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*†~:¨¨¨¨¨¨                    EH                    ¨¨¨¨¨¨:~†*
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:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:
~:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ I   WAS   THINKING   TO    STOP    DOING ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:~
†~:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ HALLUCINOGENS  IN THE  WINTER BECAUSE  I ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:~†
*†~:¨¨¨¨¨¨ DO  NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL  THEY HAVE  BEEN ¨¨¨¨¨¨:~†*
%*†~:¨¨¨¨¨ ANYWAY? I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ¨¨¨¨¨:~†*%
¤%*†~:¨¨¨¨ THEM,  THE LAST FEW  TIMES AT LEAST, AND ¨¨¨¨:~†*%¤
#¤%*†~:¨¨¨ THERE ARE PLENTY OF  SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ¨¨¨:~†*%¤#
##¤%*†~:¨¨ REALLY  DO NOT LIKE,  AND THERE  WILL BE ¨¨:~†*%¤##
###¤%*†~:¨   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ¨:~†*%¤###
##¤%*†~:¨¨ ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM   THINGS  THAT  I ¨¨:~†*%¤##
#¤%*†~:¨¨¨ HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR A ¨¨¨:~†*%¤#
¤%*†~:¨¨¨¨ LONG TIME  I COULD  NOT  SEE  A  CERTAIN ¨¨¨¨:~†*%¤
%*†~:¨¨¨¨¨ KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT GETTING  ANXIOUS ¨¨¨¨¨:~†*%
*†~:¨¨¨¨¨¨ ... AND I SHOULD  AVOID TO  RUIN ALL THE ¨¨¨¨¨¨:~†*
†~:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:~†
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†~:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:~†
*†~:¨¨¨¨¨¨ INCREASED  OR  AT LEAST THE BURN-INS  IN ¨¨¨¨¨¨:~†*
%*†~:¨¨¨¨¨ THE  EYES,   AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS ¨¨¨¨¨:~†*%
¤%*†~:¨¨¨¨ BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID   NOT  DO  IT ¨¨¨¨:~†*%¤
#¤%*†~:¨¨¨ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK  TOO MUCH ¨¨¨:~†*%¤#
##¤%*†~:¨¨ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND  MAKING ALL ¨¨:~†*%¤##
###¤%*†~:¨             THESE THINGS UP.             ¨:~†*%¤###
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%*†~:¨¨¨¨¨ IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT SHIT, ¨¨¨¨¨:~†*%
*†~:¨¨¨¨¨¨ WHAT A LOAD OF  CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" ¨¨¨¨¨¨:~†*
†~:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ CONSISTS OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:~†
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†~:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT TWENTY ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:~†
*†~:¨¨¨¨¨¨ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN  I ¨¨¨¨¨¨:~†*
%*†~:¨¨¨¨¨ CLOSE   MY   EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S ¨¨¨¨¨:~†*%
¤%*†~:¨¨¨¨ THOUGH, RATHER  JUST FIELDS  AND MOTION. ¨¨¨¨:~†*%¤
#¤%*†~:¨¨¨ NOW  AND THEN  I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ¨¨¨:~†*%¤#
##¤%*†~:¨¨    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     ¨¨:~†*%¤##
###¤%*†~:¨  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ¨:~†*%¤###
##¤%*†~:¨¨ AND  IT IS  ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ¨¨:~†*%¤##
#¤%*†~:¨¨¨ SO STRESSFUL, BUT  I THINK IT HAS  TO DO ¨¨¨:~†*%¤#
¤%*†~:¨¨¨¨         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        ¨¨¨¨:~†*%¤
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