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,.«^%@££## this  time of  confusion also  leads  to ##££@%^«.,
,.«^%@£### all  analyzes  ending  in  "useless" - i ###£@%^«.,
,,,..^%£££ was  being bothered  by  something in  a £££%^..,,,
,.«^%@££## song or movie or book,  so i  think, how ##££@%^«.,
,,,,,«^%££ would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the ££%^«,,,,,
,.«^%@££## purpose  of this process,  what  does it ##££@%^«.,
,.«^%@££## consist  of...?  and through the process ##££@%^«.,
,,,,,«%@@£ more  and  more  pieces falls off  until £@@%«,,,,,
,,,,,,.^%£     i'm standing there with nothing.     £%^.,,,,,,
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.«^%@££### reductionist hell -                      ###££@%^«.
,,,..^%@££ i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        ££@%^..,,,
,,,.«^%@@£ bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    £@@%^«.,,,
,.«^%@££## abstract they are, the things, until     ##££@%^«.,
,.«^%@££## they cease to be things at all           ##££@%^«.,
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,,,.«%%@££ are we just stacked triangles? there is  ££@%%«.,,,
,.«^%@££££ nothing i can do with triangles. they    ££££@%^«.,
,.«^%@££## can not shelter me in any meaningful     ##££@%^«.,
,.«^%%%££# sense.                                   #££%%%^«.,
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,,,,.^@@£# and when i can't even anchor myself,     #£@@^.,,,,
,,,,.«^%£# when i am nothing but the question, it   #£%^«.,,,,
,,,,,,.^@£ feels like it can all slip through my    £@^.,,,,,,
,,.««%@@££ fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    ££@@%««.,,
,.«^%@@£££ was after that.                          £££@@%^«.,
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