Eh                    
                                          
                                         
                                          
 I   Was   Thinking    To    Stop   Doing 
 Hallucinogens  In  The  Winter Because I 
 Do  Not  Know How Useful They Have  Been 
 Anyway?  I  Get  So  Tense  When  I Take 
 Them, The  Last Few Times At  Least, And 
 There  Are Plenty Of Side Effects That I 
 Really  Do  Not Like, And  There Will Be 
   Associations With These Mini-Anxiety   
 Attacks  With  Random  Things   That   I 
 Happen  To  See...  For  Example,  For A 
 Long Time  I  Could Not  See  A  Certain 
 Kind Of  Leaf  Without  Getting  Anxious 
 ... And I Should Avoid To  Ruin All  The 
             Seasons This Way.            
                                          
                                         
                                          
     Hmm, Recently My Visual Phenomena    
 Increased Or  At Least The  Burn-Ins  In 
 The  Eyes,   And  Sometimes   Stuff   Is 
 Breathing  Now,  They  Did  Not   Do  It 
 Before. But Maybe I Just Drank Too  Much 
 Coffee. Maybe I'M Scared And Making  All 
             These Things Up.             
                                          
                                         
                                          
 It  Comes  To  Me Sometimes  That  Shit, 
 What  A Load Of ConceptS  This "Reality" 
 Consists  Of,  And  How Vague  They  Are 
                                          
                                         
                                          
 If I  Do  Not  Sleep  For  About  Twenty 
 Hours, It  Will No Longer Be Dark When I 
 Close  My   Eyes,  Not  Actually   Cev'S 
 Though,  Rather  Just FieldS And Motion. 
 Now And Then I  Hear This  Sound (A Real 
    Sound (I Think)), Resembling Some     
  "Knerp" From Twentyfive c nbome Or So.  
 And  It  Is Always  Unpleasant, I Become 
 So  Stressful, But I Think It Has  To Do 
         With The Novelty. I Hope.