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@,,,@@,,@@ I   WAS   THINKING    TO    STOP   DOING @,@,@@@,@@
,@,,@,@,@, HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE  WINTER  BECAUSE I ,@@@@,,@@,
,@@,@@@@@@ DO  NOT  KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE  BEEN ,@,,,@,@,@
@@,@@,,,,, ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I TAKE @@@,,@@@@@
,,@@,@,,,, THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT  LEAST,  AND ,,,@,@,,,,
,,@,@@@,,, THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE  EFFECTS THAT I @,,@@@@,,,
,,@@@,,@,, REALLY  DO NOT LIKE,  AND THERE  WILL BE ,@,@,,,@,,
,,@,,@,@@,   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ,@@@@,,@@,
,,@@,@@@,@ ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM  THINGS   THAT  I @@,,,@,@,@
@,@,@@,,@@ HAPPEN  TO SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A @,@,,@@@@@
,@@@@,@,@, LONG  TIME I  COULD  NOT  SEE A  CERTAIN ,@@@,@,,,,
,@,,,@@@@@ KIND  OF LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS @@,,@@@,,,
,@@,,@,,,, ... AND I  SHOULD  AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ,,@,@,,@,,
,@,@,@@,,,            SEASONS THIS WAY.             @,@@@@,@@,
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,,@@,,@@,@    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ,@@@,@@,,@
@,@,@,@,@@ INCREASED  OR  AT LEAST THE BURN-INS  IN @@,,@@,@,@
,@@@@@@@@, THE   EYES,   AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS ,,@,@,@@@@
@@,,,,,,,@ BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT   DO  IT ,,@@@@@,,,
@,@,,,,,,@ BEFORE. BUT  MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH @,@,,,,@,,
@@@@,,,,,@ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M  SCARED AND MAKING ALL ,@@@,,,@@,
@,,,@,,,,@             THESE THINGS UP.             ,@,,@,,@,@
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@@,@,,,,@@ IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT SHIT, ,,,@@@,@@@
,,@@@,,,@, WHAT A  LOAD  OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ,,,@,,@@,,
,,@,,@,,@@ CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE THEY  ARE @,,@@,@,@,
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@,,,,@@,@, IF  I  DO  NOT SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ,,@@,,@@,,
@@,,,@,@@@ HOURS, IT WILL  NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I @,@,@,@,@,
@,@,,@@@,, CLOSE   MY   EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S @@@@@@@@@@
,@@@,@,,@, THOUGH,  RATHER JUST  FIELDS AND MOTION. ,,,,,,,,,,
,@,,@@@,@@ NOW AND THEN I  HEAR THIS  SOUND (A REAL @,,,,,,,,,
,@@,@,,@@,     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    @@,,,,,,,,
,@,@@@,@,@  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  @,@,,,,,,,
,@@@,,@@@@ AND  IT IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME ,@@@,,,,,,
,@,,@,@,,, SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK  IT HAS TO  DO ,@,,@,,,,,
,@@,@@@@,,         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        ,@@,@@,,,,
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