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,,,,.«\&¤# I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING #¤&\«.,,,,
,,,,,.«\&¤ HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ¤&\«.,,,,,
,,,,,,.«\& DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN &\«.,,,,,,
,,,,,,,.«\ ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE \«.,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,.« THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND «.,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,. THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I .,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,. SEASONS THIS WAY. .,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,.«\&¤ HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ¤&\«.,,,,,
,,,,.«\&¤# INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN #¤&\«.,,,,
,,,.«\&¤#@ THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS @#¤&\«.,,,
,,.«\&¤#@# BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT #@#¤&\«.,,
,.«\&¤#@## BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ##@#¤&\«.,
,,.«\&¤#@# COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL #@#¤&\«.,,
,,,.«\&¤#@ THESE THINGS UP. @#¤&\«.,,,
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,,,,,,,.«\ IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, \«.,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,.« WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" «.,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,. CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE .,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,. NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL .,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,.« SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME «.,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,.«\ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. \«.,,,,,,,
,,,,,,.«\& AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME &\«.,,,,,,
,,,,,.«\&¤ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ¤&\«.,,,,,
,,,,.«\&¤# WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. #¤&\«.,,,,
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