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..§§§§..§. I    WAS   THINKING   TO    STOP   DOING §.§..§§...
..§...§.§§ HALLUCINOGENS  IN THE  WINTER BECAUSE  I .§§§.§.§..
..§§..§§§. DO  NOT  KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE  BEEN §§..§§§§§.
..§.§.§..§ ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ..§.§....§
§.§§§§§§.§ THEM, THE LAST  FEW TIMES  AT LEAST, AND §.§§§§...§
.§§.....§§ THERE  ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I §§§...§..§
§§.§....§. REALLY  DO NOT  LIKE,  AND THERE WILL BE §..§..§§.§
..§§§...§§   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   .§.§§.§.§§
§.§..§..§. ATTACKS   WITH  RANDOM  THINGS  THAT   I §§§§.§§§§.
§§§§.§§.§§ HAPPEN TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ....§§...§
....§§.§§. LONG TIME  I  COULD  NOT  SEE A  CERTAIN §...§.§..§
§...§.§§.§ KIND  OF  LEAF WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS §§..§§§§.§
.§..§§§.§§ ...  AND I SHOULD AVOID  TO RUIN ALL THE ..§.§...§§
§§§.§..§§.             SEASONS THIS WAY.            §.§§§§..§.
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§§...§§§..     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    .§§..§§§.§
..§..§..§. INCREASED  OR  AT LEAST THE BURN-INS  IN §§.§.§..§§
§.§§.§§.§§ THE  EYES,   AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS ..§§§§§.§.
§§§.§§.§§. BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO   IT §.§....§§§
...§§.§§.§ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE  I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH §§§§...§..
...§.§§.§§ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING  ALL ....§..§§.
...§§§.§§.             THESE THINGS UP.             ....§§.§.§
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.§..§§...§ IT  COMES  TO  ME SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, §§..§§.§§.
.§§.§.§..§ WHAT A LOAD OF  CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" §.§.§.§§.§
§§.§§§§§.§ CONSISTS OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE .§§§§§§.§§
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.§§...§.§. IF I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ....§..§..
.§.§..§§§§ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER  BE DARK WHEN I §...§§.§§.
.§§§§.§... CLOSE   MY  EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY   CEV'S §§..§.§§.§
§§...§§§.. THOUGH, RATHER JUST  FIELDS  AND MOTION. ..§.§§§.§§
..§..§..§. NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND  (A  REAL §.§§§..§§.
..§§.§§.§§     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    .§§..§.§.§
§.§.§§.§§.  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  §§.§.§§§§§
.§§§§.§§.§ AND  IT IS ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME §.§§§§....
.§...§§.§§ SO STRESSFUL,  BUT I  THINK IT HAS TO DO §§§...§...
.§§..§.§§.        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         ...§..§§..
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