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&,,,,&,,,, #&,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,& ,,&&&&,,&&
,,&&,,,&&,              ,             ,             &,,&&,,,,&
,,,,,&,,,,              , the dream  ,              ,,,,,,&&,,
&&&&,,,&&&          , of being swallowed ,          ,&&&&,,,,&
&&&,,&,,&&            , by the beast. ,             ,,&&,,&&,,
,&,,,,,,,,                   ,   ,                  &,,,,,,,,,
,,,&&&&&&& #&,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,& ,,&&&&&&&&
,&,,&&&&&&                                          &,,&&&&&&,
,,,,,&&&&& #      inside     ----------------     # ,,,,&&&&,,
&&&&,,&&&, ,  an  animal  ,  as if  ,  to  be  safe ,&&,,&&,,&
&&&,,,,&,,                                          ,,,,,,,,,,
,&,,&&,,,&           ,,######,,,###,,,###,          &&&&&&&&&,
,,,,,,,&,, -,,####         -,,###-,,         ####-, &&&&&&&&,,
&&&&&&,,,& -,,####         -,,###-,,         ####-, ,&&&&&&,,&
&&&&&,,&,, the  dream  of  resting  inside  another ,,&&&&,,,,
,&&&,,,,,, animal.    thats    how    it    starts, ,,,&&,,&&,
,,&,,&&&&& -,,     with     the     dream,      ,,- &&,,,,,,,,
&,,,,,&&&&          -,,####-,,###-,,####-,          ,,,&&&&&&&
,,&&&,,&&& but this time i was curious  of where it &&,,&&&&&&
,,,&,,,,&, was                               going, ,,,,,&&&&,
&&,,,&&,,, #;;            ----------            ;;# &&&&,,&&,,
,,,&,,,,&, ;;  -- -- -- --  --  -- -- --  -- --  ;; ,&&,,,,,,,
&&,,,&&,,,                                          ,,,,&&&&&&
&,,&,,,,&& the    first    gate    is   the    lips &&&,,&&&&&
,,,,,&&,,&                                          &&,,,,&&&&
,&&&,,,,,, ,  ,   to   get   at   the   throat.   , ,,,&&,,&&,
,,&,,&&&&&                                          &&,,,,,,,,
&,,,,,&&&, to  be  falling  into  the   water,  the &,,&&&&&&&
,,&&&,,&,, ocean,  the void, but it must be done in ,,,,&&&&&&
,,,&,,,,,, the right way - in a very  specific way. &&&,,&&&&,
&&,,,&&&&&                                          &&,,,,&&,,
,,,&,,&&&,  ;,,,-----------;;;;,,,,,,,;,----,,,,,;, &,,&&,,,,,
&&,,,,,&,,             ,,,;;;;;;;,,,,;-,            ,,,,,,&&&&
&,,&&&,,,&     ,,,;;;---,;-;;;-,,,;----;;;;;;;,     ,&&&&,,&&&
,,,,&,,&,,          ,,,,;,--,;;,;;;;;;;;;;          ,,&&,,,,&&
,&&,,,,,,& ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;      ;;;;;;;;;;;;; &,,,,&&,,,
,,,,&&&&,,  it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's  ,,&&,,,,&&
,&&,,&&,,&   slow... graceful... but then it gets   &,,,,&&,,,
,,,,,,,,,,         too much and you faint.          ,,&&,,,,&&
,&&&&&&&&&    ;#,,;-,,,,-,---------------;;;;;;;    &,,,,&&,,,
,,&&&&&&&& ;;;;;;;;;;;;; (you will feel very close  ,,&&,,,,&&
,,,&&&&&&&                to nature)                ,,,,,&&,,,
&&,,&&&&&&    ;#,,;-,,,,-,---------------;;;;;;;    &&&&,,,,&&
&,,,,&&&&&  ;;;;;;;;;;;;; (you will feel very close ,&&,,&&,,&
,,&&,,&&&&     to the beast that is everything)     ,,,,,,,,,,
&,,,,,,&&,    ;#,,;-,,,,-,---------------;;;;;;;    ,&&&&&&&&&
,,&&&&,,,,  ;;;;;;;;;;;;; (only through its help)   ,,&&&&&&&&
,,,&&,,&&,    ;#,,;-,,,,-,---------------;; (very   ,,,&&&&&&,
&&,,,,,,,,  hard to get here without the aid of the &&,,&&&&,,
,,,&&&&&&,   beast) ;;; (state where the human is   ,,,,,&&,,,
&&,,&&&&,,      submerged in the animal) ;;; ;;     &&&&,,,,&&
&,,,,&&,,,     (becoming the animal) ;;; (forget    &&&,,&&,,&
,,&&,,,,&&  everything else) ;;; ;; (my soul is the &&,,,,,,,,
&,,,,&&,,&   beast's soul) ;;; (a sludgy sense of   ,,,&&&&&&&
,,&&,,,,,,    satisfaction. it's good) ;;; (it's    &&,,&&&&&&
,,,,,&&&&&   good) ;;; ;; (breathing heavily) ;;;   ,,,,,&&&&,
&&&&,,&&&&     ;;; ;; (the two souls will move      &&&&,,&&,,
,&&,,,,&&&  together) ;;; (merge and dissolve) ;;;  ,&&,,,,,,,
,,,,&&,,&&   (collective body) ;;; (rearranged and  ,,,,&&&&&&
,&&,,,,,,,  reordered) ;;; (the individual is not   ,&&,,&&&&,
,,,,&&&&&&              so important)               ,,,,,,&&,,
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