,,   reordered) /// (the individual is not  ,&,&,,&,,&
,,&,&,&&,,              so important)               &&&&,&&,&&
,&&&&&,&,&                                          ,,,&&,&&,&
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&,,,&,,,&&                                          ,&&&,&&,,,
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&,&,&,&&,,                                          &,&,&&&,&,