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,&&,&,&,,& now, usually i  feel good  (maybe?), but ,&,&,&,,,&
&&,&&&&&,& this  time  of confusion  also  leads to &&&&&&&,,&
,,&&,,,,&& all  analyzes  ending  in  "useless" - i ,,,,,,,&,&
&,&,&,,,&, was  being bothered  by  something in  a &,,,,,,&&&
,&&&&&,,&& song or  movie  or book, so i think, how &&,,,,,&,,
,&,,,,&,&, would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the ,,&,,,,&&,
,&&,,,&&&& purpose  of this process,  what does  it ,,&&,,,&,&
&&,&,,&,,, consist of...? and  through  the process &,&,&,,&&&
,,&&&,&&,, more  and  more  pieces  falls off until &&&&&&,&,,
,,&,,&&,&,     i'm standing there with nothing.     &,,,,,&&&,
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&,&,&&&&,, reductionist hell -                      ,&&,,,&&,&
,&&&&,,,&, i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        ,&,&,,&,&&
&&,,,&,,&& bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    &&&&&,&&&,
&,&,,&&,&, abstract they are, the things, until     ,,,,,&&,,&
,&&&,&,&&& they cease to be things at all           ,,,,,&,&,&
&&,,&&&&,,                                          ,,,,,&&&&&
,,&,&,,,&, are we just stacked triangles? there is  ,,,,,&,,,,
,,&&&&,,&& nothing i can do with triangles. they    ,,,,,&&,,,
,,&,,,&,&, can not shelter me in any meaningful     ,,,,,&,&,,
,,&&,,&&&& sense.                                   ,,,,,&&&&,
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&,&&&&&&,, and when i can't even anchor myself,     ,&,,,&&,,&
,&&,,,,,&, when i am nothing but the question, it   &&&,,&,&,&
&&,&,,,,&& feels like it can all slip through my    &,,&,&&&&&
,,&&&,,,&, fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    &&,&&&,,,,
,,&,,&,,&& was after that.                          ,,&&,,&,,,
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