växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how  i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if  i really want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?