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,,,,&&,,,, I   WAS   THINKING   TO    STOP    DOING ,&&,,,&&&&
,&&,,,,&&& HALLUCINOGENS IN THE  WINTER  BECAUSE  I ,,,,&,,&&,
,,,,&&,,&& DO  NOT  KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE  BEEN ,&&,,,,,,,
&&&,,,,,,& ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE WHEN  I  TAKE ,,,,&&&&&&
&&,,&&&&,, THEM,  THE  LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ,&&,,&&&&&
&,,,,&&,,, THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS  THAT I ,,,,,,&&&&
,,&&,,,,&& REALLY  DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE  WILL  BE ,&&&&,,&&&
,,,,,&&,,&   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ,,&&,,,,&,
&&&&,,,,,, ATTACKS  WITH  RANDOM   THINGS   THAT  I ,,,,,&&,,,
,&&,,&&&&, HAPPEN TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A &&&&,,,,&,
,,,,,,&&,, LONG  TIME I  COULD  NOT  SEE  A CERTAIN ,&&,,&&,,,
&&&&&,,,,& KIND OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ,,,,,,,,&&
&&&&,,&&,, ...  AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN  ALL THE &&&&&&&,,&
&&&,,,,,,,            SEASONS THIS WAY.             &&&&&&,,,,
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&&&,,,,&&&     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    &&,,,,&&&&
&&,,&&,,&& INCREASED OR  AT LEAST  THE  BURN-INS IN &,,&&,,&&&
&,,,,,,,,& THE  EYES,   AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS ,,,,,,,,&&
,,&&&&&&,, BREATHING   NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT ,&&&&&&,,&
,,,&&&&,,& BEFORE. BUT MAYBE  I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ,,&&&&,,,,
&&,,&&,,,, COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED  AND MAKING ALL ,,,&&,,&&&
&,,,,,,&&&             THESE THINGS UP.             &&,,,,,,&&
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&,,&&,,,,, IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES THAT  SHIT, ,,&&&&,,&&
,,,,,,&&&& WHAT A  LOAD OF CONCEPTS  THIS "REALITY" ,,,&&,,,,&
,&&&&,,&&& CONSISTS  OF, AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE &&,,,,&&,,
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&&&,,&&&&& IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ,,,,,,&&,,
,&,,,,&&&& HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK  WHEN I &&&&&,,,,,
,,,&&,,&&, CLOSE   MY   EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S &&&&,,&&&&
,&,,,,,,,, THOUGH, RATHER JUST  FIELDS AND  MOTION. ,&&,,,,&&,
,,,&&&&&&& NOW AND THEN I HEAR  THIS  SOUND (A REAL ,,,,&&,,,,
&&,,&&&&&&     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    &&&,,,,&&&
&,,,,&&&&,  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  &&,,&&,,&&
,,&&,,&&,, AND  IT  IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I  BECOME ,,,,,,,,,&
,,,,,,,,,& SO  STRESSFUL, BUT  I THINK IT HAS TO DO &&&&&&&&,,
&&&&&&&&,,        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         &&&&&&&,,&
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