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,,,,,,,,,, I   WAS   THINKING    TO    STOP   DOING ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, HALLUCINOGENS IN THE  WINTER  BECAUSE  I ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, DO  NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL  THEY  HAVE BEEN ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE WHEN  I  TAKE ,,,,,,,,,,
:,,,,,,,,, THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES  AT LEAST,  AND ,,,,,,,,,:
~:,,,,,,,, THERE ARE PLENTY OF  SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ,,,,,,,,:~
^~:,,,,,,, REALLY DO  NOT LIKE, AND  THERE  WILL BE ,,,,,,,:~^
*^~:,,,,,,   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ,,,,,,:~^*
%*^~:,,,,, ATTACKS  WITH  RANDOM   THINGS  THAT   I ,,,,,:~^*%
§%*^~:,,,, HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ,,,,:~^*%§
#§%*^~:,,, LONG  TIME  I  COULD  NOT SEE A  CERTAIN ,,,:~^*%§#
##§%*^~:,, KIND  OF LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ,,:~^*%§##
###§%*^~:, ... AND I SHOULD AVOID  TO RUIN  ALL THE ,:~^*%§###
##§%*^~:,,            SEASONS THIS WAY.             ,,:~^*%§##
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*^~:,,,,,,    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ,,,,,,:~^*
^~:,,,,,,, INCREASED OR AT  LEAST  THE  BURN-INS IN ,,,,,,,:~^
~:,,,,,,,, THE   EYES,   AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS ,,,,,,,,:~
:,,,,,,,,, BREATHING  NOW,   THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT ,,,,,,,,,:
,,,,,,,,,, BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO  MUCH ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED  AND MAKING ALL ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,,             THESE THINGS UP.             ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES THAT  SHIT, ,,,,,,,,,,
:,,,,,,,,, WHAT  A  LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ,,,,,,,,,:
~:,,,,,,,, CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY ARE ,,,,,,,,:~
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§%*^~:,,,, IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR ABOUT  TWENTY ,,,,:~^*%§
#§%*^~:,,, HOURS, IT WILL  NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ,,,:~^*%§#
##§%*^~:,, CLOSE   MY  EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY   CEV'S ,,:~^*%§##
###§%*^~:, THOUGH,  RATHER JUST  FIELDS AND MOTION. ,:~^*%§###
##§%*^~:,, NOW AND THEN  I HEAR THIS SOUND (A  REAL ,,:~^*%§##
#§%*^~:,,,    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     ,,,:~^*%§#
§%*^~:,,,,  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ,,,,:~^*%§
%*^~:,,,,, AND IT  IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I  BECOME ,,,,,:~^*%
*^~:,,,,,, SO STRESSFUL,  BUT I THINK IT  HAS TO DO ,,,,,,:~^*
^~:,,,,,,,         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        ,,,,,,,:~^
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