¨§¨¨¨¨¨§¨§                                          ¨¨¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          §¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§
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§§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§
¨§§¨¨§¨¨¨¨                                          ¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨§
¨§§§¨¨§¨¨¨                                          ¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨
¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨                    EH                    ¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§§§¨¨§¨                                          ¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨
¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨§                     »                    ¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨                                          §¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨ I   WAS   THINKING    TO   STOP    DOING ¨§¨¨¨¨¨§§§
§¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§ HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE WINTER  BECAUSE I ¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨§
§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨§ DO NOT  KNOW HOW USEFUL  THEY  HAVE BEEN §¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨§
¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§ ANYWAY?  I  GET SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§
¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨§ THEM, THE  LAST FEW TIMES AT  LEAST, AND ¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨
¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨ THERE ARE  PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨
¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨ REALLY DO  NOT  LIKE, AND  THERE WILL BE ¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨
¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨
¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨ ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM  THINGS  THAT   I ¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§
§¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨ HAPPEN  TO SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨
¨§¨¨¨¨¨§§§ LONG  TIME  I COULD  NOT  SEE A  CERTAIN §¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨
¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨§ KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING ANXIOUS ¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§
§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨§ ...  AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL  THE ¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨                    »                     §¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨                                          ¨§¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§ INCREASED OR AT  LEAST  THE BURN-INS  IN ¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨ THE  EYES,   AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS ¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§
§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨ BREATHING  NOW,  THEY   DID  NOT  DO  IT ¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨
¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§ BEFORE. BUT  MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨
¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ COFFEE. MAYBE  I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL §¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨
¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨             THESE THINGS UP.             §§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨
¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§
§¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨                     »                    ¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨§¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨                                          ¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨¨ IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES THAT  SHIT, ¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨ WHAT  A LOAD OF  CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§ CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE THEY  ARE §¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨                                          ¨§¨¨¨§¨§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨                     »                    ¨¨§¨¨¨¨§§§
§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨                                          ¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§
§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨ IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§
¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§ HOURS, IT WILL  NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨§
¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨ CLOSE  MY  EYES,   NOT   ACTUALLY  CEV'S ¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨
¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨ THOUGH,  RATHER JUST FIELDS AND  MOTION. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨
¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨ NOW  AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A  REAL ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨
¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§
§¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨§¨¨¨§¨§§¨ AND  IT  IS ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨¨¨¨§§§ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK  IT HAS  TO DO §¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         ¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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