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†~,....... I   WAS    THINKING    TO   STOP   DOING .......,~†
§†~,...... HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE WINTER  BECAUSE I ......,~†§
*§†~,..... DO NOT KNOW  HOW  USEFUL  THEY HAVE BEEN .....,~†§*
§*§†~,.... ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ....,~†§*§
#§*§†~,... THEM, THE LAST FEW  TIMES  AT LEAST, AND ...,~†§*§#
##§*§†~,.. THERE  ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ..,~†§*§##
###§*§†~,. REALLY DO NOT  LIKE,  AND THERE  WILL BE .,~†§*§###
##§*§†~,..   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ..,~†§*§##
#§*§†~,... ATTACKS   WITH  RANDOM  THINGS  THAT   I ...,~†§*§#
§*§†~,.... HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR A ....,~†§*§
*§†~,..... LONG  TIME  I COULD  NOT  SEE A  CERTAIN .....,~†§*
§†~,...... KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT GETTING  ANXIOUS ......,~†§
†~,....... ... AND I  SHOULD AVOID  TO RUIN ALL THE .......,~†
~,........             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ........,~
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..........     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    ..........
.......... INCREASED  OR  AT  LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ..........
.......... THE   EYES,  AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS ..........
,......... BREATHING  NOW,  THEY   DID  NOT  DO  IT .........,
~,........ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST  DRANK TOO MUCH ........,~
†~,....... COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND  MAKING ALL .......,~†
§†~,......             THESE THINGS UP.             ......,~†§
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##§*§†~,.. IT  COMES  TO ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, ..,~†§*§##
###§*§†~,. WHAT A LOAD  OF CONCEPTS  THIS "REALITY" .,~†§*§###
##§*§†~,.. CONSISTS OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ..,~†§*§##
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§†~,...... IF I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ......,~†§
†~,....... HOURS, IT WILL  NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I .......,~†
~,........ CLOSE  MY  EYES,   NOT   ACTUALLY  CEV'S ........,~
,......... THOUGH,  RATHER JUST  FIELDS AND MOTION. .........,
.......... NOW AND  THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A  REAL ..........
..........     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ..........
..........  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ..........
.......... AND  IT IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I  BECOME ..........
.......... SO STRESSFUL,  BUT I THINK IT HAS TO  DO ..........
,.........         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        .........,
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