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~:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:~
†~:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:~†
*†~:¨¨¨¨¨¨ DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ¨¨¨¨¨¨:~†*
%*†~:¨¨¨¨¨ ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ¨¨¨¨¨:~†*%
¤%*†~:¨¨¨¨ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ¨¨¨¨:~†*%¤
#¤%*†~:¨¨¨ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ¨¨¨:~†*%¤#
##¤%*†~:¨¨ REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ¨¨:~†*%¤##
###¤%*†~:¨ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ¨:~†*%¤###
##¤%*†~:¨¨ ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ¨¨:~†*%¤##
#¤%*†~:¨¨¨ HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ¨¨¨:~†*%¤#
¤%*†~:¨¨¨¨ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ¨¨¨¨:~†*%¤
%*†~:¨¨¨¨¨ KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ¨¨¨¨¨:~†*%
*†~:¨¨¨¨¨¨ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ¨¨¨¨¨¨:~†*
†~:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ SEASONS THIS WAY. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:~†
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†~:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:~†
*†~:¨¨¨¨¨¨ INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ¨¨¨¨¨¨:~†*
%*†~:¨¨¨¨¨ THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ¨¨¨¨¨:~†*%
¤%*†~:¨¨¨¨ BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ¨¨¨¨:~†*%¤
#¤%*†~:¨¨¨ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ¨¨¨:~†*%¤#
##¤%*†~:¨¨ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ¨¨:~†*%¤##
###¤%*†~:¨ THESE THINGS UP. ¨:~†*%¤###
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%*†~:¨¨¨¨¨ IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ¨¨¨¨¨:~†*%
*†~:¨¨¨¨¨¨ WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ¨¨¨¨¨¨:~†*
†~:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:~†
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†~:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:~†
*†~:¨¨¨¨¨¨ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ¨¨¨¨¨¨:~†*
%*†~:¨¨¨¨¨ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ¨¨¨¨¨:~†*%
¤%*†~:¨¨¨¨ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ¨¨¨¨:~†*%¤
#¤%*†~:¨¨¨ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ¨¨¨:~†*%¤#
##¤%*†~:¨¨ SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ¨¨:~†*%¤##
###¤%*†~:¨ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ¨:~†*%¤###
##¤%*†~:¨¨ AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ¨¨:~†*%¤##
#¤%*†~:¨¨¨ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ¨¨¨:~†*%¤#
¤%*†~:¨¨¨¨ WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. ¨¨¨¨:~†*%¤
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