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#@£%*=~,..         internal visionary state         ..,~=*%£@#
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#@£%*=~,..            the spirit travels            ..,~=*%£@#
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@£%*=~,...                  a cost                  ...,~=*%£@
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#@£%*=~,.. i  wake  suddenly,  and  for   a  second ..,~=*%£@#
##@£%*=~,. everything is completely  calm  and dead .,~=*%£@##
#@£%*=~,.. silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ..,~=*%£@#
@£%*=~,... slowly  start   to  piece   together  my ...,~=*%£@
#@£%*=~,..        consciousness and my body.        ..,~=*%£@#
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#@£%*=~,.. then  the  fear  hits  me   and  i  feel ..,~=*%£@#
@£%*=~,...    acutely sick. something is ~wrong~.   ...,~=*%£@
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@£%*=~,... there are circles and  crosses inscribed ...,~=*%£@
#@£%*=~,.. all over  my vision, pressing  in, being ..,~=*%£@#
##@£%*=~,. almost  hostile. i can feel them squirm, .,~=*%£@##
#@£%*=~,..    their internal logic changing and     ..,~=*%£@#
@£%*=~,... grinding  trenches in my mind. it's like ...,~=*%£@
#@£%*=~,.. language,  sentences i  can't hide from, ..,~=*%£@#
##@£%*=~,. forcefully transcribed in  my mind,  and .,~=*%£@##
#@£%*=~,..           doing damage there.            ..,~=*%£@#
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#@£%*=~,.. then  i realize  i can't  hear  anything ..,~=*%£@#
##@£%*=~,.      because there's something there     .,~=*%£@##
#@£%*=~,..    already, droning everything out, a    ..,~=*%£@#
@£%*=~,... rapid  melody,  almost caustic  in  it's ...,~=*%£@
#@£%*=~,..         particular microtonality.        ..,~=*%£@#
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#@£%*=~,.. my surroundings are  entirely calm. it's ..,~=*%£@#
##@£%*=~,.              almost mocking.             .,~=*%£@##
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@£%*=~,... i  feel  helpless,  but  i must  try  to ...,~=*%£@
#@£%*=~,.. escape.  to crawl on the floor searching ..,~=*%£@#
##@£%*=~,. relief, such  is my nature.  turning the .,~=*%£@##
#@£%*=~,..     lights on does nothing... getting    ..,~=*%£@#
@£%*=~,...  outside does nothing... drinking water  ...,~=*%£@
#@£%*=~,.. does  noting... but  time  does -  after ..,~=*%£@#
##@£%*=~,.     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     .,~=*%£@##
#@£%*=~,.. doubting  anything  of  this happened in ..,~=*%£@#
@£%*=~,...             the first place.             ...,~=*%£@
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##@£%*=~,. my  eyes are still tense though, scared. .,~=*%£@##
#@£%*=~,.. i   don't    know    what    to    make. ..,~=*%£@#
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#@£%*=~,..              but i'm tired.              ..,~=*%£@#
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#@£%*=~,.. this can  happen if you  wander too far, ..,~=*%£@#
@£%*=~,... i  guess?  i  shouldn't  be so  reckless ...,~=*%£@
#@£%*=~,..              when dreaming?              ..,~=*%£@#
##@£%*=~,. i imagine  a  prick on the  nose, that's .,~=*%£@##
#@£%*=~,.. what these  are. like  you do with a cat ..,~=*%£@#
@£%*=~,... who comes to  close to  your sandwich... ...,~=*%£@
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