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.....§§..§ i was thinking to stop doing §§§§..§§§.
§§§§...... hallucinogens in the winter because i §§§....§..
.§§..§§§§§ do not know how useful they have been §§..§§....
......§§§§ anyway? i get so tense when i take .......§§§
.§§§§..§§. them, the last few times at least, and §§§§§§..§.
..§§...... there are plenty of side effects that i .§§§§.....
§....§§§§. really do not like, and there will be ..§§..§§§§
..§§..§§.. associations with these mini-anxiety §......§§§
.........§ attacks with random things that i ..§§§§..§.
§§§§§§§§.. happen to see... for example, for a ...§§.....
.§§§§§§..§ long time i could not see a certain §§....§§§.
..§§§§.... kind of leaf without getting anxious ...§§..§..
§..§§..§§§ ... and i should avoid to ruin all the §§.......§
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..§§..§§.. hmm, recently my visual phenomena §....§....
§......... increased or at least the burn-ins in ..§§...§§§
..§§§§§§§§ the eyes, and sometimes stuff is .....§..§§
...§§§§§§. breathing now, they did not do it §§§§......
§§..§§§§.. before. but maybe i just drank too much §§§..§§§§§
§....§§... coffee. maybe i'm scared and making all §§....§§§§
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.......... it comes to me sometimes that shit, ..........
§§§§§§§§§§ what a load of concepts this "reality" §§§§§§§§§§
§§§§§§§§§§ consists of, and how vague they are §§§§§§§§§§
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§§§§§§§§§§ hours, it will no longer be dark when i §§§§§§§§§§
§§§§§§§§§§ close my eyes, not actually cev's §§§§§§§§§§
§§§§§§§§§§ though, rather just fields and motion. §§§§§§§§§§
§§§§§§§§§§ now and then i hear this sound (a real §§§§§§§§§§
§§§§§§§§§§ sound (i think)), resembling some §§§§§§§§§§
§§§§§§§§§§ "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so. §§§§§§§§§§
§§§§§§§§§§ and it is always unpleasant, i become §§§§§§§§§§
§§§§§§§§§§ so stressful, but i think it has to do §§§§§§§§§§
§§§§§§§§§§ with the novelty. i hope. §§§§§§§§§§
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