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¤......¤¤. i was thinking to stop doing ..¤¤¤¤.¤.¤
¤.....¤.¤. hallucinogens in the winter because i .¤...¤¤¤¤.
¤....¤¤¤¤¤ do not know how useful they have been ¤¤..¤...¤¤
¤...¤..... anyway? i get so tense when i take .¤.¤¤..¤..
¤..¤¤..... them, the last few times at least, and ¤¤¤.¤.¤¤.¤
¤.¤.¤....¤ there are plenty of side effects that i ..¤¤¤¤.¤¤.
¤¤¤¤¤...¤¤ really do not like, and there will be .¤...¤¤.¤¤
....¤..¤.. associations with these mini-anxiety ¤¤..¤.¤¤..
...¤¤.¤¤.¤ attacks with random things that i .¤.¤¤¤.¤..
..¤.¤¤.¤¤¤ happen to see... for example, for a ¤¤¤..¤¤¤..
.¤¤¤.¤¤... long time i could not see a certain ..¤.¤..¤..
¤..¤¤.¤..¤ kind of leaf without getting anxious .¤¤¤¤.¤¤..
¤.¤.¤¤¤.¤¤ ... and i should avoid to ruin all the ¤...¤¤.¤.¤
¤¤¤¤..¤¤.. seasons this way. ¤..¤.¤¤¤¤.
...¤.¤.¤.¤ ¤.¤¤¤...¤¤
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¤¤......¤. hmm, recently my visual phenomena ¤¤¤.¤¤...¤
.¤.....¤¤¤ increased or at least the burn-ins in ..¤¤.¤..¤.
¤¤....¤... the eyes, and sometimes stuff is .¤.¤¤¤.¤¤.
.¤...¤¤... breathing now, they did not do it ¤¤¤..¤¤.¤¤
¤¤..¤.¤..¤ before. but maybe i just drank too much ..¤.¤.¤¤.¤
.¤.¤¤¤¤.¤. coffee. maybe i'm scared and making all .¤¤¤¤¤.¤¤.
¤¤¤...¤¤¤¤ these things up. ¤....¤¤.¤.
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¤¤.¤¤¤.¤.¤ it comes to me sometimes that shit, ¤¤¤.¤¤.¤..
.¤¤..¤¤¤¤¤ what a load of concepts this "reality" ..¤¤.¤¤¤.¤
¤.¤.¤..... consists of, and how vague they are .¤.¤¤..¤¤¤
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..¤.¤..¤¤. if i do not sleep for about twenty ¤¤...¤¤¤.¤
.¤¤¤¤.¤.¤. hours, it will no longer be dark when i .¤..¤..¤¤¤
¤...¤¤¤¤¤. close my eyes, not actually cev's ¤¤.¤¤.¤..¤
¤..¤....¤¤ though, rather just fields and motion. .¤¤.¤¤¤.¤.
¤.¤¤...¤.¤ now and then i hear this sound (a real ¤.¤¤..¤¤¤¤
¤¤.¤..¤¤¤. sound (i think)), resembling some ¤¤.¤.¤....
.¤¤¤.¤..¤. "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so. .¤¤¤¤¤...¤
¤..¤¤¤.¤¤. and it is always unpleasant, i become ¤....¤..¤¤
¤.¤..¤¤.¤. so stressful, but i think it has to do ¤...¤¤.¤..
¤¤¤.¤.¤¤¤¤ with the novelty. i hope. ¤..¤.¤¤¤.¤
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