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,&&&,,,&&& I    WAS    THINKING   TO   STOP   DOING ,,,,,&,&&&
&&,,&,,&,, HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE WINTER BECAUSE  I &,,,,&&&,,
&,&,&&,&&, DO  NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL  THEY  HAVE BEEN &&,,,&,,&,
&&&&&,&&,& ANYWAY?  I GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ,,&,,&&,&&
,,,,,&&,&& THEM, THE LAST FEW  TIMES  AT LEAST, AND &,&&,&,&&,
,,,,,&,&&, THERE ARE  PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I &&&,&&&&,&
&,,,,&&&,& REALLY DO  NOT  LIKE,  AND THERE WILL BE &,,&&,,,&&
,&,,,&,,&&   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   &&,&,&,,&,
,&&,,&&,&, ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM  THINGS  THAT   I ,,&&&&&,&&
&&,&,&,&&& HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR A &,&,,,,&&,
&,&&&&&&,, LONG  TIME  I COULD  NOT SEE  A  CERTAIN &&&&,,,&,&
,&&,,,,,&, KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING ANXIOUS &,,,&,,&&&
&&,&,,,,&& ... AND I SHOULD AVOID  TO  RUIN ALL THE ,&,,&&,&,,
&,&&&,,,&,             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ,&&,&,&&&,
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,&,&,,&&,,    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ,,,&&&,&,,
,&&&&,&,&, INCREASED  OR AT LEAST  THE  BURN-INS IN ,,,&,,&&&,
,&,,,&&&&& THE  EYES,   AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS &,,&&,&,,&
&&&,,&,,,, BREATHING  NOW,   THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT &&,&,&&&,&
,,,&,&&,,, BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I  JUST DRANK TOO MUCH &,&&&&,,&&
&,,&&&,&,, COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING  ALL &&&,,,&,&,
&&,&,,&&&,             THESE THINGS UP.             ,,,&,,&&&&
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,,&,&&&,&, IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES THAT  SHIT, &&&,,,&,&&
&,&&&,,&&& WHAT  A LOAD  OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" &,,&,,&&&,
&&&,,&,&,, CONSISTS  OF,  AND HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE &&,&&,&,,&
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,&&&&,&&,& IF  I  DO NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY &&&&,&&&&&
&&,,,&&,&& HOURS, IT  WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I &,,,&&,,,,
&,&,,&,&&, CLOSE  MY   EYES,  NOT   ACTUALLY  CEV'S &&,,&,&,,,
&&&&,&&&,& THOUGH, RATHER  JUST FIELDS  AND MOTION. &,&,&&&&,,
&,,,&&,,&& NOW AND THEN I HEAR  THIS SOUND  (A REAL ,&&&&,,,&,
&&,,&,&,&,    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     ,&,,,&,,&&
,,&,&&&&&&  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ,&&,,&&,&,
,,&&&,,,,, AND  IT  IS ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ,&,&,&,&&&
&,&,,&,,,, SO  STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO  DO &&&&&&&&,,
&&&&,&&,,,         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        ,,,,,,,,&,
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