view from the tower            
                       
                       
                                          
 when i  got home from away, climbed all 
 the  way  to  the top, and  there was  a 
 bird in my room, not  too unreasonable a 
 bird  but  still an  unwelcome  guest at 
 this  hour,  that  had  let himself  in. 
                                          
 the window was  open  and so  i waved my 
 arms  and he flew out. but as  soon as i 
       turned around, he was back.       
                                          
                                     
 i   took   the   jackdaw   by   my  hand 
 threw    it    out   the   window,   and 
       into what i'm shielded from        
    watched him fall and turned around    
    held his gaze throughout the fall     
     in spite he did not move at all      
                                     
                                          
 i heard the thump  as he hit the ground. 
 my  mother came  running.  "angel!  what 
 did you do?"                             
                                          
 don't come  in here,  i  wanted to  say, 
 but she would  come anyway and so i kept 
 it   to   myself.  "are  you  allright?" 
                                          
 "i hurt a  bird",  and  i  could see him 
 through the windows, trying to  fly with 
 his  wings somehow  inverted. they would 
 not bear  him,  and he  was  infuriated.