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,,~-*%%§##                  ,,%#%,,                 ##§%%*-~,,
,,,~-*%%§#             ,~*%########%*~,             #§%%*-~,,,
,,,,~-*%%§         ,,,~~-%# dreams #%-~~,,,         §%%*-~,,,,
,,,,,~-*%%             ,~*%########%*~,             %%*-~,,,,,
,,,,,,~-*%                  ,,%#%,,                 %*-~,,,,,,
,,,,,~-*%%                                          %%*-~,,,,,
,,,,~-*%%§                   ,~,                    §%%*-~,,,,
,,,~-*%%§#                 ,%§###§%,                #§%%*-~,,,
,,~-*%%§##                   ,~,                    ##§%%*-~,,
,~-*%%§###                                          ###§%%*-~,
,,~-*%%§##         internal visionary state         ##§%%*-~,,
,,,~-*%%§#                                          #§%%*-~,,,
,,,,~-*%%§            the spirit travels            §%%*-~,,,,
,,,,,~-*%%                                          %%*-~,,,,,
,,,,,,~-*%             ,~*%########%*~,             %*-~,,,,,,
,,,,,~-*%%                   ,-,                    %%*-~,,,,,
,,,,~-*%%§                                          §%%*-~,,,,
,,,~-*%%§#                  a cost                  #§%%*-~,,,
,,~-*%%§##                (anecdote)                ##§%%*-~,,
,~-*%%§###                                          ###§%%*-~,
,,~-*%%§##                    ~~                    ##§%%*-~,,
,,,~-*%%§#                                          #§%%*-~,,,
,,,,~-*%%§ i  wake  suddenly,  and   for  a  second §%%*-~,,,,
,,,,,~-*%% everything  is completely calm and  dead %%*-~,,,,,
,,,,,,~-*% silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i %*-~,,,,,,
,,,,,~-*%% slowly   start  to   piece  together  my %%*-~,,,,,
,,,,~-*%%§        consciousness and my body.        §%%*-~,,,,
,,,~-*%%§#                                          #§%%*-~,,,
,,~-*%%§## then  the   fear  hits  me  and  i  feel ##§%%*-~,,
,~-*%%§###    acutely sick. something is -wrong-.   ###§%%*-~,
,,~-*%%§##                                          ##§%%*-~,,
,,,~-*%%§#                    ,,                    #§%%*-~,,,
,,,,~-*%%§                                          §%%*-~,,,,
,,,,,~-*%% there are circles  and crosses inscribed %%*-~,,,,,
,,,,,,~-*% all over  my vision, pressing in,  being %*-~,,,,,,
,,,,,~-*%% almost hostile. i  can feel them squirm, %%*-~,,,,,
,,,,~-*%%§    their internal logic changing and     §%%*-~,,,,
,,,~-*%%§# grinding trenches in  my mind. it's like #§%%*-~,,,
,,~-*%%§## language, sentences i can't  hide  from, ##§%%*-~,,
,~-*%%§### forcefully transcribed in  my  mind, and ###§%%*-~,
,,~-*%%§##            doing damage there.           ##§%%*-~,,
,,,~-*%%§#                                          #§%%*-~,,,
,,,,~-*%%§ then i  realize  i can't  hear  anything §%%*-~,,,,
,,,,,~-*%%     because there's something there      %%*-~,,,,,
,,,,,,~-*%    already, droning everything out, a    %*-~,,,,,,
,,,,,~-*%% rapid  melody,  almost caustic  in  it's %%*-~,,,,,
,,,,~-*%%§        particular microtonality.         §%%*-~,,,,
,,,~-*%%§#                                          #§%%*-~,,,
,,~-*%%§##                    ~~                    ##§%%*-~,,
,~-*%%§###                                          ###§%%*-~,
,,~-*%%§## my  surroundings are entirely calm. it's ##§%%*-~,,
,,,~-*%%§#             almost mocking.              #§%%*-~,,,
,,,,~-*%%§                                          §%%*-~,,,,
,,,,,~-*%% i feel  helpless,  but  i  must  try  to %%*-~,,,,,
,,,,,,~-*% escape. to crawl on  the floor searching %*-~,,,,,,
,,,,,~-*%% relief,  such is my nature.  turning the %%*-~,,,,,
,,,,~-*%%§     lights on does nothing... getting    §%%*-~,,,,
,,,~-*%%§#  outside does nothing... drinking water  #§%%*-~,,,
,,~-*%%§## does noting...  but  time  does -  after ##§%%*-~,,
,~-*%%§###     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ###§%%*-~,
,,~-*%%§## doubting  anything of this  happened  in ##§%%*-~,,
,,,~-*%%§#             the first place.             #§%%*-~,,,
,,,,~-*%%§                                          §%%*-~,,,,
,,,,,~-*%% my eyes  are still tense though, scared. %%*-~,,,,,
,,,,,,~-*% i   don't    know    what    to    make. %*-~,,,,,,
,,,,,~-*%%                                          %%*-~,,,,,
,,,,~-*%%§              but i'm tired.              §%%*-~,,,,
,,,~-*%%§#                                          #§%%*-~,,,
,,~-*%%§##                    ,                     ##§%%*-~,,
,~-*%%§###                  ~~-*-~~                 ###§%%*-~,
,,~-*%%§##                     ,                    ##§%%*-~,,
,,,~-*%%§#                                          #§%%*-~,,,
,,,,~-*%%§ this can happen  if you  wander too far, §%%*-~,,,,
,,,,,~-*%% i  guess? i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless %%*-~,,,,,
,,,,,,~-*%              when dreaming?              %*-~,,,,,,
,,,,,~-*%% i imagine  a prick  on the nose,  that's %%*-~,,,,,
,,,,~-*%%§ what  these are. like you do with a  cat §%%*-~,,,,
,,,~-*%%§# who comes to close  to your  sandwich... #§%%*-~,,,
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