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~,,,,,,,,, I   WAS    THINKING   TO   STOP    DOING ,,,,,,,,,~
=~,,,,,,,, HALLUCINOGENS  IN THE  WINTER BECAUSE  I ,,,,,,,,~=
==~,,,,,,, DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL  THEY  HAVE  BEEN ,,,,,,,~==
*==~,,,,,, ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN I  TAKE ,,,,,,~==*
£*==~,,,,, THEM, THE LAST FEW  TIMES AT LEAST,  AND ,,,,,~==*£
#£*==~,,,, THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT  I ,,,,~==*£#
##£*==~,,, REALLY  DO  NOT LIKE, AND THERE  WILL BE ,,,~==*£##
###£*==~,,   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ,,~==*£###
####£*==~, ATTACKS   WITH  RANDOM  THINGS  THAT   I ,~==*£####
###£*==~,, HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR A ,,~==*£###
##£*==~,,, LONG  TIME  I COULD  NOT SEE  A  CERTAIN ,,,~==*£##
#£*==~,,,, KIND  OF LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ,,,,~==*£#
£*==~,,,,, ... AND  I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN  ALL THE ,,,,,~==*£
*==~,,,,,,            SEASONS THIS WAY.             ,,,,,,~==*
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=~,,,,,,,,     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    ,,,,,,,,~=
==~,,,,,,, INCREASED OR  AT  LEAST THE BURN-INS  IN ,,,,,,,~==
*==~,,,,,, THE   EYES,  AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS ,,,,,,~==*
£*==~,,,,, BREATHING  NOW,   THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT ,,,,,~==*£
#£*==~,,,, BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST  DRANK TOO MUCH ,,,,~==*£#
##£*==~,,, COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED  AND MAKING ALL ,,,~==*£##
###£*==~,,             THESE THINGS UP.             ,,~==*£###
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#£*==~,,,, IT  COMES  TO ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, ,,,,~==*£#
£*==~,,,,, WHAT  A LOAD  OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ,,,,,~==*£
*==~,,,,,, CONSISTS  OF,  AND HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ,,,,,,~==*
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=~,,,,,,,, IF I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ,,,,,,,,~=
==~,,,,,,, HOURS, IT WILL  NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ,,,,,,,~==
*==~,,,,,, CLOSE   MY  EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY   CEV'S ,,,,,,~==*
£*==~,,,,, THOUGH,  RATHER JUST FIELDS  AND MOTION. ,,,,,~==*£
#£*==~,,,, NOW AND  THEN I  HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ,,,,~==*£#
##£*==~,,,     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ,,,~==*£##
###£*==~,,  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ,,~==*£###
####£*==~, AND  IT IS  ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ,~==*£####
###£*==~,, SO STRESSFUL, BUT I  THINK IT HAS TO  DO ,,~==*£###
##£*==~,,,         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        ,,,~==*£##
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