¨¨¨¨¨-~†*@                                          @*†~-¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨-~†*                                          *†~-¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-~†                                          †~-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-~                                          ~-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-                                          -¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                    eh                    ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                    ~                     ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨- i    was   thinking   to   stop    doing -¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-~ hallucinogens  in the  winter  because i ~-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-~† do not  know  how useful they  have been †~-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨-~†* anyway? i  get  so  tense  when  i  take *†~-¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨-~†*@ them, the last few times  at least,  and @*†~-¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-~†*@§ there are plenty of side effects  that i §@*†~-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨-~†*@§# really do  not  like, and there  will be #§@*†~-¨¨¨
¨¨-~†*@§##   associations with these mini-anxiety   ##§@*†~-¨¨
¨-~†*@§### attacks  with  random   things  that   i ###§@*†~-¨
¨¨-~†*@§## happen  to  see... for  example,  for  a ##§@*†~-¨¨
¨¨¨-~†*@§# long time i  could  not  see  a  certain #§@*†~-¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-~†*@§ kind  of  leaf  without  getting anxious §@*†~-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨-~†*@ ... and i  should avoid to ruin  all the @*†~-¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨-~†*            seasons this way.             *†~-¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-~†                                          †~-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-~                     ~                    ~-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-                                          -¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨     hmm, recently my visual phenomena    ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ increased or  at  least the burn-ins  in ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ the  eyes,   and   sometimes   stuff  is ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ breathing  now,  they  did   not  do  it ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ before. but maybe i just  drank too much ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨- coffee. maybe  i'm scared and making all -¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-~             these things up.             ~-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-~†                                          †~-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨-~†*                    ~                     *†~-¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨-~†*@                                          @*†~-¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-~†*@§ it  comes  to  me  sometimes that  shit, §@*†~-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨-~†*@§# what a load of  concepts this  "reality" #§@*†~-¨¨¨
¨¨-~†*@§## consists  of,  and  how  vague  they are ##§@*†~-¨¨
¨-~†*@§###                                          ###§@*†~-¨
¨¨-~†*@§##                     ~                    ##§@*†~-¨¨
¨¨¨-~†*@§#                                          #§@*†~-¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-~†*@§ if  i  do  not  sleep for  about  twenty §@*†~-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨-~†*@ hours, it will  no longer be dark when i @*†~-¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨-~†* close   my  eyes,  not   actually  cev's *†~-¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-~† though,  rather just  fields and motion. †~-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-~ now  and then i hear this sound (a  real ~-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-     sound (i think)), resembling some    -¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨  "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so.  ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ and  it  is always  unpleasant, i become ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ so stressful, but i  think it has to  do ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨         with the novelty. i hope.        ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-                                          -¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-~                                          ~-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-~†                                          †~-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨-~†*                                          *†~-¨¨¨¨¨¨