,,~;†@¤@@# #@@¤@†;~,,
,,~;†@¤@@# #@@¤@†;~,,
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,,~;†@¤@## ##@¤@†;~,,
,,,,,~†@¤@ @¤@†~,,,,,
,,~;†@¤@@# eh #@@¤@†;~,,
,,~;†@¤@@@ @@@¤@†;~,,
,,~;†@¤@@@ ~ @@@¤@†;~,,
,,,,~††¤@@ @@¤††~,,,,
,,~;†@¤@@# i was thinking to stop doing #@@¤@†;~,,
,,~;†@¤¤¤¤ hallucinogens in the winter because i ¤¤¤¤@†;~,,
,,,,,,~;@¤ do not know how useful they have been ¤@;~,,,,,,
,,~;;;;†@@ anyway? i get so tense when i take @@†;;;;~,,
,,~;†@¤@@@ them, the last few times at least, and @@@¤@†;~,,
,,,,,,~†¤@ there are plenty of side effects that i @¤†~,,,,,,
,,~;†@@@@@ really do not like, and there will be @@@@@†;~,,
,,,~;;†@¤@ associations with these mini-anxiety @¤@†;;~,,,
,,,,,,,;@¤ attacks with random things that i ¤@;,,,,,,,
,,~;†@¤@@# happen to see... for example, for a #@@¤@†;~,,
,,,,~~†@@@ long time i could not see a certain @@@†~~,,,,
,,,,,,,;@¤ kind of leaf without getting anxious ¤@;,,,,,,,
,,,,,~††@¤ ... and i should avoid to ruin all the ¤@††~,,,,,
,,~;†@¤@@# seasons this way. #@@¤@†;~,,
,,~;†@¤@@@ @@@¤@†;~,,
,,~;†@¤@@@ ~ @@@¤@†;~,,
,,~;†@¤@@@ @@@¤@†;~,,
,,~;†@¤@@@ hmm, recently my visual phenomena @@@¤@†;~,,
,,~;†@¤@@# increased or at least the burn-ins in #@@¤@†;~,,
,,~;†@¤@## the eyes, and sometimes stuff is ##@¤@†;~,,
,,~;†@@@## breathing now, they did not do it ##@@@†;~,,
,,~;†@¤@@# before. but maybe i just drank too much #@@¤@†;~,,
,,,,,~~†¤@ coffee. maybe i'm scared and making all @¤†~~,,,,,
,,~;†@¤@## these things up. ##@¤@†;~,,
,,~;†@¤@@@ @@@¤@†;~,,
,,~;†@¤@@# ~ #@@¤@†;~,,
,,~~;;@¤¤¤ ¤¤¤@;;~~,,
,,~;†@¤@@# it comes to me sometimes that shit, #@@¤@†;~,,
,,~;†@¤@@@ what a load of concepts this "reality" @@@¤@†;~,,
,,,,,,;@@@ consists of, and how vague they are @@@;,,,,,,
,,~;†@¤@@# #@@¤@†;~,,
,,,,,,~;@@ ~ @@;~,,,,,,
,,,~~††¤@@ @@¤††~~,,,
,~;†@¤@@## if i do not sleep for about twenty ##@@¤@†;~,
,,,,,,;@@@ hours, it will no longer be dark when i @@@;,,,,,,
,,~;†@¤@@# close my eyes, not actually cev's #@@¤@†;~,,
,,~;†@¤@@@ though, rather just fields and motion. @@@¤@†;~,,
,,~;†@¤@@@ now and then i hear this sound (a real @@@¤@†;~,,
,,~;†@¤@@# sound (i think)), resembling some #@@¤@†;~,,
,,,,,~~;@@ "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so. @@;~~,,,,,
,,~;†@¤@## and it is always unpleasant, i become ##@¤@†;~,,
,,~;†@¤@@@ so stressful, but i think it has to do @@@¤@†;~,,
,,,,,~†¤¤@ with the novelty. i hope. @¤¤†~,,,,,
,,~;†@¤@@# #@@¤@†;~,,
,,~†@¤@@## ##@@¤@†~,,
,,,,,,,~†¤ ¤†~,,,,,,,
,,,,~;;;@@ @@;;;~,,,,
,,~;†@¤@@# #@@¤@†;~,,