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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ now, usually i feel  good  (maybe?), but ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ this  time  of  confusion  also leads to ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~ all analyzes  ending  in  "useless"  - i ~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~« was being  bothered by  something  in  a «~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~«= song or movie or  book, so i  think, how =«~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~«== would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the ==«~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨~«==£ purpose of  this process,  what does  it £==«~¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨~«==£# consist  of...? and  through the process #£==«~¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨~«==£## more  and more  pieces  falls  off until ##£==«~¨¨¨
¨¨~«==£###     i'm standing there with nothing.     ###£==«~¨¨
¨~«==£####                                          ####£==«~¨
¨¨~«==£### reductionist hell -                      ###£==«~¨¨
¨¨¨~«==£## i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        ##£==«~¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨~«==£# bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    #£==«~¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨~«==£ abstract they are, the things, until     £==«~¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~«== they cease to be things at all           ==«~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~«=                                          =«~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~« are we just stacked triangles? there is  «~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~ nothing i can do with triangles. they    ~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ can not shelter me in any meaningful     ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ sense.                                   ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ and when i can't even anchor myself,     ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ when i am nothing but the question, it   ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ feels like it can all slip through my    ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ was after that.                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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