växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?