¨:=;†$@### ###@$†;=:¨
¨¨:=;†$@## ##@$†;=:¨¨
¨¨¨:=;†$@# #@$†;=:¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨:=;†$@ @$†;=:¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨:=;†$ $†;=:¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨:=;† †;=:¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:=; eh ;=:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:= =:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨: = :¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:= =:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:=; i was thinking to stop doing ;=:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨:=;† hallucinogens in the winter because i †;=:¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨:=;†$ do not know how useful they have been $†;=:¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨:=;†$@ anyway? i get so tense when i take @$†;=:¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨:=;†$@# them, the last few times at least, and #@$†;=:¨¨¨
¨¨:=;†$@## there are plenty of side effects that i ##@$†;=:¨¨
¨:=;†$@### really do not like, and there will be ###@$†;=:¨
¨¨:=;†$@## associations with these mini-anxiety ##@$†;=:¨¨
¨¨¨:=;†$@# attacks with random things that i #@$†;=:¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨:=;†$@ happen to see... for example, for a @$†;=:¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨:=;†$ long time i could not see a certain $†;=:¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨:=;† kind of leaf without getting anxious †;=:¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:=; ... and i should avoid to ruin all the ;=:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:= seasons this way. =:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨: :¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:= = =:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:=; ;=:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨:=;† hmm, recently my visual phenomena †;=:¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨:=;†$ increased or at least the burn-ins in $†;=:¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨:=;†$@ the eyes, and sometimes stuff is @$†;=:¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨:=;†$@# breathing now, they did not do it #@$†;=:¨¨¨
¨¨:=;†$@## before. but maybe i just drank too much ##@$†;=:¨¨
¨:=;†$@### coffee. maybe i'm scared and making all ###@$†;=:¨
¨¨:=;†$@## these things up. ##@$†;=:¨¨
¨¨¨:=;†$@# #@$†;=:¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨:=;†$@ = @$†;=:¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨:=;†$ $†;=:¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨:=;† it comes to me sometimes that shit, †;=:¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:=; what a load of concepts this "reality" ;=:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:= consists of, and how vague they are =:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨: :¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:= = =:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:=; ;=:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨:=;† if i do not sleep for about twenty †;=:¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨:=;†$ hours, it will no longer be dark when i $†;=:¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨:=;†$@ close my eyes, not actually cev's @$†;=:¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨:=;†$@# though, rather just fields and motion. #@$†;=:¨¨¨
¨¨:=;†$@## now and then i hear this sound (a real ##@$†;=:¨¨
¨:=;†$@### sound (i think)), resembling some ###@$†;=:¨
¨¨:=;†$@## "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so. ##@$†;=:¨¨
¨¨¨:=;†$@# and it is always unpleasant, i become #@$†;=:¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨:=;†$@ so stressful, but i think it has to do @$†;=:¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨:=;†$ with the novelty. i hope. $†;=:¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨:=;† †;=:¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:=; ;=:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:= =:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨: :¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:= =:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨