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##¶§$†~-,, HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE  WINTER BECAUSE I ,,-~†$§¶##
###¶§$†~-, DO NOT KNOW  HOW USEFUL  THEY  HAVE BEEN ,-~†$§¶###
##¶§$†~-,, ANYWAY?  I  GET SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ,,-~†$§¶##
#¶§$†~-,,, THEM, THE LAST  FEW TIMES AT LEAST,  AND ,,,-~†$§¶#
##¶§$†~-,, THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT  I ,,-~†$§¶##
###¶§$†~-, REALLY DO  NOT LIKE, AND  THERE WILL  BE ,-~†$§¶###
##¶§$†~-,,   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ,,-~†$§¶##
#¶§$†~-,,, ATTACKS  WITH  RANDOM   THINGS  THAT   I ,,,-~†$§¶#
##¶§$†~-,, HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ,,-~†$§¶##
###¶§$†~-, LONG  TIME  I  COULD  NOT SEE A  CERTAIN ,-~†$§¶###
##¶§$†~-,, KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING ANXIOUS ,,-~†$§¶##
#¶§$†~-,,, ... AND I SHOULD  AVOID TO RUIN  ALL THE ,,,-~†$§¶#
##¶§$†~-,,             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ,,-~†$§¶##
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##¶§$†~-,,     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    ,,-~†$§¶##
###¶§$†~-, INCREASED  OR AT LEAST  THE BURN-INS  IN ,-~†$§¶###
##¶§$†~-,, THE   EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS ,,-~†$§¶##
#¶§$†~-,,, BREATHING   NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT ,,,-~†$§¶#
##¶§$†~-,, BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO  MUCH ,,-~†$§¶##
###¶§$†~-, COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED  AND MAKING ALL ,-~†$§¶###
##¶§$†~-,,             THESE THINGS UP.             ,,-~†$§¶##
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##¶§$†~-,, IT  COMES  TO ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, ,,-~†$§¶##
#¶§$†~-,,, WHAT  A LOAD  OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ,,,-~†$§¶#
##¶§$†~-,, CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE THEY  ARE ,,-~†$§¶##
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##¶§$†~-,, IF  I DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ,,-~†$§¶##
###¶§$†~-, HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK  WHEN I ,-~†$§¶###
##¶§$†~-,, CLOSE  MY  EYES,  NOT   ACTUALLY   CEV'S ,,-~†$§¶##
#¶§$†~-,,, THOUGH,  RATHER JUST  FIELDS AND MOTION. ,,,-~†$§¶#
##¶§$†~-,, NOW  AND THEN I HEAR  THIS SOUND (A REAL ,,-~†$§¶##
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##¶§$†~-,,  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ,,-~†$§¶##
#¶§$†~-,,, AND  IT IS ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME ,,,-~†$§¶#
##¶§$†~-,, SO STRESSFUL, BUT I  THINK IT HAS  TO DO ,,-~†$§¶##
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