jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)
third report
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..#...#.#. i felt the all too familiar .####.#..#
#.##..#### constriction of everything, the .#...###.#
.##.#.#... vividness of sound and colors, and the .##..#..##
##.#####.. narrowed attention span. ##.#.##.#.
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.##.#...## here it comes, i thought. .##...##..
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.###..#.## some birds tweeted and the sound ..###.####
##..#.###. reverberated in my head, seemingly ..#..##...
#.#.###..# "behind" all other sound, like when you #.##.#.#..
#####..#.# daydream and see what you imagine ###.#####.
#....#.### clearer than what you look at. ...##....#
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###..#..#. as i walked toward my bike i noticed ##.####..#
...#.##.## that there was a strange humming sound #.##...#.#
#..###.##. going on, a dark, metallic, drone-like .##.#..###
.#.#..##.# monotone thing coming from seemingly .#.###.#..
.####.#.## all directions, acting as a backdrop ####..###.
.#...####. for all other sound. ....#.#..#
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...#.##..# as i rode toward my house i understood #...#...##
#..###.#.# that this hum was in the other "sound ##..##..#.
##.#..#### space" as well. ..#.#.#.##
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..#..###.. (i recorded myself singing in tune with ###......#
#.##.#..#. the sound, so i could find it on the #..#.....#
.##.###.## piano later. it was a g sharp). ##.##....#
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#^~....... things lost all sense of proportion; .......~^#
#£*^^~.... when i looked at them they would fill ....~^^*£#
####*^;~:. my entire vision, and without anything .:~;^*####
##£#*^;~:. changing visually they would oscillate .:~;^*#£##
##£#*^;~:. between being percieved as very small .:~;^*#£##
#^^;~~~:.. or enourmously big. ..:~~~;^^#
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#*;~::.... in the middle of the day in a forest ....::~;*#
###^;:.... with nobody around, i got struck by ....:;^###
££*^^~~:.. fear and climbed a great height. my ..:~~^^*££
£*^^^~~~:. inner organs were tugged by a second .:~~~^^^*£
#^;:...... gravity. this made me feel very ill, ......:;^#
##£#*^;~:. but it lessened if i complied and .:~;^*#£##
##£#*^;~:. lunged my body in the felt direction. .:~;^*#£##
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##£#*^;~:. this is when i found a dark orb .:~;^*#£##
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