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#¨¨¨¨##¨¨¨ I   WAS    THINKING    TO   STOP   DOING ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨##¨
#¨¨¨#¨#¨¨# HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE WINTER  BECAUSE  I ¨¨¨¨¨¨#¨##
#¨¨####¨## DO NOT  KNOW  HOW USEFUL  THEY HAVE BEEN ¨¨¨¨¨###¨¨
#¨#¨¨¨##¨# ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I TAKE ¨¨¨¨#¨¨#¨#
###¨¨#¨### THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES  AT  LEAST, AND ¨¨¨##¨###¨
¨¨#¨###¨¨# THERE ARE  PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ¨¨#¨##¨¨##
¨###¨¨#¨#¨ REALLY  DO  NOT LIKE,  AND THERE WILL BE ¨###¨#¨#¨#
#¨¨#¨#####   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   #¨¨#######
#¨###¨¨¨¨# ATTACKS   WITH  RANDOM  THINGS  THAT   I #¨#¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
##¨¨#¨¨¨#¨ HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ###¨¨¨¨¨¨#
¨#¨##¨¨### LONG  TIME I  COULD  NOT  SEE A  CERTAIN ¨¨#¨¨¨¨¨#¨
###¨#¨#¨¨¨ KIND  OF LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ¨##¨¨¨¨##¨
¨¨#####¨¨¨ ... AND I SHOULD  AVOID TO RUIN  ALL THE #¨#¨¨¨#¨##
¨#¨¨¨¨#¨¨¨            SEASONS THIS WAY.             ###¨¨###¨#
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¨##¨¨¨¨¨#¨    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     #¨¨#¨¨#¨¨#
#¨#¨¨¨¨##¨ INCREASED OR AT LEAST  THE  BURN-INS  IN #¨##¨##¨##
###¨¨¨#¨#¨ THE  EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS ##¨##¨##¨¨
¨¨#¨¨####¨ BREATHING  NOW,   THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT ¨##¨##¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨¨¨#¨ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE  I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH #¨##¨#####
#¨###¨¨##¨ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND  MAKING ALL ##¨##¨¨¨¨#
##¨¨#¨#¨##             THESE THINGS UP.             ¨##¨#¨¨¨#¨
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¨##¨¨#¨##¨ IT COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, ###¨¨¨###¨
#¨#¨###¨## WHAT A  LOAD OF  CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ¨¨#¨¨#¨¨#¨
####¨¨##¨¨ CONSISTS  OF,  AND HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ¨##¨##¨###
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##¨¨¨¨¨¨## IF  I DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY #¨##¨¨#¨¨¨
¨#¨¨¨¨¨#¨¨ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE  DARK WHEN I ##¨#¨##¨¨#
##¨¨¨¨##¨¨ CLOSE  MY   EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY   CEV'S ¨####¨#¨##
¨#¨¨¨#¨#¨# THOUGH,  RATHER JUST  FIELDS AND MOTION. #¨¨¨####¨¨
##¨¨#####¨ NOW AND THEN  I HEAR THIS SOUND (A  REAL #¨¨#¨¨¨#¨¨
¨#¨#¨¨¨¨#¨     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    #¨##¨¨##¨#
####¨¨¨##¨  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ##¨#¨#¨###
¨¨¨#¨¨#¨## AND  IT  IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I  BECOME ¨######¨¨¨
¨¨##¨###¨# SO STRESSFUL, BUT I  THINK IT HAS  TO DO #¨¨¨¨¨#¨¨¨
¨#¨##¨¨###         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        #¨¨¨¨##¨¨¨
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