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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ I   WAS    THINKING   TO    STOP   DOING ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE  WINTER BECAUSE  I ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ DO  NOT  KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE  BEEN ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨: ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE WHEN  I  TAKE :¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:« THEM,  THE LAST FEW  TIMES AT LEAST, AND «:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:«: THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE  EFFECTS THAT I :«:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨:«:* REALLY DO  NOT  LIKE, AND  THERE WILL BE *:«:¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨:«:*%   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   %*:«:¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨:«:*%§ ATTACKS   WITH   RANDOM  THINGS  THAT  I §%*:«:¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨:«:*%§£ HAPPEN  TO SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A £§%*:«:¨¨¨
¨¨:«:*%§£# LONG  TIME  I COULD  NOT  SEE A  CERTAIN #£§%*:«:¨¨
¨:«:*%§£## KIND  OF  LEAF WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ##£§%*:«:¨
¨¨:«:*%§£# ... AND I SHOULD  AVOID TO RUIN  ALL THE #£§%*:«:¨¨
¨¨¨:«:*%§£             SEASONS THIS WAY.            £§%*:«:¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:«:     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    :«:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:« INCREASED OR AT  LEAST  THE  BURN-INS IN «:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨: THE  EYES,   AND   SOMETIMES  STUFF   IS :¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID   NOT  DO  IT ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO  MUCH ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ COFFEE. MAYBE  I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨             THESE THINGS UP.             ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES THAT  SHIT, ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ WHAT A LOAD OF  CONCEPTS  THIS "REALITY" ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨: CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY ARE :¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨:«:*% IF  I DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY %*:«:¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨:«:*%§ HOURS, IT WILL NO  LONGER BE DARK WHEN I §%*:«:¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨:«:*%§£ CLOSE   MY   EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S £§%*:«:¨¨¨
¨¨:«:*%§£# THOUGH,  RATHER JUST FIELDS AND  MOTION. #£§%*:«:¨¨
¨:«:*%§£## NOW  AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A  REAL ##£§%*:«:¨
¨¨:«:*%§£#     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    #£§%*:«:¨¨
¨¨¨:«:*%§£  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  £§%*:«:¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨:«:*%§ AND  IT  IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME §%*:«:¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨:«:*% SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK  IT  HAS TO DO %*:«:¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨:«:*        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         *:«:¨¨¨¨¨¨
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