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##,#,#,#,,         *\»»»»»---,  ,---»»»»»\*         #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,#         *                      *         #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,         * MIRAGE CLASS GOTH GF *         #,#,##,,#,
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,#,#,#,#,#                                          #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,                                          #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,# I USED TO BE A GOTH, IN MY YOUTH, DOING  #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,  CRIMES MOSTLY FROM OR IN MY BELOVED AND #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,#   TRUSTED CAR, AND SOMETIMES MY MOTHERS  #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,    BARN. WE LIVED JUST OUTSIDE TOWN, A   #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,#   GROVE AT THE END OF A DIRT ROAD, AND   #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,  THE BARN WAS PLACED SO YOU COULD JUST   #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,# MAKE OUT THE SURROUNDING FIELDS THROUGH  #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,                THE TREES.                #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,#                                          #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,    MY CAR WAS BLACK AND LOUD, BOTH THE   #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,#    ENGINE AND THE WAY THE PARTS DIDN'T   #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,     REALLY STICK TOGETHER. I TOOK MY     #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,# CRIMEFRIEND FOR RIDES, IN THE DARK, THE  #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,   ETERNAL DARK THAT SEEMED TO SURROUND   #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,#  US. SHE SEEMED TO CAST THIS VEIL OVER   #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,  EVERYTHING. HER BLACK SKIRT REACHED TO  #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,#   HER KNEES BUT THEN SOMEHOW ALSO BACK   #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,   AROUND, ENVELOPING ALL MY MEMORIES OF  #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,#            OUR TIME TOGETHER.            #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,                                          #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,#  THERE WAS BLOOD EVERYWHERE. SOMETIMES   #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,   THE BLOOD WAS HER RED LIPSTICK OR HER  #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,#  CHECKERED SHIRT. SHE WAS ON TELEVISION. #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,      WE DID CRIME, AND WE MADE WEIRD     #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,#  STRUCTURES IN THE BARN, TALL PILLARS OF #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,  DARK WOOD, LADDERS AND PLATEAUS, FIRES  #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,#  AND FAIRY LIGHTS. WE WOULD SLEEP THERE  #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,  AND DRINK THERE AND SHE WOULD GO IN THE #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,#                TELEVISION.               #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,                                          #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,# AND THEN THE SUN CAME OUT, AND SHE WENT  #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,  AWAY. EVERYTHING CHANGED... I YEARNED,  #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,#   AND THE WORLD BECAME DULL AROUND ME.   #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,                                          #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,#    I STOPPED DOING CRIME, EXCEPT WHEN    #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,  NECESSARRY. THINGS SOMEHOW SEEMED LIKE  #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,#   THEY WERE ALLRIGHT, MOULDED IN PLACE,  #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,   AND I LOATHED IT ------ I MISSED HER   #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,#                 SO MUCH.                 #,#,,#,##,
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##,#,#,#,,             »»»»»--, ,--»»»»»            #,#,##,,#,
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##,#,#,#,,                                          #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,#  I SEARCHED FOR HER, BUT NOBODY HAD ANY  #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,    MEMORIES OF HER. NOT SO MUCH OF ME    #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,# EITHER, FROM THE TIME WE WERE TOGETHER.  #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,  MY MOTHER SAID I KEPT TO MYSELF IN THE  #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,#           BARN, OR IN THE CAR.           #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,                                          #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,#      SOMETIMES I COULD STILL SEE HER     #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,    FLASHING BY ON THE TV IN THE BARN.    #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,#     EVERYTHING WAS BLACK THEN, FOR A     #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,, MOMENT. I REMEMBERED HER LAUGH AND KNEW  #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,#   WE HAD DONE CRIMES TOGETHER, THAT IT   #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,             HAD BEEN REAL...             #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,#                                          #,#,,#,##,
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,#,#,#,#,#             »»»»»--, ,--»»»»»            #,#,,#,##,
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,#,#,#,#,#                                          #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,    I DIED BY GETTING SHOT IN THE HEAD    #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,#  WHILE RAMMING THE FENCE TO A MILITARY   #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,   FACILITY. BY THIS TIME THEY HAD BEEN   #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,#    CHASING ME FOR DAYS. I LOST CONTROL   #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,   OVER THE CAR, CRASHED IT INTO A ROCK   #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,#     WALL AND FLEW OUT THE WINDSHIELD.    #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,                                          #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,#  AND THEN I GOT UP, AND LOOKED AROUND.   #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,   IT WAS DARK, WHERE IT PREVIOUSLY HAD   #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,#    BEEN A BRIGHT DAY. AROUND ME WHERE    #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,    DOZENS OF CRASHED CARS, ALL MY CAR,   #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,#               SOME ON FIRE.              #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,                                          #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,#       THE GROUND WAS STICKY, RED.        #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,                                          #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,#   AND THEN I REALIZED THAT I KNEW THIS   #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,     DARKNESS. I KNEW THE WAY THE SKY     #,#,##,,#,
,#,#,#,#,#  TOUCHED THE GROUND. THIS WAS HER DOING! #,#,,#,##,
##,#,#,#,,               SHE WAS HERE!              #,#,##,,#,
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