Eh                    
                                          
                                         
                                          
 I    Was   Thinking   To   Stop    Doing 
 Hallucinogens  In  The Winter Because  I 
 Do  Not Know  How Useful They Have  Been 
 Anyway?  I  Get  So  Tense When  I  Take 
 Them, The Last Few Times  At  Least, And 
 There Are Plenty Of Side Effects That  I 
 Really Do  Not Like,  And There  Will Be 
   Associations With These Mini-Anxiety   
 Attacks  With  Random   Things   That  I 
 Happen  To  See... For  Example,  For  A 
 Long  Time I  Could  Not See  A  Certain 
 Kind  Of Leaf  Without  Getting  Anxious 
 ...  And  I Should Avoid To Ruin All The 
             Seasons This Way.            
                                          
                                         
                                          
     Hmm, Recently My Visual Phenomena    
 Increased Or At  Least  The  Burn-Ins In 
 The   Eyes,   And  Sometimes   Stuff  Is 
 Breathing  Now,  They  Did   Not  Do  It 
 Before. But Maybe  I Just Drank Too Much 
 Coffee. Maybe I'M Scared  And Making All 
             These Things Up.             
                                          
                                         
                                          
 It Comes  To  Me  Sometimes  That  Shit, 
 What  A Load  Of ConceptS This "Reality" 
 Consists  Of,  And  How  Vague They  Are 
                                          
                                         
                                          
 If  I  Do  Not  Sleep  For About  Twenty 
 Hours,  It Will No Longer Be Dark When I 
 Close  My   Eyes,  Not  Actually   Cev'S 
 Though, Rather  Just FieldS And  Motion. 
 Now And Then I  Hear  This Sound (A Real 
     Sound (I Think)), Resembling Some    
  "Knerp" From Twentyfive c nbome Or So.  
 And It Is  Always Unpleasant,  I  Become 
 So Stressful, But I  Think It  Has To Do 
        With The Novelty. I Hope.