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              ketamine, ket, "horse tranquilizer"             
                                                              
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           still unknown to  me, other than through           
      †       dreams*. apparently made for making             
           holes. they may  be dark and monochrome.           
                         they may not.                        
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           white  powder,  dosed  by  way  of  key?           
                                                              
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           *a  red  cylinder,  wide  as  a  finger.           
                glossy freckled ceramics, with                
                something organic inside, being            ,  
           corrupted before your eyes - turning  to           
           ash, but there's no  flame. you  hold it           
           up  to  your  nose, suck  it in  with  a           
           sharp  inhale.  exit  to  the   balcony.           
                                                            , 
           here on the  fifth  floor, with  a  view           
           over  the  parking  lot,  things   start           
                 folding into each other, like                
            collapsing a cardboard box. dimensions            
             becoming flat and adjacent. pressed              
           into each other.  creases are  flattened           
           out,  distances disappear, the  world is           
           mangled  down  to  two  dimensions.  and         . 
         - suddenly  light falls  on  the  edge  of       .   
           everything  rather than  the surface: it           
                  all goes completely dark.                   
                                                              
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