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,,,~~§§§¤¤ now, usually  i feel  good (maybe?), but ¤¤§§§~~,,,
,.~†§£¤### this time of  confusion  also  leads  to ###¤£§†~.,
,,,,,.†£¤¤ all  analyzes  ending  in "useless" -  i ¤¤£†.,,,,,
,.~†§£¤### was  being  bothered  by something in  a ###¤£§†~.,
,,,..†£¤¤¤ song or  movie or book,  so i think, how ¤¤¤£†..,,,
,.~†§£¤### would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the ###¤£§†~.,
,,,,,.†£¤¤ purpose of  this process, what  does  it ¤¤£†.,,,,,
,,,,,~§¤¤# consist  of...? and through the  process #¤¤§~,,,,,
,.~†§£¤### more  and more  pieces  falls off  until ###¤£§†~.,
,.~†§£¤###     i'm standing there with nothing.     ###¤£§†~.,
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,.~†§£¤### reductionist hell -                      ###¤£§†~.,
,.~†§£¤### i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        ###¤£§†~.,
,.~†§£¤### bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    ###¤£§†~.,
,.~†§£¤### abstract they are, the things, until     ###¤£§†~.,
,,,,,.†§£# they cease to be things at all           #£§†.,,,,,
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,.~†§£¤### are we just stacked triangles? there is  ###¤£§†~.,
,.~†§£¤### nothing i can do with triangles. they    ###¤£§†~.,
,.~~~†††§¤ can not shelter me in any meaningful     ¤§†††~~~.,
,.~†§£¤### sense.                                   ###¤£§†~.,
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,,,.††§§§¤ and when i can't even anchor myself,     ¤§§§††.,,,
,,.~~§£££¤ when i am nothing but the question, it   ¤£££§~~.,,
,,,,,.†§¤# feels like it can all slip through my    #¤§†.,,,,,
,.~†§£¤### fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    ###¤£§†~.,
,.~†§£¤### was after that.                          ###¤£§†~.,
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