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...«;%§¤£@ i was thinking to stop doing @£¤§%;«...
..«;%§¤£@# hallucinogens in the winter because i #@£¤§%;«..
...«;%§¤£@ do not know how useful they have been @£¤§%;«...
....«;%§¤£ anyway? i get so tense when i take £¤§%;«....
.....«;%§¤ them, the last few times at least, and ¤§%;«.....
......«;%§ there are plenty of side effects that i §%;«......
.......«;% really do not like, and there will be %;«.......
........«; associations with these mini-anxiety ;«........
.........« attacks with random things that i «.........
........«; happen to see... for example, for a ;«........
.......«;% long time i could not see a certain %;«.......
......«;%§ kind of leaf without getting anxious §%;«......
.....«;%§¤ ... and i should avoid to ruin all the ¤§%;«.....
....«;%§¤£ seasons this way. £¤§%;«....
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....«;%§¤£ hmm, recently my visual phenomena £¤§%;«....
.....«;%§¤ increased or at least the burn-ins in ¤§%;«.....
......«;%§ the eyes, and sometimes stuff is §%;«......
.......«;% breathing now, they did not do it %;«.......
........«; before. but maybe i just drank too much ;«........
.........« coffee. maybe i'm scared and making all «.........
........«; these things up. ;«........
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....«;%§¤£ it comes to me sometimes that shit, £¤§%;«....
...«;%§¤£@ what a load of concepts this "reality" @£¤§%;«...
..«;%§¤£@# consists of, and how vague they are #@£¤§%;«..
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......«;%§ if i do not sleep for about twenty §%;«......
.......«;% hours, it will no longer be dark when i %;«.......
........«; close my eyes, not actually cev's ;«........
.........« though, rather just fields and motion. «.........
........«; now and then i hear this sound (a real ;«........
.......«;% sound (i think)), resembling some %;«.......
......«;%§ "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so. §%;«......
.....«;%§¤ and it is always unpleasant, i become ¤§%;«.....
....«;%§¤£ so stressful, but i think it has to do £¤§%;«....
...«;%§¤£@ with the novelty. i hope. @£¤§%;«...
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