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#.##.#.#.# do not  know  how useful  they have been ##..#.#.#.
#..#.#.#.. anyway?  i  get  so  tense  when i  take .#.##.#.#.
#.##.#.#.# them,  the last  few times at least, and ##..#.#.#.
#..#.#.#.. there are  plenty of side effects that i .#.##.#.#.
#.##.#.#.# really do  not  like,  and there will be ##..#.#.#.
#..#.#.#..   associations with these mini-anxiety   .#.##.#.#.
#.##.#.#.# attacks  with  random   things  that   i ##..#.#.#.
#..#.#.#.. happen  to see...  for  example,  for  a .#.##.#.#.
#.##.#.#.# long  time  i  could  not  see a certain ##..#.#.#.
#..#.#.#.. kind  of  leaf  without getting  anxious .#.##.#.#.
#.##.#.#.# ... and i should avoid to  ruin all  the ##..#.#.#.
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#..#.#.#.. the   eyes,  and   sometimes   stuff  is .#.##.#.#.
#.##.#.#.# breathing  now,   they  did  not  do  it ##..#.#.#.
#..#.#.#.. before. but maybe i just drank  too much .#.##.#.#.
#.##.#.#.# coffee. maybe i'm scared  and making all ##..#.#.#.
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#..#.#.#.. it  comes to  me  sometimes  that  shit, .#.##.#.#.
#.##.#.#.# what  a load  of concepts this "reality" ##..#.#.#.
#..#.#.#.. consists of,  and  how  vague  they  are .#.##.#.#.
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#..#.#.#.. if  i  do  not  sleep  for about  twenty .#.##.#.#.
#.##.#.#.# hours,  it will no longer be dark when i ##..#.#.#.
#..#.#.#.. close  my   eyes,  not  actually   cev's .#.##.#.#.
#.##.#.#.# though,  rather just fields and  motion. ##..#.#.#.
#..#.#.#.. now and  then i hear this sound (a  real .#.##.#.#.
#.##.#.#.#    sound (i think)), resembling some     ##..#.#.#.
#..#.#.#..  "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so.  .#.##.#.#.
#.##.#.#.# and it is  always  unpleasant,  i become ##..#.#.#.
#..#.#.#.. so  stressful, but i think it has  to do .#.##.#.#.
#.##.#.#.#        with the novelty. i hope.         ##..#.#.#.
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