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@$%†«,.... HALLUCINOGENS IN THE  WINTER  BECAUSE  I ....,«†%$@
£@$%†«,... DO NOT  KNOW HOW USEFUL  THEY  HAVE BEEN ...,«†%$@£
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#£@$%†«,.. THERE ARE PLENTY  OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ..,«†%$@£#
£@$%†«,... REALLY  DO NOT LIKE,  AND  THERE WILL BE ...,«†%$@£
@$%†«,....   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ....,«†%$@
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$%†«,..... LONG  TIME  I COULD NOT  SEE  A  CERTAIN .....,«†%$
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$%†«,..... INCREASED  OR AT LEAST THE  BURN-INS  IN .....,«†%$
%†«,...... THE  EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS ......,«†%
$%†«,..... BREATHING   NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT .....,«†%$
@$%†«,.... BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I  JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ....,«†%$@
£@$%†«,... COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING  ALL ...,«†%$@£
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$%†«,..... WHAT  A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" .....,«†%$
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#£@$%†«,.. IF  I  DO  NOT SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ..,«†%$@£#
##£@$%†«,. HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE  DARK WHEN I .,«†%$@£##
#£@$%†«,.. CLOSE  MY   EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY   CEV'S ..,«†%$@£#
£@$%†«,... THOUGH, RATHER  JUST  FIELDS AND MOTION. ...,«†%$@£
@$%†«,.... NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS  SOUND (A  REAL ....,«†%$@
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$%†«,..... AND  IT IS  ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT, I BECOME .....,«†%$
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