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........., I   WAS   THINKING    TO    STOP   DOING ,.........
........,~ HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE  WINTER BECAUSE I ~,........
.......,~^ DO NOT KNOW  HOW USEFUL THEY  HAVE  BEEN ^~,.......
......,~^% ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN I  TAKE %^~,......
.....,~^%$ THEM,  THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST,  AND $%^~,.....
....,~^%$£ THERE ARE PLENTY OF  SIDE EFFECTS THAT I £$%^~,....
...,~^%$£@ REALLY DO  NOT LIKE, AND  THERE WILL  BE @£$%^~,...
..,~^%$£@@   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   @@£$%^~,..
.,~^%$£@@# ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM   THINGS  THAT  I #@@£$%^~,.
..,~^%$£@@ HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE, FOR  A @@£$%^~,..
...,~^%$£@ LONG TIME  I COULD  NOT  SEE  A  CERTAIN @£$%^~,...
....,~^%$£ KIND  OF  LEAF WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS £$%^~,....
.....,~^%$ ...  AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN  ALL THE $%^~,.....
......,~^%             SEASONS THIS WAY.            %^~,......
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..........    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ..........
........., INCREASED  OR  AT LEAST THE BURN-INS  IN ,.........
........,~ THE   EYES,  AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS ~,........
.......,~^ BREATHING  NOW,   THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT ^~,.......
......,~^% BEFORE.  BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH %^~,......
.....,~^%$ COFFEE.  MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL $%^~,.....
....,~^%$£             THESE THINGS UP.             £$%^~,....
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..,~^%$£@@ IT COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, @@£$%^~,..
...,~^%$£@ WHAT A LOAD  OF  CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" @£$%^~,...
....,~^%$£ CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE THEY  ARE £$%^~,....
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........,~ IF  I  DO  NOT SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ~,........
........., HOURS, IT WILL NO  LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ,.........
.......... CLOSE  MY   EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY   CEV'S ..........
........., THOUGH, RATHER  JUST  FIELDS AND MOTION. ,.........
........,~ NOW AND THEN I  HEAR THIS  SOUND (A REAL ~,........
.......,~^    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     ^~,.......
......,~^%  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  %^~,......
.....,~^%$ AND IT IS  ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME $%^~,.....
....,~^%$£ SO STRESSFUL,  BUT  I THINK IT HAS TO DO £$%^~,....
...,~^%$£@        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         @£$%^~,...
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