Eh                    
                                          
                                         
                                          
 I    Was   Thinking   To    Stop   Doing 
 Hallucinogens In  The Winter  Because  I 
 Do Not  Know How  Useful  They Have Been 
 Anyway? I  Get  So  Tense  When  I  Take 
 Them, The Last  Few Times At  Least, And 
 There Are Plenty Of Side  Effects That I 
 Really  Do Not  Like, And  There Will Be 
   Associations With These Mini-Anxiety   
 Attacks   With   Random  Things  That  I 
 Happen  To  See...  For  Example,  For A 
 Long  Time I  Could  Not  See A  Certain 
 Kind  Of  Leaf  Without Getting  Anxious 
 ... And  I Should Avoid To Ruin All  The 
             Seasons This Way.            
                                          
                                         
                                          
     Hmm, Recently My Visual Phenomena    
 Increased Or  At Least The  Burn-Ins  In 
 The   Eyes,  And   Sometimes  Stuff   Is 
 Breathing  Now,  They   Did  Not  Do  It 
 Before.  But Maybe I Just Drank Too Much 
 Coffee. Maybe I'M Scared  And Making All 
             These Things Up.             
                                          
                                         
                                          
 It  Comes To  Me  Sometimes  That  Shit, 
 What  A Load Of ConceptS  This "Reality" 
 Consists  Of,  And  How  Vague They  Are 
                                          
                                         
                                          
 If I  Do  Not  Sleep  For  About  Twenty 
 Hours, It Will  No Longer Be Dark When I 
 Close   My  Eyes,   Not  Actually  Cev'S 
 Though, Rather  Just FieldS And  Motion. 
 Now  And Then  I Hear This Sound (A Real 
    Sound (I Think)), Resembling Some     
  "Knerp" From Twentyfive c nbome Or So.  
 And It  Is  Always Unpleasant, I  Become 
 So Stressful, But  I Think It Has  To Do 
        With The Novelty. I Hope.