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&&&,,&&&&& now,  usually i  feel good (maybe?), but ,&&,,&&&&&
&&,,,,&&&, this  time of confusion  also  leads  to ,,,,,,&&&&
&,,&&,,&,, all analyzes  ending  in  "useless" -  i ,&&&&,,&&&
,,,,,,,,,& was  being  bothered by  something in  a ,,&&,,,,&&
,&&&&&&&,, song or movie or  book,  so i think, how ,,,,,&&,,,
,,&&&&&,,, would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the &&&&,,,,&&
,,,&&&,,&& purpose  of this process,  what does  it &&&,,&&,,,
&&,,&,,,,& consist of...?  and  through the process &&,,,,,,&&
&,,,,,&&,, more and  more pieces  falls  off  until &,,&&&&,,&
,,&&&,,,,,     i'm standing there with nothing.     ,,,,&&,,,,
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,,,,,,,&&& reductionist hell -                      ,&,,&&,,&&
,&&&&&,,&& i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        ,,,,,,,,,,
,,&&&,,,,, bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    ,&&&&&&&&&
,,,&,,&&&& abstract they are, the things, until     ,,&&&&&&&,
&&,,,,,&&& they cease to be things at all           &,,&&&&&,,
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&&,,&,,,,& are we just stacked triangles? there is  &&&,,&,,&&
&,,,,,&&,, nothing i can do with triangles. they    &&,,,,,,,&
,,&&&,,,,& can not shelter me in any meaningful     &,,&&&&&,,
&,,&,,&&,, sense.                                   ,,,,&&&,,&
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&&&&&&&&,, and when i can't even anchor myself,     &&,,,,,&&&
&&&&&&&,,, when i am nothing but the question, it   ,,,&&&,,&&
&&&&&&,,&& feels like it can all slip through my    &&,,&,,,,&
&&&&&,,,,, fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    &,,,,,&&,,
,&&&,,&&&& was after that.                          ,,&&&,,,,,
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