Eh                    
                                          
                                         
                                          
 I   Was   Thinking    To   Stop    Doing 
 Hallucinogens  In The Winter  Because  I 
 Do Not Know How Useful  They  Have  Been 
 Anyway?  I  Get So  Tense  When  I  Take 
 Them, The Last Few  Times  At Least, And 
 There Are  Plenty Of Side Effects That I 
 Really Do  Not Like,  And There Will  Be 
   Associations With These Mini-Anxiety   
 Attacks  With  Random   Things   That  I 
 Happen  To  See...  For  Example, For  A 
 Long  Time I  Could Not  See  A  Certain 
 Kind  Of  Leaf  Without  Getting Anxious 
 ...  And I Should  Avoid To Ruin All The 
            Seasons This Way.             
                                          
                                         
                                          
    Hmm, Recently My Visual Phenomena     
 Increased  Or  At Least The Burn-Ins  In 
 The   Eyes,   And  Sometimes  Stuff   Is 
 Breathing  Now,  They   Did  Not  Do  It 
 Before.  But Maybe I Just Drank Too Much 
 Coffee. Maybe I'M Scared And Making  All 
             These Things Up.             
                                          
                                         
                                          
 It  Comes  To  Me Sometimes  That  Shit, 
 What A Load Of ConceptS  This  "Reality" 
 Consists  Of,  And  How Vague  They  Are 
                                          
                                         
                                          
 If  I  Do Not  Sleep  For  About  Twenty 
 Hours,  It Will No Longer Be Dark When I 
 Close  My  Eyes,   Not  Actually   Cev'S 
 Though, Rather  Just FieldS And  Motion. 
 Now And  Then I Hear This Sound  (A Real 
    Sound (I Think)), Resembling Some     
  "Knerp" From Twentyfive c nbome Or So.  
 And It  Is Always  Unpleasant,  I Become 
 So Stressful,  But I  Think It Has To Do 
        With The Novelty. I Hope.