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,^-^$$£@@# I    WAS   THINKING   TO    STOP   DOING #@@£$$^-^,
,^-^$$£@@@ HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE WINTER  BECAUSE  I @@@£$$^-^,
,^-^$$£@@# DO  NOT KNOW HOW  USEFUL  THEY HAVE BEEN #@@£$$^-^,
,,,,^^$££@ ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN I  TAKE @££$^^,,,,
,,,,,-$$@@ THEM, THE  LAST FEW TIMES  AT LEAST, AND @@$$-,,,,,
,,,,,^^$£@ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE  EFFECTS THAT I @£$^^,,,,,
,^-^$$£@@# REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND  THERE  WILL  BE #@@£$$^-^,
,^-^$$£@##   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ##@£$$^-^,
,^-^$$£@@@ ATTACKS   WITH  RANDOM   THINGS  THAT  I @@@£$$^-^,
,^-^$$£@@# HAPPEN TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A #@@£$$^-^,
,^-^$$£@@# LONG  TIME  I  COULD NOT  SEE A  CERTAIN #@@£$$^-^,
,,,^-^$$££ KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT GETTING  ANXIOUS ££$$^-^,,,
,,,,^-^$£@ ... AND I  SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL  THE @£$^-^,,,,
,^-^$$£@@#             SEASONS THIS WAY.            #@@£$$^-^,
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,,,^-^^$£@    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     @£$^^-^,,,
,^-^$$£@@# INCREASED  OR AT LEAST THE  BURN-INS  IN #@@£$$^-^,
,^-^$$£@## THE   EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES  STUFF   IS ##@£$$^-^,
,,,,,,^^$£ BREATHING  NOW,  THEY   DID  NOT  DO  IT £$^^,,,,,,
,^-^$$£@@@ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I  JUST DRANK TOO MUCH @@@£$$^-^,
,,,,^^$£@@ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING  ALL @@£$^^,,,,
,,,,,^^$£@             THESE THINGS UP.             @£$^^,,,,,
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,^-^$$£@@# IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES THAT  SHIT, #@@£$$^-^,
,^-^$$£@@# WHAT A  LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" #@@£$$^-^,
,,,,,^^^$@ CONSISTS OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE @$^^^,,,,,
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,^-^$$£@## IF  I  DO NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ##@£$$^-^,
,^-^$$£@@@ HOURS, IT WILL  NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I @@@£$$^-^,
,^-^$$£@@# CLOSE   MY  EYES,  NOT   ACTUALLY  CEV'S #@@£$$^-^,
,,,,,^^^$@ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS  AND  MOTION. @$^^^,,,,,
,^-^$$£@@# NOW AND THEN  I HEAR THIS SOUND (A  REAL #@@£$$^-^,
,^-^$$£@@#    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     #@@£$$^-^,
,^-^$$£@@#  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  #@@£$$^-^,
,^-^$$£@@# AND  IT  IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I  BECOME #@@£$$^-^,
,^^---^$$@ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I  THINK  IT HAS TO DO @$$^---^^,
,^--^$$$@@        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         @@$$$^--^,
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