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,,~*====@¤ EH ¤@====*~,,
,,~*=@¤@@# #@@¤@=*~,,
,,~*=@@¤¤¤ ~ ¤¤¤@@=*~,,
,,,,,,*=¤@ @¤=*,,,,,,
,,~*=@¤@@@ I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING @@@¤@=*~,,
,,~*===¤@@ HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I @@¤===*~,,
,,~~~~~~=¤ DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ¤=~~~~~~,,
,,,,,~=@¤¤ ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ¤¤@=~,,,,,
,,,,,,,~=¤ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ¤=~,,,,,,,
,,~*=@¤@@@ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I @@@¤@=*~,,
,,~*=@¤@@# REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE #@@¤@=*~,,
,,~*=@¤@## ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ##@¤@=*~,,
,,~*=¤@@## ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ##@@¤=*~,,
,,~*=@¤@@# HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A #@@¤@=*~,,
,,~*=@¤@@@ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN @@@¤@=*~,,
,,~*=@¤¤@@ KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS @@¤¤@=*~,,
,,~*=@¤@## ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ##@¤@=*~,,
,,,,,*@@@@ SEASONS THIS WAY. @@@@*,,,,,
,,,,~==@@@ @@@==~,,,,
,,,,,*=@@@ ~ @@@=*,,,,,
,,~*=@¤@@@ @@@¤@=*~,,
,,,,,**@@@ HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA @@@**,,,,,
,,~*=@¤@@# INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN #@@¤@=*~,,
,,~*=@¤@## THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ##@¤@=*~,,
,,,,,~*=¤@ BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT @¤=*~,,,,,
,,~*=@¤@@@ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH @@@¤@=*~,,
,,~**==@@@ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL @@@==**~,,
,,~*=@¤@@# THESE THINGS UP. #@@¤@=*~,,
,,,,,~*@¤¤ ¤¤@*~,,,,,
,,~*=@¤@@# ~ #@@¤@=*~,,
,,~*===¤@@ @@¤===*~,,
,,~*=@¤@## IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ##@¤@=*~,,
,,,,,*@@¤¤ WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ¤¤@@*,,,,,
,,~*=@¤@@@ CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE @@@¤@=*~,,
,,~*=@¤@@# #@@¤@=*~,,
,,~*=@¤@@@ ~ @@@¤@=*~,,
,,,~**@@¤@ @¤@@**~,,,
,,,,*===@@ IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY @@===*,,,,
,,~*=@¤@## HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ##@¤@=*~,,
,,,,,~~*@¤ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ¤@*~~,,,,,
,,,,~*=@@@ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. @@@=*~,,,,
,,~*=@¤@@# NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL #@@¤@=*~,,
,,,~~~=@¤¤ SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ¤¤@=~~~,,,
,,,,,~=@¤@ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. @¤@=~,,,,,
,,~*=¤@@## AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ##@@¤=*~,,
,,~*=@¤@@@ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO @@@¤@=*~,,
,,~*=@¤@@# WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. #@@¤@=*~,,
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