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,,,,,@,,@@ now,  usually i feel good (maybe?),  but @@@@,,@@@,
,,,,@@,@,, this time  of  confusion also  leads  to ,,,@,@,,@,
,,,@,@@@,@ all  analyzes  ending in  "useless" -  i ,,@@@@,@@,
,,@@@,,@@@ was  being bothered  by  something in  a ,@,,,@@,@,
,@,,@,@,,, song or movie  or book, so  i think, how @@,,@,@@@,
@@,@@@@,,, would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the ,@,@@@,,@,
,@@,,,@,,, purpose of this  process,  what  does it @@@,,@,@@@
@,@,,@@,,@ consist of...? and through  the  process ,,@,@@@,,@
@@@,@,@,@@ more and  more  pieces falls  off  until ,@@@,,@,@,
,,@@@@@@,,     i'm standing there with nothing.     @,,@,@@@@@
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@@,,,,@@,@ reductionist hell -                      @@,,@,,,@@
,@,,,@,@@@ i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        ,@,@@,,@,,
@@,,@@@,,@ bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    @@@,@,@@,,
,@,@,,@,@@ abstract they are, the things, until     ,,@@@@,@,@
@@@@,@@@,, they cease to be things at all           ,@,,,@@@@@
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,,@,@,@@@, are we just stacked triangles? there is  ,@,@@,,,,,
,@@@@@,,@, nothing i can do with triangles. they    @@@,@,,,,,
@,,,,@,@@@ can not shelter me in any meaningful     ,,@@@,,,,,
@,,,@@@,,, sense.                                   ,@,,@,,,,@
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@,@@,@@,@, and when i can't even anchor myself,     ,@@,@,,@@@
@@,@@,@@@, when i am nothing but the question, it   @,@@@,@,,,
,@@,@@,,@, feels like it can all slip through my    @@,,@@@,,@
@,@@,@,@@@ fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    ,@,@,,@,@@
@@,@@@@,,@ was after that.                          @@@@,@@@,,
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