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¨^=^^%&### eh ###&%^^=^¨
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¨^=^^%&### ###&%^^=^¨
¨^=^^%&&## i was thinking to stop doing ##&&%^^=^¨
¨^=^^%&### hallucinogens in the winter because i ###&%^^=^¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨^^%& do not know how useful they have been &%^^¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨^=^^%&### anyway? i get so tense when i take ###&%^^=^¨
¨^=^^%&&&# them, the last few times at least, and #&&&%^^=^¨
¨^=^^%&### there are plenty of side effects that i ###&%^^=^¨
¨^=^^%&### really do not like, and there will be ###&%^^=^¨
¨^=^^%&### associations with these mini-anxiety ###&%^^=^¨
¨^=^^%&### attacks with random things that i ###&%^^=^¨
¨^=^^%&### happen to see... for example, for a ###&%^^=^¨
¨¨¨¨^^^^&# long time i could not see a certain #&^^^^¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨^^^%# kind of leaf without getting anxious #%^^^¨¨¨¨¨
¨^=^^%&### ... and i should avoid to ruin all the ###&%^^=^¨
¨^=^^%&### seasons this way. ###&%^^=^¨
¨^=^^%&### ###&%^^=^¨
¨^=^^%&### = ###&%^^=^¨
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¨^=^^^^%%# hmm, recently my visual phenomena #%%^^^^=^¨
¨^===^^%## increased or at least the burn-ins in ##%^^===^¨
¨^=^^%&### the eyes, and sometimes stuff is ###&%^^=^¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨^^%# breathing now, they did not do it #%^^¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨^=^^^%%&# before. but maybe i just drank too much #&%%^^^=^¨
¨^=^^%&### coffee. maybe i'm scared and making all ###&%^^=^¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨==^& these things up. &^==¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨^=^& &^=^¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨^=^%%# = #%%^=^¨¨¨¨
¨^=^^%&### ###&%^^=^¨
¨^=^^%&### it comes to me sometimes that shit, ###&%^^=^¨
¨¨¨¨¨^^^%& what a load of concepts this "reality" &%^^^¨¨¨¨¨
¨^=^^%&### consists of, and how vague they are ###&%^^=^¨
¨^^^^^^^^& &^^^^^^^^¨
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¨^=^^%&### ###&%^^=^¨
¨^=^^%&### if i do not sleep for about twenty ###&%^^=^¨
¨^=^^%&### hours, it will no longer be dark when i ###&%^^=^¨
¨^=^^%&### close my eyes, not actually cev's ###&%^^=^¨
¨^=^^%&### though, rather just fields and motion. ###&%^^=^¨
¨¨¨¨^=^%## now and then i hear this sound (a real ##%^=^¨¨¨¨
¨^=^^%&### sound (i think)), resembling some ###&%^^=^¨
¨¨¨^^==^%# "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so. #%^==^^¨¨¨
¨^=^^%&### and it is always unpleasant, i become ###&%^^=^¨
¨^=^^%&### so stressful, but i think it has to do ###&%^^=^¨
¨¨¨¨=^^^%& with the novelty. i hope. &%^^^=¨¨¨¨
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