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&.&&..&.&& i find myself using soothing magic. &.&.&&.&.&
&..&.&&..& this is bad. it's only eleven forty, &.&..&.&..
&.&&..&.&& and i have to stay in the work mill for &.&.&&.&.&
&..&.&&..& many hours to come. &.&..&.&..
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&..&.&&..& the tricks are always needed come &.&..&.&..
&.&&..&.&& evening, to cope, to remain a living &.&.&&.&.&
&..&.&&..& being in spite all this, the state of &.&..&.&..
&.&&..&.&& it... an act of personal quiet &.&.&&.&.&
&..&.&&..& rebellion, to survive. &.&..&.&..
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&..&.&&..& but now i've used the magic too early. &.&..&.&..
&.&&..&.&& it will wane off and become powerless. &.&.&&.&.&
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&.&&..&.&& i am religious at sunrise and &.&.&&.&.&
&..&.&&..& existentialist at sundown. then i go &.&..&.&..
&.&&..&.&& home, my mana wasted on the capricous &.&.&&.&.&
&..&.&&..& pursuits of the enemy, my employer. &.&..&.&..
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