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..........   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   ..........
.........,   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   ,.........
........,-  rolling by. something is weird, but -   -,........
.......,-\  the thought moves on. the clouds drift. \-,.......
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.....,-\*$ **************************************** $*\-,.....
....,-\*$£ *    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    * £$*\-,....
...,-\*$£@ *    LIGHT    IN    THE   BATHROOM.    * @£$*\-,...
..,-\*$£@# **************************************** #@£$*\-,..
.,-\*$£@##                                          ##@£$*\-,.
..,-\*$£@#     yes, this was earlier today. some    #@£$*\-,..
...,-\*$£@  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  @£$*\-,...
....,-\*$£   it doesn't worry me anymore though.    £$*\-,....
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......,-\*   inside now. i forget the time easily.  *\-,......
.......,-\ the bathroom door is open. i'm watching  \-,.......
........,-    the sky again, through the kitchen    -,........
.........,   window. why am i looking at the sky?   ,.........
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.......... *    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    * ..........
.......... *     FLYING    EAST,     TOGETHER.    * ..........
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..........       i can't remember why this was      ..........
........., important. it's just another thing that  ,.........
........,-  used to stress me. there were a lot of  -,........
.......,-\   those and i like not thinking about    \-,.......
......,-\*              them as much.               *\-,......
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....,-\*$£ **************************************** £$*\-,....
...,-\*$£@ * THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, * @£$*\-,...
..,-\*$£@# *   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   * #@£$*\-,..
.,-\*$£@## **************************************** ##@£$*\-,.
..,-\*$£@#                                          #@£$*\-,..
...,-\*$£@     right. this was after the light,     @£$*\-,...
....,-\*$£                 probably.                £$*\-,....
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