växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it feel  like  it 
             doesn't matter?