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####*§†=,. HALLUCINOGENS IN THE  WINTER  BECAUSE  I .,=†§*####
###*§†=,.. DO  NOT KNOW  HOW USEFUL THEY  HAVE BEEN ..,=†§*###
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###*§†=,.. THEM, THE  LAST FEW  TIMES AT LEAST, AND ..,=†§*###
####*§†=,. THERE ARE  PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I .,=†§*####
###*§†=,.. REALLY DO  NOT  LIKE, AND THERE WILL  BE ..,=†§*###
##*§†=,...   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ...,=†§*##
###*§†=,.. ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM  THINGS  THAT   I ..,=†§*###
####*§†=,. HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR EXAMPLE,  FOR  A .,=†§*####
###*§†=,.. LONG  TIME I  COULD  NOT  SEE A  CERTAIN ..,=†§*###
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####*§†=,.     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    .,=†§*####
###*§†=,.. INCREASED  OR AT LEAST  THE BURN-INS  IN ..,=†§*###
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###*§†=,.. BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID   NOT  DO  IT ..,=†§*###
####*§†=,. BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO  MUCH .,=†§*####
###*§†=,.. COFFEE. MAYBE I'M  SCARED AND MAKING ALL ..,=†§*###
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###*§†=,.. WHAT A LOAD  OF  CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ..,=†§*###
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###*§†=,.. HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER  BE DARK WHEN I ..,=†§*###
##*§†=,... CLOSE  MY  EYES,  NOT   ACTUALLY   CEV'S ...,=†§*##
###*§†=,.. THOUGH, RATHER JUST  FIELDS AND  MOTION. ..,=†§*###
####*§†=,. NOW  AND  THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL .,=†§*####
###*§†=,..     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ..,=†§*###
##*§†=,...  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ...,=†§*##
###*§†=,.. AND  IT  IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME ..,=†§*###
####*§†=,. SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK  IT HAS TO  DO .,=†§*####
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