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###£§&†*=, i    was   thinking   to   stop    doing ,=*†&§£###
##£§&†*=,, hallucinogens  in  the  winter because i ,,=*†&§£##
#§&†*==,,, do not know how  useful  they have  been ,,,==*†&§#
£§†**=,,,, anyway?  i  get so  tense  when  i  take ,,,,=**†§£
§††=,,,,,, them, the last  few times  at least, and ,,,,,,=††§
##£§&†*=,, there  are plenty of side effects that i ,,=*†&§£##
§††††=,,,, really do not  like, and  there  will be ,,,,=††††§
§††***=,,,   associations with these mini-anxiety   ,,,=***††§
###£&†*=,, attacks   with  random   things  that  i ,,=*†&£###
§††††=,,,, happen  to  see... for  example,  for  a ,,,,=††††§
£§†***=,,, long  time i  could  not  see a  certain ,,,=***†§£
§†=,,,,,,, kind  of  leaf  without getting  anxious ,,,,,,,=†§
£&*,,,,,,, ... and  i should  avoid to ruin all the ,,,,,,,*&£
#£&&&†*=,,             seasons this way.            ,,=*†&&&£#
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£§&&††*=,,    hmm, recently my visual phenomena     ,,=*††&&§£
§§&††*==,, increased  or at least  the burn-ins  in ,,==*††&§§
§†=,,,,,,, the   eyes,   and  sometimes   stuff  is ,,,,,,,=†§
§§§§&†*=,, breathing  now,  they  did   not  do  it ,,=*†&§§§§
£&&**=,,,, before.  but maybe i just drank too much ,,,,=**&&£
#§§§&†*=,, coffee. maybe i'm scared  and making all ,,=*†&§§§#
§§&†***=,,             these things up.             ,,=***†&§§
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#£&*=,,,,, it  comes to  me  sometimes  that  shit, ,,,,,=*&£#
##£§&†*=,, what  a load of concepts  this "reality" ,,=*†&§£##
##£§&†*=,, consists  of,  and  how  vague they  are ,,=*†&§£##
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##£§&†*=,, if  i  do  not sleep  for  about  twenty ,,=*†&§£##
##£§&†*=,, hours, it will  no longer be dark when i ,,=*†&§£##
##£§&†*=,, close  my  eyes,  not   actually   cev's ,,=*†&§£##
##£§&†*=,, though, rather just  fields  and motion. ,,=*†&§£##
##£§&†*=,, now  and then i hear  this sound (a real ,,=*†&§£##
##£§&†*=,,    sound (i think)), resembling some     ,,=*†&§£##
##£§&†*=,,  "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so.  ,,=*†&§£##
##£§&†*=,, and  it  is always unpleasant, i  become ,,=*†&§£##
£&*=,,,,,, so stressful,  but i think it has to  do ,,,,,,=*&£
##£§&†*=,,        with the novelty. i hope.         ,,=*†&§£##
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