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¨¨¨¨¨¨,:¤@ I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING @¤:,¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨,~:*¤@@## HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ##@@¤*:~,¨
¨,~:*¤@@## DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ##@@¤*:~,¨
¨,~:*¤@### ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ###@¤*:~,¨
¨,~:*¤@@## THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ##@@¤*:~,¨
¨¨¨¨,~:¤@# THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I #@¤:~,¨¨¨¨
¨,~:*¤@@## REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ##@@¤*:~,¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~**@ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY @**~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨,,:***@@ ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I @@***:,,¨¨
¨,~:*¤@@## HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ##@@¤*:~,¨
¨¨¨,,:¤¤@@ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN @@¤¤:,,¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨~~::*@ KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS @*::~~¨¨¨¨
¨,~:*¤@@@@ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE @@@@¤*:~,¨
¨,~:*¤@@## SEASONS THIS WAY. ##@@¤*:~,¨
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¨¨,~:::¤¤@ HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA @¤¤:::~,¨¨
¨,~:*¤@@## INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ##@@¤*:~,¨
¨,~:*¤@@## THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ##@@¤*:~,¨
¨,~::**¤@@ BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT @@¤**::~,¨
¨,~:*¤@@## BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ##@@¤*:~,¨
¨¨,,::**¤@ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL @¤**::,,¨¨
¨,~:***¤@@ THESE THINGS UP. @@¤***:~,¨
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¨,~:*¤@@## IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ##@@¤*:~,¨
¨,~:*¤@### WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ###@¤*:~,¨
¨¨¨¨~**¤¤@ CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE @¤¤**~¨¨¨¨
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¨,~:*¤@@@@ IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY @@@@¤*:~,¨
¨,~~~::**@ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I @**::~~~,¨
¨,~:*¤@@@@ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S @@@@¤*:~,¨
¨,~:¤@@### THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ###@@¤:~,¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~*@@ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL @@*~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨,~:**¤@@# SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME #@@¤**:~,¨
¨¨¨,~*¤¤¤@ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. @¤¤¤*~,¨¨¨
¨,~:**¤¤@# AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME #@¤¤**:~,¨
¨¨¨~::*@@@ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO @@@*::~¨¨¨
¨,~:*¤@@## WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. ##@@¤*:~,¨
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