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#&=†~^¨¨¨¨ i    was   thinking   to   stop    doing ¨¨¨¨^~†=&#
&=†~^¨¨¨¨¨ hallucinogens  in  the winter because  i ¨¨¨¨¨^~†=&
#&=†~^¨¨¨¨ do not know how  useful  they  have been ¨¨¨¨^~†=&#
##&=†~^¨¨¨ anyway?  i get  so  tense  when  i  take ¨¨¨^~†=&##
###&=†~^¨¨ them,  the last few times at  least, and ¨¨^~†=&###
####&=†~^¨ there  are plenty of side effects that i ¨^~†=&####
###&=†~^¨¨ really do not like, and  there  will  be ¨¨^~†=&###
##&=†~^¨¨¨   associations with these mini-anxiety   ¨¨¨^~†=&##
#&=†~^¨¨¨¨ attacks  with  random   things   that  i ¨¨¨¨^~†=&#
&=†~^¨¨¨¨¨ happen  to  see...  for  example, for  a ¨¨¨¨¨^~†=&
#&=†~^¨¨¨¨ long  time i  could  not see  a  certain ¨¨¨¨^~†=&#
##&=†~^¨¨¨ kind  of  leaf  without getting  anxious ¨¨¨^~†=&##
###&=†~^¨¨ ... and i should  avoid to  ruin all the ¨¨^~†=&###
####&=†~^¨             seasons this way.            ¨^~†=&####
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&=†~^¨¨¨¨¨    hmm, recently my visual phenomena     ¨¨¨¨¨^~†=&
#&=†~^¨¨¨¨ increased  or  at least the burn-ins  in ¨¨¨¨^~†=&#
##&=†~^¨¨¨ the   eyes,  and   sometimes   stuff  is ¨¨¨^~†=&##
###&=†~^¨¨ breathing  now,   they  did  not  do  it ¨¨^~†=&###
####&=†~^¨ before. but maybe i  just drank too much ¨^~†=&####
###&=†~^¨¨ coffee. maybe i'm  scared and making all ¨¨^~†=&###
##&=†~^¨¨¨             these things up.             ¨¨¨^~†=&##
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##&=†~^¨¨¨ it  comes  to  me  sometimes  that shit, ¨¨¨^~†=&##
###&=†~^¨¨ what a load of concepts  this  "reality" ¨¨^~†=&###
####&=†~^¨ consists  of,  and  how vague  they  are ¨^~†=&####
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&=†~^¨¨¨¨¨ if  i  do not  sleep  for  about  twenty ¨¨¨¨¨^~†=&
#&=†~^¨¨¨¨ hours, it will no  longer be dark when i ¨¨¨¨^~†=&#
##&=†~^¨¨¨ close  my  eyes,  not   actually   cev's ¨¨¨^~†=&##
###&=†~^¨¨ though, rather  just  fields and motion. ¨¨^~†=&###
####&=†~^¨ now and then  i  hear this sound (a real ¨^~†=&####
###&=†~^¨¨    sound (i think)), resembling some     ¨¨^~†=&###
##&=†~^¨¨¨  "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so.  ¨¨¨^~†=&##
#&=†~^¨¨¨¨ and it is  always  unpleasant, i  become ¨¨¨¨^~†=&#
&=†~^¨¨¨¨¨ so stressful,  but i think it has to  do ¨¨¨¨¨^~†=&
#&=†~^¨¨¨¨         with the novelty. i hope.        ¨¨¨¨^~†=&#
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