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&&&&&.&&.& #&.....................................& ....&.&&&.
&....&&.&& . . &...&&&..&
.&...&.&&. . the dream . &&..&..&.&
&&&..&&&.& . of being swallowed . &.&.&&.&&&
...&.&..&& . by the beast. . &&&&&.&&..
...&&&&.&. . . &....&&.&.
...&...&&& #&.....................................& .&...&.&&&
&..&&..&.. .&&..&&&..
&&.&.&.&&. # inside ================ # &&.&.&..&.
&.&&&&&&.& . an animal . as if . to be safe ..&&&&&.&&
.&&.....&& ..&....&&.
.&.&....&. ..######...###...###. &.&&...&.&
&&&&&...&& =^.#### =^.###=^. ####=. .&&.&..&&&
.....&..&. =^.#### =^.###=^. ####=. .&.&&&.&..
.....&&.&& the dream of resting inside another &&&&..&&&.
.....&.&&. animal. thats how it starts, &...&.&..&
&....&&&.& =^. with the dream, .^= .&..&&&&.&
.&...&..&& =^.####=^.###=^.####=. .&&.&...&&
&&&..&&.&. but this time i was curious of where it &&.&&&..&.
&..&.&.&&& was going, &.&&..&.&&
.&.&&&&&.. #:: ========== ::# &&&.&.&&&.
.&&&....&. :: == == == == == == == == == == :: &..&&&&..&
&&..&...&& .&.&...&.&
..&.&&..&. the first gate is the lips &&&&&..&&&
&.&&&.&.&& &....&.&..
&&&..&&&&. . . to get at the throat. . &&...&&&&.
&..&.&...& &.&..&...&
.&.&&&&..& to be falling into the water, the .&&&.&&..&
&&&&...&.& ocean, the void, but it must be done in &&..&&.&.&
....&..&&& the right way - in a very specific way. ..&.&.&&&&
&...&&.&.. &.&&&&&...
&&..&.&&&. :^^^===========::::^^^^^^^:^====^^^^^:^ .&&....&..
&.&.&&&..& ^^^:::::::^^^^:=^ &&.&...&&.
&&&&&..&.& ^^^:::===^:=:::=^^^:====:::::::^ &.&&&..&.&
.....&.&&& ^^^^:^==^::^:::::::::: .&&..&.&&&
&....&&&.. ::::::::::::::::::::: ::::::::::::: &&.&.&&&..
&&...&..&. it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's ..&&&&..&.
&.&..&&.&& slow... graceful... but then it gets &.&...&.&&
.&&&.&.&&. too much and you faint. .&&&..&&&.
.&..&&&&.& :#^^:=^^^^=^===============::::::: .&..&.&..&
&&&.&...&& ::::::::::::: (you will feel very close .&&.&&&&.&
...&&&..&. to nature) .&.&&...&&
&..&..&.&& :#^^:=^^^^=^===============::::::: &&&&.&..&.
&&.&&.&&&. ::::::::::::: (you will feel very close ....&&&.&&
..&&.&&..& to the beast that is everything) &...&..&&.
..&.&&.&.& :#^^:=^^^^=^===============::::::: &&..&&.&.&
&.&&&.&&&& ::::::::::::: (only through its help) ..&.&.&&&&
.&&..&&... :#^^:=^^^^=^===============:: (very ..&&&&&...
.&.&.&.&.. hard to get here without the aid of the ..&....&..
.&&&&&&&&. beast) ::: (state where the human is ..&&...&&.
.&.......& submerged in the animal) ::: :: ..&.&..&.&
&&&......& (becoming the animal) ::: (forget &.&&&&.&&&
...&.....& everything else) ::: :: (my soul is the .&&...&&..
...&&....& beast's soul) ::: (a sludgy sense of .&.&..&.&.
...&.&...& satisfaction. it's good) ::: (it's .&&&&.&&&&
&..&&&&..& good) ::: :: (breathing heavily) ::: .&...&&...
&&.&...&.& ::: :: (the two souls will move .&&..&.&..
&.&&&..&&& together) ::: (merge and dissolve) ::: .&.&.&&&&.
&&&..&.&.. (collective body) ::: (rearranged and .&&&&&...&
...&.&&&&. reordered) ::: (the individual is not &&....&..&
&..&&&...& so important) &.&...&&.&
.&.&..&..& &&&&..&.&&
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