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,:«^=£@£## eh ##£@£=^«:,
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,,,,«^=@£# « #£@=^«,,,,
,:«««==£££ £££==«««:,
,:«^=£@£## i was thinking to stop doing ##£@£=^«:,
,:«^=£@£## hallucinogens in the winter because i ##£@£=^«:,
,:«^=£@£## do not know how useful they have been ##£@£=^«:,
,:«^=£@£## anyway? i get so tense when i take ##£@£=^«:,
,,:««^£@@# them, the last few times at least, and #@@£^««:,,
,:«^=£@£## there are plenty of side effects that i ##£@£=^«:,
,:«^=£@£## really do not like, and there will be ##£@£=^«:,
,,,,«==@@@ associations with these mini-anxiety @@@==«,,,,
,:«^=££@£# attacks with random things that i #£@££=^«:,
,:«^=£@£## happen to see... for example, for a ##£@£=^«:,
,,,,,:^=££ long time i could not see a certain ££=^:,,,,,
,:«^=£@£## kind of leaf without getting anxious ##£@£=^«:,
,:«^=£@£## ... and i should avoid to ruin all the ##£@£=^«:,
,:«^=£@£## seasons this way. ##£@£=^«:,
,:«^=£@£## ##£@£=^«:,
,,,,,«==@# « #@==«,,,,,
,,,,,«^^£@ @£^^«,,,,,
,,,:^^^£@£ hmm, recently my visual phenomena £@£^^^:,,,
,,,,,:^£@@ increased or at least the burn-ins in @@£^:,,,,,
,:«^=@£### the eyes, and sometimes stuff is ###£@=^«:,
,,,,:^==@@ breathing now, they did not do it @@==^:,,,,
,«^=£@£### before. but maybe i just drank too much ###£@£=^«,
,,,:«^££@# coffee. maybe i'm scared and making all #@££^«:,,,
,,,,,,««=@ these things up. @=««,,,,,,
,:«^=£@££# #££@£=^«:,
,:«^=£@£## « ##£@£=^«:,
,,,:«^^=£@ @£=^^«:,,,
,:«^=£@£## it comes to me sometimes that shit, ##£@£=^«:,
,:«^=£@£## what a load of concepts this "reality" ##£@£=^«:,
,:«^=£@£## consists of, and how vague they are ##£@£=^«:,
,:«^=£@£## ##£@£=^«:,
,,,,:««^£@ « @£^««:,,,,
,:«^=£@£## ##£@£=^«:,
,,,,,«==@# if i do not sleep for about twenty #@==«,,,,,
,:«^=£££££ hours, it will no longer be dark when i £££££=^«:,
,,,:^^==££ close my eyes, not actually cev's ££==^^:,,,
,,,::^==££ though, rather just fields and motion. ££==^::,,,
,:«^=£@£## now and then i hear this sound (a real ##£@£=^«:,
,:«^=£@£## sound (i think)), resembling some ##£@£=^«:,
,:«^==££@£ "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so. £@££==^«:,
,,,,,:«=@@ and it is always unpleasant, i become @@=«:,,,,,
,,,:^=£££# so stressful, but i think it has to do #£££=^:,,,
,«^=£@£### with the novelty. i hope. ###£@£=^«,
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,,,,,:^£@@ @@£^:,,,,,
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