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,,,==$&@##         ,,,,,=&# DREAMS #&=,,,,,         ##@&$==,,,
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,,=*$&@###         INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE         ###@&$*=,,
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,,=*$&@###            THE SPIRIT TRAVELS            ###@&$*=,,
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,,,,=$$&@#                   ,=,                    #@&$$=,,,,
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,,=*$&@###                  A COST                  ###@&$*=,,
,,=*$&@###                (ANECDOTE)                ###@&$*=,,
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,,,,==$&&@                    ,,                    @&&$==,,,,
,,=*$&@@##                                          ##@@&$*=,,
,,,,,,=*&@ I  WAKE  SUDDENLY,  AND   FOR  A  SECOND @&*=,,,,,,
,,*$&@#### EVERYTHING  IS COMPLETELY CALM AND  DEAD ####@&$*,,
,,,,,=$@@@ SILENT.  IT'S  DARK,  AND  WARM,  AND  I @@@$=,,,,,
,,=*$&&&## SLOWLY   START  TO  PIECE   TOGETHER  MY ##&&&$*=,,
,,,,,*$&@#        CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY.        #@&$*,,,,,
,,=*$&@###                                          ###@&$*=,,
,,=*$&@### THEN  THE  FEAR  HITS  ME   AND  I  FEEL ###@&$*=,,
,,=*$&@###    ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS =WRONG=.   ###@&$*=,,
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,,=*$&@###                    ,,                    ###@&$*=,,
,,=*$&@###                                          ###@&$*=,,
,,=*$&@### THERE ARE CIRCLES  AND CROSSES INSCRIBED ###@&$*=,,
,,=*$&@### ALL OVER MY  VISION, PRESSING  IN, BEING ###@&$*=,,
,,=*$&@@@# ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM  SQUIRM, #@@@&$*=,,
,,=*$&@###     THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND    ###@&$*=,,
,,===**&@# GRINDING TRENCHES  IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE #@&**===,,
,,=*$&@### LANGUAGE,  SENTENCES  I CAN'T HIDE FROM, ###@&$*=,,
,,=*$&@### FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN  MY  MIND, AND ###@&$*=,,
,,==**&&&#            DOING DAMAGE THERE.           #&&&**==,,
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,,=*$&@### THEN  I  REALIZE  I CAN'T HEAR  ANYTHING ###@&$*=,,
,,=*$&@###      BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE     ###@&$*=,,
,,,,,,,*$@    ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A    @$*,,,,,,,
,,=*$&@### RAPID MELODY,  ALMOST  CAUSTIC  IN  IT'S ###@&$*=,,
,,=*$&&@@#        PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY.         #@@&&$*=,,
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,,=*$&@###                                          ###@&$*=,,
,,,,==$&@@ MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY  CALM. IT'S @@&$==,,,,
,,=*$&@###              ALMOST MOCKING.             ###@&$*=,,
,,=*$&@###                                          ###@&$*=,,
,,=*$&&&## I  FEEL  HELPLESS,  BUT  I MUST  TRY  TO ##&&&$*=,,
,,=*$&#### ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR  SEARCHING ####&$*=,,
,,,,=$$@@# RELIEF, SUCH IS  MY NATURE. TURNING  THE #@@$$=,,,,
,,=*$&@###     LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING    ###@&$*=,,
,=*$&@####  OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER  ####@&$*=,
,,,,=*&&## DOES NOTING...  BUT  TIME  DOES -  AFTER ##&&*=,,,,
,,=**$&&##     THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN,     ##&&$**=,,
,,,,,==*$@ DOUBTING  ANYTHING  OF THIS  HAPPENED IN @$*==,,,,,
,,,,,=*$&@             THE FIRST PLACE.             @&$*=,,,,,
,,=*$$$&@#                                          #@&$$$*=,,
,,=*$&@### MY EYES  ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. ###@&$*=,,
,,=*$&@### I    DON'T    KNOW    WHAT   TO    MAKE. ###@&$*=,,
,,=*$&@###                                          ###@&$*=,,
,,=*$&@###              BUT I'M TIRED.              ###@&$*=,,
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,,=*$&@### THIS  CAN HAPPEN IF YOU  WANDER TOO FAR, ###@&$*=,,
,,,,,=$@@# I  GUESS?  I SHOULDN'T  BE  SO  RECKLESS #@@$=,,,,,
,,=**$$$@#              WHEN DREAMING?              #@$$$**=,,
,,=*$&@### I IMAGINE A  PRICK  ON THE  NOSE, THAT'S ###@&$*=,,
,,,,==*&@# WHAT THESE ARE.  LIKE YOU DO  WITH A CAT #@&*==,,,,
,,=*$&@### WHO  COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR  SANDWICH... ###@&$*=,,
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