Eh                    
                                          
                                         
                                          
 I    Was   Thinking   To   Stop    Doing 
 Hallucinogens  In The Winter  Because  I 
 Do  Not Know How  Useful  They Have Been 
 Anyway?  I  Get So  Tense  When  I  Take 
 Them, The Last  Few Times At Least,  And 
 There Are  Plenty Of Side Effects That I 
 Really  Do  Not Like, And There Will  Be 
   Associations With These Mini-Anxiety   
 Attacks  With  Random   Things   That  I 
 Happen  To  See...  For  Example,  For A 
 Long  Time  I  Could Not See  A  Certain 
 Kind Of  Leaf  Without  Getting  Anxious 
 ... And I Should  Avoid To Ruin All  The 
            Seasons This Way.             
                                          
                                         
                                          
     Hmm, Recently My Visual Phenomena    
 Increased  Or  At Least  The Burn-Ins In 
 The   Eyes,  And   Sometimes  Stuff   Is 
 Breathing   Now,  They  Did  Not  Do  It 
 Before. But Maybe  I Just Drank Too Much 
 Coffee. Maybe I'M Scared And Making  All 
             These Things Up.             
                                          
                                         
                                          
 It  Comes  To  Me  Sometimes  That Shit, 
 What A Load  Of  ConceptS This "Reality" 
 Consists  Of,  And  How  Vague They  Are 
                                          
                                         
                                          
 If  I  Do  Not  Sleep  For About  Twenty 
 Hours, It Will No Longer Be Dark When  I 
 Close  My  Eyes,  Not   Actually   Cev'S 
 Though, Rather Just FieldS  And  Motion. 
 Now And  Then I Hear This Sound  (A Real 
     Sound (I Think)), Resembling Some    
  "Knerp" From Twentyfive c nbome Or So.  
 And It  Is  Always  Unpleasant, I Become 
 So  Stressful, But I Think  It Has To Do 
         With The Novelty. I Hope.