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,-~;$§#### I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ####§$;~-,
,-~;$§#### HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ####§$;~-,
,-~;$§#### DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ####§$;~-,
,-~;;;;§§# ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE #§§;;;;~-,
,-~;$§#### THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ####§$;~-,
,,,,,,~;§# THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I #§;~,,,,,,
,,,,,-;$## REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ##$;-,,,,,
,-~;$§#### ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ####§$;~-,
,-~;$§#### ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ####§$;~-,
,-~;$§#### HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ####§$;~-,
,-~;$§§### LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ###§§$;~-,
,,,,,~~;$# KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS #$;~~,,,,,
,,,,~;;§§# ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE #§§;;~,,,,
,-~;$§#### SEASONS THIS WAY. ####§$;~-,
,-~;$§#### ####§$;~-,
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,,,-~;;§## HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ##§;;~-,,,
,-~;$§#### INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ####§$;~-,
,,,~~$$$## THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ##$$$~~,,,
,-~;$##### BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT #####$;~-,
,,--~$$§## BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ##§$$~--,,
,-~;$§#### COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ####§$;~-,
,-~;$§#### THESE THINGS UP. ####§$;~-,
,-~;$§#### ####§$;~-,
,-~;$§#### ~ ####§$;~-,
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,,,,--;$§# IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, #§$;--,,,,
,,,,,~~$§# WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" #§$~~,,,,,
,,,,,~$§## CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ##§$~,,,,,
,-~;$§#### ####§$;~-,
,-~;$§#### ~ ####§$;~-,
,-~;$§#### ####§$;~-,
,,,,-~;;$# IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY #$;;~-,,,,
,-~;$§#### HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ####§$;~-,
,-~;$§#### CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ####§$;~-,
,,,--~;;§# THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. #§;;~--,,,
,---~~~$## NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ##$~~~---,
,-~;$§#### SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ####§$;~-,
,-~;$##### "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. #####$;~-,
,,-~~;;$§# AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME #§$;;~~-,,
,-~;$§#### SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ####§$;~-,
,,,,,-;;§# WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. #§;;-,,,,,
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