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&,&&,&,&,& always tears in my  eyes when using  the ,&,&,&&,&,
&,,&,&,&,&                 machine.                 ,&,&,,&,&,
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&,,&,&,&,& i  don't  think  it's hormonal overload. ,&,&,,&,&,
&,&&,&,&,& there's  no  grief  or  joy  as my water ,&,&,&&,&,
&,,&,&,&,& rolls  down  my face.  i notice  nothing ,&,&,,&,&,
&,&&,&,&,& until my chin is wet. wipe it  off  with ,&,&,&&,&,
&,,&,&,&,& the back of my hand.  but i usually keep ,&,&,,&,&,
&,&&,&,&,&           crying for a while.            ,&,&,&&,&,
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&,&&,&,&,& i  theorize  some  kind  of resonance in ,&,&,&&,&,
&,,&,&,&,&   the neural interface; some saturation  ,&,&,,&,&,
&,&&,&,&,& signal being tripped? the connection  is ,&,&,&&,&,
&,,&,&,&,&        imperfect and often induces       ,&,&,,&,&,
&,&&,&,&,&  single-sense hallucinations. acute but  ,&,&,&&,&,
&,,&,&,&,& hollow  hunger.  sand  grains  under  my ,&,&,,&,&,
&,&&,&,&,&  fingertips. strange tastes and scents.  ,&,&,&&,&,
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&,&&,&,&,& and  i  mean,  maybe  it  isn't  to  far ,&,&,&&,&,
&,,&,&,&,& fetched  that  something  like  that can ,&,&,,&,&,
&,&&,&,&,&  cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth.  ,&,&,&&,&,
&,,&,&,&,&     finger spasms. opened tear ducts.    ,&,&,,&,&,
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