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*$=«¨¨¨¨¨¨ i was thinking to stop doing ¨¨¨¨¨¨«=$*
@*$=«¨¨¨¨¨ hallucinogens in the winter because i ¨¨¨¨¨«=$*@
@@*$=«¨¨¨¨ do not know how useful they have been ¨¨¨¨«=$*@@
#@@*$=«¨¨¨ anyway? i get so tense when i take ¨¨¨«=$*@@#
##@@*$=«¨¨ them, the last few times at least, and ¨¨«=$*@@##
###@@*$=«¨ there are plenty of side effects that i ¨«=$*@@###
##@@*$=«¨¨ really do not like, and there will be ¨¨«=$*@@##
#@@*$=«¨¨¨ associations with these mini-anxiety ¨¨¨«=$*@@#
@@*$=«¨¨¨¨ attacks with random things that i ¨¨¨¨«=$*@@
@*$=«¨¨¨¨¨ happen to see... for example, for a ¨¨¨¨¨«=$*@
*$=«¨¨¨¨¨¨ long time i could not see a certain ¨¨¨¨¨¨«=$*
$=«¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ kind of leaf without getting anxious ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨«=$
=«¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ... and i should avoid to ruin all the ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨«=
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$=«¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ hmm, recently my visual phenomena ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨«=$
*$=«¨¨¨¨¨¨ increased or at least the burn-ins in ¨¨¨¨¨¨«=$*
@*$=«¨¨¨¨¨ the eyes, and sometimes stuff is ¨¨¨¨¨«=$*@
@@*$=«¨¨¨¨ breathing now, they did not do it ¨¨¨¨«=$*@@
#@@*$=«¨¨¨ before. but maybe i just drank too much ¨¨¨«=$*@@#
##@@*$=«¨¨ coffee. maybe i'm scared and making all ¨¨«=$*@@##
###@@*$=«¨ these things up. ¨«=$*@@###
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@*$=«¨¨¨¨¨ it comes to me sometimes that shit, ¨¨¨¨¨«=$*@
*$=«¨¨¨¨¨¨ what a load of concepts this "reality" ¨¨¨¨¨¨«=$*
$=«¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ consists of, and how vague they are ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨«=$
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=«¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ hours, it will no longer be dark when i ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨«=
$=«¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ close my eyes, not actually cev's ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨«=$
*$=«¨¨¨¨¨¨ though, rather just fields and motion. ¨¨¨¨¨¨«=$*
@*$=«¨¨¨¨¨ now and then i hear this sound (a real ¨¨¨¨¨«=$*@
@@*$=«¨¨¨¨ sound (i think)), resembling some ¨¨¨¨«=$*@@
#@@*$=«¨¨¨ "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so. ¨¨¨«=$*@@#
##@@*$=«¨¨ and it is always unpleasant, i become ¨¨«=$*@@##
###@@*$=«¨ so stressful, but i think it has to do ¨«=$*@@###
##@@*$=«¨¨ with the novelty. i hope. ¨¨«=$*@@##
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