växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want  to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make  it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?