stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it seems  too  slow for my taste? i 
 try to  numb its  will  but it only gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at  this point  a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is   no    way    out