växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can i  make 
 it feel like  there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?