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§§§.§.§§.. I   WAS    THINKING    TO   STOP   DOING .§..§§...§
..§§§§.§.. HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE  WINTER BECAUSE I §§.§.§..§.
.§...§§§.. DO  NOT KNOW  HOW USEFUL THEY  HAVE BEEN .§§§§§.§§.
§§..§..§.. ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE §....§§.§.
.§.§§.§§.§ THEM,  THE  LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND §...§.§§§§
§§§.§§.§§. THERE ARE  PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I §..§§§...§
..§§.§§.§. REALLY DO NOT  LIKE, AND THERE  WILL  BE §.§..§..§.
.§.§§.§§§§   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   §§§.§§.§§.
§§§.§§...§ ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM   THINGS  THAT  I ..§§.§§.§.
..§§.§..§. HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR EXAMPLE,  FOR  A .§.§§.§§§§
.§.§§§.§§. LONG  TIME  I  COULD  NOT  SEE A CERTAIN §§§.§§...§
§§§..§§.§§ KIND  OF LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ..§§.§..§§
..§.§.§§.§ ... AND I  SHOULD AVOID TO  RUIN ALL THE .§.§§§.§..
.§§§§§.§§.            SEASONS THIS WAY.             §§§..§§§..
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§.§..§§§§§    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     §..§.§§.§§
§§§.§..... INCREASED  OR  AT LEAST THE  BURN-INS IN §.§§§.§§..
..§§§..... THE  EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS §§..§§.§.§
.§..§..... BREATHING   NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT .§.§.§§§§§
§§.§§..... BEFORE. BUT MAYBE  I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH §§§§§....§
.§§.§..... COFFEE. MAYBE  I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ....§...§.
§.§§§.....             THESE THINGS UP.             ...§§..§§.
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..§§§..§§. IT  COMES TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, §.....§§.§
.§..§.§.§. WHAT  A LOAD OF  CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" §....§.§§§
§§.§§§§§§. CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW VAGUE  THEY  ARE §...§§§..§
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..§..§.§.§ IF I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY .§§.§..§..
.§§.§§§§§§ HOURS, IT WILL NO  LONGER BE DARK WHEN I §.§§§.§§..
§.§§.....§ CLOSE  MY   EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S §§..§§.§..
§§.§....§§ THOUGH, RATHER  JUST  FIELDS AND MOTION. .§.§.§§§.§
.§§§...§.§ NOW AND  THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND  (A REAL §§§§§..§§.
§..§..§§§§    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     ....§.§.§.
§.§§.§....  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ...§§§§§§§
§§.§§§.... AND  IT IS ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME ..§.......
.§§..§.... SO STRESSFUL, BUT I  THINK IT HAS  TO DO .§§......§
§.§.§§....         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        §.§.....§§
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