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,:=*%%§£@# now, usually i feel good  (maybe?),  but #@£§%%*=:,
,,,,,=%§§@ this time  of confusion  also  leads  to @§§%=,,,,,
,:=*%%§£@@ all  analyzes  ending  in "useless" -  i @@£§%%*=:,
,,,,,,:*%§ was being  bothered by  something  in  a §%*:,,,,,,
,:=*%%§£@# song or  movie or book,  so i think, how #@£§%%*=:,
,:=*%%§£@# would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the #@£§%%*=:,
,:=*%%§£@# purpose  of this process, what  does  it #@£§%%*=:,
,,,,==%§££ consist of...?  and through  the process ££§%==,,,,
,:=*%§£@## more  and  more pieces  falls  off until ##@£§%*=:,
,:=***%§§§     i'm standing there with nothing.     §§§%***=:,
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,:=*%%§§££ reductionist hell -                      ££§§%%*=:,
,:=*%%§@## i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        ##@§%%*=:,
,:=*%%£@## bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    ##@£%%*=:,
,,,,:**%%£ abstract they are, the things, until     £%%**:,,,,
,:=*%%§£@# they cease to be things at all           #@£§%%*=:,
,:=*%%§£@#                                          #@£§%%*=:,
,:=*%%§£@# are we just stacked triangles? there is  #@£§%%*=:,
,:=*%%%§£@ nothing i can do with triangles. they    @£§%%%*=:,
,:=*%%%§££ can not shelter me in any meaningful     ££§%%%*=:,
,:=*%%%%££ sense.                                   ££%%%%*=:,
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,:=*%%§£@# and when i can't even anchor myself,     #@£§%%*=:,
,,,=**%%£@ when i am nothing but the question, it   @£%%**=,,,
,,,:*%%%§§ feels like it can all slip through my    §§%%%*:,,,
,:=*%%§£@# fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    #@£§%%*=:,
,:=*%%%§£@ was after that.                          @£§%%%*=:,
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