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,,»**@#### EH ####@**»,,
,,»»»»»**@ @**»»»»»,,
,,,»****$# » #$****»,,,
,,»**$@### ###@$**»,,
,,»»***@@# I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING #@@***»»,,
,,»**$@### HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ###@$**»,,
,,»**$@### DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ###@$**»,,
,,,,,**$## ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ##$**,,,,,
,,»**$@### THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ###@$**»,,
,,,,,»**$@ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I @$**»,,,,,
,,»**$@### REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ###@$**»,,
,,»**$@### ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ###@$**»,,
,,»***$$@# ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I #@$$***»,,
,,»**$@### HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ###@$**»,,
,,»**$@### LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ###@$**»,,
,,,,,,,*$# KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS #$*,,,,,,,
,,»**$@### ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ###@$**»,,
,,»**$@### SEASONS THIS WAY. ###@$**»,,
,,»*$@#### ####@$*»,,
,,»*$@#### » ####@$*»,,
,,»**@#### ####@**»,,
,,,,»***@@ HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA @@***»,,,,
,,,»*****@ INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN @*****»,,,
,,,,,,»*$@ THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS @$*»,,,,,,
,,»**@#### BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ####@**»,,
,,,,,»»*@# BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH #@*»»,,,,,
,,,,,»**@@ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL @@**»,,,,,
,,»**$@### THESE THINGS UP. ###@$**»,,
,,»**$@### ###@$**»,,
,,»**$@### » ###@$**»,,
,,,,,»***@ @***»,,,,,
,,,,,,***@ IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, @***,,,,,,
,,,,,,»*$# WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" #$*»,,,,,,
,,»**$#### CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ####$**»,,
,,,,,**$## ##$**,,,,,
,,,,,,,*$# » #$*,,,,,,,
,,»**$@### ###@$**»,,
,,»**$@### IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ###@$**»,,
,,»**$@### HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ###@$**»,,
,,»**$@@@# CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S #@@@$**»,,
,,»**$@### THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ###@$**»,,
,,»**$@### NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ###@$**»,,
,,»**$@### SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ###@$**»,,
,,»**$@### "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ###@$**»,,
,,,,,»**$@ AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME @$**»,,,,,
,,,»»****@ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO @****»»,,,
,,,,,,*$## WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. ##$*,,,,,,
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