,,,,~«\^%¶ ¶%^\«~,,,,
,,,~«\^%¶# #¶%^\«~,,,
,,~«\^%¶## ##¶%^\«~,,
,~«\^%¶### ###¶%^\«~,
,,~«\^%¶## ##¶%^\«~,,
,,,~«\^%¶# #&,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,& #¶%^\«~,,,
,,,,~«\^%¶ , , ¶%^\«~,,,,
,,,,,~«\^% , the dream , %^\«~,,,,,
,,,,,,~«\^ , of being swallowed , ^\«~,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~«\ , by the beast. , \«~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,~«\^ , , ^\«~,,,,,,
,,,,,~«\^% #&,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,& %^\«~,,,,,
,,,,~«\^%¶ ¶%^\«~,,,,
,,,~«\^%¶# # inside «««««««««««««««« # #¶%^\«~,,,
,,~«\^%¶## , an animal , as if , to be safe ##¶%^\«~,,
,~«\^%¶### ###¶%^\«~,
,,~«\^%¶## ,,######,,,###,,,###, ##¶%^\«~,,
,,,~«\^%¶# «~,#### «~,###«~, ####«, #¶%^\«~,,,
,,,,~«\^%¶ «~,#### «~,###«~, ####«, ¶%^\«~,,,,
,,,,,~«\^% the dream of resting inside another %^\«~,,,,,
,,,,,,~«\^ animal. thats how it starts, ^\«~,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~«\ «~, with the dream, ,~« \«~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,~«\^ «~,####«~,###«~,####«, ^\«~,,,,,,
,,,,,~«\^% but this time i was curious of where it %^\«~,,,,,
,,,,~«\^%¶ was going, ¶%^\«~,,,,
,,,~«\^%¶# #\\ «««««««««« \\# #¶%^\«~,,,
,,~«\^%¶## \\ «« «« «« «« «« «« «« «« «« «« \\ ##¶%^\«~,,
,~«\^%¶### ###¶%^\«~,
,,~«\^%¶## the first gate is the lips ##¶%^\«~,,
,,,~«\^%¶# #¶%^\«~,,,
,,,,~«\^%¶ , , to get at the throat. , ¶%^\«~,,,,
,,,,,~«\^% %^\«~,,,,,
,,,,,,~«\^ to be falling into the water, the ^\«~,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~«\ ocean, the void, but it must be done in \«~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,~«\^ the right way - in a very specific way. ^\«~,,,,,,
,,,,,~«\^% %^\«~,,,,,
,,,,~«\^%¶ \~~~«««««««««««\\\\~~~~~~~\~««««~~~~~\~ ¶%^\«~,,,,
,,,~«\^%¶# ~~~\\\\\\\~~~~\«~ #¶%^\«~,,,
,,~«\^%¶## ~~~\\\«««~\«\\\«~~~\««««\\\\\\\~ ##¶%^\«~,,
,~«\^%¶### ~~~~\~««~\\~\\\\\\\\\\ ###¶%^\«~,
,,~«\^%¶## \\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\ \\\\\\\\\\\\\ ##¶%^\«~,,
,,,~«\^%¶# it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's #¶%^\«~,,,
,,,,~«\^%¶ slow... graceful... but then it gets ¶%^\«~,,,,
,,,,,~«\^% too much and you faint. %^\«~,,,,,
,,,,,,~«\^ \#~~\«~~~~«~«««««««««««««««\\\\\\\ ^\«~,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~«\ \\\\\\\\\\\\\ (you will feel very close \«~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,~«\^ to nature) ^\«~,,,,,,
,,,,,~«\^% \#~~\«~~~~«~«««««««««««««««\\\\\\\ %^\«~,,,,,
,,,,~«\^%¶ \\\\\\\\\\\\\ (you will feel very close ¶%^\«~,,,,
,,,~«\^%¶# to the beast that is everything) #¶%^\«~,,,
,,~«\^%¶## \#~~\«~~~~«~«««««««««««««««\\\\\\\ ##¶%^\«~,,
,~«\^%¶### \\\\\\\\\\\\\ (only through its help) ###¶%^\«~,
,,~«\^%¶## \#~~\«~~~~«~«««««««««««««««\\ (very ##¶%^\«~,,
,,,~«\^%¶# hard to get here without the aid of the #¶%^\«~,,,
,,,,~«\^%¶ beast) \\\ (state where the human is ¶%^\«~,,,,
,,,,,~«\^% submerged in the animal) \\\ \\ %^\«~,,,,,
,,,,,,~«\^ (becoming the animal) \\\ (forget ^\«~,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~«\ everything else) \\\ \\ (my soul is the \«~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,~«\^ beast's soul) \\\ (a sludgy sense of ^\«~,,,,,,
,,,,,~«\^% satisfaction. it's good) \\\ (it's %^\«~,,,,,
,,,,~«\^%¶ good) \\\ \\ (breathing heavily) \\\ ¶%^\«~,,,,
,,,~«\^%¶# \\\ \\ (the two souls will move #¶%^\«~,,,
,,~«\^%¶## together) \\\ (merge and dissolve) \\\ ##¶%^\«~,,
,~«\^%¶### (collective body) \\\ (rearranged and ###¶%^\«~,
,,~«\^%¶## reordered) \\\ (the individual is not ##¶%^\«~,,
,,,~«\^%¶# so important) #¶%^\«~,,,
,,,,~«\^%¶ ¶%^\«~,,,,
,,,,,~«\^% %^\«~,,,,,
,,,,,,~«\^ ^\«~,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~«\ \«~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,~«\^ ^\«~,,,,,,