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&&&&&&&&&, &,,,,,,,&&
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&&&&&&&,,, #&,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,& ,,,&&&,,,,
,&&&&&,,&& , , &&,,&,,&&,
,,&&&,,,,, , the dream , ,,,,,,,,,,
&,,&,,&&&& , of being swallowed , &&&&&&&&&&
,,,,,,,&&& , by the beast. , &&&&&&&&&&
,&&&&&,,&& , , &&&&&&&&&,
,,&&&,,,,& #&,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,& ,&&&&&&&,,
&,,&,,&&,, ,,&&&&&,,&
,,,,,,,,,, # inside «««««««««««««««« # ,,,&&&,,,,
&&&&&&&&&& , an animal , as if , to be safe &&,,&,,&&&
&&&&&&&&&, ,,,,,,,,&&
&&&&&&&&,, ,,####@#,,,###,,,###, &&&&&&&,,&
&&&&&&&,,& «,,#### «,,###«,, ####«, &&&&&&,,,,
,&&&&&,,,, «,,#### «,,###«,, ####«, &&&&&,,&&,
,,&&&,,&&, the dream of resting inside another ,&&&,,,,,,
&,,&,,,,,, animal. thats how it starts, ,,&,,&&&&&
,,,,,&&&&, «,, with the dream, ,,« ,,,,,,&&&&
,&&&,,&&,, «,,####«,,###«,,####«, &&&&&,,&&,
,,&,,,,,,, but this time i was curious of where it ,&&&,,,,,,
&,,,&&&&&& was going, ,,&,,&&&&&
,,&,,&&&&& @^^ «««««««««« ^^@ ,,,,,,&&&&
,,,,,,&&&, ^^ «« «« «« «« «« «« «« «« «« «« ^^ &&&&&,,&&,
&&&&&,,&,, &&&&,,,,,,
,&&&,,,,,& the first gate is the lips &&&,,&&&&,
,,&,,&&&,, &&,,,,&&,,
&,,,,,&,,& , , to get at the throat. , &,,&&,,,,&
,,&&&,,,,, ,,,,,,&&,,
&,,&,,&&&, to be falling into the water, the &&&&&,,,,&
,,,,,,,&,, ocean, the void, but it must be done in ,&&&,,&&,,
&&&&&&,,,, the right way - in a very specific way. ,,&,,,,,,&
&&&&&,,&&& &,,,&&&&,,
,&&&,,,,&& ^,,,«««««««««««^^^^,,,,,,,^,««««,,,,,^, ,,&,,&&,,,
,,&,,&&,,& ,,,^^^^^^^,,,,^«, ,,,,,,,,&&
,,,,,,,,,, ,,,^^^«««,^«^^^«,,,^««««^^^^^^^, &&&&&&&,,,
&&&&&&&&&, ,,,,^,««,^^,^^^^^^^^^^ &&&&&&,,&&
&&&&&&&&,, ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^ &&&&&,,,,&
&&&&&&&,,& it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's ,&&&,,&&,,
,&&&&&,,,, slow... graceful... but then it gets ,,&,,,,,,,
,,&&&,,&&& too much and you faint. &,,,&&&&&&
,,,&,,,,&& ^#,,^«,,,,«,«««««««««««««««^^^^^^^ ,,&,,&&&&,
&&,,,&&,,& ^^^^^^^^^^^^^ (you will feel very close ,,,,,,&&,,
,,,&,,,,,, to nature) &&&&&,,,,,
&&,,,&&&&, ^#,,^«,,,,«,«««««««««««««««^^^^^^^ ,&&&,,&&&&
&,,&,,&&,, ^^^^^^^^^^^^^ (you will feel very close ,,&,,,,&&&
,,,,,,,,,& to the beast that is everything) &,,,&&,,&&
,&&&&&&&,, ^#,,^«,,,,«,«««««««««««««««^^^^^^^ ,,&,,,,,,,
,,&&&&&,,& ^^^^^^^^^^^^^ (only through its help) &,,,&&&&&&
,,,&&&,,,, ^#,,^«,,,,«,«««««««««««««««^^ (very ,,&,,&&&&,
&&,,&,,&&, hard to get here without the aid of the ,,,,,,&&,,
,,,,,,,,,, beast) ^^^ (state where the human is &&&&&,,,,,
&&&&&&&&&& submerged in the animal) ^^^ ^^ ,&&&,,&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& (becoming the animal) ^^^ (forget ,,&,,,,&&&
&&&&&&&&&, everything else) ^^^ ^^ (my soul is the &,,,&&,,&&
&&&&&&&&,, beast's soul) ^^^ (a sludgy sense of ,,&,,,,,,&
&&&&&&&,,& satisfaction. it's good) ^^^ (it's ,,,,&&&&,,
,&&&&&,,,, good) ^^^ ^^ (breathing heavily) ^^^ &&&,,&&,,,
,,&&&,,&&, ^^^ ^^ (the two souls will move ,&,,,,,,&&
,,,&,,,,,, together) ^^^ (merge and dissolve) ^^^ ,,,&&&&,,,
&&,,,&&&&, (collective body) ^^^ (rearranged and ,&,,&&,,&&
&,,&,,&&,, reordered) ^^^ (the individual is not ,,,,,,,,,&
,,,,,,,,,& so important) ,&&&&&&&,,
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