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&,,,,,,&,& #&,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,& &&&,,,,&,,
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,,&,,,,,,& , the dream , ,,&&&,,,,&
&,,&,,,,,, , of being swallowed , ,,&,&&,,,,
,&,,&,,,,, , by the beast. , &,,,&&&,,,
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&,,,,&,,&, # inside »»»»»»»»»»»»»»»» # ,,&&&,,,&&
&&,,,,&,,& , an animal , as if , to be safe ,,&,&&,,&,
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&,&&,,,,&, ,,####@#,,,###,,,###, &,,,&,&&,,
,,&&&,,,,& »,,#### »,,###»,, ####», ,&,,,,&&&,
,,&,&&,,,, »,,#### »,,###»,, ####», ,,&,,,&,&&
&,,,&&&,,, the dream of resting inside another &,,&,,,,&&
&&,,&,&&,, animal. thats how it starts, ,&,,&,,,&,
&&&,,,&&&, »,, with the dream, ,,» ,,&,,&,,,,
&,&&,,&,&& »,,####»,,###»,,####», ,,,&,,&,,,
,,&&&,,,&& but this time i was curious of where it ,,,,&,,&,,
,,&,&&,,&, was going, &,,,,&,,&,
,,,,&&&,,, @^^ »»»»»»»»»» ^^@ &&,,,,&,,&
&,,,&,&&,, ^^ »» »» »» »» »» »» »» »» »» »» ^^ ,&&,,,,&,,
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,,&,,,&,&& the first gate is the lips ,&,&&,,,,&
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,&,,&,,,&, , , to get at the throat. , &,,&,&&,,,
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,,,&,,&,,, to be falling into the water, the ,,&,,&,&&,
,,,,&,,&,, ocean, the void, but it must be done in &,,&,,,&&&
&,,,,&,,&, the right way - in a very specific way. &&,,&,,&,&
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,&&,,,,&,, ^,,,»»»»»»»»»»»^^^^,,,,,,,^,»»»»,,,,,^, ,&&&,,&,,&
,&&&,,,,&, ,,,^^^^^^^,,,,^», ,&,&&,,&,,
,&,&&,,,,& ,,,^^^»»»,^»^^^»,,,^»»»»^^^^^^^, ,,,&&&,,&,
,,,&&&,,,, ,,,,^,»»,^^,^^^^^^^^^^ ,,,&,&&,,&
&,,&,&&,,, ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ,,,,,&&&,,
,&,,,&&&,, it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's ,,,,,&,&&,
,,&,,&,&&, slow... graceful... but then it gets ,,,,,,,&&&
&,,&,,,&&& too much and you faint. ,,,,,,,&,&
&&,,&,,&,& ^#,,^»,,,,»,»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»^^^^^^^ &,,,,,,,,&
,&&,,&,,,& ^^^^^^^^^^^^^ (you will feel very close ,&,,,,,,,&
,&&&,,&,,& to nature) ,,&,,,,,,,
,&,&&,,&,, ^#,,^»,,,,»,»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»^^^^^^^ &,,&,,,,,,
,,,&&&,,&, ^^^^^^^^^^^^^ (you will feel very close &&,,&,,,,,
,,,&,&&,,& to the beast that is everything) ,&&,,&,,,,
,,,,,&&&,, ^#,,^»,,,,»,»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»^^^^^^^ ,&&&,,&,,,
,,,,,&,&&, ^^^^^^^^^^^^^ (only through its help) ,&,&&,,&,,
,,,,,,,&&& ^#,,^»,,,,»,»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»^^ (very ,,,&&&,,&,
,,,,,,,&,& hard to get here without the aid of the ,,,&,&&,,&
&,,,,,,,,& beast) ^^^ (state where the human is ,,,,,&&&,,
,&,,,,,,,& submerged in the animal) ^^^ ^^ ,,,,,&,&&,
,,&,,,,,,, (becoming the animal) ^^^ (forget ,,,,,,,&&&
&,,&,,,,,, everything else) ^^^ ^^ (my soul is the &,,,,,,&,&
&&,,&,,,,, beast's soul) ^^^ (a sludgy sense of ,&,,,,,,,&
,&&,,&,,,, satisfaction. it's good) ^^^ (it's ,,&,,,,,,&
,&&&,,&,,, good) ^^^ ^^ (breathing heavily) ^^^ &,,&,,,,,,
,&,&&,,&,, ^^^ ^^ (the two souls will move ,&,,&,,,,,
,,,&&&,,&, together) ^^^ (merge and dissolve) ^^^ ,,&,,&,,,,
,,,&,&&,,& (collective body) ^^^ (rearranged and ,,,&,,&,,,
,,,,,&&&,, reordered) ^^^ (the individual is not ,,,,&,,&,,
,,,,,&,&&, so important) &,,,,&,,&,
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