växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like there  is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?