växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like there  is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i  make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?