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..&.&&...& on the balcony. i'm watching myself. ...&......
....&&&..& i'm watching the sky. the clouds are ....&.....
....&.&&.. rolling by. something is weird, but - .....&....
......&&&. the thought moves on. the clouds drift. ......&...
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........&& †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† &&......&.
........&. † I INSTALLED AN UNSAFE † &&&......&
&......... † LIGHT IN THE BATHROOM. † &.&&......
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...&...... yes, this was earlier today. some ....&&&...
....&..... circuits exposed, could get wet maybe. ....&.&&..
.....&.... it doesn't worry me anymore though. &.....&&&.
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&......&.. inside now. i forget the time easily. &&&.....&&
&&......&. the bathroom door is open. i'm watching &.&&....&.
&&&......& the sky again, through the kitchen ..&&&.....
&.&&...... window. why am i looking at the sky? ..&.&&....
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..&.&&.... †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ....&.&&..
....&&&... † I SAW TWO HELICOPTERS † &.....&&&.
....&.&&.. † FLYING EAST, TOGETHER. † .&....&.&&
&.....&&&. †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ..&.....&&
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&&&.....&& i can't remember why this was ....&.....
&.&&....&. important. it's just another thing that .....&....
..&&&..... used to stress me. there were a lot of ......&...
..&.&&.... those and i like not thinking about .......&..
....&&&... them as much. ........&.
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&.....&&&. †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ..........
.&....&.&& † THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, † ..........
..&.....&& † PREVENTING ME FROM EATING. † ..........
...&....&. †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ..........
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.....&.... right. this was after the light, &&........
......&... probably. &&&.......
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