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,&&&&,&&,& all  i  want is eternal bliss? ««««« all &&,,,,&&,&
&&,,,&&,&& i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then &,&,,,&,&&
,,&,,&,&&, sleep.  «««««  all   i  want  is  to  be &&&&,,&&&,
,,&&,&&&,& strapped   to   a  hostpital   bed   and ,,,,&,&,,&
&,&,&&,,&& injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. &,,,&&&&,&
,&&&&,&,&, «««««  gutter   snakes,   ground  snakes &&,,&,,,&&
&&,,,&&&&& «««««  i'm  on an  astral plane,  slowly &,&,&&,,&,
&,&,,&,,,, sinking  into the earth's  embrace ««««« &&&&&,&,&&
,&&&,&&,,, the  snakes  like waves  over  me  ««««« &,,,,&&&&,
,&,,&&,&,, muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in &&,,,&,,,&
&&&,&,&&&, rain ««««« eyelids closing  ««««« all  i &,&,,&&,,&
,,,&&&&,,& want is  to be strapped to a chair,  and ,&&&,&,&,&
&,,&,,,&,& have wolf blood forcibly pumped  into me ,&,,&&&&&&
,&,&&,,&&& ««««« i  want  to  be healed by an angel &&&,&,,,,,
,&&&,&,&,, or                a                demon ,,,&&&,,,,
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