Eh                    
                                          
                                         
                                          
 I   Was    Thinking   To    Stop   Doing 
 Hallucinogens  In  The Winter Because  I 
 Do  Not Know How Useful  They  Have Been 
 Anyway?  I  Get  So  Tense  When  I Take 
 Them, The Last  Few Times  At Least, And 
 There Are  Plenty Of Side Effects That I 
 Really  Do  Not  Like, And There Will Be 
   Associations With These Mini-Anxiety   
 Attacks  With  Random   Things   That  I 
 Happen  To See...  For  Example,  For  A 
 Long Time  I  Could  Not  See  A Certain 
 Kind  Of  Leaf  Without  Getting Anxious 
 ...  And I Should Avoid To Ruin All  The 
             Seasons This Way.            
                                          
                                         
                                          
    Hmm, Recently My Visual Phenomena     
 Increased Or  At Least  The  Burn-Ins In 
 The  Eyes,   And   Sometimes  Stuff   Is 
 Breathing  Now,  They  Did  Not   Do  It 
 Before. But Maybe I Just  Drank Too Much 
 Coffee.  Maybe I'M Scared And Making All 
             These Things Up.             
                                          
                                         
                                          
 It  Comes  To  Me Sometimes  That  Shit, 
 What A  Load  Of ConceptS This "Reality" 
 Consists  Of,  And  How  Vague  They Are 
                                          
                                         
                                          
 If I  Do  Not  Sleep  For  About  Twenty 
 Hours, It Will No Longer Be Dark  When I 
 Close  My   Eyes,  Not  Actually   Cev'S 
 Though, Rather  Just FieldS And  Motion. 
 Now And Then I  Hear This Sound (A  Real 
     Sound (I Think)), Resembling Some    
  "Knerp" From Twentyfive c nbome Or So.  
 And  It Is  Always Unpleasant, I  Become 
 So Stressful, But  I Think It  Has To Do 
         With The Novelty. I Hope.