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~-,,,,,,,, i used to be a goth, in my youth, doing ,,,,,,,,-~
-,,,,,,,,, crimes mostly from or in my beloved and ,,,,,,,,,-
,,,,,,,,,, trusted car, and sometimes my mothers ,,,,,,,,,,
-,,,,,,,,, barn. we lived just outside town, a ,,,,,,,,,-
~-,,,,,,,, grove at the end of a dirt road, and ,,,,,,,,-~
†~-,,,,,,, the barn was placed so you could just ,,,,,,,-~†
*†~-,,,,,, make out the surrounding fields through ,,,,,,-~†*
%*†~-,,,,, the trees. ,,,,,-~†*%
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£§%*†~-,,, my car was black and loud, both the ,,,-~†*%§£
#£§%*†~-,, engine and the way the parts didn't ,,-~†*%§£#
##£§%*†~-, really stick together. i took my ,-~†*%§£##
#£§%*†~-,, crimefriend for rides, in the dark, the ,,-~†*%§£#
£§%*†~-,,, eternal dark that seemed to surround ,,,-~†*%§£
§%*†~-,,,, us. she seemed to cast this veil over ,,,,-~†*%§
%*†~-,,,,, everything. her black skirt reached to ,,,,,-~†*%
*†~-,,,,,, her knees but then somehow also back ,,,,,,-~†*
†~-,,,,,,, around, enveloping all my memories of ,,,,,,,-~†
~-,,,,,,,, our time together. ,,,,,,,,-~
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,,,,,,,,,, there was blood everywhere. sometimes ,,,,,,,,,,
-,,,,,,,,, the blood was her red lipstick or her ,,,,,,,,,-
~-,,,,,,,, checkered shirt. she was on television. ,,,,,,,,-~
†~-,,,,,,, we did crime, and we made weird ,,,,,,,-~†
*†~-,,,,,, structures in the barn, tall pillars of ,,,,,,-~†*
%*†~-,,,,, dark wood, ladders and plateaus, fires ,,,,,-~†*%
§%*†~-,,,, and fairy lights. we would sleep there ,,,,-~†*%§
£§%*†~-,,, and drink there and she would go in the ,,,-~†*%§£
#£§%*†~-,, television. ,,-~†*%§£#
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#£§%*†~-,, and then the sun came out, and she went ,,-~†*%§£#
£§%*†~-,,, away. everything changed... i yearned, ,,,-~†*%§£
§%*†~-,,,, and the world became dull around me. ,,,,-~†*%§
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*†~-,,,,,, i stopped doing crime, except when ,,,,,,-~†*
†~-,,,,,,, necessarry. things somehow seemed like ,,,,,,,-~†
~-,,,,,,,, they were allright, moulded in place, ,,,,,,,,-~
-,,,,,,,,, and i loathed it ------ i missed her ,,,,,,,,,-
,,,,,,,,,, so much. ,,,,,,,,,,
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§%*†~-,,,, i searched for her, but nobody had any ,,,,-~†*%§
£§%*†~-,,, memories of her. not so much of me ,,,-~†*%§£
#£§%*†~-,, either, from the time we were together. ,,-~†*%§£#
##£§%*†~-, my mother said i kept to myself in the ,-~†*%§£##
#£§%*†~-,, barn, or in the car. ,,-~†*%§£#
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§%*†~-,,,, sometimes i could still see her ,,,,-~†*%§
%*†~-,,,,, flashing by on the tv in the barn. ,,,,,-~†*%
*†~-,,,,,, everything was black then, for a ,,,,,,-~†*
†~-,,,,,,, moment. i remembered her laugh and knew ,,,,,,,-~†
~-,,,,,,,, we had done crimes together, that it ,,,,,,,,-~
-,,,,,,,,, had been real... ,,,,,,,,,-
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%*†~-,,,,, i died by getting shot in the head ,,,,,-~†*%
§%*†~-,,,, while ramming the fence to a military ,,,,-~†*%§
£§%*†~-,,, facility. by this time they had been ,,,-~†*%§£
#£§%*†~-,, chasing me for days. i lost control ,,-~†*%§£#
##£§%*†~-, over the car, crashed it into a rock ,-~†*%§£##
#£§%*†~-,, wall and flew out the windshield. ,,-~†*%§£#
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§%*†~-,,,, and then i got up, and looked around. ,,,,-~†*%§
%*†~-,,,,, it was dark, where it previously had ,,,,,-~†*%
*†~-,,,,,, been a bright day. around me where ,,,,,,-~†*
†~-,,,,,,, dozens of crashed cars, all my car, ,,,,,,,-~†
~-,,,,,,,, some on fire. ,,,,,,,,-~
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,,,,,,,,,, the ground was sticky, red. ,,,,,,,,,,
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~-,,,,,,,, and then i realized that i knew this ,,,,,,,,-~
†~-,,,,,,, darkness. i knew the way the sky ,,,,,,,-~†
*†~-,,,,,, touched the ground. this was her doing! ,,,,,,-~†*
%*†~-,,,,, she was here! ,,,,,-~†*%
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