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@@,@,,,,,@                  fat cap                 ,,@,@@,@,,
@,@@@,,,,@                                          ,,@@@,@@@,
@@@,,@,,,@ ,,,,,  $$  ##  $$  ##  $$  ##  $$  ,,,,, @,@,,@@,,@
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@,,@@@,@,@ in gardens among stones  along the river ,,,,@@@@@@
,@,@,,@@@@ grows  the  mushroom. between ferns  and @,,,@,,,,,
,@@@@,@,,, horsemint grows the mushroom. along  the ,@,,@@,,,,
,@,,,@@@,, creek,  with  a  reddish cap  and  white @@@,@,@,,,
,@@,,@,,@, stem  and quirky gleam in its eyes grows @,,@@@@@,,
,@,@,@@,@@              the mushroom.               @@,@,,,,@,
,@@@@@,@@,                                          ,,@@@,,,@@
@@,,,,@@,@                  ,,,,,                   @,@,,@,,@,
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,@@@,,@@@, i  am  dreaming. a  package has arrived. ,@,,@@,@@,
,@,,@,@,,@                                          @@@,@,@@,@
@@@,@@@@,@ through the park  i  go  to  pick  it up @,,@@@@,@@
,,,@@,,,@@ from a  bitter lady. a slot  in a  wall, ,@,@,,,@@,
,,,@,@,,@, lady inside,  me outside  with the  rest ,@@@@,,@,@
@,,@@@@,@@              of the world.               ,@,,,@,@@@
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,@,,,@,@@@                                          ,@@@@@@,@@
@@@,,@@@,, delivered is a  ny fat cap, a nozzle (or ,@,,,,,@@,
@,,@,@,,@,       "cap") for spray paint cans.       ,@@,,,,@,@
,@,@@@@,@@                                          @@,@,,,@@@
@@@@,,,@@, through  young forest, thin and  rubbery ,,@@@,,@,,
@,,,@,,@,@ whips shoot up from the  earth. kirskale @,@,,@,@@,
@@,,@@,@@@    around my feet. concrete trenches,    @@@@,@@@,@
,,@,@,@@,, abandoned gray walls.  i shall  try  the @,,,@@,,@@
@,@@@@@,@,             new nozzle here.             ,@,,@,@,@,
@@@,,,,@@@                                          ,@@,@@@@@@
,,,@,,,@,, the  paint inside  comes  out,  it comes @@,@@,,,,,
,,,@@,,@@, like a massage shower, it  comes  like a ,,@@,@,,,,
,,,@,@,@,@ thick and slow  beam. rich  with red and ,,@,@@@,,,
,,,@@@@@@@               gooey paint.               @,@@@,,@,,
,,,@,,,,,,                                          ,@@,,@,@@,
,,,@@,,,,, doesn't  hit  anything. it  keeps  going ,@,@,@@@,@
@,,@,@,,,, and  never   reaches  the   walls.  it's @@@@@@,,@@
,@,@@@@,,, forever  falling,  but  nothing will  be @,,,,,@,@,
,@@@,,,@,,                 stained.                 ,@,,,,@@@@
@@,,@,,@@,                                          ,@@,,,@,,,
@,@,@@,@,@ ,,,,,  $$  ##  $$  ##  $$  ##  $$  ,,,,, ,@,@,,@@,,
@@@@@,@@@@                                          ,@@@@,@,@,
@,,,,@@,,,            i think to myself:            @@,,,@@@@@
,@,,,@,@,,       "new york fat cap" is weird        @,@,,@,,,,
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