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#$$/:..... more and  more  pieces  falls  off until .....:/$$#
##@#$%/~:.     i'm standing there with nothing.     .:~/%$#@##
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##@#$%/~:. reductionist hell -                      .:~/%$#@##
#$%~~~:... i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        ...:~~~%$#
#$%//:.... bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    ....://%$#
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##@#$%/~:. are we just stacked triangles? there is  .:~/%$#@##
##@#$%/~:. nothing i can do with triangles. they    .:~/%$#@##
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