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,~~=§*&### I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ###&*§=~~,
,~~=§*&¶## HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ##¶&*§=~~,
,~~=§*&### DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ###&*§=~~,
,,~~~=§&&& ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE &&&§=~~~,,
,~~=§*&¶## THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ##¶&*§=~~,
,~~=§*&¶## THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ##¶&*§=~~,
,~~=§*&¶## REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ##¶&*§=~~,
,~~=§*&¶## ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ##¶&*§=~~,
,~~=§*&&&& ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I &&&&*§=~~,
,,,~~===§& HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A &§===~~,,,
,~~=§§§§§& LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN &§§§§§=~~,
,~~=§*&¶## KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ##¶&*§=~~,
,~~=§*&¶## ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ##¶&*§=~~,
,~~=§*&¶## SEASONS THIS WAY. ##¶&*§=~~,
,~~=§*&¶## ##¶&*§=~~,
,~~=§*&¶## ~ ##¶&*§=~~,
,~~=§*&¶## ##¶&*§=~~,
,~~=§*&¶## HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ##¶&*§=~~,
,~~=§*&¶## INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ##¶&*§=~~,
,,~~~=*&¶¶ THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ¶¶&*=~~~,,
,~~~===**& BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT &**===~~~,
,~~=§*&¶## BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ##¶&*§=~~,
,~~=§*&¶## COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ##¶&*§=~~,
,,,~==***¶ THESE THINGS UP. ¶***==~,,,
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,~~=§*&&&¶ IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ¶&&&*§=~~,
,~~=§*&¶## WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ##¶&*§=~~,
,~~=§*&¶## CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ##¶&*§=~~,
,~~=§*&¶## ##¶&*§=~~,
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,~~=§*&¶¶# IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY #¶¶&*§=~~,
,,,,~~~=*& HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I &*=~~~,,,,
,~~=§*&¶## CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ##¶&*§=~~,
,~~=§*&¶## THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ##¶&*§=~~,
,~~=§*&¶## NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ##¶&*§=~~,
,,,,,,~§&# SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME #&§~,,,,,,
,,,,,~~§&# "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. #&§~~,,,,,
,~~=§*&### AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ###&*§=~~,
,~~=§*&¶## SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ##¶&*§=~~,
,,,~~~§§*¶ WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. ¶*§§~~~,,,
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