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¨¨§¨§¨¨¨§§ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. ¨§§§§§§¨§¨
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¨§§§§¨§¨¨§ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, ¨¨¨§§§¨§§§
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§§¨§§§¨§¨§ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND §§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨§§¨¨§§§§§ DOING DAMAGE THERE. ¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§
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¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§ LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING §¨§§¨¨¨¨§§
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¨§§§¨¨§§§¨ WHEN DREAMING? ¨§§¨¨¨§¨§¨
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§¨§§§§¨§§§ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT §§§¨§¨¨¨§§
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