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@....@@@.@ i was thinking to stop doing .@.@..@...
@@...@..@@ hallucinogens in the winter because i @@@@@.@@..
@.@..@@.@. do not know how useful they have been .....@@.@.
@@@@.@.@@@ anyway? i get so tense when i take .....@.@@@
....@@@@.. them, the last few times at least, and .....@@@..
....@...@. there are plenty of side effects that i .....@..@.
....@@..@@ really do not like, and there will be .....@@.@@
@...@.@.@. associations with these mini-anxiety @....@.@@.
@@..@@@@@@ attacks with random things that i .@...@@@.@
..@.@..... happen to see... for example, for a @@@..@..@@
@.@@@@.... long time i could not see a certain ...@.@@.@.
@@@...@... kind of leaf without getting anxious @..@@@.@@@
...@..@@.. ... and i should avoid to ruin all the .@.@..@@..
...@@.@.@. seasons this way. @@@@@.@.@.
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@.@@@.@@.. hmm, recently my visual phenomena @@.@.@.@..
@@@..@@.@. increased or at least the burn-ins in ..@@@@@@@.
@..@.@.@@@ the eyes, and sometimes stuff is ..@......@
.@.@@@@@.. breathing now, they did not do it ..@@.....@
@@@@....@. before. but maybe i just drank too much ..@.@....@
....@...@@ coffee. maybe i'm scared and making all @.@@@@...@
@...@@..@. these things up. .@@...@..@
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...@.@...@ it comes to me sometimes that shit, ..@@.@...@
@..@@@@..@ what a load of concepts this "reality" @.@.@@@..@
.@.@...@.@ consists of, and how vague they are @@@@@..@.@
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.....@...@ if i do not sleep for about twenty ..@@.@@.@@
@....@@..@ hours, it will no longer be dark when i ..@.@@.@@.
@@...@.@.@ close my eyes, not actually cev's ..@@@.@@.@
..@..@@@@@ though, rather just fields and motion. @.@..@@.@@
@.@@.@.... now and then i hear this sound (a real .@@@.@.@@.
@@@.@@@... sound (i think)), resembling some .@..@@@@.@
...@@..@.. "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so. .@@.@...@@
@..@.@.@@. and it is always unpleasant, i become @@.@@@..@.
@@.@@@@@.@ so stressful, but i think it has to do @.@@..@.@@
..@@....@@ with the novelty. i hope. .@@.@.@@@.
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