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¨¨#¨#¨#¨¨¨                                          ####¨¨##¨¨
¨######¨¨#                                          ¨¨¨#¨#¨#¨¨
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#¨¨¨¨###¨¨                                          ¨#¨¨¨¨¨#¨#
#¨¨¨#¨¨#¨# now, usually i feel  good  (maybe?), but ##¨¨¨¨###¨
#¨¨##¨#### this  time  of confusion  also  leads to ¨#¨¨¨#¨¨##
#¨#¨##¨¨¨# all  analyzes ending  in "useless"  -  i ##¨¨##¨#¨¨
####¨#¨¨## was  being bothered  by something  in  a ¨#¨#¨###¨#
¨¨¨###¨#¨¨ song or movie or  book, so i think,  how #####¨¨##¨
¨¨#¨¨###¨¨ would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the ¨¨¨¨#¨#¨#¨
¨##¨#¨¨#¨¨ purpose of  this process, what  does  it ¨¨¨######¨
#¨###¨##¨# consist  of...? and  through the process ¨¨#¨¨¨¨¨#¨
##¨¨##¨##¨ more  and  more pieces  falls off  until ¨##¨¨¨¨###
¨#¨#¨##¨##     i'm standing there with nothing.     #¨#¨¨¨#¨¨¨
#####¨##¨#                                          ###¨¨##¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨##¨### reductionist hell -                      ¨¨#¨#¨#¨¨#
¨¨¨#¨##¨¨¨ i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        ¨######¨##
¨¨###¨#¨¨# bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    #¨¨¨¨¨##¨#
¨#¨¨###¨#¨ abstract they are, the things, until     #¨¨¨¨#¨###
##¨#¨¨#### they cease to be things at all           #¨¨¨###¨¨#
¨###¨#¨¨¨#                                          #¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨###¨¨## are we just stacked triangles? there is  #¨##¨####¨
#¨#¨¨#¨#¨¨ nothing i can do with triangles. they    ##¨##¨¨¨##
###¨####¨¨ can not shelter me in any meaningful     ¨##¨#¨¨#¨¨
¨¨##¨¨¨#¨¨ sense.                                   #¨###¨##¨#
¨#¨#¨¨##¨¨                                          ##¨¨##¨###
####¨#¨#¨# and when i can't even anchor myself,     ¨#¨#¨##¨¨#
¨¨¨######¨ when i am nothing but the question, it   #####¨#¨#¨
¨¨#¨¨¨¨¨## feels like it can all slip through my    ¨¨¨¨#####¨
¨##¨¨¨¨#¨¨ fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    ¨¨¨#¨¨¨¨#¨
#¨#¨¨¨##¨¨ was after that.                          ¨¨##¨¨¨##¨
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