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.#.##.#.#. i  had   this   idea   that   you  could #..#.##.##
.#..#.#.#.  construct reality checks (as for lucid  #.##..#..#
.#.##.#.#. dreaming,  where you'd learn this  habit #..#.##.##
.#..#.#.#. of  trying to  sneakily break  the rules #.##..#..#
.#.##.#.#. of   causality   or   physics,  such  as #..#.##.##
.#..#.#.#. flipping a  light switch  to see  if  it #.##..#..#
.#.##.#.#. actually  turns  off  the   lights,   or #..#.##.##
.#..#.#.#. trying   to  get  your  hands  to  phase #.##..#..#
.#.##.#.#. together. the  thought being that if any #..#.##.##
.#..#.#.#. of the "checks"  actually  worked, you'd #.##..#..#
.#.##.#.#. know  you  were   dreaming)  for  datura #..#.##.##
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.#..#.#.#. i thought, you  could get in  the  habit #.##..#..#
.#.##.#.#. of throwing  things on the  ground, like #..#.##.##
.#..#.#.#.    pens. meant to portray cigarettes,    #.##..#..#
.#.##.#.#. because everyone  who does datura smokes #..#.##.##
.#..#.#.#. cigarettes.  (they in fact  aren't,  and #.##..#..#
.#.##.#.#. so   sooner   or  later  the  cigarettes #..#.##.##
.#..#.#.#. disappear, and they  search  the ground, #.##..#..#
.#.##.#.#. but nothing's there.)  throwing  pens on #..#.##.##
.#..#.#.#. the ground  and  picking  them  back up. #.##..#..#
.#.##.#.#. and be really concerned  if they weren't #..#.##.##
.#..#.#.#.               to be there.               #.##..#..#
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.#..#.#.#. this  is  probably  not  how  deliriants #.##..#..#
.#.##.#.#. work.    but   i   had   the    thought. #..#.##.##
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