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#@#&%%^~~. now, usually i feel good (maybe?), but .~~^%%@#
#@#&%%^~~. this time of confusion also leads to .~~^%%@#
#@#&%%^~~. all analyzes ending in "useless" - i .~~^%%@#
#@#&%%^~~. was being bothered by something in a .~~^%%@#
#@#&%%^~~. song or movie or book, so i think, how .~~^%%@#
#%^^^~.... would i have done it, what is the ....~^^^%#
@&%~~..... purpose of this process, what does it .....~~%&@
#@#&%%^~~. consist of...? and through the process .~~^%%@#
@##&%%^~~. more and more pieces falls off until .~~^%%#@
@#&%%^~... i'm standing there with nothing. ...~^%%@
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#%%~~..... reductionist hell - .....~~%%#
&%^~...... i wan't a bottom floor, a concept ......~^%&
@&%^~~~... bedrock, but the deeper i go the more ...~~~^%&@
&&&%%~~~~. abstract they are, the things, until .~~~~%%&&&
#@#&%%^~~. they cease to be things at all .~~^%%@#
&&&%%%^~~. .~~^%%%&&&
&&%~~..... are we just stacked triangles? there is .....~~%&&
#@#&%%^~~. nothing i can do with triangles. they .~~^%%@#
#@#&%%^~~. can not shelter me in any meaningful .~~^%%@#
&%^~...... sense. ......~^%&
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##@&%%^~~. and when i can't even anchor myself, .~~^%%&@##
&%^~~..... when i am nothing but the question, it .....~~^%&
@&%^~..... feels like it can all slip through my .....~^%&@
#@#&%%^~~. fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever .~~^%%@#
#@#&%%^~~. was after that. .~~^%%@#
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