,,,,,:*%*& &*%*:,,,,,
,,,,,,:*%* *%*:,,,,,,
,,,,,:*%*& &*%*:,,,,,
,,,,:*%*&@ @&*%*:,,,,
,,,:*%*&@# #@&*%*:,,,
,,:*%*&@## #&,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,& ##@&*%*:,,
,:*%*&@### , , ###@&*%*:,
,,:*%*&@## , the dream , ##@&*%*:,,
,,,:*%*&@# , of being swallowed , #@&*%*:,,,
,,,,:*%*&@ , by the beast. , @&*%*:,,,,
,,,,,:*%*& , , &*%*:,,,,,
,,,,,,:*%* #&,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,& *%*:,,,,,,
,,,,,:*%*& &*%*:,,,,,
,,,,:*%*&@ # inside ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ # @&*%*:,,,,
,,,:*%*&@# , an animal , as if , to be safe #@&*%*:,,,
,,:*%*&@## ##@&*%*:,,
,:*%*&@### ,,######,,,###,,,###, ###@&*%*:,
,,:*%*&@## ~:,#### ~:,###~:, ####~, ##@&*%*:,,
,,,:*%*&@# ~:,#### ~:,###~:, ####~, #@&*%*:,,,
,,,,:*%*&@ the dream of resting inside another @&*%*:,,,,
,,,,,:*%*& animal. thats how it starts, &*%*:,,,,,
,,,,,,:*%* ~:, with the dream, ,:~ *%*:,,,,,,
,,,,,:*%*& ~:,####~:,###~:,####~, &*%*:,,,,,
,,,,:*%*&@ but this time i was curious of where it @&*%*:,,,,
,,,:*%*&@# was going, #@&*%*:,,,
,,:*%*&@## #** ~~~~~~~~~~ **# ##@&*%*:,,
,:*%*&@### ** ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ** ###@&*%*:,
,,:*%*&@## ##@&*%*:,,
,,,:*%*&@# the first gate is the lips #@&*%*:,,,
,,,,:*%*&@ @&*%*:,,,,
,,,,,:*%*& , , to get at the throat. , &*%*:,,,,,
,,,,,,:*%* *%*:,,,,,,
,,,,,:*%*& to be falling into the water, the &*%*:,,,,,
,,,,:*%*&@ ocean, the void, but it must be done in @&*%*:,,,,
,,,:*%*&@# the right way - in a very specific way. #@&*%*:,,,
,,:*%*&@## ##@&*%*:,,
,:*%*&@### *:::~~~~~~~~~~~****:::::::*:~~~~:::::*: ###@&*%*:,
,,:*%*&@## :::*******::::*~: ##@&*%*:,,
,,,:*%*&@# :::***~~~:*~***~:::*~~~~*******: #@&*%*:,,,
,,,,:*%*&@ ::::*:~~:**:********** @&*%*:,,,,
,,,,,:*%*& ********************* ************* &*%*:,,,,,
,,,,,,:*%* it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's *%*:,,,,,,
,,,,,:*%*& slow... graceful... but then it gets &*%*:,,,,,
,,,,:*%*&@ too much and you faint. @&*%*:,,,,
,,,:*%*&@# *#::*~::::~:~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~******* #@&*%*:,,,
,,:*%*&@## ************* (you will feel very close ##@&*%*:,,
,:*%*&@### to nature) ###@&*%*:,
,,:*%*&@## *#::*~::::~:~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~******* ##@&*%*:,,
,,,:*%*&@# ************* (you will feel very close #@&*%*:,,,
,,,,:*%*&@ to the beast that is everything) @&*%*:,,,,
,,,,,:*%*& *#::*~::::~:~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~******* &*%*:,,,,,
,,,,,,:*%* ************* (only through its help) *%*:,,,,,,
,,,,,:*%*& *#::*~::::~:~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~** (very &*%*:,,,,,
,,,,:*%*&@ hard to get here without the aid of the @&*%*:,,,,
,,,:*%*&@# beast) *** (state where the human is #@&*%*:,,,
,,:*%*&@## submerged in the animal) *** ** ##@&*%*:,,
,:*%*&@### (becoming the animal) *** (forget ###@&*%*:,
,,:*%*&@## everything else) *** ** (my soul is the ##@&*%*:,,
,,,:*%*&@# beast's soul) *** (a sludgy sense of #@&*%*:,,,
,,,,:*%*&@ satisfaction. it's good) *** (it's @&*%*:,,,,
,,,,,:*%*& good) *** ** (breathing heavily) *** &*%*:,,,,,
,,,,,,:*%* *** ** (the two souls will move *%*:,,,,,,
,,,,,:*%*& together) *** (merge and dissolve) *** &*%*:,,,,,
,,,,:*%*&@ (collective body) *** (rearranged and @&*%*:,,,,
,,,:*%*&@# reordered) *** (the individual is not #@&*%*:,,,
,,:*%*&@## so important) ##@&*%*:,,
,:*%*&@### ###@&*%*:,
,,:*%*&@## ##@&*%*:,,
,,,:*%*&@# #@&*%*:,,,
,,,,:*%*&@ @&*%*:,,,,
,,,,,:*%*& &*%*:,,,,,