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###%%\=~¨¨ now,  usually  i feel good (maybe?), but ¨¨~=\%%###
####%%\=~¨ this  time of confusion  also  leads  to ¨~=\%%####
###%%\=~¨¨ all  analyzes  ending  in "useless"  - i ¨¨~=\%%###
##%%\=~¨¨¨ was being  bothered  by  something in  a ¨¨¨~=\%%##
#%%\=~¨¨¨¨ song or movie or book,  so i think,  how ¨¨¨¨~=\%%#
%%\=~¨¨¨¨¨ would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the ¨¨¨¨¨~=\%%
%\=~¨¨¨¨¨¨ purpose  of this  process,  what does it ¨¨¨¨¨¨~=\%
\=~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ consist of...?  and through  the process ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~=\
=~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ more and more  pieces  falls  off  until ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~=
~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨     i'm standing there with nothing.     ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ reductionist hell -                      ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~
=~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~=
\=~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~=\
%\=~¨¨¨¨¨¨ abstract they are, the things, until     ¨¨¨¨¨¨~=\%
%%\=~¨¨¨¨¨ they cease to be things at all           ¨¨¨¨¨~=\%%
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##%%\=~¨¨¨ are we just stacked triangles? there is  ¨¨¨~=\%%##
###%%\=~¨¨ nothing i can do with triangles. they    ¨¨~=\%%###
####%%\=~¨ can not shelter me in any meaningful     ¨~=\%%####
###%%\=~¨¨ sense.                                   ¨¨~=\%%###
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#%%\=~¨¨¨¨ and when i can't even anchor myself,     ¨¨¨¨~=\%%#
%%\=~¨¨¨¨¨ when i am nothing but the question, it   ¨¨¨¨¨~=\%%
%\=~¨¨¨¨¨¨ feels like it can all slip through my    ¨¨¨¨¨¨~=\%
\=~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~=\
=~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ was after that.                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~=
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