Eh                    
                                          
                                         
                                          
 I   Was    Thinking   To    Stop   Doing 
 Hallucinogens In  The  Winter Because  I 
 Do Not  Know How  Useful  They Have Been 
 Anyway?  I  Get  So  Tense  When I  Take 
 Them,  The Last Few  Times At Least, And 
 There Are Plenty Of Side Effects That  I 
 Really  Do Not Like, And  There Will  Be 
   Associations With These Mini-Anxiety   
 Attacks  With  Random   Things   That  I 
 Happen  To  See... For  Example,  For  A 
 Long  Time  I  Could Not  See  A Certain 
 Kind Of  Leaf  Without  Getting  Anxious 
 ...  And  I Should Avoid To Ruin All The 
            Seasons This Way.             
                                          
                                         
                                          
     Hmm, Recently My Visual Phenomena    
 Increased Or  At  Least The Burn-Ins  In 
 The  Eyes,   And  Sometimes   Stuff   Is 
 Breathing  Now,  They  Did  Not  Do   It 
 Before. But Maybe  I Just Drank Too Much 
 Coffee. Maybe  I'M Scared And Making All 
             These Things Up.             
                                          
                                         
                                          
 It  Comes  To  Me Sometimes  That  Shit, 
 What A  Load  Of ConceptS This "Reality" 
 Consists  Of,  And How  Vague  They  Are 
                                          
                                         
                                          
 If  I  Do  Not Sleep  For  About  Twenty 
 Hours, It Will No Longer Be Dark  When I 
 Close  My  Eyes,  Not   Actually   Cev'S 
 Though,  Rather Just FieldS And  Motion. 
 Now And  Then I Hear  This Sound (A Real 
     Sound (I Think)), Resembling Some    
  "Knerp" From Twentyfive c nbome Or So.  
 And  It Is  Always Unpleasant,  I Become 
 So Stressful,  But I Think It Has  To Do 
         With The Novelty. I Hope.