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&&,,,,,&&, always tears in my  eyes when using  the &,,,,,&&,&
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&&&,&,,&,, i  don't  think it's  hormonal overload. &&&&,,&,,&
,,,&&&,&&, there's no  grief  or joy  as  my  water &,,,&,&&,&
&,,&,,&&,& rolls  down  my  face. i  notice nothing &&,,&&&,&&
,&,&&,&,&& until  my chin is wet. wipe it  off with &,&,&,,&&,
,&&&,&&&&, the back of my hand. but i  usually keep &&&&&&,&,&
&&,,&&,,,&            crying for a while.           ,,,,,,&&&&
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,,&&&&&&,& i  theorize some  kind of  resonance  in &,,,,,&&,,
,,&,,,,,&&  the neural interface; some saturation   ,&,,,,&,&,
,,&&,,,,&, signal being  tripped? the connection is ,&&,,,&&&&
&,&,&,,,&&        imperfect and often induces       ,&,&,,&,,,
&&&&&&,,&,  single-sense hallucinations. acute but  ,&&&&,&&,,
&,,,,,&,&& hollow  hunger.  sand  grains  under  my &&,,,&&,&,
&&,,,,&&&,  fingertips. strange tastes and scents.  ,,&,,&,&&&
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,,&&,,&&,& and  i  mean,  maybe  it  isn't  to  far &&&,&&,,&,
,,&,&,&,&& fetched  that  something like  that  can &,,&&,&,&&
&,&&&&&&&,  cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth.  &&,&,&&&&,
&&&,,,,,,&    finger spasms. opened tear ducts.     ,,&&&&,,,&
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