.,~:=*##@# #@##*=:~,.
...,~==##@ @##==~,...
....,,::=# #=::,,....
.,~:=*##@@ @@##*=:~,.
.....,~=#@ @#=~,.....
.....~==*# ways ~ to ~ reach #*==~.....
.,~:=##@## alternative ~ states ##@##=:~,.
.....,,:*# of ~ mind #*:,,.....
.,~:=*#### ####*=:~,.
.,~:=*#@## .=. ##@#*=:~,.
...,~:=**# #**=:~,...
.,~:=*##@# #@##*=:~,.
.,~:=****# ## not eating .... #****=:~,.
....,:=##@ @##=:,....
.,~:=*#@## if im not eating for a long time (like ##@#*=:~,.
......~==# a day) i get light headed and dumb, but #==~......
.,~:=*##@# in a speedy glitchy way #@##*=:~,.
.,~:=##@## ##@##=:~,.
.,~~~:***# ## not sleeping .... #***:~~~,.
.,~:=*###@ @###*=:~,.
.,~:=*##@# if i dont get any sleep i become very #@##*=:~,.
.,,~~:=*## very slow and sad ##*=:~~,,.
...,:=**## ##**=:,...
.....~:=## ## waking up early in the morning .... ##=:~.....
.,~:=*##@# #@##*=:~,.
......~~=# this makes me very dreamy in that i #=~~......
....,~~=*# daydream vividly and erratically, also #*=~~,....
.,~:===**# i feel generally kind of okay :) #**===:~,.
.,~:=*###@ @###*=:~,.
....~:=##@ ## getting rid of pain .... @##=:~....
.,~:=*##@# #@##*=:~,.
....,,~=*# if i am in pain and then suddenly not, #*=~,,....
.,~:=*##@@ i feel very soothed and sleepy in a @@##*=:~,.
......~=## non-intrusive way. ##=~......
..,,~:*### ###*:~,,..
.,~:=*##@@ ## working out .... @@##*=:~,.
......~=*# #*=~......
.,~:=*#### makes me silent and dreamy and.. ####*=:~,.
.,~:=##@## grateful? slows my breathing and brings ##@##=:~,.
.,~~::**#@ a smile. @#**::~~,.
.,~:=***#@ @#***=:~,.
.....~::=# #=::~.....
....,~:=*# #*=:~,....
.,~:=*###@ @###*=:~,.
....,:***# #***:,....