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&,,&,&,&,,   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   &,&,&,&,&,
&,&&,&,&,&   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   &,&,&,&,&,
&,,&,&,&,,   rolling by. something is weird, but -  &,&,&,&,&,
&,&&,&,&,& the thought moves on. the clouds drift.  &,&,&,&,&,
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&,&&,&,&,& **************************************** &,&,&,&,&,
&,,&,&,&,, *    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    * &,&,&,&,&,
&,&&,&,&,& *    LIGHT   IN    THE    BATHROOM.    * &,&,&,&,&,
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&,,&,&,&,,     yes, this was earlier today. some    &,&,&,&,&,
&,&&,&,&,&  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  &,&,&,&,&,
&,,&,&,&,,    it doesn't worry me anymore though.   &,&,&,&,&,
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&,,&,&,&,,  inside now. i forget the time easily.   &,&,&,&,&,
&,&&,&,&,&  the bathroom door is open. i'm watching &,&,&,&,&,
&,,&,&,&,,    the sky again, through the kitchen    &,&,&,&,&,
&,&&,&,&,&   window. why am i looking at the sky?   &,&,&,&,&,
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&,&&,&,&,& **************************************** &,&,&,&,&,
&,,&,&,&,, *    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    * &,&,&,&,&,
&,&&,&,&,& *    FLYING     EAST,    TOGETHER.     * &,&,&,&,&,
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&,,&,&,&,,       i can't remember why this was      &,&,&,&,&,
&,&&,&,&,&  important. it's just another thing that &,&,&,&,&,
&,,&,&,&,,  used to stress me. there were a lot of  &,&,&,&,&,
&,&&,&,&,&   those and i like not thinking about    &,&,&,&,&,
&,,&,&,&,,               them as much.              &,&,&,&,&,
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&,,&,&,&,, **************************************** &,&,&,&,&,
&,&&,&,&,& * THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, * &,&,&,&,&,
&,,&,&,&,, *   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   * &,&,&,&,&,
&,&&,&,&,& **************************************** &,&,&,&,&,
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&,&&,&,&,&     right. this was after the light,     &,&,&,&,&,
&,,&,&,&,,                 probably.                &,&,&,&,&,
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