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-~........ HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ........~-
~......... DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN .........~
-~........ ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ........~-
;-~....... THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND .......~-;
*;-~...... THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ......~-;*
§*;-~..... REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE .....~-;*§
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####§*;-~. LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN .~-;*§####
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-~........ HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ........~-
~......... INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN .........~
-~........ THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ........~-
;-~....... BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT .......~-;
*;-~...... BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ......~-;*
§*;-~..... COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL .....~-;*§
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-~........ IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ........~-
~......... HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I .........~
-~........ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ........~-
;-~....... THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. .......~-;
*;-~...... NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ......~-;*
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#§*;-~.... "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ....~-;*§#
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