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¨¨@@¨¨¨¨@@ EH ¨@@¨¨¨¨@@¨
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@@@@¨¨@@¨¨ = @@@¨¨@@@@¨
¨¨¨@¨@¨@¨¨ ¨¨@¨@¨¨¨@@
¨¨@@@@@@¨¨ I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ¨@@@@¨¨@¨@
¨@¨¨¨¨¨@¨¨ HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I @¨¨¨@¨@@@@
@@¨¨¨¨@@¨¨ DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN @¨¨@@@¨¨¨@
¨@¨¨¨@¨@¨@ ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE @¨@¨¨@¨¨@¨
@@¨¨@@@@@@ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND @@@¨@@¨@@¨
¨@¨@¨¨¨¨¨¨ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ¨¨@@¨@@¨@@
@@@@¨¨¨¨¨@ REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ¨@¨@@¨@@¨@
¨¨¨@¨¨¨¨@@ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY @@@¨@@¨@@¨
¨¨@@¨¨¨@¨@ ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ¨¨@@¨@@¨@¨
¨@¨@¨¨@@@@ HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ¨@¨@@¨@@@¨
@@@@¨@¨¨¨@ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN @@@¨@@¨¨@¨
¨¨¨@@@¨¨@¨ KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ¨¨@@¨@¨@@@
¨¨@¨¨@¨@@¨ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ¨@¨@@@@¨¨@
¨@@¨@@@¨@@ SEASONS THIS WAY. @@@¨¨¨@¨@@
@¨@@¨¨@@¨@ ¨¨@¨¨@@@¨@
@@¨@¨@¨@@@ = ¨@@¨@¨¨@@¨
¨@@@@@@¨¨¨ @¨@@@¨@¨@@
@¨¨¨¨¨@¨¨@ HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA @@¨¨@@@@¨@
@¨¨¨¨@@¨@@ INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ¨@¨@¨¨¨@@¨
@¨¨¨@¨@@¨¨ THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS @@@@¨¨@¨@@
@¨¨@@@¨@¨@ BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ¨¨¨@¨@@@¨¨
@¨@¨¨@@@@¨ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ¨¨@@@¨¨@¨@
@@@¨@¨¨¨@@ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ¨@¨¨@¨@@@¨
¨¨@@@¨¨@¨¨ THESE THINGS UP. @@¨@@@¨¨@@
¨@¨¨@¨@@¨@ ¨@@¨¨@¨@¨@
@@¨@@@¨@@¨ = @¨@¨@@@@@@
¨@@¨¨@@¨@@ @@@@¨¨¨¨¨¨
@¨@¨@¨@@¨@ IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ¨¨¨@¨¨¨¨¨¨
@@@@@@¨@@¨ WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ¨¨@@¨¨¨¨¨@
¨¨¨¨¨@@¨@@ CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ¨@¨@¨¨¨¨@¨
¨¨¨¨@¨@@¨@ @@@@¨¨¨@@¨
¨¨¨@@@¨@@¨ = ¨¨¨@¨¨@¨@¨
¨¨@¨¨@@¨@¨ ¨¨@@¨@@@@¨
¨@@¨@¨@@@¨ IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ¨@¨@@¨¨¨@¨
@¨@@@@¨¨@@ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I @@@¨@¨¨@@¨
@@¨¨¨@¨@¨¨ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ¨¨@@@¨@¨@@
¨@¨¨@@@@¨@ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ¨@¨¨@@@@¨¨
@@¨@¨¨¨@@¨ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL @@¨@¨¨¨@¨¨
¨@@@¨¨@¨@@ SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ¨@@@¨¨@@¨@
@¨¨@¨@@@¨¨ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. @¨¨@¨@¨@@@
@¨@@@¨¨@¨@ AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME @¨@@@@@¨¨¨
@@¨¨@¨@@@¨ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO @@¨¨¨¨@¨¨@
¨@¨@@@¨¨@¨ WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. ¨@¨¨¨@@¨@¨
@@@¨¨@¨@@¨ @@¨¨@¨@@@¨
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