växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how  i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is  enough of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?