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¨¨¨¨¨,«=§#   associations with these mini-anxiety   #§=«,¨¨¨¨¨
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¨,«=%§§§£# long  time i  could  not  see  a certain #£§§§%=«,¨
¨,«=%§#£## kind  of  leaf  without  getting anxious ##£#§%=«,¨
¨,«=%§#£## ... and  i  should avoid to ruin all the ##£#§%=«,¨
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¨,«=%§#£## increased or  at  least the  burn-ins in ##£#§%=«,¨
¨,«=%§#£## the   eyes,  and   sometimes  stuff   is ##£#§%=«,¨
¨,«=%§#£## breathing  now,  they  did  not  do   it ##£#§%=«,¨
¨,«=%§#£## before. but maybe i just  drank too much ##£#§%=«,¨
¨,«=%§#£## coffee. maybe i'm scared  and making all ##£#§%=«,¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨,=§£             these things up.             £§=,¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨,«=%§#### what  a load of concepts  this "reality" ####§%=«,¨
¨,«=%§#£## consists  of,  and how  vague  they  are ##£#§%=«,¨
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¨,«=%§#£## hours, it will  no longer be dark when i ##£#§%=«,¨
¨,«=%§§##£ close  my  eyes,  not   actually   cev's £##§§%=«,¨
¨,«=%§#£## though,  rather just fields  and motion. ##£#§%=«,¨
¨,«=%#£### now and then i  hear  this sound (a real ###£#%=«,¨
¨,«=%§#£##    sound (i think)), resembling some     ##£#§%=«,¨
¨,«=%§#£##  "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so.  ##£#§%=«,¨
¨,«=%§#### and it  is  always unpleasant,  i become ####§%=«,¨
¨¨¨¨¨,«=§# so  stressful, but  i think it has to do #§=«,¨¨¨¨¨
¨,«=%§#£##         with the novelty. i hope.        ##£#§%=«,¨
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