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&,,,,,&&&& always  tears  in my eyes when using the &,,&&,,&&&
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&&,,,&&,,& i don't  think  it's hormonal  overload. ,,&&&&,,&&
&,,&,,,,,, there's  no  grief or joy  as  my  water ,,,&&,,,,&
,,,,,&&&&& rolls  down  my  face.  i notice nothing &&,,,,&&,,
&&&&,,&&&& until  my chin is wet. wipe it  off with &,,&&,,,,&
&&&,,,,&&& the  back of my hand. but i usually keep ,,,,,,&&,,
,&,,&&,,&,           crying for a while.            &&&&&,,,,,
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,&&&&&&&&, i theorize  some kind  of  resonance  in &&&,,,,&&,
,,&&&&&&,,  the neural interface; some saturation   &&,,&&,,,,
&,,&&&&,,& signal being tripped? the connection  is ,,,,,,,&&&
,,,,&&,,,,       imperfect and often induces        &&&&&&,,&&
,&&,,,,&&&  single-sense hallucinations. acute but  &&&&&,,,,,
,,,,&&,,&& hollow  hunger.  sand  grains  under  my &&&&,,&&&&
,&&,,,,,,&  fingertips. strange tastes and scents.  &&&,,,,&&,
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&&&,,&&,,, and  i  mean,  maybe  it  isn't  to  far &,,,,,,&&&
&&,,,,,,&& fetched that  something  like  that  can ,,&&&&,,&&
&,,&&&&,,&  cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth.  &,,&&,,,,&
,,,,&&,,,,    finger spasms. opened tear ducts.     ,,,,,,&&,,
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