växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to, can  i  make 
 it feel  like  there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?