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             ketamine, ket, "horse tranquilizer"              
                                                              
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           still unknown to me, other  than through           
              dreams*. apparently made for making             
           holes. they may be dark and  monochrome.           
                         they may not.                        
                                                              
           white  powder,  dosed  by  way  of  key?           
                                                              
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           *a  red  cylinder,  wide  as  a  finger. ¨         
                glossy freckled ceramics, with                
                something organic inside, being               
           corrupted before your eyes  - turning to           
           ash, but  there's no flame. you  hold it  .        
           up to  your  nose,  suck  it  in with  a          ,
           sharp   inhale.  exit  to  the  balcony.           
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           here  on  the fifth  floor, with a  view           
           over  the  parking   lot,  things  start           
       ,         folding into each other, like                
            collapsing a cardboard box. dimensions            
              becoming flat and adjacent. pressed             
           into each other. creases  are  flattened           
           out,  distances disappear, the  world is           
           mangled  down  to  two  dimensions.  and           
           suddenly  light  falls on  the  edge  of           
    -      everything  rather  than the surface: it           
                  all goes completely dark.                   
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