växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how i  let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if  i really want to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?