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........,~ HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ~,........
.......,~* DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN *~,.......
......,~** ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE **~,......
.....,~**£ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND £**~,.....
....,~**££ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ££**~,....
...,~**£££ REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE £££**~,...
..,~**£££# ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY #£££**~,..
.,~**£££## ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ##£££**~,.
..,~**£££# HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A #£££**~,..
...,~**£££ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN £££**~,...
....,~**££ KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ££**~,....
.....,~**£ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE £**~,.....
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.......... INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ..........
.......... THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ..........
.......... BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ..........
.......... BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ..........
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....,~**££ IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ££**~,....
...,~**£££ WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" £££**~,...
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....,~**££ IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ££**~,....
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......,~** CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S **~,......
.......,~* THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. *~,.......
........,~ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ~,........
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.......... "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ..........
.......... AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ..........
.......... SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ..........
.......... WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. ..........
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