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##@¶*%^-:¨ now, usually  i feel good (maybe?),  but ¨:-^%*¶@##
#@¶§*%^-:¨ this time  of  confusion  also leads  to ¨:-^%*§¶@#
@¶¶§*%^-:¨ all  analyzes ending  in "useless"  -  i ¨:-^%*§¶¶@
#@¶§*%^-:¨ was  being  bothered by  something  in a ¨:-^%*§¶@#
#@¶§*%^-:¨ song or movie  or book, so i think,  how ¨:-^%*§¶@#
§%^^:¨¨¨¨¨ would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the ¨¨¨¨¨:^^%§
§%^--:¨¨¨¨ purpose  of  this process, what does  it ¨¨¨¨:--^%§
¶§*%^:¨¨¨¨ consist of...? and  through  the process ¨¨¨¨:^%*§¶
@@¶§*%^-:¨ more and more  pieces  falls  off  until ¨:-^%*§¶@@
@§§*%^:¨¨¨     i'm standing there with nothing.     ¨¨¨:^%*§§@
#@¶§*%^-:¨                                          ¨:-^%*§¶@#
@¶¶§*%^-:¨ reductionist hell -                      ¨:-^%*§¶¶@
§§**%--¨¨¨ i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        ¨¨¨--%**§§
#@¶§*%^-:¨ bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    ¨:-^%*§¶@#
§§**%^:¨¨¨ abstract they are, the things, until     ¨¨¨:^%**§§
¶***^---:¨ they cease to be things at all           ¨:---^***¶
#@¶§*%^-:¨                                          ¨:-^%*§¶@#
¶§%---¨¨¨¨ are we just stacked triangles? there is  ¨¨¨¨---%§¶
§*%%%--:¨¨ nothing i can do with triangles. they    ¨¨:--%%%*§
§%%%%%^-:¨ can not shelter me in any meaningful     ¨:-^%%%%%§
##@¶*%^-:¨ sense.                                   ¨:-^%*¶@##
#@¶§*%^-:¨                                          ¨:-^%*§¶@#
§%-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ and when i can't even anchor myself,     ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-%§
#@¶§*%^-:¨ when i am nothing but the question, it   ¨:-^%*§¶@#
#@¶§*%^-:¨ feels like it can all slip through my    ¨:-^%*§¶@#
##@¶*%^-:¨ fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    ¨:-^%*¶@##
#@¶§*%^-:¨ was after that.                          ¨:-^%*§¶@#
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