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,,@,@@@,@@ always  tears in my eyes when  using the @@,@,,,,@,
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@,@@@@@,@, i  don't think  it's hormonal  overload. @,@@,@@@@@
@@,,,,@@@@ there's  no grief  or  joy  as my  water @@,@@,,,,,
,@,,,@,,,@ rolls  down  my face.  i notice  nothing ,@@,@,,,,@
@@,,@@,,@@ until my  chin is wet. wipe it  off with @,@@@,,,@@
,@,@,@,@,@ the back of my  hand. but i usually keep @@,,@,,@,,
@@@@@@@@@@            crying for a while.           ,@,@@,@@,,
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,,,,,,,,@, i theorize  some  kind of  resonance  in ,,@@,@@@@@
,,,,,,,@@,  the neural interface; some saturation   ,@,@@,,,,@
,,,,,,@,@@ signal being tripped? the  connection is @@@,@,,,@@
,,,,,@@@,,        imperfect and often induces       ,,@@@,,@,@
,,,,@,,@,,  single-sense hallucinations. acute but  ,@,,@,@@@@
,,,@@,@@,, hollow  hunger.  sand  grains  under  my @@,@@@,,,@
,,@,@@,@,,  fingertips. strange tastes and scents.  ,@@,,@,,@@
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@,,@@,,@,@ and  i  mean,  maybe  it  isn't  to  far @@@@,@@@@@
@,@,@,@@@@ fetched  that  something like  that  can ,,,@@,,,,,
@@@@@@,,,@  cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth.  ,,@,@,,,,@
,,,,,@,,@@     finger spasms. opened tear ducts.    ,@@@@,,,@,
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