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,.-†**#£@# - #@£#**†-.,
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,,,,..†*#@ I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING @#*†..,,,,
,.-†**#£@# HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I #@£#**†-.,
,.----**## DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ##**----.,
,,,,-†**#£ ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE £#**†-,,,,
,.-†**£@## THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ##@£**†-.,
,.-†**###£ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I £###**†-.,
,.-†**#£## REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ##£#**†-.,
,,,,-**##£ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY £##**-,,,,
,.-†**#£@# ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I #@£#**†-.,
,...-†**## HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ##**†-...,
,.-†**#£@@ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN @@£#**†-.,
,,,,,,,-*# KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS #*-,,,,,,,
,.-†**#£@@ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE @@£#**†-.,
,,,.-††**# SEASONS THIS WAY. #**††-.,,,
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,.-†**#£@# #@£#**†-.,
,.-†*#£@## HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ##@£#*†-.,
,,,,,--†*# INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN #*†--,,,,,
,,,,.†††*# THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS #*†††.,,,,
,,,,,.†**# BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT #**†.,,,,,
,.-†**#£@@ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH @@£#**†-.,
,.-†**#£@@ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL @@£#**†-.,
,,,,,,.†*# THESE THINGS UP. #*†.,,,,,,
,.-†**#£@# #@£#**†-.,
,.-†**#£## - ##£#**†-.,
,.-†**#£@# #@£#**†-.,
,.-††****# IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, #****††-.,
,.-†**#£@# WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" #@£#**†-.,
,,,,,,-*#£ CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE £#*-,,,,,,
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,,,..†*##@ IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY @##*†..,,,
,.-†**#£@@ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I @@£#**†-.,
,,,..-**#@ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S @#**-..,,,
,.-†**#£## THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ##£#**†-.,
,,,,.-*#££ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ££#*-.,,,,
,.-†***### SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ###***†-.,
,,,,,.-**£ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. £**-.,,,,,
,.-†**#@## AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ##@#**†-.,
,.-†**#£@# SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO #@£#**†-.,
,.-†**#£## WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. ##£#**†-.,
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