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@.@@....@@ . the dream . ...@@@....
..@@@...@. . of being swallowed . ...@.@@...
..@.@@.... . by the beast. . .....@@@..
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.@@.....@@ . an animal . as if . to be safe ...@.....@
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...@@@.... --.#### --.###--. ####-. @.....@...
...@.@@... --.#### --.###--. ####-. .@.....@..
.....@@@.. the dream of resting inside another ..@.....@.
.....@.@@. animal. thats how it starts, ...@.....@
@......@@@ --. with the dream, .-- ....@.....
.@.....@.@ --.####--.###--.####-. .....@....
..@......@ but this time i was curious of where it @.....@...
...@.....@ was going, .@.....@..
....@..... #†† ---------- ††# ..@.....@.
.....@.... †† -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- †† @..@.....@
@.....@... @@..@.....
.@.....@.. the first gate is the lips .@@..@....
..@.....@. .@@@..@...
...@.....@ . . to get at the throat. . .@.@@..@..
....@..... ...@@@..@.
.....@.... to be falling into the water, the ...@.@@..@
@.....@... ocean, the void, but it must be done in .....@@@..
.@.....@.. the right way - in a very specific way. .....@.@@.
..@.....@. .......@@@
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.@@..@.... ---†††----†-†††----†----†††††††- ..@......@
.@@@..@... ----†----††-†††††††††† @..@......
.@.@@..@.. ††††††††††††††††††††† ††††††††††††† @@..@.....
...@@@..@. it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's @@@..@....
...@.@@..@ slow... graceful... but then it gets @.@@..@...
.....@@@.. too much and you faint. ..@@@..@..
.....@.@@. †#--†----------------------††††††† ..@.@@..@.
.......@@@ ††††††††††††† (you will feel very close ....@@@..@
@......@.@ to nature) ....@.@@..
.@.......@ †#--†----------------------††††††† ......@@@.
..@......@ ††††††††††††† (you will feel very close ......@.@@
@..@...... to the beast that is everything) @.......@@
@@..@..... †#--†----------------------††††††† @@......@.
@@@..@.... ††††††††††††† (only through its help) @@@.......
@.@@..@... †#--†----------------------†† (very @.@@......
..@@@..@.. hard to get here without the aid of the ..@@@.....
..@.@@..@. beast) ††† (state where the human is ..@.@@....
....@@@..@ submerged in the animal) ††† †† ....@@@...
....@.@@.. (becoming the animal) ††† (forget @...@.@@..
......@@@. everything else) ††† †† (my soul is the @@....@@@.
......@.@@ beast's soul) ††† (a sludgy sense of @@@...@.@@
@.......@@ satisfaction. it's good) ††† (it's @.@@....@@
@@......@. good) ††† †† (breathing heavily) ††† ..@@@...@.
@@@....... ††† †† (the two souls will move ..@.@@....
@.@@...... together) ††† (merge and dissolve) ††† ....@@@...
..@@@..... (collective body) ††† (rearranged and ....@.@@..
..@.@@.... reordered) ††† (the individual is not @.....@@@.
....@@@... so important) @@....@.@@
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