växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to,  can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?