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&,&,,&&,&,                                          ,,&,&&&,,,
&&&,&,&&&&   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   ,&&&,,&,,&
,,&&&&,,,&   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   &,,&,&&,&,
,&,,,&,,&&  rolling by. something is weird, but -   &,&&&,&&&,
&&,,&&,&,, the thought moves on. the clouds drift.  &&,,&&,,&,
,&,&,&&&,,                                          ,&,&,&,&&&
&&&&&,,&,, %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% &&&&&&&,,&
,,,,&,&&,, %    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    % ,,,,,,&,&,
,,,&&&,&,& %    LIGHT    IN    THE    BATHROOM.   % ,,,,,&&&&,
,,&,,&&&&, %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% ,,,,&,,,&,
,&&,&,,,&&                                          ,,,&&,,&&,
&,&&&,,&,&     yes, this was earlier today. some    ,,&,&,&,&,
&&,,&,&&&&  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  ,&&&&&&&&&
,&,&&&,,,&   it doesn't worry me anymore though.    &,,,,,,,,,
&&&,,&,,&,                                          &,,,,,,,,,
,,&,&&,&&&  inside now. i forget the time easily.   &,,,,,,,,&
,&&&,&&,,,  the bathroom door is open. i'm watching &,,,,,,,&&
&,,&&,&,,,    the sky again, through the kitchen    &,,,,,,&,&
&,&,&&&,,,   window. why am i looking at the sky?   &,,,,,&&&,
&&&&,,&,,&                                          &,,,,&,,&&
,,,&,&&,&& %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% &,,,&&,&,,
,,&&&,&&,& %    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    % &,,&,&&&,,
,&,,&&,&&, %     FLYING    EAST,    TOGETHER.     % &,&&&,,&,,
&&,&,&&,&& %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% &&,,&,&&,,
,&&&&,&&,&                                          ,&,&&&,&,&
&,,,&&,&&&      i can't remember why this was       &&&,,&&&&&
&,,&,&&,,&  important. it's just another thing that ,,&,&,,,,,
&,&&&,&,&&  used to stress me. there were a lot of  ,&&&&,,,,&
&&,,&&&&,,    those and i like not thinking about   &,,,&,,,&,
,&,&,,,&,,               them as much.              &,,&&,,&&&
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,,,&,&,&,& %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% &&&&&&&,&,
,,&&&&&&&, % THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, % ,,,,,,&&&,
,&,,,,,,&& %   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   % ,,,,,&,,&,
&&,,,,,&,& %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% ,,,,&&,&&,
,&,,,,&&&,                                          ,,,&,&&,&&
&&,,,&,,&,     right. this was after the light,     ,,&&&,&&,&
,&,,&&,&&&                 probably.                ,&,,&&,&&,
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