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###&†:«^,, HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ,,^«:†##
####&†:«^, DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ,^«:†###
###&†:«^,, ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ,,^«:†##
##&†:«^,,, THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ,,,^«:†#
#&†:«^,,,, THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ,,,,^«:†
&†:«^,,,,, REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ,,,,,^«:†&
†:«^,,,,,, ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ,,,,,,^«:†
:«^,,,,,,, ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ,,,,,,,^«:
«^,,,,,,,, HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ,,,,,,,,^«
^,,,,,,,,, LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ,,,,,,,,,^
«^,,,,,,,, KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ,,,,,,,,^«
:«^,,,,,,, ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ,,,,,,,^«:
†:«^,,,,,, SEASONS THIS WAY. ,,,,,,^«:†
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###&†:«^,, HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ,,^«:†##
####&†:«^, INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ,^«:†###
###&†:«^,, THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ,,^«:†##
##&†:«^,,, BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ,,,^«:†#
#&†:«^,,,, BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ,,,,^«:†
&†:«^,,,,, COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ,,,,,^«:†&
†:«^,,,,,, THESE THINGS UP. ,,,,,,^«:†
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«^,,,,,,,, IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ,,,,,,,,^«
:«^,,,,,,, WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ,,,,,,,^«:
†:«^,,,,,, CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ,,,,,,^«:†
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###&†:«^,, IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ,,^«:†##
####&†:«^, HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ,^«:†###
###&†:«^,, CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ,,^«:†##
##&†:«^,,, THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ,,,^«:†#
#&†:«^,,,, NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ,,,,^«:†
&†:«^,,,,, SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ,,,,,^«:†&
†:«^,,,,,, "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ,,,,,,^«:†
:«^,,,,,,, AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ,,,,,,,^«:
«^,,,,,,,, SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ,,,,,,,,^«
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