växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it  feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?