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§§§§§§,,,, I   WAS    THINKING   TO   STOP    DOING §,,,,,,§§§
§§§§§,,§§§ HALLUCINOGENS  IN THE  WINTER  BECAUSE I ,,§§§§,,§§
§§§§,,,,§§ DO NOT  KNOW HOW USEFUL  THEY  HAVE BEEN ,,,§§,,,,§
§§§,,§§,,§ ANYWAY?  I  GET SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE §§,,,,§§,,
,§,,,,,,,, THEM, THE  LAST FEW TIMES AT  LEAST, AND ,,,§§,,,,,
,,,§§§§§§, THERE  ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I §§,,,,§§§§
,§,,§§§§,, REALLY  DO  NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL  BE §,,§§,,§§,
,,,,,§§,,,   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ,,,,,,,,,,
§§§§,,,,§§ ATTACKS   WITH   RANDOM  THINGS  THAT  I ,§§§§§§§§§
§§§,,§§,,, HAPPEN TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ,,§§§§§§§§
§§,,,,,,§§ LONG  TIME I  COULD  NOT  SEE A  CERTAIN ,,,§§§§§§§
§,,§§§§,,§ KIND  OF  LEAF WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS §§,,§§§§§§
,,,,§§,,,, ... AND  I SHOULD AVOID  TO RUIN ALL THE §,,,,§§§§§
,§§,,,,§§§             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ,,§§,,§§§,
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,,,,,§§,,§    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ,,§§,,,,,,
§§§§,,,,,, INCREASED  OR  AT LEAST THE  BURN-INS IN §,,,,§§§§§
§§§,,§§§§, THE   EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS ,,§§,,§§§§
§§,,,,§§,, BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID   NOT  DO  IT §,,,,,,§§§
§,,§§,,,,, BEFORE. BUT  MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ,,§§§§,,§§
,,,,,,§§§§ COFFEE. MAYBE  I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL §,,§§,,,,§
,§§§§,,§§,             THESE THINGS UP.             ,,,,,,§§,,
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§§§,,,,§§, IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES THAT  SHIT, ,,,,§§§§,,
,§,,§§,,,, WHAT A  LOAD  OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ,§§,,§§,,,
,,,,,,,§§§ CONSISTS OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ,,,,,,,,§§
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§§,,,,,§§, IF I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY §§,,,,§§§§
§,,§§§,,,, HOURS,  IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I §,,§§,,§§§
,,,,§,,§§§ CLOSE  MY  EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY   CEV'S ,,,,,,,,§§
,§§,,,,,§§ THOUGH,  RATHER JUST FIELDS AND  MOTION. ,§§§§§§,,,
,,,,§§§,,, NOW  AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A  REAL ,,§§§§,,§§
,§§,,§,,§§    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     §,,§§,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,§  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ,,,,,,§§§§
,§§§§§§§,, AND  IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I  BECOME ,§§§§,,§§,
,,§§§§§,,, SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK  IT HAS TO  DO ,,§§,,,,,,
§,,§§§,,§§        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         ,,,,,§§§§§
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