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¨¨¨,,:¤¤## eh ##¤¤:,,¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨--§@ i was thinking to stop doing @§--¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨,-:§¤@#@# hallucinogens in the winter because i #@#@¤§:-,¨
¨,-:§¤@#@# do not know how useful they have been #@#@¤§:-,¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨,:¤@ anyway? i get so tense when i take @¤:,¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨,:§¤## them, the last few times at least, and ##¤§:,¨¨¨¨
¨,-:§¤@#@# there are plenty of side effects that i #@#@¤§:-,¨
¨¨¨¨,:¤@@# really do not like, and there will be #@@¤:,¨¨¨¨
¨,-:§¤@#@@ associations with these mini-anxiety @@#@¤§:-,¨
¨,-:§¤@### attacks with random things that i ###@¤§:-,¨
¨¨¨¨¨-§¤#@ happen to see... for example, for a @#¤§-¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨,:¤# long time i could not see a certain #¤:,¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨,-:§¤@### kind of leaf without getting anxious ###@¤§:-,¨
¨¨¨,,:::¤@ ... and i should avoid to ruin all the @¤:::,,¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨,-§@ seasons this way. @§-,¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨,-:§¤@##@ @##@¤§:-,¨
¨¨¨¨,::¤¤# - #¤¤::,¨¨¨¨
¨,-:§¤@#@@ @@#@¤§:-,¨
¨,-:§¤@#@# hmm, recently my visual phenomena #@#@¤§:-,¨
¨,--::§@@@ increased or at least the burn-ins in @@@§::--,¨
¨,-:§¤@#@# the eyes, and sometimes stuff is #@#@¤§:-,¨
¨¨¨¨--§§@# breathing now, they did not do it #@§§--¨¨¨¨
¨,-:§¤@#@# before. but maybe i just drank too much #@#@¤§:-,¨
¨¨¨¨¨-:¤## coffee. maybe i'm scared and making all ##¤:-¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨,-§@@ these things up. @@§-,¨¨¨¨¨
¨,-§¤@#@## ##@#@¤§-,¨
¨,-:§¤@### - ###@¤§:-,¨
¨¨¨¨-§§§@@ @@§§§-¨¨¨¨
¨,-::§§¤@@ it comes to me sometimes that shit, @@¤§§::-,¨
¨¨¨¨¨-::§@ what a load of concepts this "reality" @§::-¨¨¨¨¨
¨,-:::§§§@ consists of, and how vague they are @§§§:::-,¨
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¨,-:§¤@#@# #@#@¤§:-,¨
¨,-:§¤@#@# if i do not sleep for about twenty #@#@¤§:-,¨
¨¨¨¨¨-::§@ hours, it will no longer be dark when i @§::-¨¨¨¨¨
¨,-:§¤@#@# close my eyes, not actually cev's #@#@¤§:-,¨
¨,-:§¤@### though, rather just fields and motion. ###@¤§:-,¨
¨,-:§¤@#@# now and then i hear this sound (a real #@#@¤§:-,¨
¨,-:§¤@#@# sound (i think)), resembling some #@#@¤§:-,¨
¨,-:§¤@#@# "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so. #@#@¤§:-,¨
¨,-:§¤@#@# and it is always unpleasant, i become #@#@¤§:-,¨
¨,-:§¤@### so stressful, but i think it has to do ###@¤§:-,¨
¨,-:§¤@### with the novelty. i hope. ###@¤§:-,¨
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