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==........ I    WAS   THINKING   TO   STOP    DOING ........==
=......... HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE  WINTER  BECAUSE I .........=
==........ DO NOT KNOW HOW  USEFUL  THEY  HAVE BEEN ........==
===....... ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE .......===
%===...... THEM,  THE LAST FEW  TIMES AT LEAST, AND ......===%
¤%===..... THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT  I .....===%¤
#¤%===.... REALLY  DO  NOT LIKE, AND  THERE WILL BE ....===%¤#
##¤%===...   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ...===%¤##
###¤%===.. ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM  THINGS   THAT  I ..===%¤###
##¤%===... HAPPEN  TO SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ...===%¤##
#¤%===.... LONG TIME  I COULD  NOT  SEE  A  CERTAIN ....===%¤#
¤%===..... KIND  OF LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS .....===%¤
%===...... ...  AND I SHOULD AVOID  TO RUIN ALL THE ......===%
===.......            SEASONS THIS WAY.             .......===
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===.......    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     .......===
%===...... INCREASED  OR  AT LEAST THE  BURN-INS IN ......===%
¤%===..... THE  EYES,   AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS .....===%¤
#¤%===.... BREATHING  NOW,   THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT ....===%¤#
##¤%===... BEFORE. BUT  MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ...===%¤##
###¤%===.. COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND  MAKING ALL ..===%¤###
##¤%===...             THESE THINGS UP.             ...===%¤##
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===....... IT COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, .......===
==........ WHAT A LOAD  OF CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" ........==
=......... CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE THEY  ARE .........=
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¤%===..... IF  I  DO  NOT SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY .....===%¤
#¤%===.... HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK  WHEN I ....===%¤#
##¤%===... CLOSE   MY   EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S ...===%¤##
###¤%===.. THOUGH, RATHER  JUST FIELDS AND  MOTION. ..===%¤###
##¤%===... NOW AND THEN I  HEAR  THIS SOUND (A REAL ...===%¤##
#¤%===....    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     ....===%¤#
¤%===.....  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  .....===%¤
%===...... AND IT  IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME ......===%
===....... SO  STRESSFUL, BUT I  THINK IT HAS TO DO .......===
==........         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        ........==
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