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,,@@@,,,,, hallucinogens in the winter because i ,,,,,@,@@,
,,@,@@,,,, do not know how useful they have been @,,,,,,@@@
@,,,@@@,,, anyway? i get so tense when i take ,@,,,,,@,@
@@,,@,@@,, them, the last few times at least, and ,,@,,,,,,@
,@@,,,@@@, there are plenty of side effects that i ,,,@,,,,,@
,@@@,,@,@@ really do not like, and there will be ,,,,@,,,,,
,@,@@,,,@@ associations with these mini-anxiety ,,,,,@,,,,
,,,@@@,,@, attacks with random things that i ,,,,,,@,,,
,,,@,@@,,, happen to see... for example, for a @,,,,,,@,,
,,,,,@@@,, long time i could not see a certain ,@,,,,,,@,
,,,,,@,@@, kind of leaf without getting anxious ,,@,,,,,,@
@,,,,,,@@@ ... and i should avoid to ruin all the @,,@,,,,,,
,@,,,,,@,@ seasons this way. ,@,,@,,,,,
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,,,,,@,,,, hmm, recently my visual phenomena ,,@,,@,,@,
,,,,,,@,,, increased or at least the burn-ins in ,,,@,,@,,@
@,,,,,,@,, the eyes, and sometimes stuff is @,,,@,,@,,
,@,,,,,,@, breathing now, they did not do it @@,,,@,,@,
,,@,,,,,,@ before. but maybe i just drank too much @@@,,,@,,@
@,,@,,,,,, coffee. maybe i'm scared and making all @,@@,,,@,,
,@,,@,,,,, these things up. ,,@@@,,,@,
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,,@,,@,,@, it comes to me sometimes that shit, ,@,,,,@@@,
,,,@,,@,,@ what a load of concepts this "reality" ,,@,,,@,@@
@,,,@,,@,, consists of, and how vague they are ,,,@,,,,@@
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,,@@@,,,@, if i do not sleep for about twenty @@@,,,,@,,
,,@,@@,,,@ hours, it will no longer be dark when i @,@@,,,,@,
,,,,@@@,,, close my eyes, not actually cev's ,,@@@,,,,@
@,,,@,@@,, though, rather just fields and motion. ,,@,@@,,,,
,@,,,,@@@, now and then i hear this sound (a real ,,,,@@@,,,
,,@,,,@,@@ sound (i think)), resembling some @,,,@,@@,,
,,,@,,,,@@ "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so. @@,,,,@@@,
,,,,@,,,@, and it is always unpleasant, i become ,@@,,,@,@@
@,,,,@,,,, so stressful, but i think it has to do ,@@@,,,,@@
@@,,,,@,,, with the novelty. i hope. ,@,@@,,,@,
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