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##&†:«^,,, I    WAS   THINKING    TO   STOP   DOING ,,,^«:†&##
###&†:«^,, HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE WINTER  BECAUSE I ,,^«:†&###
####&†:«^, DO NOT  KNOW HOW USEFUL  THEY  HAVE BEEN ,^«:†&####
###&†:«^,, ANYWAY? I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ,,^«:†&###
##&†:«^,,, THEM, THE LAST  FEW TIMES AT  LEAST, AND ,,,^«:†&##
#&†:«^,,,, THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS  THAT I ,,,,^«:†&#
&†:«^,,,,, REALLY DO  NOT LIKE, AND  THERE WILL  BE ,,,,,^«:†&
†:«^,,,,,,   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ,,,,,,^«:†
:«^,,,,,,, ATTACKS   WITH  RANDOM  THINGS  THAT   I ,,,,,,,^«:
«^,,,,,,,, HAPPEN  TO SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ,,,,,,,,^«
^,,,,,,,,, LONG  TIME  I  COULD  NOT  SEE A CERTAIN ,,,,,,,,,^
«^,,,,,,,, KIND OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ,,,,,,,,^«
:«^,,,,,,, ... AND I SHOULD AVOID  TO RUIN ALL  THE ,,,,,,,^«:
†:«^,,,,,,            SEASONS THIS WAY.             ,,,,,,^«:†
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###&†:«^,,    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ,,^«:†&###
####&†:«^, INCREASED  OR AT  LEAST  THE BURN-INS IN ,^«:†&####
###&†:«^,, THE   EYES,   AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS ,,^«:†&###
##&†:«^,,, BREATHING   NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT ,,,^«:†&##
#&†:«^,,,, BEFORE.  BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ,,,,^«:†&#
&†:«^,,,,, COFFEE.  MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ,,,,,^«:†&
†:«^,,,,,,             THESE THINGS UP.             ,,,,,,^«:†
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«^,,,,,,,, IT COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, ,,,,,,,,^«
:«^,,,,,,, WHAT  A LOAD OF CONCEPTS  THIS "REALITY" ,,,,,,,^«:
†:«^,,,,,, CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY ARE ,,,,,,^«:†
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###&†:«^,, IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ,,^«:†&###
####&†:«^, HOURS, IT WILL NO  LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ,^«:†&####
###&†:«^,, CLOSE  MY  EYES,   NOT   ACTUALLY  CEV'S ,,^«:†&###
##&†:«^,,, THOUGH, RATHER JUST  FIELDS AND  MOTION. ,,,^«:†&##
#&†:«^,,,, NOW AND  THEN I HEAR THIS  SOUND (A REAL ,,,,^«:†&#
&†:«^,,,,,    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     ,,,,,^«:†&
†:«^,,,,,,  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ,,,,,,^«:†
:«^,,,,,,, AND  IT IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME ,,,,,,,^«:
«^,,,,,,,, SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT  HAS  TO DO ,,,,,,,,^«
^,,,,,,,,,         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        ,,,,,,,,,^
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