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&£%;~^.... I    WAS   THINKING   TO   STOP    DOING ....^~;%£&
¶&£%;~^... HALLUCINOGENS IN THE  WINTER  BECAUSE  I ...^~;%£&¶
@¶&£%;~^.. DO NOT  KNOW  HOW  USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ..^~;%£&¶@
#@¶&£%;~^. ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN I  TAKE .^~;%£&¶@#
@¶&£%;~^.. THEM,  THE LAST FEW TIMES AT  LEAST, AND ..^~;%£&¶@
¶&£%;~^... THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE  EFFECTS THAT I ...^~;%£&¶
&£%;~^.... REALLY DO NOT  LIKE,  AND THERE WILL  BE ....^~;%£&
£%;~^.....   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   .....^~;%£
%;~^...... ATTACKS  WITH  RANDOM   THINGS  THAT   I ......^~;%
;~^....... HAPPEN  TO SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A .......^~;
%;~^...... LONG  TIME  I  COULD NOT  SEE  A CERTAIN ......^~;%
£%;~^..... KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT GETTING  ANXIOUS .....^~;%£
&£%;~^.... ...  AND I SHOULD AVOID  TO RUIN ALL THE ....^~;%£&
¶&£%;~^...             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ...^~;%£&¶
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¶&£%;~^...     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    ...^~;%£&¶
&£%;~^.... INCREASED  OR  AT LEAST THE  BURN-INS IN ....^~;%£&
£%;~^..... THE  EYES,   AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS .....^~;%£
%;~^...... BREATHING   NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT ......^~;%
;~^....... BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST  DRANK TOO MUCH .......^~;
%;~^...... COFFEE. MAYBE I'M  SCARED AND MAKING ALL ......^~;%
£%;~^.....             THESE THINGS UP.             .....^~;%£
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#@¶&£%;~^. IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES THAT  SHIT, .^~;%£&¶@#
@¶&£%;~^.. WHAT A  LOAD OF CONCEPTS  THIS "REALITY" ..^~;%£&¶@
¶&£%;~^... CONSISTS OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ...^~;%£&¶
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;~^....... IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT TWENTY .......^~;
%;~^...... HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK  WHEN I ......^~;%
£%;~^..... CLOSE  MY  EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY   CEV'S .....^~;%£
&£%;~^.... THOUGH,  RATHER  JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ....^~;%£&
¶&£%;~^... NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS  SOUND  (A REAL ...^~;%£&¶
@¶&£%;~^..    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     ..^~;%£&¶@
#@¶&£%;~^.  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  .^~;%£&¶@#
@¶&£%;~^.. AND  IT  IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ..^~;%£&¶@
¶&£%;~^... SO  STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO  DO ...^~;%£&¶
&£%;~^....         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        ....^~;%£&
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