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.......... ALL I WANT IS ETERNAL BLISS? ===== ALL @@@.@@@@@@
.........@ I WANT IS TOTAL EUPHORIA, AND THEN ..@@.....@
........@@ SLEEP. ===== ALL I WANT IS TO BE .@.@....@@
.......@.. STRAPPED TO A HOSTPITAL BED AND @@@@...@.@
......@@.. INJECTED WITH ALL KINDS OF POISONS. ...@..@@@@
.....@.@.. ===== GUTTER SNAKES, GROUND SNAKES ..@@.@...@
....@@@@.@ ===== I'M ON AN ASTRAL PLANE, SLOWLY .@.@@@..@@
...@...@@@ SINKING INTO THE EARTH'S EMBRACE ===== @@@..@.@.@
..@@..@... THE SNAKES LIKE WAVES OVER ME ===== ..@.@@@@@@
.@.@.@@..@ MUFFLED SOUND, LIKE FARAWAY CARS IN .@@@.....@
@@@@@.@.@@ RAIN ===== EYELIDS CLOSING ===== ALL I @..@....@@
....@@@@.@ WANT IS TO BE STRAPPED TO A CHAIR, AND @.@@...@..
...@...@@. HAVE WOLF BLOOD FORCIBLY PUMPED INTO ME @@.@..@@..
..@@..@.@. ===== I WANT TO BE HEALED BY AN ANGEL .@@@.@.@..
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