växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i  make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?