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,-«\%$¤@## eh ##@¤$%\«-,
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,-«\%$¤@## i was thinking to stop doing ##@¤$%\«-,
,-«\%$¤@## hallucinogens in the winter because i ##@¤$%\«-,
,-«\%%%$¤¤ do not know how useful they have been ¤¤$%%%\«-,
,-«\%$@### anyway? i get so tense when i take ###@$%\«-,
,,,,«%%%$¤ them, the last few times at least, and ¤$%%%«,,,,
,,,,,--\$¤ there are plenty of side effects that i ¤$\--,,,,,
,,,,,-\$¤¤ really do not like, and there will be ¤¤$\-,,,,,
,-«\%$¤@## associations with these mini-anxiety ##@¤$%\«-,
,-«\%$¤@## attacks with random things that i ##@¤$%\«-,
,-«\\%$¤@@ happen to see... for example, for a @@¤$%\\«-,
,-«\%$¤@## long time i could not see a certain ##@¤$%\«-,
,,,,,«%%$¤ kind of leaf without getting anxious ¤$%%«,,,,,
,-«\%$@### ... and i should avoid to ruin all the ###@$%\«-,
,-«\%$$$@@ seasons this way. @@$$$%\«-,
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,-«\%$¤### hmm, recently my visual phenomena ###¤$%\«-,
,-«\%$¤@## increased or at least the burn-ins in ##@¤$%\«-,
,-«\%$¤@## the eyes, and sometimes stuff is ##@¤$%\«-,
,-«\%$¤@## breathing now, they did not do it ##@¤$%\«-,
,-«\%$¤@## before. but maybe i just drank too much ##@¤$%\«-,
,-««««\%¤# coffee. maybe i'm scared and making all #¤%\««««-,
,-«\%$¤@@# these things up. #@@¤$%\«-,
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,-«\%$¤@## it comes to me sometimes that shit, ##@¤$%\«-,
,,,,-«%¤¤@ what a load of concepts this "reality" @¤¤%«-,,,,
,-«\%%%%¤@ consists of, and how vague they are @¤%%%%\«-,
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,-«\%$¤@## if i do not sleep for about twenty ##@¤$%\«-,
,-«\%$¤@## hours, it will no longer be dark when i ##@¤$%\«-,
,-«\%$¤@## close my eyes, not actually cev's ##@¤$%\«-,
,-«\%$¤@## though, rather just fields and motion. ##@¤$%\«-,
,-««\\$¤@@ now and then i hear this sound (a real @@¤$\\««-,
,,,,-\\$@# sound (i think)), resembling some #@$\\-,,,,
,-«\$¤@### "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so. ###@¤$\«-,
,-«\%$¤@## and it is always unpleasant, i become ##@¤$%\«-,
,,,-«%%¤¤@ so stressful, but i think it has to do @¤¤%%«-,,,
,-«\%$¤¤¤@ with the novelty. i hope. @¤¤¤$%\«-,
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