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.......... . the dream . ..........
.......... . of being swallowed . ..........
.......... . by the beast. . ..........
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.......... . . to get at the throat. . ..........
.......... ..........
.......... to be falling into the water, the ..........
.......... ocean, the void, but it must be done in ..........
.......... the right way - in a very specific way. ..........
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........~: slow... graceful... but then it gets :~........
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.........~ submerged in the animal) ::: :: ~.........
.......... (becoming the animal) ::: (forget ..........
.......... everything else) ::: :: (my soul is the ..........
.......... beast's soul) ::: (a sludgy sense of ..........
.......... satisfaction. it's good) ::: (it's ..........
.......... good) ::: :: (breathing heavily) ::: ..........
.......... ::: :: (the two souls will move ..........
.......... together) ::: (merge and dissolve) ::: ..........
.......... (collective body) ::: (rearranged and ..........
.......... reordered) ::: (the individual is not ..........
.......... so important) ..........
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