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.&....&... SOMETHING'S INSIDE  OF  ME  AND  I  KNOW ...&&&....
..&....&.. THIS  BECAUSE   OF  HOW  NICE  IT  FEELS ...&.&&...
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....&....& †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† .....&.&&.
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&.....&... THERE  ARE BROWN SPOTS ON MY HANDS. THEY .......&.&
&&.....&..    ARE MOVING, GROWING, DISAPPEARING,    .........&
.&&.....&. APPEARING AGAIN. THIS IS ALMOST  EROTIC. .........&
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.&.&&..... THERE IS A SPY  IN MY EYES, INSTALLED TO &&........
...&&&.... IDENTIFY THESE SPOTS  AND TO  GIVE ME AN &&&.......
...&.&&...     APPROPRIATE REACTION (POSITIVE).     &.&&......
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.....&.&&. WHEN I  GATHER ALL MY WILLPOWER, AND SET ..&.&&....
.......&&& IT   ABLAZE  ALL  AT   ONCE,   THE  MOST ....&&&...
.......&.& RESISTANCE I CAN MUSTER IS INDIFFERENCE. ....&.&&..
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