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¨~~:%%¤¤¤# ~ #¤¤¤%%:~~¨
¨~~:%¤#### ####¤%:~~¨
¨~~:%¤¤### I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ###¤¤%:~~¨
¨~~:%¤¤### HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ###¤¤%:~~¨
¨~~:%¤¤### DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ###¤¤%:~~¨
¨~~:%¤¤¤¤# ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE #¤¤¤¤%:~~¨
¨~~:%¤¤### THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ###¤¤%:~~¨
¨~~:%¤¤### THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ###¤¤%:~~¨
¨¨¨¨¨~:¤## REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ##¤:~¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨~~:¤## ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ##¤:~~¨¨¨¨
¨~~:%¤¤### ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ###¤¤%:~~¨
¨~~:%%%¤¤# HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A #¤¤%%%:~~¨
¨~~:%%¤¤¤¤ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ¤¤¤¤%%:~~¨
¨~~:::¤¤## KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ##¤¤:::~~¨
¨~~:%¤¤¤¤# ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE #¤¤¤¤%:~~¨
¨~~:%¤¤### SEASONS THIS WAY. ###¤¤%:~~¨
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¨~~%¤¤#### ~ ####¤¤%~~¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨~:¤¤ HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ¤¤:~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨~~:%¤¤### INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ###¤¤%:~~¨
¨~~:%¤¤### THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ###¤¤%:~~¨
¨~~:%¤¤### BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ###¤¤%:~~¨
¨~~:%¤¤### BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ###¤¤%:~~¨
¨~~:¤¤#### COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ####¤¤:~~¨
¨~~~~:%%¤# THESE THINGS UP. #¤%%:~~~~¨
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¨¨¨¨¨~:¤¤# IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, #¤¤:~¨¨¨¨¨
¨~~:%¤¤### WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ###¤¤%:~~¨
¨~~:%%¤¤¤¤ CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ¤¤¤¤%%:~~¨
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¨~~:%¤¤¤## ##¤¤¤%:~~¨
¨~~:%¤¤### IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ###¤¤%:~~¨
¨¨¨¨~:¤¤¤# HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I #¤¤¤:~¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨~~:¤¤¤ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ¤¤¤:~~¨¨¨¨
¨~~:%¤¤### THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ###¤¤%:~~¨
¨¨¨¨~:%¤¤# NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL #¤¤%:~¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨~~:%%¤# SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME #¤%%:~~¨¨¨
¨~~:%¤¤### "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ###¤¤%:~~¨
¨~~:%¤¤### AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ###¤¤%:~~¨
¨~~:%¤¤### SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ###¤¤%:~~¨
¨~~:%¤¤### WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. ###¤¤%:~~¨
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