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             ketamine, ket, "horse tranquilizer"              
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           still  unknown to me, other than through           
             dreams*. apparently made for making            . 
           holes. they  may be dark and monochrome.           
  §                      they may not.                        
                                                              
     ¨     white  powder,  dosed  by  way  of  key?           
                                                              
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           *a  red  cylinder,  wide  as  a  finger.           
                glossy freckled ceramics, with                
*               something organic inside, being               
           corrupted before  your eyes - turning to           
           ash, but there's no  flame. you  hold it           
           up  to  your nose,  suck it  in  with  a           
           sharp  inhale.  exit  to   the  balcony.           
                                                              
           here on  the  fifth floor, with  a  view           
           over  the  parking  lot,  things   start           
 :               folding into each other, like                
            collapsing a cardboard box. dimensions            
             becoming flat and adjacent. pressed             ¨
           into each  other. creases are  flattened           
           out,  distances disappear, the world  is           
           mangled  down  to  two  dimensions.  and           
           suddenly  light  falls  on  the edge  of           
           everything  rather than the surface:  it           
                  all goes completely dark.                   
                                                            . 
                                                              
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