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#@¤@§\~~.. I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ..~~\§@¤@#
@¤@§\~~... HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ...~~\§@¤@
¤@§\~~.... DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ....~~\§@¤
@§\~~..... ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE .....~~\§@
¤@§\~~.... THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ....~~\§@¤
@¤@§\~~... THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ...~~\§@¤@
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#@¤@§\~~.. ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ..~~\§@¤@#
@¤@§\~~... HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ...~~\§@¤@
¤@§\~~.... LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ....~~\§@¤
@§\~~..... KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS .....~~\§@
¤@§\~~.... ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ....~~\§@¤
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@¤@§\~~... HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ...~~\§@¤@
¤@§\~~.... INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ....~~\§@¤
@§\~~..... THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS .....~~\§@
¤@§\~~.... BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ....~~\§@¤
@¤@§\~~... BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ...~~\§@¤@
#@¤@§\~~.. COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ..~~\§@¤@#
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@§\~~..... IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, .....~~\§@
¤@§\~~.... WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ....~~\§@¤
@¤@§\~~... CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ...~~\§@¤@
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@¤@§\~~... IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ...~~\§@¤@
¤@§\~~.... HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ....~~\§@¤
@§\~~..... CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S .....~~\§@
¤@§\~~.... THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ....~~\§@¤
@¤@§\~~... NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ...~~\§@¤@
#@¤@§\~~.. SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ..~~\§@¤@#
##@¤@§\~~. "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. .~~\§@¤@##
#@¤@§\~~.. AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ..~~\§@¤@#
@¤@§\~~... SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ...~~\§@¤@
¤@§\~~.... WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. ....~~\§@¤
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