växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i  really  want to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?