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,,,,,,,,,, I   WAS   THINKING    TO   STOP    DOING ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, HALLUCINOGENS  IN THE  WINTER BECAUSE  I ,,,,,,,,,,
.,,,,,,,,, DO  NOT KNOW HOW  USEFUL THEY HAVE  BEEN ,,,,,,,,,.
~.,,,,,,,, ANYWAY?  I  GET SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ,,,,,,,,.~
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$/~.,,,,,, THERE  ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ,,,,,,.~/$
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#£¤%$/~.,, KIND  OF  LEAF WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ,,.~/$%¤£#
£¤%$/~.,,, ... AND I SHOULD AVOID  TO  RUIN ALL THE ,,,.~/$%¤£
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~.,,,,,,,,    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ,,,,,,,,.~
.,,,,,,,,, INCREASED  OR AT LEAST  THE BURN-INS  IN ,,,,,,,,,.
,,,,,,,,,, THE   EYES,   AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO   IT ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, BEFORE.  BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ,,,,,,,,,,
.,,,,,,,,, COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING  ALL ,,,,,,,,,.
~.,,,,,,,,             THESE THINGS UP.             ,,,,,,,,.~
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#£¤%$/~.,, CONSISTS  OF,  AND HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ,,.~/$%¤£#
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%$/~.,,,,, HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN  I ,,,,,.~/$%
$/~.,,,,,, CLOSE  MY  EYES,  NOT   ACTUALLY   CEV'S ,,,,,,.~/$
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~.,,,,,,,, NOW AND THEN  I HEAR THIS SOUND  (A REAL ,,,,,,,,.~
.,,,,,,,,,    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     ,,,,,,,,,.
,,,,,,,,,,  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, AND IT IS  ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT, I  BECOME ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, SO  STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO  DO ,,,,,,,,,,
.,,,,,,,,,         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        ,,,,,,,,,.
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