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,,,,,###,,   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   #,,###,,,,
####,,#,,#   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   ,,,,#,,###
###,,,,,,,   rolling by. something is weird, but -  ###,,,,,##
##,,###### the thought moves on. the clouds drift.  ##,,###,,#
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,,##,,#### $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ,,##,,,##,
#,,,,,,### $    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    $ ,,,,,#,,,,
,,####,,## $   LIGHT    IN    THE    BATHROOM.    $ ####,,,##,
#,,##,,,,# $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ###,,#,,,,
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#####,,,,,    yes, this was earlier today. some     #,,###,,,,
,###,,####  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  ,,,,#,,##,
,,#,,,,###   it doesn't worry me anymore though.    ###,,,,,,,
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,,#,,,,,,,  inside now. i forget the time easily.   ,,,,,#####
,,,,###### the bathroom door is open. i'm watching  ####,,###,
###,,#####    the sky again, through the kitchen    ,##,,,,#,,
,#,,,,####   window. why am i looking at the sky?   ,,,,##,,,,
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,#,,,,,,## $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ,,,,##,,#,
,,,####,,, $    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    $ ###,,,,,,,
##,,##,,## $     FLYING    EAST,    TOGETHER.     $ ##,,######
#,,,,,,,,, $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ,,,,,#####
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,,,#######      i can't remember why this was       ###,,,,##,
##,,###### important. it's just another thing that  ##,,##,,,,
,,,,,#####  used to stress me. there were a lot of  #,,,,,,##,
####,,####    those and i like not thinking about   ,,####,,,,
,##,,,,##,               them as much.              ,,,##,,##,
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###,,,,### $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ,,,#######
##,,##,,## $ THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, $ ##,,######
#,,,,,,,,, $   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   $ #,,,,#####
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##,,####,,     right. this was after the light,     ,,####,,,,
,,,,,##,,,                 probably.                #,,##,,##,
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