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¨¨¨¨«^^†¤¤ i    was   thinking    to   stop   doing ¤¤†^^«¨¨¨¨
¨,«^†§¤@## hallucinogens in  the winter  because  i ##@¤§†^«,¨
¨,«^†††¤¤# do  not know how  useful they  have been #¤¤†††^«,¨
¨,«^†§¤@## anyway?  i  get so  tense  when  i  take ##@¤§†^«,¨
¨,«^†§¤### them, the last  few times  at least, and ###¤§†^«,¨
¨¨¨¨¨«†§§¤ there are  plenty of side effects that i ¤§§†«¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨,«^§¤¤¤ really  do not like,  and there  will be ¤¤¤§^«,¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨,,«†§@   associations with these mini-anxiety   @§†«,,¨¨¨¨
¨,«^†§¤@## attacks   with   random  things  that  i ##@¤§†^«,¨
¨,«^†§¤@## happen  to  see...  for example,  for  a ##@¤§†^«,¨
¨¨¨¨,^†§@# long  time i could  not  see  a  certain #@§†^,¨¨¨¨
¨,«^†§¤@## kind  of  leaf  without getting  anxious ##@¤§†^«,¨
¨,«^†§¤@## ... and i  should avoid to  ruin all the ##@¤§†^«,¨
¨,«^††§§@#            seasons this way.             #@§§††^«,¨
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¨,«^†§¤@##     hmm, recently my visual phenomena    ##@¤§†^«,¨
¨,«^†§¤@## increased  or at  least the burn-ins  in ##@¤§†^«,¨
¨,«^†§¤¤¤# the   eyes,  and   sometimes   stuff  is #¤¤¤§†^«,¨
¨¨¨¨¨,,^§@ breathing  now,   they  did  not  do  it @§^,,¨¨¨¨¨
¨,«^†§¤@## before. but maybe i just  drank too much ##@¤§†^«,¨
¨,«^†§¤@## coffee. maybe  i'm scared and making all ##@¤§†^«,¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨«^§¤             these things up.             ¤§^«¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨,«^†§¤@## it  comes  to  me  sometimes  that shit, ##@¤§†^«,¨
¨¨¨¨,^§§¤¤ what  a load of concepts this  "reality" ¤¤§§^,¨¨¨¨
¨,«^†§¤@@@ consists  of,  and  how  vague they  are @@@¤§†^«,¨
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¨,«^†§¤### if  i  do not  sleep  for  about  twenty ###¤§†^«,¨
¨,«^†§¤@## hours, it will no longer be dark  when i ##@¤§†^«,¨
¨,«^†§¤### close  my  eyes,   not  actually   cev's ###¤§†^«,¨
¨,«^†§¤@## though, rather just fields  and  motion. ##@¤§†^«,¨
¨,«^†§¤@## now  and  then i hear this sound (a real ##@¤§†^«,¨
¨,«^†§@###     sound (i think)), resembling some    ###@§†^«,¨
¨¨¨¨¨«††¤#  "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so.  #¤††«¨¨¨¨¨
¨,«^†§¤### and  it is always  unpleasant,  i become ###¤§†^«,¨
¨,«^††§¤@@ so stressful, but i think  it has  to do @@¤§††^«,¨
¨¨,,,«†§@#         with the novelty. i hope.        #@§†«,,,¨¨
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