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¨,~;^%@¶## ##¶@%^;~,¨
¨¨¨¨¨~;^@# I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING #@^;~¨¨¨¨¨
¨,~;^%@¶## HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ##¶@%^;~,¨
¨,~;^%@¶## DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ##¶@%^;~,¨
¨,~;^%@¶¶# ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE #¶¶@%^;~,¨
¨,~;^%@¶## THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ##¶@%^;~,¨
¨,~;^%@¶## THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ##¶@%^;~,¨
¨¨¨,~~^@¶¶ REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ¶¶@^~~,¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨~~;%¶¶ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ¶¶%;~~¨¨¨¨
¨,~;^%@¶¶# ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I #¶¶@%^;~,¨
¨,~;^%@¶## HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ##¶@%^;~,¨
¨,~;^%@¶## LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ##¶@%^;~,¨
¨¨¨,~~~^@¶ KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ¶@^~~~,¨¨¨
¨¨¨,,~^%¶¶ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ¶¶%^~,,¨¨¨
¨,~;^%@¶## SEASONS THIS WAY. ##¶@%^;~,¨
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¨,~;^%@¶¶# HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA #¶¶@%^;~,¨
¨,~;^%@¶## INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ##¶@%^;~,¨
¨,~;^%@¶## THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ##¶@%^;~,¨
¨,~;^%@¶## BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ##¶@%^;~,¨
¨,~;^%@¶## BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ##¶@%^;~,¨
¨,~;^%@¶## COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ##¶@%^;~,¨
¨,~~;;;;%¶ THESE THINGS UP. ¶%;;;;~~,¨
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¨,~;^%@¶## IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ##¶@%^;~,¨
¨,~;%@¶### WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ###¶@%;~,¨
¨¨,~~;%%¶# CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE #¶%%;~~,¨¨
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¨,~;^%@¶## IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ##¶@%^;~,¨
¨,~;^%@### HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ###@%^;~,¨
¨,~;^%@¶¶# CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S #¶¶@%^;~,¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~;%¶ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ¶%;~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨,;%@¶ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ¶@%;,¨¨¨¨¨
¨,~;^^^^@¶ SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ¶@^^^^;~,¨
¨,~;^%@¶## "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ##¶@%^;~,¨
¨,~;^%@@@@ AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME @@@@%^;~,¨
¨,~;^%@¶## SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ##¶@%^;~,¨
¨,~;^%@¶## WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. ##¶@%^;~,¨
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