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@,@@,,,@@@ all  i want is  eternal bliss? ~~~~~ all @@,,@,,,,,
,,@@@,,@,@ i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then @@@,,@,,,,
,,@,@@,,,@ sleep.  ~~~~~  all   i  want  is  to  be @,@@,,@,,,
,,,,@@@,,@ strapped   to   a   hostpital  bed   and ,,@@@,,@,,
,,,,@,@@,, injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. ,,@,@@,,@,
,,,,,,@@@, ~~~~~  gutter   snakes,   ground  snakes @,,,@@@,,@
@,,,,,@,@@ ~~~~~ i'm  on  an  astral  plane, slowly ,@,,@,@@,,
,@,,,,,,@@ sinking into  the earth's  embrace ~~~~~ ,,@,,,@@@,
,,@,,,,,@, the  snakes  like  waves over  me  ~~~~~ ,,,@,,@,@@
@,,@,,,,,, muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in ,,,,@,,,@@
@@,,@,,,,, rain ~~~~~ eyelids  closing ~~~~~  all i @,,,,@,,@,
@@@,,@,,,, want is  to be strapped  to a chair, and ,@,,,,@,,,
@,@@,,@,,, have  wolf blood forcibly pumped into me ,,@,,,,@,,
,,@@@,,@,, ~~~~~ i want to be  healed  by an  angel @,,@,,,,@,
,,@,@@,,@, or                a                demon @@,,@,,,,@
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