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§¨¨§¨§¨§¨§ now,  usually  i feel good (maybe?), but §§¨§§¨§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ this time  of  confusion  also  leads to ¨§¨¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨§ all analyzes  ending in  "useless"  -  i §§¨§§¨§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ was  being  bothered by  something  in a ¨§¨¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨§ song  or movie or book,  so i think, how §§¨§§¨§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the ¨§¨¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨§ purpose of  this process,  what  does it §§¨§§¨§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ consist of...? and through  the  process ¨§¨¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨§ more and  more  pieces  falls  off until §§¨§§¨§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§     i'm standing there with nothing.     ¨§¨¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨§                                          §§¨§§¨§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ reductionist hell -                      ¨§¨¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨§ i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        §§¨§§¨§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    ¨§¨¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨§ abstract they are, the things, until     §§¨§§¨§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ they cease to be things at all           ¨§¨¨§¨§¨§¨
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§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ are we just stacked triangles? there is  ¨§¨¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨§ nothing i can do with triangles. they    §§¨§§¨§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ can not shelter me in any meaningful     ¨§¨¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨§ sense.                                   §§¨§§¨§¨§¨
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§¨¨§¨§¨§¨§ and when i can't even anchor myself,     §§¨§§¨§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ when i am nothing but the question, it   ¨§¨¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨§ feels like it can all slip through my    §§¨§§¨§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    ¨§¨¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨§ was after that.                          §§¨§§¨§¨§¨
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