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#¤¤†«~,,,, i   was   thinking    to   stop    doing ,,,,~«†¤¤#
##¤¤†«~,,, hallucinogens  in the  winter because  i ,,,~«†¤¤##
###¤¤†«~,, do  not know how  useful  they have been ,,~«†¤¤###
####¤¤†«~, anyway?  i  get  so  tense when  i  take ,~«†¤¤####
###¤¤†«~,, them, the last  few  times at least, and ,,~«†¤¤###
##¤¤†«~,,, there are  plenty of side effects that i ,,,~«†¤¤##
#¤¤†«~,,,, really do not like,  and  there  will be ,,,,~«†¤¤#
¤¤†«~,,,,,   associations with these mini-anxiety   ,,,,,~«†¤¤
¤†«~,,,,,, attacks  with  random  things   that   i ,,,,,,~«†¤
†«~,,,,,,, happen to  see...  for  example,  for  a ,,,,,,,~«†
«~,,,,,,,, long  time i  could  not  see  a certain ,,,,,,,,~«
†«~,,,,,,, kind  of  leaf  without  getting anxious ,,,,,,,~«†
¤†«~,,,,,, ... and i should avoid to ruin  all  the ,,,,,,~«†¤
¤¤†«~,,,,,            seasons this way.             ,,,,,~«†¤¤
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####¤¤†«~,     hmm, recently my visual phenomena    ,~«†¤¤####
###¤¤†«~,, increased  or  at least the burn-ins  in ,,~«†¤¤###
##¤¤†«~,,, the  eyes,  and   sometimes   stuff   is ,,,~«†¤¤##
#¤¤†«~,,,, breathing   now,  they  did  not  do  it ,,,,~«†¤¤#
¤¤†«~,,,,, before. but maybe i just drank  too much ,,,,,~«†¤¤
¤†«~,,,,,, coffee. maybe  i'm scared and making all ,,,,,,~«†¤
†«~,,,,,,,             these things up.             ,,,,,,,~«†
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¤¤†«~,,,,, it  comes  to  me  sometimes that  shit, ,,,,,~«†¤¤
#¤¤†«~,,,, what  a  load of concepts this "reality" ,,,,~«†¤¤#
##¤¤†«~,,, consists  of,  and  how  vague  they are ,,,~«†¤¤##
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##¤¤†«~,,, if  i do  not  sleep  for  about  twenty ,,,~«†¤¤##
#¤¤†«~,,,, hours, it  will no longer be dark when i ,,,,~«†¤¤#
¤¤†«~,,,,, close  my   eyes,  not  actually   cev's ,,,,,~«†¤¤
¤†«~,,,,,, though, rather just fields  and  motion. ,,,,,,~«†¤
†«~,,,,,,, now and then  i  hear this sound (a real ,,,,,,,~«†
«~,,,,,,,,    sound (i think)), resembling some     ,,,,,,,,~«
†«~,,,,,,,  "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so.  ,,,,,,,~«†
¤†«~,,,,,, and it  is always unpleasant,  i  become ,,,,,,~«†¤
¤¤†«~,,,,, so stressful, but  i think it has  to do ,,,,,~«†¤¤
#¤¤†«~,,,,         with the novelty. i hope.        ,,,,~«†¤¤#
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