växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how  i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really  want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like there  is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?