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,,,,^-:^$£ I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING £$^:-^,,,,
,,,^-:^$£# HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I #£$^:-^,,,
,,^-:^$£#@ DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN @#£$^:-^,,
,^-:^$£#@# ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE #@#£$^:-^,
,,^-:^$£#@ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND @#£$^:-^,,
,,,^-:^$£# THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I #£$^:-^,,,
,,,,^-:^$£ REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE £$^:-^,,,,
,,,,,^-:^$ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY $^:-^,,,,,
,,,,,,^-:^ ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ^:-^,,,,,,
,,,,,,,^-: HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A :-^,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,^- LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN -^,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,^ KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ^,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, SEASONS THIS WAY. ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,^ HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ^,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,^- INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN -^,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,^-: THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS :-^,,,,,,,
,,,,,,^-:^ BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ^:-^,,,,,,
,,,,,^-:^$ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH $^:-^,,,,,
,,,,^-:^$£ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL £$^:-^,,,,
,,,^-:^$£# THESE THINGS UP. #£$^:-^,,,
,,^-:^$£#@ @#£$^:-^,,
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,,,^-:^$£# IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, #£$^:-^,,,
,,,,^-:^$£ WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" £$^:-^,,,,
,,,,,^-:^$ CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE $^:-^,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,^ IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ^,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,^ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ^,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,^- AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME -^,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,^-: SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO :-^,,,,,,,
,,,,,,^-:^ WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. ^:-^,,,,,,
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