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¨^~†%§£###  crimes mostly from or in my beloved and ###£§%†~^¨
¨^~†%§####  trusted car, and sometimes my mothers   ####§%†~^¨
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¨^~†§£####   grove at the end of a dirt road, and   ####£§†~^¨
¨^~†%§£###   the barn was placed so you could just  ###£§%†~^¨
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¨¨¨¨¨~%§£#    my car was black and loud, both the   #£§%~¨¨¨¨¨
¨^~†%§£###    engine and the way the parts didn't   ###£§%†~^¨
¨^~†%§####     really stick together. i took my     ####§%†~^¨
¨^~†%§£### crimefriend for rides, in the dark, the  ###£§%†~^¨
¨¨¨¨~~†§##   eternal dark that seemed to surround   ##§†~~¨¨¨¨
¨^~†%§£###   us. she seemed to cast this veil over  ###£§%†~^¨
¨^~†%§£###  everything. her black skirt reached to  ###£§%†~^¨
¨¨¨^^†††%£   her knees but then somehow also back   £%†††^^¨¨¨
¨^~†%§£###   around, enveloping all my memories of  ###£§%†~^¨
¨¨¨¨~%%§£#            our time together.            #£§%%~¨¨¨¨
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¨^^~†%%%£#   there was blood everywhere. sometimes  #£%%%†~^^¨
¨^~†%§£###  the blood was her red lipstick or her   ###£§%†~^¨
¨¨¨¨^~††§# checkered shirt. she was on television.  #§††~^¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨~~†§#     we did crime, and we made weird      #§†~~¨¨¨¨¨
¨^~†%§£###  structures in the barn, tall pillars of ###£§%†~^¨
¨^~†%§£###  dark wood, ladders and plateaus, fires  ###£§%†~^¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~%£#  and fairy lights. we would sleep there  #£%~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨^~†%§£###  and drink there and she would go in the ###£§%†~^¨
¨¨¨¨¨^^†§£               television.                £§†^^¨¨¨¨¨
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¨^~†%§£££#  and then the sun came out, and she went #£££§%†~^¨
¨^~†%§§£##  away. everything changed... i yearned,  ##£§§%†~^¨
¨^~†%§£###   and the world became dull around me.   ###£§%†~^¨
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¨^~†%§£###    i stopped doing crime, except when    ###£§%†~^¨
¨^~†%§£###  necessarry. things somehow seemed like  ###£§%†~^¨
¨^~†%§£###  they were allright, moulded in place,   ###£§%†~^¨
¨^~†%§£###   and i loathed it ------ i missed her   ###£§%†~^¨
¨^~†%%%§##                 so much.                 ##§%%%†~^¨
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¨¨¨¨¨^†%££  i searched for her, but nobody had any  ££%†^¨¨¨¨¨
¨^~†%§£###    memories of her. not so much of me    ###£§%†~^¨
¨¨¨^††††§# either, from the time we were together.  #§††††^¨¨¨
¨¨¨^^~††§£  my mother said i kept to myself in the  £§††~^^¨¨¨
¨¨¨^~†%§##           barn, or in the car.           ##§%†~^¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨~††§#     sometimes i could still see her      #§††~¨¨¨¨¨
¨^~†%§£###    flashing by on the tv in the barn.    ###£§%†~^¨
¨^~†%§§£##     everything was black then, for a     ##£§§%†~^¨
¨^^~~%%§## moment. i remembered her laugh and knew  ##§%%~~^^¨
¨^~†%§£###   we had done crimes together, that it   ###£§%†~^¨
¨^~†%§£###             had been real...             ###£§%†~^¨
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¨^~~~†%§##    i died by getting shot in the head    ##§%†~~~^¨
¨^~†%§£###  while ramming the fence to a military   ###£§%†~^¨
¨^~†%%%%££   facility. by this time they had been   ££%%%%†~^¨
¨¨¨¨^^†%%£    chasing me for days. i lost control   £%%†^^¨¨¨¨
¨^~†%§£###   over the car, crashed it into a rock   ###£§%†~^¨
¨^~†%§£###    wall and flew out the windshield.     ###£§%†~^¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨^~%£  and then i got up, and looked around.   £%~^¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨^~†%§£###   it was dark, where it previously had   ###£§%†~^¨
¨^~††%%%£#    been a bright day. around me where    #£%%%††~^¨
¨^~†%§£###   dozens of crashed cars, all my car,    ###£§%†~^¨
¨^~~~†%££#              some on fire.               #££%†~~~^¨
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¨^~†%§£###        the ground was sticky, red.       ###£§%†~^¨
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¨^~†%§£###   and then i realized that i knew this   ###£§%†~^¨
¨^~†%§£###     darkness. i knew the way the sky     ###£§%†~^¨
¨^~†%§£### touched the ground. this was her doing!  ###£§%†~^¨
¨^~†%§£###               she was here!              ###£§%†~^¨
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