¨§¨§¨¨§§¨¨                                          §§§§¨¨§§¨§
§§§§§¨§¨§¨                                          ¨¨¨¨§¨§¨§§
¨¨¨¨¨§§§§§                                          §¨¨¨§§§§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨                                          ¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§
§¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨                                          §§§¨§§¨¨¨§
¨§¨¨¨§¨§¨¨                                          §¨¨§§¨§¨¨§
§§§¨¨§§§§¨ now,  usually i feel good (maybe?),  but §§¨§¨§§§¨§
¨¨¨§¨§¨¨¨§ this  time of  confusion  also leads  to §¨§§§§¨¨§§
§¨¨§§§§¨¨§ all analyzes  ending in  "useless"  -  i ¨§§¨¨¨§¨§¨
§§¨§¨¨¨§¨§ was being bothered  by  something  in  a §§¨§¨¨§§§§
¨¨§§§¨¨§§§ song or movie  or book, so i think,  how ¨¨§§§¨§¨¨¨
¨¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the §¨§¨¨§§§¨¨
¨¨§§¨§§§§¨ purpose of  this process,  what  does it §§§§¨§¨¨§¨
¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨§ consist of...?  and through  the process ¨¨¨¨§§§¨§§
§¨§§§¨§¨¨§ more  and  more  pieces  falls off until ¨¨¨¨§¨¨§§¨
§§§¨¨§§§¨§     i'm standing there with nothing.     ¨¨¨¨§§¨§¨§
¨¨¨§¨§¨¨§§                                          ¨¨¨¨§¨§§§§
§¨¨§§§§¨§¨ reductionist hell -                      ¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨
§§¨§¨¨¨§§§ i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        ¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨
§¨§§§¨¨§¨¨ bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    ¨¨¨¨§§¨§§¨
§§§¨¨§¨§§¨ abstract they are, the things, until     §¨¨¨§¨§§¨§
¨¨¨§¨§§§¨§ they cease to be things at all           ¨§¨¨§§§¨§§
§¨¨§§§¨¨§§                                          ¨§§¨§¨¨§§¨
§§¨§¨¨§¨§¨ are we just stacked triangles? there is  ¨§¨§§§¨§¨§
¨¨§§§¨§§§§ nothing i can do with triangles. they    §§§§¨¨§§§§
§¨§¨¨§§¨¨¨ can not shelter me in any meaningful     §¨¨¨§¨§¨¨¨
§§§§¨§¨§¨¨ sense.                                   ¨§¨¨§§§§¨¨
§¨¨¨§§§§§¨                                          ¨§§¨§¨¨¨§¨
§§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§ and when i can't even anchor myself,     ¨§¨§§§¨¨§§
¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨§ when i am nothing but the question, it   ¨§§§¨¨§¨§¨
¨¨§§§¨§¨¨§ feels like it can all slip through my    §§¨¨§¨§§§§
§¨§¨¨§§§¨§ fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    ¨¨§¨§§§¨¨¨
§§§§¨§¨¨§§ was after that.                          ¨¨§§§¨¨§¨¨
§¨¨¨§§§¨§¨                                          ¨¨§¨¨§¨§§¨
§§¨¨§¨¨§§§                                          ¨¨§§¨§§§¨§
¨¨§¨§§¨§¨¨                                          ¨¨§¨§§¨¨§§
§¨§§§¨§§§¨                                          ¨¨§§§¨§¨§¨
§§§¨¨§§¨¨§                                          ¨¨§¨¨§§§§§