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¨¨¨§¨§§¨§¨ i don't think it's hormonal overload. §¨¨¨§¨§¨§¨
¨¨¨§§§¨§§§ there's no grief or joy as my water ¨§¨¨§§§§§§
§¨¨§¨¨§§¨¨ rolls down my face. i notice nothing §§§¨§¨¨¨¨¨
§§¨§§¨§¨§¨ until my chin is wet. wipe it off with §¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨
§¨§§¨§§§§§ the back of my hand. but i usually keep §§¨§¨¨§¨¨¨
§§§¨§§¨¨¨¨ crying for a while. ¨¨§§§¨§§¨¨
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§§¨§¨§§§¨¨ i theorize some kind of resonance in §§§§¨§¨§§§
¨¨§§§§¨¨§¨ the neural interface; some saturation §¨¨¨§§§§¨¨
¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§§ signal being tripped? the connection is ¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§¨
¨¨§§¨¨§§§¨ imperfect and often induces ¨§§¨§§¨¨§§
§¨§¨§¨§¨¨§ single-sense hallucinations. acute but ¨§¨§§¨§¨§¨
§§§§§§§§¨§ hollow hunger. sand grains under my §§§§¨§§§§§
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§ fingertips. strange tastes and scents. §¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§ and i mean, maybe it isn't to far ¨¨§¨§§§§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨ fetched that something like that can §¨§§§¨¨¨§¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§ cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth. ¨§§¨¨§¨¨§§
§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨ finger spasms. opened tear ducts. ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
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