växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how i  let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like there  is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?