växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how  i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it feel  like  it 
             doesn't matter?