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¨¨¨§¨¨§¨§§ INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE §§§¨¨§§§§§
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¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§ THE SPIRIT TRAVELS ¨§§§§¨¨¨§§
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§§§§¨§¨§¨¨ I WAKE SUDDENLY, AND FOR A SECOND ¨¨¨§¨§¨¨§¨
¨¨¨§§§§§¨¨ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD ¨¨§§§§¨§§§
¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨§ SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I ¨§¨¨¨§§¨¨§
¨§§¨¨¨§§§§ SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY §§¨¨§¨§¨§§
§¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. ¨§¨§§§§§¨§
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¨¨§§¨§¨§§§ THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL ¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§§
¨§¨§§§§¨¨§ ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS »WRONG». ¨§§¨¨§§§¨§
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§¨§§§¨§¨¨§ THERE ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED ¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨
§§¨¨§§§¨§§ ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING ¨¨§§¨§§¨¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§§¨¨ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, ¨§¨§§¨§¨§¨
§§§§¨§¨§¨§ THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND §§§¨§§§§§¨
¨¨¨§§§§§§§ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE ¨¨§§¨¨¨¨§§
¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§ LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, ¨§¨§¨¨¨§¨§
¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND §§§§¨¨§§§§
§¨§¨¨¨¨§§¨ DOING DAMAGE THERE. ¨¨¨§¨§¨¨¨§
§§§¨¨¨§¨§¨ ¨¨§§§§¨¨§¨
¨¨§¨¨§§§§¨ THEN I REALIZE I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING ¨§¨¨¨§¨§§§
¨§§¨§¨¨¨§¨ BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE §§¨¨§§§¨¨§
§¨§§§¨¨§§¨ ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§§
§§¨¨§¨§¨§¨ RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S §§§§¨§§§¨¨
¨§¨§§§§§§¨ PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY. ¨¨¨§§¨¨§¨§
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§¨§¨¨§¨¨§§ MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S §¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨
§§§¨§§¨§¨¨ ALMOST MOCKING. §¨¨§¨§¨¨¨§
¨¨§§¨§§§¨¨ §¨§§§§¨¨§¨
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨ I FEEL HELPLESS, BUT I MUST TRY TO §§¨¨¨§¨§§¨
§§§¨§¨§§¨§ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING ¨§¨¨§§§¨§¨
¨¨§§§§¨§§§ RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE §§¨§¨¨§§§§
¨§¨¨¨§§¨¨§ LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING ¨§§§¨§¨¨¨§
§§¨¨§¨§¨§§ OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER §¨¨§§§¨¨§§
¨§¨§§§§§¨§ DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER §¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨
§§§¨¨¨¨§§¨ THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, §§§¨§§§§¨¨
¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§¨ DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN ¨¨§§¨¨¨§¨§
¨§§¨¨§§§§§ THE FIRST PLACE. ¨§¨§¨¨§§§§
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§§§§§¨¨¨¨¨ MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. ¨¨¨§§§¨¨§¨
¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨ I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE. ¨¨§¨¨§¨§§§
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¨¨§¨§¨¨¨¨§ BUT I'M TIRED. §¨§§¨¨§¨§§
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¨¨¨§¨¨§¨§§ THIS CAN HAPPEN IF YOU WANDER TOO FAR, §§§¨¨§§§§§
¨¨§§¨§§§¨¨ I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS ¨¨§¨§¨¨¨¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§ WHEN DREAMING? ¨§§§§¨¨¨§§
§§§¨§¨§§§¨ I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S §¨¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨¨§§§§¨¨§§ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT §¨¨§§¨§§§¨
¨§¨¨¨§¨§¨§ WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... §¨§¨§§¨¨§¨
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