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&,&,&,&,&, all  i want is  eternal bliss? ~~~~~ all &,,&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&,&, i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then &,&&,,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&, sleep.  ~~~~~  all   i  want  is  to  be &,,&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&,&, strapped   to   a   hostpital  bed   and &,&&,,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&, injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. &,,&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&,&, ~~~~~   gutter   snakes,  ground  snakes &,&&,,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&, ~~~~~ i'm on  an  astral  plane,  slowly &,,&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&,&, sinking  into  the earth's embrace ~~~~~ &,&&,,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&, the  snakes  like  waves  over  me ~~~~~ &,,&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&,&, muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in &,&&,,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&, rain ~~~~~ eyelids  closing ~~~~~  all i &,,&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&,&, want is to  be strapped to a chair,  and &,&&,,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&, have wolf blood forcibly pumped into  me &,,&,&&,&,
&,&,&,&,&, ~~~~~ i want to  be healed  by an  angel &,&&,,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&, or                a                demon &,,&,&&,&,
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