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¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ EH ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
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¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ - ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ SEASONS THIS WAY. ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ - ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ THESE THINGS UP. ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ - ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ - ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
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