Eh                    
                                          
                                         
                                          
 I   Was    Thinking   To    Stop   Doing 
 Hallucinogens  In The  Winter  Because I 
 Do Not  Know How Useful  They Have  Been 
 Anyway?  I  Get  So  Tense When  I  Take 
 Them, The Last  Few Times  At Least, And 
 There Are Plenty  Of Side Effects That I 
 Really Do  Not Like,  And  There Will Be 
   Associations With These Mini-Anxiety   
 Attacks  With   Random  Things   That  I 
 Happen  To  See...  For  Example,  For A 
 Long  Time  I Could  Not  See A  Certain 
 Kind Of  Leaf  Without  Getting  Anxious 
 ... And I Should Avoid  To  Ruin All The 
            Seasons This Way.             
                                          
                                         
                                          
     Hmm, Recently My Visual Phenomena    
 Increased  Or At Least The  Burn-Ins  In 
 The   Eyes,   And  Sometimes   Stuff  Is 
 Breathing  Now,  They  Did  Not  Do   It 
 Before. But Maybe I Just Drank  Too Much 
 Coffee. Maybe I'M Scared And  Making All 
             These Things Up.             
                                          
                                         
                                          
 It  Comes  To  Me Sometimes  That  Shit, 
 What A Load  Of ConceptS  This "Reality" 
 Consists  Of,  And  How  Vague They  Are 
                                          
                                         
                                          
 If  I  Do  Not Sleep  For  About  Twenty 
 Hours, It  Will No Longer Be Dark When I 
 Close  My  Eyes,   Not  Actually   Cev'S 
 Though,  Rather  Just FieldS And Motion. 
 Now And Then  I Hear This Sound (A  Real 
     Sound (I Think)), Resembling Some    
  "Knerp" From Twentyfive c nbome Or So.  
 And  It Is  Always Unpleasant,  I Become 
 So  Stressful, But I  Think It Has To Do 
        With The Novelty. I Hope.