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§¨¨¨¨§¨¨§§ ways ~ to ~ reach ¨¨§§¨§¨§§§
¨§¨¨¨§§¨§¨ alternative ~ states ¨¨§¨§§§§¨¨
¨§§¨¨§¨§§§ of ~ mind §¨§§§¨¨¨§¨
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¨§§¨¨¨§¨¨§ ¶¶ not eating ¨¨¨¨ ¨§§§¨¨§¨§¨
¨§¨§¨¨§§¨§ §§¨¨§¨§§§§
§§§§§¨§¨§§ if im not eating for a long time (like ¨¨§¨§§§¨¨¨
§¨¨¨¨§§§§¨ a day) i get light headed and dumb, but ¨¨§§§¨¨§¨¨
§§¨¨¨§¨¨¨§ in a speedy glitchy way ¨¨§¨¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨¨§§¨¨§ ¨¨§§¨§§§¨§
¨§§§¨§¨§¨§ ¶¶ not sleeping ¨¨¨¨ §¨§¨§§¨¨§§
§§¨¨§§§§§§ §§§§§¨§¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨¨¨¨¨ if i dont get any sleep i become very ¨¨¨¨¨§§§§§
¨§§§§§¨¨¨¨ very slow and sad ¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨
¨§¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨
¨§§¨¨¨§§¨¨ ¶¶ waking up early in the morning ¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨§¨§¨¨
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨ ¨¨¨¨¨§§§§¨
¨§§§§¨§§§§ this makes me very dreamy in that i ¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨§
§§¨¨¨§§¨¨¨ daydream vividly and erratically, also §¨¨¨¨§§¨¨§
¨¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ i feel generally kind of okay :) ¨§¨¨¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§§§§¨ ¨§§¨¨§§§§§
¨§§¨§§¨¨¨§ ¶¶ getting rid of pain ¨¨¨¨ ¨§¨§¨§¨¨¨¨
¨§¨§§¨§¨¨§ §§§§§§§¨¨¨
¨§§§¨§§§¨§ if i am in pain and then suddenly not, §¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨
¨§¨¨§§¨¨§§ i feel very soothed and sleepy in a §§¨¨¨¨¨§§¨
¨§§¨§¨§¨§¨ non-intrusive way. ¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨§
§§¨§§§§§§§ §¨§§¨¨¨§§§
¨¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨ ¶¶ working out ¨¨¨¨ §§§¨§¨¨§¨¨
¨¨§¨§¨¨¨¨¨ §¨¨§§§¨§§¨
¨¨§§§§¨¨¨¨ makes me silent and dreamy and.. §§¨§¨¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨¨§¨¨¨ grateful? slows my breathing and brings ¨¨§§§¨§¨§§
¨§§§¨¨§§¨¨ a smile. ¨¨§¨¨§§§§¨
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