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,,«*$$§¤£@ I    WAS   THINKING   TO    STOP   DOING @£¤§$$*«,,
,,«*$§£@## HALLUCINOGENS  IN THE WINTER  BECAUSE  I ##@£§$*«,,
,,,,,«$¤££ DO NOT  KNOW HOW  USEFUL THEY HAVE  BEEN ££¤$«,,,,,
,,«***$$¤@ ANYWAY?  I GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE @¤$$***«,,
,,«*$§¤£@@ THEM,  THE LAST FEW TIMES  AT LEAST, AND @@£¤§$*«,,
,,«*$$$$¤¤ THERE ARE  PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ¤¤$$$$*«,,
,,«*$§¤£@# REALLY DO  NOT LIKE, AND THERE  WILL  BE #@£¤§$*«,,
,,«*$§¤£@#   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   #@£¤§$*«,,
,,«*$§¤£@# ATTACKS  WITH  RANDOM  THINGS   THAT   I #@£¤§$*«,,
,,«*$§¤£@# HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR EXAMPLE,  FOR  A #@£¤§$*«,,
,,««***$§£ LONG  TIME  I  COULD NOT SEE  A  CERTAIN £§$***««,,
,,,,,«$¤¤¤ KIND  OF LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ¤¤¤$«,,,,,
,,«*$§¤£@@ ... AND  I SHOULD AVOID TO  RUIN ALL THE @@£¤§$*«,,
,,«*$§¤£@@             SEASONS THIS WAY.            @@£¤§$*«,,
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,,,,*$§¤¤£    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     £¤¤§$*,,,,
,«*$§¤£@## INCREASED OR  AT LEAST  THE BURN-INS  IN ##@£¤§$*«,
,,«*$¤£@## THE  EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS ##@£¤$*«,,
,,«*$§¤£@@ BREATHING  NOW,  THEY   DID  NOT  DO  IT @@£¤§$*«,,
,,,«*$$$¤¤ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST  DRANK TOO MUCH ¤¤$$$*«,,,
,,,,,,,«$¤ COFFEE.  MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ¤$«,,,,,,,
,,«*$§£@##             THESE THINGS UP.             ##@£§$*«,,
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,,,,,*$§££ IT  COMES TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, ££§$*,,,,,
,,,,,,,*§¤ WHAT  A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" ¤§*,,,,,,,
,,«*$§¤£@@ CONSISTS  OF,  AND HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE @@£¤§$*«,,
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,,,,,*§§£@ IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR ABOUT  TWENTY @£§§*,,,,,
,,«*$§¤¤¤£ HOURS, IT WILL NO  LONGER BE DARK WHEN I £¤¤¤§$*«,,
,,«*$§¤£@# CLOSE  MY   EYES,  NOT   ACTUALLY  CEV'S #@£¤§$*«,,
,,,,«**$§¤ THOUGH, RATHER JUST  FIELDS AND  MOTION. ¤§$**«,,,,
,,«*$§¤£@# NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS  SOUND  (A REAL #@£¤§$*«,,
,,,«***$§¤    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     ¤§$***«,,,
,,«*$$$§¤£  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  £¤§$$$*«,,
,,,,,**$¤¤ AND IT  IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME ¤¤$**,,,,,
,,,,,,*§££ SO  STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS  TO DO ££§*,,,,,,
,,«*$§¤¤¤@        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         @¤¤¤§$*«,,
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