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,&,&,,&,&, WHEN I WAS IN EIGHT  GRADE  I  DECIDED I &,&,&,&,,&
,&,&,&&,&, WAS DEAD. MY SPIRIT HAD  LEFT  MY  BODY, &,&,&,&,&&
,&,&,,&,&,             NEVER TO RETURN.             &,&,&,&,,&
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,&,&,,&,&, I REMEMBER SITTING IN  MY PARENTS CAR ON &,&,&,&,,&
,&,&,&&,&, A  CLOUDY,  WATERY  DAY, GETTING  A RIDE &,&,&,&,&&
,&,&,,&,&, SOMEWHERE. IT FELT  LIKE  I  HAD  SOLVED &,&,&,&,,&
,&,&,&&,&, SOME   GREAT   PUZZLE.  I'VE  SOLVED  NO &,&,&,&,&&
,&,&,,&,&,            PUZZLES SINCE THEN.           &,&,&,&,,&
,&,&,&&,&,                                          &,&,&,&,&&
,&,&,,&,&,  INSTEAD, I'VE BEEN MINDLESSLY PILOTING  &,&,&,&,,&
,&,&,&&,&, THIS BODY  AROUND. I STILL GIVE IT LIFE, &,&,&,&,&&
,&,&,,&,&, SOMEHOW. LIKE A GOLEM, AND I TRY NOT  TO &,&,&,&,,&
,&,&,&&,&, CARE  TOO   MUCH,  BUT  I   DO.  IT'S  A &,&,&,&,&&
,&,&,,&,&,   CONTAMINATED GOLEM, THIS ONE. PURITY   &,&,&,&,,&
,&,&,&&,&, CLOUDED  BY  MY  ECHO.  AFTERGLOW OF  MY &,&,&,&,&&
,&,&,,&,&,                  SPIRIT.                 &,&,&,&,,&
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