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@,@@,@@,,,   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   @,,,,,,@,@
,@@,@@,@,,   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   @@,,,,,@@@
@@,@@,@@@,  rolling by. something is weird, but -   ,,@,,,,@,,
@,@@,@@,,@  the thought moves on. the clouds drift. @,@@,,,@@,
@@@,@@,@,@                                          ,@@,@,,@,@
,,,@@,@@@@ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ @@,@@@,@@@
@,,@,@@,,, ^    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    ^ ,,@@,,@@,,
@@,@@@,@,, ^    LIGHT    IN    THE   BATHROOM.    ^ @,@,@,@,@,
@,@@,,@@@, ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ,@@@@@@@@@
,@@,@,@,,@                                          ,@,,,,,,,,
,@,@@@@@,@    yes, this was earlier today. some     ,@@,,,,,,,
,@@@,,,,@@  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  ,@,@,,,,,,
,@,,@,,,@,   it doesn't worry me anymore though.    @@@@@,,,,,
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,@,@@,@,@,  inside now. i forget the time easily.   @@,,,@@,,,
,@@@,@@@@@ the bathroom door is open. i'm watching  ,,@,,@,@,,
,@,,@@,,,,    the sky again, through the kitchen    @,@@,@@@@,
,@@,@,@,,,   window. why am i looking at the sky?   ,@@,@@,,,@
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,,@@,,,,@, ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ @@@@,@@@,@
@,@,@,,,@@ ^    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    ^ ,,,,@@,,@@
,@@@@@,,@, ^    FLYING     EAST,     TOGETHER.    ^ ,,,,@,@,@,
,@,,,,@,@@ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ,,,,@@@@@@
@@@,,,@@@,                                          @,,,@,,,,,
@,,@,,@,,@      i can't remember why this was       ,@,,@@,,,,
@@,@@,@@,@  important. it's just another thing that ,@@,@,@,,,
@,@@,@@,@@  used to stress me. there were a lot of  ,@,@@@@@,,
@@@,@@,@@,   those and i like not thinking about    @@@@,,,,@,
@,,@@,@@,@               them as much.              @,,,@,,,@@
,@,@,@@,@@                                          @@,,@@,,@,
,@@@@@,@@, ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ @,@,@,@,@@
@@,,,,@@,@ ^ THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, ^ ,@@@@@@@@,
@,@,,,@,@@ ^   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   ^ @@,,,,,,,@
,@@@,,@@@, ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ,,@,,,,,,@
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,,@,@@@@,@     right. this was after the light,     @,@,@,,,,@
@,@@@,,,@@                 probably.                @@@@@@,,,@
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