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@@@¤$%:=.¨ REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ¨.=:%$¤@@@
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@@¤$%:.¨¨¨ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ¨¨¨.:%$¤@@
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##@@¤$%:=¨ THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ¨=:%$¤@@##
@@$:=¨¨¨¨¨ BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ¨¨¨¨¨=:$@@
@@¤$%:==.¨ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ¨.==:%$¤@@
##@¤$%:=.¨ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ¨.=:%$¤@##
#@@¤$%:=.¨ THESE THINGS UP. ¨.=:%$¤@@#
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#@@¤$%:=.¨ CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ¨.=:%$¤@@#
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@¤¤$::==.¨ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ¨.==::$¤¤@
¤$$:.....¨ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ¨.....:$$¤
#@@¤$%:=.¨ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ¨.=:%$¤@@#
@@@¤$%:=.¨ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ¨.=:%$¤@@@
@@@¤$%:=.¨ SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ¨.=:%$¤@@@
#@@¤$%:=.¨ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ¨.=:%$¤@@#
#@@¤$%:=.¨ AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ¨.=:%$¤@@#
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