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@@%†*=:,,, EH ,,,:=*†%@@
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##@@%†*=:, = ,:=*†%@@##
#@@%†*=:,, ,,:=*†%@@#
@@%†*=:,,, I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ,,,:=*†%@@
#@@%†*=:,, HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ,,:=*†%@@#
##@@%†*=:, DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ,:=*†%@@##
#@@%†*=:,, ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ,,:=*†%@@#
@@%†*=:,,, THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ,,,:=*†%@@
#@@%†*=:,, THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ,,:=*†%@@#
##@@%†*=:, REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ,:=*†%@@##
#@@%†*=:,, ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ,,:=*†%@@#
@@%†*=:,,, ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ,,,:=*†%@@
#@@%†*=:,, HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ,,:=*†%@@#
##@@%†*=:, LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ,:=*†%@@##
#@@%†*=:,, KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ,,:=*†%@@#
@@%†*=:,,, ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ,,,:=*†%@@
#@@%†*=:,, SEASONS THIS WAY. ,,:=*†%@@#
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#@@%†*=:,, = ,,:=*†%@@#
@@%†*=:,,, ,,,:=*†%@@
#@@%†*=:,, HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ,,:=*†%@@#
##@@%†*=:, INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ,:=*†%@@##
#@@%†*=:,, THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ,,:=*†%@@#
@@%†*=:,,, BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ,,,:=*†%@@
#@@%†*=:,, BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ,,:=*†%@@#
##@@%†*=:, COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ,:=*†%@@##
#@@%†*=:,, THESE THINGS UP. ,,:=*†%@@#
@@%†*=:,,, ,,,:=*†%@@
#@@%†*=:,, = ,,:=*†%@@#
##@@%†*=:, ,:=*†%@@##
#@@%†*=:,, IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ,,:=*†%@@#
@@%†*=:,,, WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ,,,:=*†%@@
#@@%†*=:,, CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ,,:=*†%@@#
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#@@%†*=:,, = ,,:=*†%@@#
@@%†*=:,,, ,,,:=*†%@@
#@@%†*=:,, IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ,,:=*†%@@#
##@@%†*=:, HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ,:=*†%@@##
#@@%†*=:,, CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ,,:=*†%@@#
@@%†*=:,,, THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ,,,:=*†%@@
#@@%†*=:,, NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ,,:=*†%@@#
##@@%†*=:, SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ,:=*†%@@##
#@@%†*=:,, "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ,,:=*†%@@#
@@%†*=:,,, AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ,,,:=*†%@@
#@@%†*=:,, SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ,,:=*†%@@#
##@@%†*=:, WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. ,:=*†%@@##
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