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##@@@=;~:, I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ,:~;=@@@##
@@@;:,,,,, HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ,,,,,:;@@@
##@@@=;~:, DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ,:~;=@@@##
@@@@@=;~:, ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ,:~;=@@@@@
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#@==~,,,,, THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ,,,,,~==@#
##@@@=;~:, REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ,:~;=@@@##
#@@@@=;~:, ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ,:~;=@@@@#
#@@@@=;~:, ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ,:~;=@@@@#
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#@@@@=;~:, LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ,:~;=@@@@#
##@@@=;~:, KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ,:~;=@@@##
@@@@@=;~:, ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ,:~;=@@@@@
##@@@=;~:, SEASONS THIS WAY. ,:~;=@@@##
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@@@@@=;~:, HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ,:~;=@@@@@
@@====;~:, INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ,:~;====@@
@@@@==;~:, THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ,:~;==@@@@
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##@@@=;~:, BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ,:~;=@@@##
@@@=;~,,,, COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ,,,,~;=@@@
@@@@;:,,,, THESE THINGS UP. ,,,,:;@@@@
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##@@@=;~:, IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ,:~;=@@@##
#@@@@=;~:, WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ,:~;=@@@@#
#@@@@=;~:, CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ,:~;=@@@@#
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##@@@=;~:, HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ,:~;=@@@##
##@@@=;~:, CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ,:~;=@@@##
@@@@@=;~:, THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ,:~;=@@@@@
##@@@=;~:, NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ,:~;=@@@##
#@@;~::,,, SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ,,,::~;@@#
#@@@@=;~:, "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ,:~;=@@@@#
#@@@;~,,,, AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ,,,,~;@@@#
@=;~~~:,,, SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ,,,:~~~;=@
@@@@@=;~:, WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. ,:~;=@@@@@
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