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###¤@%=«,. ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE .,«=%@¤###
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###¤@%=«,. ATTACKS   WITH  RANDOM   THINGS  THAT  I .,«=%@¤###
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###¤@%=«,. COFFEE.  MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL .,«=%@¤###
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###¤@%=«,. WHAT A LOAD OF  CONCEPTS  THIS "REALITY" .,«=%@¤###
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###¤@%=«,. HOURS, IT WILL  NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I .,«=%@¤###
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###¤@%=«,. AND  IT IS ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME .,«=%@¤###
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