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##@¶$^/«., HALLUCINOGENS  IN THE  WINTER BECAUSE  I ,.«/^$¶@##
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#@¶£$^/«., THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS  THAT I ,.«/^$£¶@#
#@¶£$^/«., REALLY DO NOT  LIKE,  AND  THERE WILL BE ,.«/^$£¶@#
#@¶£$^/«.,   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ,.«/^$£¶@#
#@¶£$^/«., ATTACKS   WITH  RANDOM   THINGS  THAT  I ,.«/^$£¶@#
#@¶£$^/«., HAPPEN TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ,.«/^$£¶@#
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@££$/..,,, BREATHING   NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT ,,,../$££@
@¶£$$^/«., BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO  MUCH ,.«/^$$£¶@
##@¶£$^«., COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING  ALL ,.«^$£¶@##
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##¶£$^/«., WHAT A  LOAD OF  CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ,.«/^$£¶##
##@£$^/«., CONSISTS OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ,.«/^$£@##
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#@¶£$^/«., HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN  I ,.«/^$£¶@#
@@¶£$^/«., CLOSE   MY   EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S ,.«/^$£¶@@
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