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##¶#$*†~.¨                                          ¨.~†*$#¶##
¶#$††.¨¨¨¨ I    WAS   THINKING   TO    STOP   DOING ¨¨¨¨.††$#¶
###¶$*†~.¨ HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE  WINTER  BECAUSE I ¨.~†*$¶###
##¶#$*†~.¨ DO  NOT KNOW HOW  USEFUL  THEY HAVE BEEN ¨.~†*$#¶##
#¶$*~~.¨¨¨ ANYWAY?  I  GET SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ¨¨¨.~~*$¶#
##¶#$*†~.¨ THEM,  THE LAST FEW  TIMES AT LEAST, AND ¨.~†*$#¶##
##¶#$*†~.¨ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE  EFFECTS THAT I ¨.~†*$#¶##
##¶#$*†~.¨ REALLY DO  NOT LIKE, AND  THERE  WILL BE ¨.~†*$#¶##
##¶#$*†~.¨   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ¨.~†*$#¶##
####$*†~.¨ ATTACKS   WITH  RANDOM  THINGS  THAT   I ¨.~†*$####
#*~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE, FOR  A ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~*#
#¶#*~..¨¨¨ LONG  TIME  I COULD  NOT  SEE  A CERTAIN ¨¨¨..~*#¶#
¶###$*†~.¨ KIND  OF  LEAF WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ¨.~†*$###¶
¶##*†~~¨¨¨ ... AND  I SHOULD  AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ¨¨¨~~†*##¶
##¶#$*†~.¨             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ¨.~†*$#¶##
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##¶#$*†~.¨    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ¨.~†*$#¶##
##¶#$*†~.¨ INCREASED  OR AT  LEAST THE  BURN-INS IN ¨.~†*$#¶##
¶#*†††.¨¨¨ THE   EYES,   AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS ¨¨¨.†††*#¶
¶$*~..¨¨¨¨ BREATHING  NOW,   THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT ¨¨¨¨..~*$¶
¶¶$*~~¨¨¨¨ BEFORE.  BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ¨¨¨¨~~*$¶¶
¶$**††~..¨ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M  SCARED AND MAKING ALL ¨..~††**$¶
###¶#$†~.¨             THESE THINGS UP.             ¨.~†$#¶###
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#¶¶#$*†~.¨                                          ¨.~†*$#¶¶#
##¶#$*†~.¨ IT  COMES  TO ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, ¨.~†*$#¶##
¶#*†~.¨¨¨¨ WHAT A LOAD  OF  CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ¨¨¨¨.~†*#¶
##¶#$*†~.¨ CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE THEY  ARE ¨.~†*$#¶##
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##¶#$*†~.¨                                          ¨.~†*$#¶##
#$†~.¨¨¨¨¨ IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT TWENTY ¨¨¨¨¨.~†$#
#**†~~.¨¨¨ HOURS, IT  WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ¨¨¨.~~†**#
##¶#$*†~.¨ CLOSE   MY   EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S ¨.~†*$#¶##
##¶#$*†~.¨ THOUGH,  RATHER  JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ¨.~†*$#¶##
##¶#$*†~.¨ NOW AND THEN  I HEAR  THIS SOUND (A REAL ¨.~†*$#¶##
#*†..¨¨¨¨¨     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ¨¨¨¨¨..†*#
#¶#***†~.¨  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ¨.~†***#¶#
####$*†~.¨ AND  IT  IS ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ¨.~†*$####
###¶#$*~.¨ SO STRESSFUL,  BUT I THINK IT HAS TO  DO ¨.~*$#¶###
####$*†~.¨        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         ¨.~†*$####
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