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%=†«:..... I   WAS   THINKING    TO   STOP    DOING .....:«†=%
@%=†«:.... HALLUCINOGENS  IN THE  WINTER BECAUSE  I ....:«†=%@
#@%=†«:... DO  NOT KNOW  HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE  BEEN ...:«†=%@#
##@%=†«:.. ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN I  TAKE ..:«†=%@##
###@%=†«:. THEM,  THE LAST  FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND .:«†=%@###
##@%=†«:.. THERE  ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ..:«†=%@##
#@%=†«:... REALLY  DO NOT  LIKE, AND  THERE WILL BE ...:«†=%@#
@%=†«:....   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ....:«†=%@
%=†«:..... ATTACKS  WITH  RANDOM  THINGS   THAT   I .....:«†=%
=†«:...... HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE, FOR  A ......:«†=
†«:....... LONG TIME  I  COULD  NOT  SEE  A CERTAIN .......:«†
=†«:...... KIND  OF  LEAF WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ......:«†=
%=†«:..... ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO  RUIN ALL  THE .....:«†=%
@%=†«:....            SEASONS THIS WAY.             ....:«†=%@
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##@%=†«:..     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    ..:«†=%@##
#@%=†«:... INCREASED  OR AT LEAST  THE BURN-INS  IN ...:«†=%@#
@%=†«:.... THE   EYES,   AND  SOMETIMES  STUFF   IS ....:«†=%@
%=†«:..... BREATHING  NOW,   THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT .....:«†=%
=†«:...... BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK  TOO MUCH ......:«†=
†«:....... COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING  ALL .......:«†
=†«:......             THESE THINGS UP.             ......:«†=
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##@%=†«:.. IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES THAT  SHIT, ..:«†=%@##
###@%=†«:. WHAT A LOAD  OF CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" .:«†=%@###
##@%=†«:.. CONSISTS  OF,  AND HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ..:«†=%@##
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=†«:...... IF  I DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ......:«†=
†«:....... HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK  WHEN I .......:«†
=†«:...... CLOSE  MY  EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY   CEV'S ......:«†=
%=†«:..... THOUGH,  RATHER JUST FIELDS AND  MOTION. .....:«†=%
@%=†«:.... NOW  AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A  REAL ....:«†=%@
#@%=†«:...     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ...:«†=%@#
##@%=†«:..  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ..:«†=%@##
###@%=†«:. AND  IT  IS ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT, I BECOME .:«†=%@###
##@%=†«:.. SO STRESSFUL,  BUT  I THINK IT HAS TO DO ..:«†=%@##
#@%=†«:...         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        ...:«†=%@#
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