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,@,@@,,@@, ALL I  WANT  IS ETERNAL BLISS? ~~~~~ ALL @,@,,@,@,,
@@@,@,@,@@ I  WANT  IS  TOTAL  EUPHORIA,  AND  THEN @@@,@@@@,,
,,@@@@@@,@ SLEEP.  ~~~~~   ALL  I  WANT  IS  TO  BE ,,@@,,,@,@
,@,,,,,@@@ STRAPPED   TO  A   HOSTPITAL   BED   AND ,@,@,,@@@@
@@,,,,@,,@ INJECTED  WITH  ALL  KINDS  OF  POISONS. @@@@,@,,,@
,@,,,@@,@, ~~~~~   GUTTER  SNAKES,   GROUND  SNAKES ,,,@@@,,@,
@@,,@,@@@, ~~~~~  I'M ON  AN  ASTRAL PLANE,  SLOWLY ,,@,,@,@@,
,@,@@@,,@, SINKING INTO  THE EARTH'S  EMBRACE ~~~~~ ,@@,@@@,@@
@@@,,@,@@, THE  SNAKES  LIKE  WAVES OVER  ME  ~~~~~ @,@@,,@@,@
,,@,@@@,@, MUFFLED  SOUND,  LIKE  FARAWAY  CARS  IN @@,@,@,@@,
,@@@,,@@@, RAIN ~~~~~ EYELIDS CLOSING  ~~~~~  ALL I ,@@@@@@,@,
@,,@,@,,@, WANT IS TO BE STRAPPED TO A  CHAIR,  AND @,,,,,@@@,
@,@@@@,@@, HAVE WOLF BLOOD FORCIBLY PUMPED  INTO ME @,,,,@,,@@
@@,,,@@,@@ ~~~~~ I  WANT TO  BE  HEALED BY AN ANGEL @,,,@@,@,,
,@,,@,@@,, OR                A                DEMON @,,@,@@@,@
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