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¨.«†^£#### them,  the  last few times at least, and ####£^†«.¨
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¨.«†^£#£## happen to  see...  for  example,  for  a ##£#£^†«.¨
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¨.«†^£#£## kind  of  leaf without  getting  anxious ##£#£^†«.¨
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¨.«†^£#£## the  eyes,   and   sometimes  stuff   is ##£#£^†«.¨
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¨.«†^£#£## what a  load of concepts  this "reality" ##£#£^†«.¨
¨.«†^£££££ consists  of,  and  how  vague  they are £££££^†«.¨
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¨.«†^£#£## hours, it will no longer be dark when  i ##£#£^†«.¨
¨.«†^£#£## close   my   eyes,  not  actually  cev's ##£#£^†«.¨
¨.«†^£#£## though, rather just fields  and  motion. ##£#£^†«.¨
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¨.«†^#£### so stressful, but i  think  it has to do ###£#^†«.¨
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