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«,,,,,,,,, HALLUCINOGENS IN THE  WINTER  BECAUSE  I ,,,,,,,,,«
=«,,,,,,,, DO  NOT  KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE  BEEN ,,,,,,,,«=
%=«,,,,,,, ANYWAY? I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ,,,,,,,«=%
&%=«,,,,,, THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES  AT LEAST,  AND ,,,,,,«=%&
§&%=«,,,,, THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS  THAT I ,,,,,«=%&§
£§&%=«,,,, REALLY DO NOT  LIKE, AND  THERE  WILL BE ,,,,«=%&§£
#£§&%=«,,,   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ,,,«=%&§£#
##£§&%=«,, ATTACKS  WITH  RANDOM   THINGS   THAT  I ,,«=%&§£##
#£§&%=«,,, HAPPEN TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ,,,«=%&§£#
£§&%=«,,,, LONG TIME  I  COULD  NOT  SEE A  CERTAIN ,,,,«=%&§£
§&%=«,,,,, KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING ANXIOUS ,,,,,«=%&§
&%=«,,,,,, ... AND  I SHOULD AVOID TO  RUIN ALL THE ,,,,,,«=%&
%=«,,,,,,,             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ,,,,,,,«=%
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&%=«,,,,,, INCREASED  OR AT  LEAST THE BURN-INS  IN ,,,,,,«=%&
§&%=«,,,,, THE  EYES,   AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS ,,,,,«=%&§
£§&%=«,,,, BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID   NOT  DO  IT ,,,,«=%&§£
#£§&%=«,,, BEFORE. BUT MAYBE  I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ,,,«=%&§£#
##£§&%=«,, COFFEE. MAYBE  I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ,,«=%&§£##
#£§&%=«,,,             THESE THINGS UP.             ,,,«=%&§£#
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=«,,,,,,,, WHAT A  LOAD  OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ,,,,,,,,«=
«,,,,,,,,, CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW VAGUE  THEY  ARE ,,,,,,,,,«
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£§&%=«,,,, HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER  BE DARK WHEN I ,,,,«=%&§£
#£§&%=«,,, CLOSE   MY  EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S ,,,«=%&§£#
##£§&%=«,, THOUGH,  RATHER JUST FIELDS  AND MOTION. ,,«=%&§£##
#£§&%=«,,, NOW AND THEN I HEAR  THIS  SOUND (A REAL ,,,«=%&§£#
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&%=«,,,,,, AND IT IS ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT,  I  BECOME ,,,,,,«=%&
%=«,,,,,,, SO STRESSFUL,  BUT I THINK IT  HAS TO DO ,,,,,,,«=%
=«,,,,,,,,        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         ,,,,,,,,«=
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