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§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨         ¨¨¨,,~%@ dreams @%~,,¨¨¨         ¨¨§¨¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨             ¨,†%@@####@@%†,¨             §¨§§¨§§¨§§
¨¨§§¨§¨¨¨¨                  ¨¨%@%¨¨                 ¨§§¨§§¨§§¨
¨¨§¨§§§¨¨¨                                          §§¨§§¨§§¨§
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¨§§¨¨§¨§§¨                ¨%§@#@§%¨                 ¨¨§¨§§¨§§¨
¨§¨§¨§§§¨§                    ¨,¨                   ¨¨§§§¨§§¨§
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¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§¨         internal visionary state         §¨§§¨§¨§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§§                                          §§§¨§§§§¨§
§¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨            the spirit travels            §¨¨§§¨¨¨§§
¨§¨¨¨¨§§¨¨                                          §§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
¨§§¨¨¨§¨§¨             ¨,†%@@####@@%†,¨             §¨§§§§§¨§§
§§¨§¨¨§§§§                   ¨~¨                    §§§¨¨¨¨§§¨
§¨§§§¨§¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§
¨§§¨¨§§§¨¨                  a cost                  §¨¨§§¨¨§§§
§§¨§¨§¨¨§¨                (anecdote)                ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§§§§§¨§§                                          §§§§§§§§§¨
§§§¨¨¨¨§§¨                    ,,                    §¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§
¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§                                          §§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§
§¨¨§§¨¨§§§ i  wake  suddenly,  and  for  a   second §¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨ everything is  completely  calm and dead §§§§¨¨¨¨¨§
§§§§§§§§§¨ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i §¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§ slowly   start  to   piece  together  my ¨§¨¨§§¨¨¨§
§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§        consciousness and my body.        §§§¨§¨§¨¨§
¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§                                          §¨¨§§§§§¨§
§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§ then   the  fear  hits  me  and  i  feel §§¨§¨¨¨¨§§
¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨§   acutely sick. something is ~wrong~.    §¨§§§¨¨¨§¨
¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨§                                          ¨§§¨¨§¨¨§§
§¨¨§¨§¨¨¨§                    ¨¨                    §§¨§¨§§¨§¨
§§¨§§§§¨¨§                                          §¨§§§§¨§§§
¨¨§§¨¨¨§¨§ there are circles and  crosses inscribed §§§¨¨¨§§¨¨
¨¨§¨§¨¨§§§ all  over  my vision, pressing in, being ¨¨¨§¨¨§¨§¨
¨¨§§§§¨§¨¨ almost hostile. i can feel  them squirm, ¨¨¨§§¨§§§§
§¨§¨¨¨§§§¨     their internal logic changing and    ¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨
§§§§¨¨§¨¨§ grinding trenches in my mind. it's  like ¨¨¨§§§¨§¨¨
§¨¨¨§¨§§¨§ language,  sentences  i can't hide from, §¨¨§¨¨§§§¨
§§¨¨§§§¨§§ forcefully transcribed  in my mind,  and ¨§¨§§¨§¨¨§
¨¨§¨§¨¨§§¨            doing damage there.           §§§§¨§§§¨§
§¨§§§§¨§¨§                                          ¨¨¨¨§§¨¨§§
¨§§¨¨¨§§§§ then  i  realize i  can't hear  anything §¨¨¨§¨§¨§¨
¨§¨§¨¨§¨¨¨      because there's something there     §§¨¨§§§§§§
§§§§§¨§§¨¨    already, droning everything out, a    ¨¨§¨§¨¨¨¨¨
§¨¨¨¨§§¨§¨ rapid  melody,  almost  caustic  in it's ¨¨§§§§¨¨¨¨
§§¨¨¨§¨§§§        particular microtonality.         ¨¨§¨¨¨§¨¨¨
§¨§¨¨§§§¨¨                                          ¨¨§§¨¨§§¨¨
§§§§¨§¨¨§¨                    ,,                    ¨¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨¨¨§§§¨§§                                          §¨§§§§§§§§
¨§¨¨§¨¨§§¨ my surroundings  are entirely calm. it's ¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨§§¨§§¨§¨§             almost mocking.              §§¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨§¨§§¨§§§§                                          §¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨
¨§§§¨§§¨¨¨ i  feel  helpless, but  i  must  try  to §§§¨¨§¨¨¨¨
¨§¨¨§§¨§¨¨ escape. to crawl on the floor  searching §¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨
¨§§¨§¨§§§¨ relief, such  is my nature.  turning the §§¨§§§¨§¨¨
¨§¨§§§§¨¨§    lights on does nothing... getting     ¨¨§§¨¨§§§¨
¨§§§¨¨¨§¨§  outside does nothing... drinking water  §¨§¨§¨§¨¨§
§§¨¨§¨¨§§§ does noting...  but  time does  -  after §§§§§§§§¨§
¨¨§¨§§¨§¨¨     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     §¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§
§¨§§§¨§§§¨ doubting  anything of this  happened  in ¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨§§¨¨§             the first place.             ¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§§
¨¨¨§¨§¨§¨§                                          §§¨§¨¨¨¨§¨
¨¨¨§§§§§§§ my eyes are still tense though,  scared. ¨¨§§§¨¨¨§§
§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨ i    don't    know    what   to    make. ¨¨§¨¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨                                          §¨§§¨§§¨§§
¨¨§§¨§¨¨¨¨              but i'm tired.              ¨§§¨§§¨§§¨
¨¨§¨§§§¨¨¨                                          §§¨§§¨§§¨§
§¨§§§¨¨§¨¨                     ¨                    ¨¨§§¨§§¨§§
¨§§¨¨§¨§§¨                  ,,~†~,,                 ¨¨§¨§§¨§§¨
¨§¨§¨§§§¨§                     ¨                    ¨¨§§§¨§§¨§
§§§§§§¨¨§§                                          ¨¨§¨¨§§¨§§
¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§¨ this can happen if  you wander  too far, §¨§§¨§¨§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§§ i  guess?  i  shouldn't  be  so reckless §§§¨§§§§¨§
§¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨              when dreaming?              §¨¨§§¨¨¨§§
¨§¨¨¨¨§§¨¨ i  imagine a prick  on  the nose, that's §§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
¨§§¨¨¨§¨§¨ what these are. like you do  with a  cat §¨§§§§§¨§§
§§¨§¨¨§§§§ who comes to  close  to your sandwich... §§§¨¨¨¨§§¨
§¨§§§¨§¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§
¨§§¨¨§§§¨¨                                          §¨¨§§¨¨§§§
§§¨§¨§¨¨§¨                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§§§§§¨§§                                          §§§§§§§§§¨
§§§¨¨¨¨§§¨                                          §¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§
¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§                                          §§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§