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###&@§:=^¨ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ¨^=:§@&###
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####&@:=^¨ HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ¨^=:@&####
###&@§:=^¨ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ¨^=:§@&###
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####@§:=^¨ INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ¨^=:§@####
####&@:=^¨ THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ¨^=:@&####
##&@@§:=^¨ BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ¨^=:§@@&##
###&@§:=^¨ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ¨^=:§@&###
###&@§:=^¨ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ¨^=:§@&###
###&@§:=^¨ THESE THINGS UP. ¨^=:§@&###
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###&@§:=^¨ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ¨^=:§@&###
#@§=¨¨¨¨¨¨ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ¨¨¨¨¨¨=§@#
###&@§:=^¨ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ¨^=:§@&###
###&@§:=^¨ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ¨^=:§@&###
###&@§:=^¨ SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ¨^=:§@&###
###&@§:=^¨ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ¨^=:§@&###
###&@§:=^¨ AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ¨^=:§@&###
#&@§=¨¨¨¨¨ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ¨¨¨¨¨=§@&#
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