.~/†£§#@##                                          ##@#§£†/~.
....-/†£#@                                          @#£†/-....
.~-/†£#@##                                          ##@#£†/-~.
.~-/†£§#@#                                          #@#§£†/-~.
.....~/††§                                          §††/~.....
.~-/†£§#@#                                          #@#§£†/-~.
.~-/†£§##@                    eh                    @##§£†/-~.
....~///†§                                          §†///~....
.~-/†£§#@#                    -                     #@#§£†/-~.
...~~-/££§                                          §££/-~~...
...~--††£§ i    was   thinking   to   stop    doing §£††--~...
.~-/†£§#@# hallucinogens  in the winter  because  i #@#§£†/-~.
.~-/†£§#@# do not  know  how  useful they have been #@#§£†/-~.
.~-/†£§#@# anyway?  i  get so  tense  when  i  take #@#§£†/-~.
.~-/†£§#@# them, the last few times at  least,  and #@#§£†/-~.
.~--///†§§ there are plenty of side effects that  i §§†///--~.
.~-/†£§#@# really  do  not like, and there will  be #@#§£†/-~.
.....-†§#@   associations with these mini-anxiety   @#§†-.....
.~-/†£§#@@ attacks  with   random  things   that  i @@#§£†/-~.
.~-/†£§### happen to  see...  for  example,  for  a ###§£†/-~.
.....~-†§§ long  time  i could  not  see a  certain §§†-~.....
......-†§§ kind of  leaf  without  getting  anxious §§†-......
.~-//††††§ ... and  i should avoid  to ruin all the §††††//-~.
.~-/†£§@##             seasons this way.            ##@§£†/-~.
.~-/†£§#@#                                          #@#§£†/-~.
....~/†§#@                    -                     @#§†/~....
....~/£§§§                                          §§§£/~....
.~-/††£§#@    hmm, recently my visual phenomena     @#§£††/-~.
......~/£# increased or  at least  the burn-ins  in #£/~......
.~-/†£§#@# the  eyes,   and   sometimes   stuff  is #@#§£†/-~.
.~-/†£§#@# breathing  now,  they   did  not  do  it #@#§£†/-~.
......-/£§ before. but maybe i just  drank too much §£/-......
.~-///£§§§ coffee. maybe i'm scared and  making all §§§£///-~.
.~-/†††££#             these things up.             #££†††/-~.
.~-/†£§#@#                                          #@#§£†/-~.
.~-/†£§#@#                     -                    #@#§£†/-~.
.~-/†£§@##                                          ##@§£†/-~.
...~-/££## it  comes to  me  sometimes  that  shit, ##££/-~...
...~--//£# what  a load of concepts  this "reality" #£//--~...
......-†§@ consists  of,  and  how  vague they  are @§†-......
.~-/†£§#@#                                          #@#§£†/-~.
.~-/†£§###                    -                     ###§£†/-~.
....~~~/£#                                          #£/~~~....
...~~-†§#@ if  i  do  not  sleep  for  about twenty @#§†-~~...
.~-/††££§@ hours, it will no longer be  dark when i @§££††/-~.
.~/†£§#@## close  my   eyes,  not  actually   cev's ##@#§£†/~.
...~~~-††§ though,  rather  just fields and motion. §††-~~~...
.~-/†£§§§@ now and then i hear  this sound (a  real @§§§£†/-~.
.~-/†£§#@#    sound (i think)), resembling some     #@#§£†/-~.
.~-/†£§@##  "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so.  ##@§£†/-~.
.~-/†£§#@# and  it  is always  unpleasant, i become #@#§£†/-~.
.~-/†£§#@# so stressful, but i  think  it has to do #@#§£†/-~.
...~/†££§§        with the novelty. i hope.         §§££†/~...
.~-/†£££§§                                          §§£££†/-~.
..~~-//££§                                          §££//-~~..
.~-/†£§#@#                                          #@#§£†/-~.
....~--†§#                                          #§†--~....
.~-/†£§#@#                                          #@#§£†/-~.