växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a   blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?