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§§:~^¨¨¨¨¨ everything  is completely calm and  dead ¨¨¨¨¨^~:§§
@§§:~^¨¨¨¨ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ¨¨¨¨^~:§§@
£@§§:~^¨¨¨ slowly  start  to  piece   together   my ¨¨¨^~:§§@£
@£@§§:~^¨¨        consciousness and my body.        ¨¨^~:§§@£@
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@£@§§:~^¨¨ then  the  fear   hits  me  and  i  feel ¨¨^~:§§@£@
£@§§:~^¨¨¨    acutely sick. something is ~wrong~.   ¨¨¨^~:§§@£
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£@§§:~^¨¨¨ there are circles and crosses  inscribed ¨¨¨^~:§§@£
@£@§§:~^¨¨ all  over my vision, pressing  in, being ¨¨^~:§§@£@
#@£@§§:~^¨ almost  hostile. i can feel them squirm, ¨^~:§§@£@#
@£@§§:~^¨¨    their internal logic changing and     ¨¨^~:§§@£@
£@§§:~^¨¨¨ grinding trenches in my  mind. it's like ¨¨¨^~:§§@£
@§§:~^¨¨¨¨ language, sentences  i  can't hide from, ¨¨¨¨^~:§§@
§§:~^¨¨¨¨¨ forcefully transcribed  in my mind,  and ¨¨¨¨¨^~:§§
@§§:~^¨¨¨¨           doing damage there.            ¨¨¨¨^~:§§@
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@£@§§:~^¨¨ then i  realize  i  can't  hear anything ¨¨^~:§§@£@
#@£@§§:~^¨     because there's something there      ¨^~:§§@£@#
@£@§§:~^¨¨    already, droning everything out, a    ¨¨^~:§§@£@
£@§§:~^¨¨¨ rapid  melody, almost  caustic  in  it's ¨¨¨^~:§§@£
@§§:~^¨¨¨¨        particular microtonality.         ¨¨¨¨^~:§§@
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@£@§§:~^¨¨ my surroundings are entirely  calm. it's ¨¨^~:§§@£@
#@£@§§:~^¨             almost mocking.              ¨^~:§§@£@#
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£@§§:~^¨¨¨ i feel  helpless,  but  i  must  try  to ¨¨¨^~:§§@£
@§§:~^¨¨¨¨ escape. to crawl on the floor  searching ¨¨¨¨^~:§§@
§§:~^¨¨¨¨¨ relief, such  is my nature. turning  the ¨¨¨¨¨^~:§§
@§§:~^¨¨¨¨     lights on does nothing... getting    ¨¨¨¨^~:§§@
£@§§:~^¨¨¨  outside does nothing... drinking water  ¨¨¨^~:§§@£
@£@§§:~^¨¨ does  noting...  but  time does  - after ¨¨^~:§§@£@
#@£@§§:~^¨     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ¨^~:§§@£@#
@£@§§:~^¨¨ doubting  anything  of this happened  in ¨¨^~:§§@£@
£@§§:~^¨¨¨             the first place.             ¨¨¨^~:§§@£
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§§:~^¨¨¨¨¨ my eyes are  still tense though, scared. ¨¨¨¨¨^~:§§
@§§:~^¨¨¨¨ i    don't    know    what    to   make. ¨¨¨¨^~:§§@
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@£@§§:~^¨¨              but i'm tired.              ¨¨^~:§§@£@
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@§§:~^¨¨¨¨ this can happen  if you wander  too far, ¨¨¨¨^~:§§@
£@§§:~^¨¨¨ i  guess? i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless ¨¨¨^~:§§@£
@£@§§:~^¨¨              when dreaming?              ¨¨^~:§§@£@
#@£@§§:~^¨ i  imagine a prick on the  nose,  that's ¨^~:§§@£@#
@£@§§:~^¨¨ what  these are. like you do with  a cat ¨¨^~:§§@£@
£@§§:~^¨¨¨ who comes  to  close to your sandwich... ¨¨¨^~:§§@£
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