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...«;%§¤£@ i   was    thinking    to   stop   doing @£¤§%;«...
..«;%§¤£@# hallucinogens  in the  winter because  i #@£¤§%;«..
...«;%§¤£@ do  not  know how useful they  have been @£¤§%;«...
....«;%§¤£ anyway?  i  get  so  tense when  i  take £¤§%;«....
.....«;%§¤ them, the last few times at  least,  and ¤§%;«.....
......«;%§ there are  plenty of side effects that i §%;«......
.......«;% really do  not  like, and there will  be %;«.......
........«;   associations with these mini-anxiety   ;«........
.........« attacks   with  random  things  that   i «.........
........«; happen  to  see... for  example,  for  a ;«........
.......«;% long  time i could  not  see  a  certain %;«.......
......«;%§ kind  of leaf  without  getting  anxious §%;«......
.....«;%§¤ ... and i  should avoid to ruin  all the ¤§%;«.....
....«;%§¤£            seasons this way.             £¤§%;«....
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....«;%§¤£     hmm, recently my visual phenomena    £¤§%;«....
.....«;%§¤ increased  or at  least the burn-ins  in ¤§%;«.....
......«;%§ the  eyes,   and   sometimes  stuff   is §%;«......
.......«;% breathing  now,   they  did  not  do  it %;«.......
........«; before. but maybe i just  drank too much ;«........
.........« coffee. maybe  i'm scared and making all «.........
........«;             these things up.             ;«........
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....«;%§¤£ it  comes to  me  sometimes  that  shit, £¤§%;«....
...«;%§¤£@ what a load of concepts  this  "reality" @£¤§%;«...
..«;%§¤£@# consists  of,  and how  vague  they  are #@£¤§%;«..
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......«;%§ if  i  do  not  sleep  for about  twenty §%;«......
.......«;% hours, it will no longer  be dark when i %;«.......
........«; close  my   eyes,  not  actually   cev's ;«........
.........« though, rather just fields  and  motion. «.........
........«; now and then i  hear this sound  (a real ;«........
.......«;%     sound (i think)), resembling some    %;«.......
......«;%§  "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so.  §%;«......
.....«;%§¤ and it is  always  unpleasant,  i become ¤§%;«.....
....«;%§¤£ so stressful,  but i think  it has to do £¤§%;«....
...«;%§¤£@         with the novelty. i hope.        @£¤§%;«...
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