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§$$$$*\~^. I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING .^~\*$$$$§
@@@§$*\~^. HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I .^~\*$§@@@
@§§§$*\~^. DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN .^~\*$§§§@
##@§$*\~^. ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE .^~\*$§@##
@$$\~..... THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND .....~\$$@
##@§$*\~^. THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I .^~\*$§@##
§$*~~..... REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE .....~~*$§
###@§$\~^. ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY .^~\$§@###
#@§*\~.... ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ....~\*§@#
§§$$\~~... HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ...~~\$$§§
§§*~~..... LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN .....~~*§§
#@§$*~~~^. KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS .^~~~*$§@#
@@§$\\\~^. ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE .^~\\\$§@@
##@§$*\~^. SEASONS THIS WAY. .^~\*$§@##
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§§§*~..... HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA .....~*§§§
§*~....... INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN .......~*§
#@§$**\~^. THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS .^~\**$§@#
§$\~...... BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ......~\$§
##@§$*\~^. BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH .^~\*$§@##
##@§$*\~^. COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL .^~\*$§@##
##@§$*\~^. THESE THINGS UP. .^~\*$§@##
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@§*\~..... IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, .....~\*§@
##@§$*\~^. WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" .^~\*$§@##
#§$*\\~~^. CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE .^~~\\*$§#
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##@§$*\~^. IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY .^~\*$§@##
#@§$\^^^.. HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ..^^^\$§@#
###@§$\~^. CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S .^~\$§@###
@$*\\\\~^. THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. .^~\\\\*$@
@$$**~~~^. NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL .^~~~**$$@
#§$**\^^^. SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME .^^^\**$§#
##@§$*\~^. "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. .^~\*$§@##
§§*~~^.... AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ....^~~*§§
§$*~~..... SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO .....~~*$§
§$\~^..... WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. .....^~\$§
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