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¨:~\\\\\=# I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING #=\\\\\~:¨
¨:~\=### HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ####&=\~:¨
¨:~\=### DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ####&=\~:¨
¨:~=#### ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE #####&=~:¨
¨::::\=& THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND #&&=\::::¨
¨:~\=### THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ####&=\~:¨
¨:~\=### REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ####&=\~:¨
¨:~\=### ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ####&=\~:¨
¨:~\=### ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ####&=\~:¨
¨:~=#### HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A #####&=~:¨
¨¨¨¨:\\\ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN #&\\\:¨¨¨¨
¨:~\=### KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ####&=\~:¨
¨:~\=### ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ####&=\~:¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨:~=# SEASONS THIS WAY. #=~:¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨:~\=### HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ####&=\~:¨
¨:~\=### INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ####&=\~:¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~==# THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS #==~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨:~=# BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT #=~:¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨:\==### BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ###==\:¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨:~=## COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ##=~:¨¨¨¨¨
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¨:~\=### IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ####&=\~:¨
¨:::~\\= WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" #&=\\~:::¨
¨¨¨:::\\=# CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE #=\\:::¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨~=## IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ##=~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨:~\=### HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ####&=\~:¨
¨:~=#### CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S #####&=~:¨
¨:~\=### THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ####&=\~:¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨:\=# NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL #=\:¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨:~\=### SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ####&=\~:¨
¨:~\=### "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ####&=\~:¨
¨¨::~~=### AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ###=~~::¨¨
¨:~\==## SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ###&==\~:¨
¨:~\=### WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. ####&=\~:¨
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