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,,»»***@@# I   WAS   THINKING   TO    STOP    DOING #@@***»»,,
,,»**$@### HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE WINTER  BECAUSE I ###@$**»,,
,,»**$@### DO  NOT KNOW HOW  USEFUL  THEY HAVE BEEN ###@$**»,,
,,,,,**$## ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I TAKE ##$**,,,,,
,,»**$@### THEM,  THE LAST FEW  TIMES AT LEAST, AND ###@$**»,,
,,,,,»**$@ THERE ARE PLENTY OF  SIDE EFFECTS THAT I @$**»,,,,,
,,»**$@### REALLY  DO  NOT LIKE, AND THERE  WILL BE ###@$**»,,
,,»**$@###   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ###@$**»,,
,,»***$$@# ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM   THINGS  THAT  I #@$$***»,,
,,»**$@### HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE, FOR  A ###@$**»,,
,,»**$@### LONG TIME  I  COULD  NOT  SEE A  CERTAIN ###@$**»,,
,,,,,,,*$# KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT GETTING  ANXIOUS #$*,,,,,,,
,,»**$@### ... AND I  SHOULD AVOID  TO RUIN ALL THE ###@$**»,,
,,»**$@###             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ###@$**»,,
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,,,,»***@@     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    @@***»,,,,
,,,»*****@ INCREASED  OR AT LEAST  THE BURN-INS  IN @*****»,,,
,,,,,,»*$@ THE  EYES,   AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS @$*»,,,,,,
,,»**@#### BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID   NOT  DO  IT ####@**»,,
,,,,,»»*@# BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I  JUST DRANK TOO MUCH #@*»»,,,,,
,,,,,»**@@ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M  SCARED AND MAKING ALL @@**»,,,,,
,,»**$@###             THESE THINGS UP.             ###@$**»,,
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,,,,,,***@ IT  COMES TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, @***,,,,,,
,,,,,,»*$# WHAT A LOAD  OF  CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" #$*»,,,,,,
,,»**$#### CONSISTS  OF, AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ####$**»,,
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,,»**$@### IF I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ###@$**»,,
,,»**$@### HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE  DARK WHEN I ###@$**»,,
,,»**$@@@# CLOSE   MY  EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S #@@@$**»,,
,,»**$@### THOUGH,  RATHER  JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ###@$**»,,
,,»**$@### NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS  SOUND  (A REAL ###@$**»,,
,,»**$@###     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ###@$**»,,
,,»**$@###  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ###@$**»,,
,,,,,»**$@ AND IT  IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I  BECOME @$**»,,,,,
,,,»»****@ SO STRESSFUL, BUT  I THINK IT HAS TO  DO @****»»,,,
,,,,,,*$##         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        ##$*,,,,,,
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