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$%;«,..... the barn was placed so you could just .....,«;%$
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§$%;«,.... crimefriend for rides, in the dark, the ....,«;%$§
$%;«,..... eternal dark that seemed to surround .....,«;%$
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$%;«,..... everything. her black skirt reached to .....,«;%$
§$%;«,.... her knees but then somehow also back ....,«;%$§
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§$%;«,.... checkered shirt. she was on television. ....,«;%$§
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§$%;«,.... and fairy lights. we would sleep there ....,«;%$§
#§$%;«,... and drink there and she would go in the ...,«;%$§#
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§$%;«,.... and the world became dull around me. ....,«;%$§
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$%;«,..... over the car, crashed it into a rock .....,«;%$
§$%;«,.... wall and flew out the windshield. ....,«;%$§
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###§$%;«,. it was dark, where it previously had .,«;%$§###
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§$%;«,.... some on fire. ....,«;%$§
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#§$%;«,... darkness. i knew the way the sky ...,«;%$§#
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