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&&&&&,&,,& always  tears in  my eyes when using the ,,&,,&,,&&
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&,,,,&&,&, i don't  think  it's hormonal  overload. &&,&&,&&,,
&&,,,&,&&& there's  no grief  or  joy  as my  water &,&&,&&,&,
&,&,,&&&,, rolls  down  my  face.  i notice nothing &&&,&&,&&&
,&&&,&,,&, until my  chin is  wet. wipe it off with &,,&&,&&,,
,&,,&&&,&& the back of my  hand. but i usually keep &&,&,&&,&,
,&&,&,,&&,            crying for a while.           &,&&&&,&&&
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&,&&,,&&&& i  theorize some kind  of  resonance  in &,,&,,&,&,
&&&,&,&,,,   the neural interface; some saturation  ,&,&&,&&&&
,,,&&&&&,, signal being tripped? the  connection is ,&&&,&&,,,
,,,&,,,,&,        imperfect and often induces       &&,,&&,&,,
,,,&&,,,&&  single-sense hallucinations. acute but  ,,&,&,&&&,
,,,&,&,,&, hollow  hunger.  sand  grains  under  my ,,&&&&&,,&
&,,&&&&,&&  fingertips. strange tastes and scents.  &,&,,,,&,&
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&&&&&,,&,& and  i  mean,  maybe  it  isn't  to  far &&,,&,,&,,
&,,,,&,&&& fetched  that  something like  that  can &,&,&&,&&,
&&,,,&&&,,  cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth.  ,&&&&,&&,&
,,&,,&,,&,     finger spasms. opened tear ducts.    ,&,,,&&,&&
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