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,,,,,,,,,, I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ,,,,,,,,,,
:,,,,,,,,, THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ,,,,,,,,,:
~:,,,,,,,, THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ,,,,,,,,:~
^~:,,,,,,, REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ,,,,,,,:~^
*^~:,,,,,, ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ,,,,,,:~^*
%*^~:,,,,, ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ,,,,,:~^*%
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#§%*^~:,,, LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ,,,:~^*%§#
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##§%*^~:,, SEASONS THIS WAY. ,,:~^*%§##
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*^~:,,,,,, HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ,,,,,,:~^*
^~:,,,,,,, INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ,,,,,,,:~^
~:,,,,,,,, THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ,,,,,,,,:~
:,,,,,,,,, BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ,,,,,,,,,:
,,,,,,,,,, BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, THESE THINGS UP. ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ,,,,,,,,,,
:,,,,,,,,, WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ,,,,,,,,,:
~:,,,,,,,, CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ,,,,,,,,:~
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#§%*^~:,,, HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ,,,:~^*%§#
##§%*^~:,, CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ,,:~^*%§##
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##§%*^~:,, NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ,,:~^*%§##
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§%*^~:,,,, "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ,,,,:~^*%§
%*^~:,,,,, AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ,,,,,:~^*%
*^~:,,,,,, SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ,,,,,,:~^*
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