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¨@¨¨@¨@@¨@ eh ¨@¨@@¨@@¨@
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¨@@¨¨@@¨@@ - ¨¨@@¨@@¨¨¨
@¨@¨@¨@@¨¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨¨¨
@@@@@@¨@¨¨ i was thinking to stop doing @@@¨@@@¨¨@
¨¨¨¨¨@@@¨@ hallucinogens in the winter because i ¨¨@@¨¨@¨@¨
¨¨¨¨@¨¨@@@ do not know how useful they have been ¨@¨@¨@@@@¨
¨¨¨@@¨@¨¨¨ anyway? i get so tense when i take @@@@@¨¨¨@¨
¨¨@¨@@@¨¨@ them, the last few times at least, and ¨¨¨¨@¨¨@@¨
¨@@@¨¨@¨@@ there are plenty of side effects that i ¨¨¨@@¨@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨@@@¨¨ really do not like, and there will be ¨¨@¨@@@@@¨
@¨@@@¨¨@¨@ associations with these mini-anxiety ¨@@@¨¨¨¨@@
@@¨¨@¨@@@¨ attacks with random things that i @¨¨@¨¨¨@¨¨
¨@¨@@@¨¨@¨ happen to see... for example, for a @¨@@¨¨@@¨@
@@@¨¨@¨@@@ long time i could not see a certain @@¨@¨@¨@@@
¨¨@¨@@@¨¨@ kind of leaf without getting anxious ¨@@@@@@¨¨¨
¨@@@¨¨@¨@¨ ... and i should avoid to ruin all the @¨¨¨¨¨@¨¨¨
@¨¨@¨@@@@@ seasons this way. @¨¨¨¨@@¨¨¨
@¨@@@¨¨¨¨@ @¨¨¨@¨@¨¨@
@@¨¨@¨¨¨@@ - @¨¨@@@@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨¨@¨@ @¨@¨¨¨@@@@
@@@¨@¨@@@¨ hmm, recently my visual phenomena @@@¨¨@¨¨¨@
¨¨@@@@¨¨@¨ increased or at least the burn-ins in ¨¨@¨@@¨¨@¨
¨@¨¨¨@¨@@@ the eyes, and sometimes stuff is ¨@@@¨@¨@@¨
@@¨¨@@@¨¨¨ breathing now, they did not do it @¨¨@@@@¨@¨
¨@¨@¨¨@¨¨¨ before. but maybe i just drank too much @¨@¨¨¨@@@@
@@@@¨@@¨¨@ coffee. maybe i'm scared and making all @@@¨¨@¨¨¨@
¨¨¨@@¨@¨@@ these things up. ¨¨@¨@@¨¨@¨
¨¨@¨@@@@¨¨ ¨@@@¨@¨@@¨
¨@@@¨¨¨@¨¨ - @¨¨@@@@¨@¨
@¨¨@¨¨@@¨¨ @¨@¨¨¨@@@¨
@¨@@¨@¨@¨¨ it comes to me sometimes that shit, @@@¨¨@¨¨@@
@@¨@@@@@¨¨ what a load of concepts this "reality" ¨¨@¨@@¨@¨¨
¨@@¨¨¨¨@¨¨ consists of, and how vague they are ¨@@@¨@@@¨@
@¨@¨¨¨@@¨@ @¨¨@@¨¨@@@
@@@¨¨@¨@@@ - @¨@¨@¨@¨¨¨
¨¨@¨@@@¨¨¨ @@@@@@@¨¨@
¨@@@¨¨@¨¨@ if i do not sleep for about twenty ¨¨¨¨¨¨@¨@@
@¨¨@¨@@¨@@ hours, it will no longer be dark when i ¨¨¨¨¨@@@¨@
@¨@@@¨@@¨¨ close my eyes, not actually cev's ¨¨¨¨@¨¨@@¨
@@¨¨@@¨@¨@ though, rather just fields and motion. ¨¨¨@@¨@¨@@
¨@¨@¨@@@@¨ now and then i hear this sound (a real ¨¨@¨@@@@¨¨
@@@@@¨¨¨@¨ sound (i think)), resembling some ¨@@@¨¨¨@¨¨
¨¨¨¨@¨¨@@¨ "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so. @¨¨@¨¨@@¨@
¨¨¨@@¨@¨@¨ and it is always unpleasant, i become @¨@@¨@¨@@@
¨¨@¨@@@@@¨ so stressful, but i think it has to do @@¨@@@@¨¨@
¨@@@¨¨¨¨@@ with the novelty. i hope. ¨@@¨¨¨@¨@@
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