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###&%^;-^. i was thinking to stop doing .^-;^%&###
##&%^;-^.. hallucinogens in the winter because i ..^-;^%&##
#&%^;-^... do not know how useful they have been ...^-;^%&#
&%^;-^.... anyway? i get so tense when i take ....^-;^%&
%^;-^..... them, the last few times at least, and .....^-;^%
^;-^...... there are plenty of side effects that i ......^-;^
;-^....... really do not like, and there will be .......^-;
^;-^...... associations with these mini-anxiety ......^-;^
%^;-^..... attacks with random things that i .....^-;^%
&%^;-^.... happen to see... for example, for a ....^-;^%&
#&%^;-^... long time i could not see a certain ...^-;^%&#
##&%^;-^.. kind of leaf without getting anxious ..^-;^%&##
###&%^;-^. ... and i should avoid to ruin all the .^-;^%&###
##&%^;-^.. seasons this way. ..^-;^%&##
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^;-^...... hmm, recently my visual phenomena ......^-;^
;-^....... increased or at least the burn-ins in .......^-;
^;-^...... the eyes, and sometimes stuff is ......^-;^
%^;-^..... breathing now, they did not do it .....^-;^%
&%^;-^.... before. but maybe i just drank too much ....^-;^%&
#&%^;-^... coffee. maybe i'm scared and making all ...^-;^%&#
##&%^;-^.. these things up. ..^-;^%&##
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&%^;-^.... it comes to me sometimes that shit, ....^-;^%&
%^;-^..... what a load of concepts this "reality" .....^-;^%
^;-^...... consists of, and how vague they are ......^-;^
;-^....... .......^-;
^;-^...... - ......^-;^
%^;-^..... .....^-;^%
&%^;-^.... if i do not sleep for about twenty ....^-;^%&
#&%^;-^... hours, it will no longer be dark when i ...^-;^%&#
##&%^;-^.. close my eyes, not actually cev's ..^-;^%&##
###&%^;-^. though, rather just fields and motion. .^-;^%&###
##&%^;-^.. now and then i hear this sound (a real ..^-;^%&##
#&%^;-^... sound (i think)), resembling some ...^-;^%&#
&%^;-^.... "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so. ....^-;^%&
%^;-^..... and it is always unpleasant, i become .....^-;^%
^;-^...... so stressful, but i think it has to do ......^-;^
;-^....... with the novelty. i hope. .......^-;
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