¨¨¨¨¨-~†*@ @*†~-¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨-~†* *†~-¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-~† †~-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-~ ~-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨- -¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ eh ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ~ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨- i was thinking to stop doing -¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-~ hallucinogens in the winter because i ~-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-~† do not know how useful they have been †~-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨-~†* anyway? i get so tense when i take *†~-¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨-~†*@ them, the last few times at least, and @*†~-¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-~†*@§ there are plenty of side effects that i §@*†~-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨-~†*@§# really do not like, and there will be #§@*†~-¨¨¨
¨¨-~†*@§## associations with these mini-anxiety ##§@*†~-¨¨
¨-~†*@§### attacks with random things that i ###§@*†~-¨
¨¨-~†*@§## happen to see... for example, for a ##§@*†~-¨¨
¨¨¨-~†*@§# long time i could not see a certain #§@*†~-¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-~†*@§ kind of leaf without getting anxious §@*†~-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨-~†*@ ... and i should avoid to ruin all the @*†~-¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨-~†* seasons this way. *†~-¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-~† †~-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-~ ~ ~-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨- -¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ hmm, recently my visual phenomena ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ increased or at least the burn-ins in ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ the eyes, and sometimes stuff is ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ breathing now, they did not do it ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ before. but maybe i just drank too much ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨- coffee. maybe i'm scared and making all -¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-~ these things up. ~-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-~† †~-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨-~†* ~ *†~-¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨-~†*@ @*†~-¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-~†*@§ it comes to me sometimes that shit, §@*†~-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨-~†*@§# what a load of concepts this "reality" #§@*†~-¨¨¨
¨¨-~†*@§## consists of, and how vague they are ##§@*†~-¨¨
¨-~†*@§### ###§@*†~-¨
¨¨-~†*@§## ~ ##§@*†~-¨¨
¨¨¨-~†*@§# #§@*†~-¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-~†*@§ if i do not sleep for about twenty §@*†~-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨-~†*@ hours, it will no longer be dark when i @*†~-¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨-~†* close my eyes, not actually cev's *†~-¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-~† though, rather just fields and motion. †~-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-~ now and then i hear this sound (a real ~-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨- sound (i think)), resembling some -¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ and it is always unpleasant, i become ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ so stressful, but i think it has to do ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ with the novelty. i hope. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨- -¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-~ ~-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-~† †~-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨-~†* *†~-¨¨¨¨¨¨