växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want  to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i  make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?