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¨~~=%%#@## DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ##@#%%=~~¨
¨~=%%#@### ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ###@#%%=~¨
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¨~~=%%#@## THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ##@#%%=~~¨
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¨¨¨~~=%%## LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ##%%=~~¨¨¨
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¨~~=%%#@## SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ##@#%%=~~¨
¨~~=%%#@## "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ##@#%%=~~¨
¨~~=%%%%#@ AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME @#%%%%=~~¨
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