ketamine, ket, "horse tranquilizer"    
                                          
                                        
  
                                        
                                          
 still  unknown to me, other than through 
   dreams*. apparently made for making    
 holes. they may  be dark and monochrome. 
              they may not.               
                                          
 white  powder,  dosed  by  way  of  key? 
                                          
                                        
  
                                        
                                          
 *a  red  cylinder,  wide  as  a  finger. 
      glossy freckled ceramics, with      
      something organic inside, being     
 corrupted before your eyes -  turning to 
 ash, but there's no  flame. you  hold it 
 up  to your  nose, suck  it  in  with  a 
 sharp   inhale.  exit  to  the  balcony. 
                                          
 here  on  the fifth floor,  with a  view 
 over  the  parking  lot,  things   start 
      folding into each other, like       
  collapsing a cardboard box. dimensions  
    becoming flat and adjacent. pressed   
 into each  other. creases are  flattened 
 out, distances  disappear,  the world is 
 mangled  down  to  two  dimensions.  and 
 suddenly  light  falls  on  the edge  of 
 everything  rather  than the surface: it 
         all goes completely dark.