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#@$†\«:... I   WAS    THINKING    TO   STOP   DOING ...:«\†$@#
@$†\«:.... HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE WINTER  BECAUSE I ....:«\†$@
$†\«:..... DO NOT  KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY  HAVE  BEEN .....:«\†$
†\«:...... ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I TAKE ......:«\†
\«:....... THEM, THE  LAST FEW  TIMES AT LEAST, AND .......:«\
«:........ THERE ARE  PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ........:«
:......... REALLY  DO NOT  LIKE, AND  THERE WILL BE .........:
..........   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ..........
.......... ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM   THINGS  THAT  I ..........
.......... HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR A ..........
.......... LONG TIME  I  COULD NOT  SEE  A  CERTAIN ..........
.......... KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT GETTING  ANXIOUS ..........
.......... ... AND I SHOULD  AVOID TO RUIN  ALL THE ..........
..........            SEASONS THIS WAY.             ..........
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†\«:......    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ......:«\†
$†\«:..... INCREASED OR  AT LEAST THE  BURN-INS  IN .....:«\†$
@$†\«:.... THE   EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES  STUFF   IS ....:«\†$@
#@$†\«:... BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID   NOT  DO  IT ...:«\†$@#
@#@$†\«:.. BEFORE. BUT  MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ..:«\†$@#@
#@#@$†\«:. COFFEE. MAYBE  I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL .:«\†$@#@#
@#@$†\«:..             THESE THINGS UP.             ..:«\†$@#@
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†\«:...... IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES THAT  SHIT, ......:«\†
\«:....... WHAT A LOAD  OF  CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" .......:«\
«:........ CONSISTS  OF, AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ........:«
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.......... IF  I  DO  NOT SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ..........
.......... HOURS, IT WILL  NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ..........
.......... CLOSE   MY  EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY   CEV'S ..........
.......... THOUGH, RATHER JUST  FIELDS  AND MOTION. ..........
.......... NOW AND THEN  I  HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ..........
:.........     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    .........:
«:........  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ........:«
\«:....... AND  IT  IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I  BECOME .......:«\
†\«:...... SO STRESSFUL,  BUT I THINK  IT HAS TO DO ......:«\†
$†\«:.....        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         .....:«\†$
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