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¨¨¨¨§§¨§¨§                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨
¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨§                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§
§¨¨¨§§§¨¨§                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨¨¨§§§¨                 ¨¨*#*¨¨                  §¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§¨¨§¨§§             ¨^;&########&;^¨             ¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨§§         ¨¨¨^^=&# dreams #&=^^¨¨¨         ¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨             ¨^;&########&;^¨             §¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨                  ¨¨*#*¨¨                 §§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨                                          §§§¨¨§¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨                   ¨^¨                    §¨§§¨¨§¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§                ¨*§###§*¨                 ¨¨§§§¨¨§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                   ¨^¨                    ¨¨§¨§§¨¨§¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨§
§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨         internal visionary state         ¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨
¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨
¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨            the spirit travels            ¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§
§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§
§§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨             ¨^;&########&;^¨             ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨§¨¨¨¨                    ¨=¨                   §¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨§¨¨¨                                          §§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨§¨¨                  a cost                  §§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨§§¨¨§¨                (anecdote)                §¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨§                                          ¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨                    ^^                    ¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨                                          §¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§ i  wake  suddenly,  and  for  a   second ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§ everything is completely  calm  and dead ¨¨§¨¨¨§§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i §¨¨§¨¨§¨§§
§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ slowly  start   to  piece  together   my ¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§§
§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨        consciousness and my body.        ¨¨§¨¨§¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨ then  the  fear  hits  me   and  i  feel ¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨   acutely sick. something is =wrong=.    ¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨
¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§
§¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨                    ¨¨                    §¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨¨                                          ¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨
¨¨§¨¨¨§§§¨ there are  circles and crosses inscribed ¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§
§¨¨§¨¨§¨§§ all over my  vision,  pressing in, being ¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§§ almost hostile. i can  feel them squirm, ¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨¨§¨¨§¨     their internal logic changing and    ¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨ grinding trenches in my  mind. it's like ¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨ language, sentences  i  can't hide from, §¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨ forcefully transcribed  in my  mind, and §§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§            doing damage there.           ¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§
§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨                                          ¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨ then i  realize  i  can't hear  anything ¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§      because there's something there     ¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨    already, droning everything out, a    §¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨ rapid  melody,  almost caustic  in  it's §§¨¨¨§§§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨        particular microtonality.         §§§¨¨§¨§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨                                          §¨§§¨¨¨§§§
§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨                    ^^                    ¨¨§§§¨¨§¨§
§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨                                          ¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨§
¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§ my surroundings are entirely calm.  it's §¨¨¨§§§¨¨§
¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨             almost mocking.              ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨¨
¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨§¨¨¨§§§¨
¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨ i  feel  helpless, but  i  must  try  to ¨¨¨§¨¨§¨§§
§¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨ escape.  to crawl on the floor searching ¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨§§
§§¨¨¨§§§¨¨ relief, such is my  nature.  turning the ¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨§¨§§¨    lights on does nothing... getting     ¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨¨§§§  outside does nothing... drinking water  ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨§¨§ does  noting...  but  time does  - after ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨
¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨§     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§
§¨¨¨§§§¨¨§ doubting  anything of  this happened  in ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨¨             the first place.             ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨¨¨§§§¨                                          §¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§¨¨§¨§§ my eyes are still tense  though, scared. ¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨§§ i    don't    know   what    to    make. ¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨                                          §¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨              but i'm tired.              §§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨                                          §§§¨¨§¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨                    ¨                     §¨§§¨¨§¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§                 ^^=;=^^                  ¨¨§§§¨¨§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                     ¨                    ¨¨§¨§§¨¨§¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨§
§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ this  can happen if  you wander too far, ¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨
¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ i  guess? i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless ¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨
¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨              when dreaming?              ¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§
§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨ i imagine  a  prick  on the nose, that's ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§
§§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨ what  these are. like  you do with a cat ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨§¨¨¨¨ who comes  to close to your  sandwich... §¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨§¨¨¨                                          §§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨§¨¨                                          §§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨§§¨¨§¨                                          §¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨§                                          ¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨                                          ¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨                                          §¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨