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¶§¤*:~:¨¨¨ hallucinogens in the winter because i ¨¨¨:~:*¤§¶
§¤*:~:¨¨¨¨ do not know how useful they have been ¨¨¨¨:~:*¤§
¤*:~:¨¨¨¨¨ anyway? i get so tense when i take ¨¨¨¨¨:~:*¤
§¤*:~:¨¨¨¨ them, the last few times at least, and ¨¨¨¨:~:*¤§
¶§¤*:~:¨¨¨ there are plenty of side effects that i ¨¨¨:~:*¤§¶
#¶§¤*:~:¨¨ really do not like, and there will be ¨¨:~:*¤§¶#
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#¶§¤*:~:¨¨ attacks with random things that i ¨¨:~:*¤§¶#
¶§¤*:~:¨¨¨ happen to see... for example, for a ¨¨¨:~:*¤§¶
§¤*:~:¨¨¨¨ long time i could not see a certain ¨¨¨¨:~:*¤§
¤*:~:¨¨¨¨¨ kind of leaf without getting anxious ¨¨¨¨¨:~:*¤
§¤*:~:¨¨¨¨ ... and i should avoid to ruin all the ¨¨¨¨:~:*¤§
¶§¤*:~:¨¨¨ seasons this way. ¨¨¨:~:*¤§¶
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¶§¤*:~:¨¨¨ hmm, recently my visual phenomena ¨¨¨:~:*¤§¶
§¤*:~:¨¨¨¨ increased or at least the burn-ins in ¨¨¨¨:~:*¤§
¤*:~:¨¨¨¨¨ the eyes, and sometimes stuff is ¨¨¨¨¨:~:*¤
§¤*:~:¨¨¨¨ breathing now, they did not do it ¨¨¨¨:~:*¤§
¶§¤*:~:¨¨¨ before. but maybe i just drank too much ¨¨¨:~:*¤§¶
#¶§¤*:~:¨¨ coffee. maybe i'm scared and making all ¨¨:~:*¤§¶#
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§¤*:~:¨¨¨¨ what a load of concepts this "reality" ¨¨¨¨:~:*¤§
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¶§¤*:~:¨¨¨ if i do not sleep for about twenty ¨¨¨:~:*¤§¶
§¤*:~:¨¨¨¨ hours, it will no longer be dark when i ¨¨¨¨:~:*¤§
¤*:~:¨¨¨¨¨ close my eyes, not actually cev's ¨¨¨¨¨:~:*¤
§¤*:~:¨¨¨¨ though, rather just fields and motion. ¨¨¨¨:~:*¤§
¶§¤*:~:¨¨¨ now and then i hear this sound (a real ¨¨¨:~:*¤§¶
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#¶§¤*:~:¨¨ and it is always unpleasant, i become ¨¨:~:*¤§¶#
¶§¤*:~:¨¨¨ so stressful, but i think it has to do ¨¨¨:~:*¤§¶
§¤*:~:¨¨¨¨ with the novelty. i hope. ¨¨¨¨:~:*¤§
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