Eh                    
                                          
                                         
                                          
 I    Was    Thinking   To   Stop   Doing 
 Hallucinogens  In The Winter  Because  I 
 Do Not  Know How  Useful They  Have Been 
 Anyway?  I  Get  So  Tense  When I  Take 
 Them, The Last Few  Times  At Least, And 
 There  Are Plenty Of Side Effects That I 
 Really Do  Not  Like, And  There Will Be 
   Associations With These Mini-Anxiety   
 Attacks  With   Random   Things  That  I 
 Happen  To  See...  For  Example,  For A 
 Long  Time I  Could  Not  See  A Certain 
 Kind  Of  Leaf  Without  Getting Anxious 
 ...  And I Should Avoid To  Ruin All The 
             Seasons This Way.            
                                          
                                         
                                          
    Hmm, Recently My Visual Phenomena     
 Increased Or  At Least The  Burn-Ins  In 
 The   Eyes,   And  Sometimes   Stuff  Is 
 Breathing  Now,  They  Did   Not  Do  It 
 Before. But Maybe  I Just Drank Too Much 
 Coffee. Maybe I'M Scared And Making  All 
             These Things Up.             
                                          
                                         
                                          
 It  Comes  To  Me Sometimes  That  Shit, 
 What A  Load Of  ConceptS This "Reality" 
 Consists  Of, And  How  Vague  They  Are 
                                          
                                         
                                          
 If  I  Do  Not Sleep  For  About  Twenty 
 Hours, It Will No Longer Be Dark  When I 
 Close  My   Eyes,  Not  Actually   Cev'S 
 Though, Rather Just FieldS  And  Motion. 
 Now  And Then I Hear This Sound  (A Real 
     Sound (I Think)), Resembling Some    
  "Knerp" From Twentyfive c nbome Or So.  
 And It Is  Always  Unpleasant, I  Become 
 So  Stressful, But I Think It  Has To Do 
         With The Novelty. I Hope.